Family #76367 Help for relationship with toxic family

[Recycler1337]

As an option - record episodes of bullying you, turn on a tape recorder or install also a hidden camera, try to gently provoke such her behavior and take the evidence to the police.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

As an option - record episodes of bullying you, turn on a tape recorder or install also a hidden camera, try to gently provoke such her behavior and take the evidence to the police.

I assure you that I was going to suggest the same thing to him. There are many methods like hidden recorders and cameras. Gather enough evidence and you will see that in front of a court your mother can only shut up and pay for her crimes.

Any help would be appreciated and all words of comfort are thanked. I am happy I have such a strong and helpful community to surround myself in during this situation. Thank you all and HAIL SATYA AND THE GODS!!!

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I am currently living with an abusive/toxic (potentially Yehuborim) mother who has not only been stunting my advancement but has been making my life a living nightmare with constant screaming and driving me to fear doing anything.

Your situation is really heavy. I feel sorry for you and those living like you.
But consider this: you are still alive, you managed to reach this forum, and apparently you can also meditate. It is a bis goal indeed.

If I were you, I would wait - standing still and resisting until you will be 18+ years old and legally free from your "family". I would daily plan my escape in details. Thinking daily to the day I will be free to go away from that "mother" you have. Plan, look ahead: doing this will add energy to your goal, you need to desire to break free, to plan every detail, to take contacts for any kind of job, home, financial help that can make you free. I am sure that Satan / Satya will help you at the right moment, when things are ready and mainly YOUR MIND is ready to break free.

You say you have been abused. I know what this means: it is appalling, destructive, non-human and unjust. But believe me, I can tell by experience and studies, this is NOT nor it ever will be nor it can in any way be your fault.

This enslaves the mind so, if you simply one day leave from your house, you are at high risk of easily coming back. This happened to me many times. As soon as I finished my school and I were 18+ I packed my bags to a foreign country, I think I would have never returned if I could have managed this. Unfortunately energies, obstacles, unconscious and fate/karma created so many obstacles that I failed in a few days and returned home. I needed some years to break free.
This is different from everyone but remember : put energies in your goal in advance, plan, desire, push and... break free.

It may be easy telling this for some : meditate, perform freeing the soul meditation, stay strong ... etc. This is good and true but listen also to someone who was in a similar situation. Not only magick, meditation, and the Gods will help you, but your own mind. The mind can be so enslaved to your abusive and crazy mother that is like a rope pulling you back, YOU have the power to steer your mind towards freedom. I know it's hard listening to this, few people know how it is difficult to even say "no" to an abusive, enslaving and evil caregiver/parent. Train your mind: say NO to all of this daily while you resist and survive as you have done. Plus your meditation as you can. This NO will grow every day more. Build it, feed it. Grow a NO to all of this in your mind so strong that, when the right day will come and you will see the gate of your prison open in front of you, you will be able to say NO I won't stay here any single second more. Put power in this. Will to suceced is the only key to freedom. Otherwise, you would return back probably.

Well I say this from behind my keyboard, that may sound a bit distant. But accept my encouragement for your honorable desire to break feee. You will suceed, sooner or later.

Any help would be appreciated and all words of comfort are thanked. I am happy I have such a strong and helpful community to surround myself in during this situation. Thank you all and HAIL SATYA AND THE GODS!!!

Yes you are not alone.
Survivors and abused people are in strong need of support and comfort, it is very normal and common. Not a weakness, but a human need.

Note :
(I assume this post is true, as it seems so. Recently I read a bit too many posts of extreme suffering and life destruction by new or anonyme members, so I think some may be fake)

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

Anything positive happened to you lately?