My bro… don’t avvicinate to women’s, they will make you suffer!!! Please don’t do it!!! Choose a demon male and make your path with him, it’s a sincere advise!
I was going to be unethical and go on a tangent but vampirisms comes in many forms. We all must remember never give a vampire the time of day for that is unethical. Never feed an enemy for that is to not value your own life.
Though a word of warning, Holy Mother Lilith is Father Satans favorite wife, and while she will never need my defending ( Her Mighty Grace's power speaks for itself ) a Husband will never take an insult to his Wife if it was made seriously. He might find it amusing such a lowly being might say something but my Father's Grace has it's limits I'm sure. Endless to us though it might seem there is always rage in a Husband when it comes to his family. Granted he would not over react because in a sense that is also dismissing of his wives own power but I am sure that should the mood strike him things will end poorly for thou. Not to mention if it strikes her (not that you are even a blimp to her, her mission is far more Sacred and Holy) Many here would gladly be willing to spiritually bind and curse you for DARING to Slander the Holy Being who protects our Mothers, and sisters. We out them we all are nothing. Feminine is the ABOVE in as Above so Below.
However Errant Thoughts, Miscalculations, and Dross showing itself is another matter. The enemy has programmed us and that programming runs deep. Once that is over energy will be used to make your mind sense and think things it does not mean or things that will get a rise out of it. These should be ignored because that is all the enemy can do: ever lowly cowards are they. Use them like a whetstone to sharpen the mind because that very mind must be used with calm thoughtfulness to sail on the waters of life. To hold the Wheel, and to one day Rise Up.
Here I pray;
Oh Sacred Holy Lovely Gorgeous Sexual Sensual Mother Lilith who teaches us that pleasure is important and that to love another is to know the deeper mysteries of the bond between the Masculine the Feminine I pray I one day have the strength to aid you in your Holy missions of protecting all the women and children of my race. To serve you as you have giving far more to me than I could ever know or ever be worthy off. For I was born in the womb you guarded and my life is born of your protection and Father Satan's kindness.
I know not thy Sigil for you are not to ever be called upon but in your name I advise everyone who reads this to open up your Holy Husband Sigil in their mind after raising energies and offer them up to you if they are able. So you might have them to keep your unequally Sacred and Holy mission alive. Without you, we are nothing and with you, we have a chance. Oh my Dearest Mother, I offer you love, sanctity, and my very blood and pain just now.
It was not much and it is not even one ten thousandth of the pain Sacred Women suffer every day so that we might all live, but I do so in your honor so that I might better understand myself and better understand what Woman suffer for all our benefit.
Thank you Holy Mother Lilith for giving me the strength to do what I did. It was not easy for me but meant so much. I hope that one day I shall have the strength of will that I can do so cleanly with a single swipe without hesitation: but for what I just did thank you. I never thought I'd have the strength to even break the skin but you bettered me as all Women better Men. Thank you for the gift of life my Holy Mother. Thank you to all my Satanic Sisters. Thank you to the Mother who bore and suffered for me and for her Mother who did the same. So is Motherhood always to be honored and cherished like no other.
( Do not do this just cause. I did this as a personal gesture. No more or less. Years ago I was 'clever' and cowardly with my initiation and used the blood from an already 'open' wound for the ritual: THAT DOES NOT MAKE IT INVALID AND THIS WAS NOT ME REDOING IT! The Dedication is for life and real and permeant so says the Hero Maxine. This was akin to laying on a bed of needles to sharpen the will. I did this to embrace my masculinity in honor of the feminine so that I might feel closer to Lilith and show I stand with her in the struggles of Womanhood even though I will never know them but by virtue of those around me. I used the left index finger to show to myself I've grown as well NOT WITH ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE ACTUAL RITUAL!THIS WAS ALL PERSONAL. It was virtually meaningless because I can not know what Women deal with for I am a Man. Only in battle suffering mortal wounds can a man truly feel what a women does to to bring forth life because that is the level of pain and fear that they all feel for US. This gesture was mine and mine alone and made for myself to prove something to myself: to show that I have grown even just a little. I did the act as a test of will that results in something I greatly fear: pain. I wanted to show bravery by doing it and help overcome it. Acts of self harm are not Satanic nor is this ever required or asked of outside of single time because there is power and meaning in blood. Again this was personal and made me feel more self-confident. I do so in Holy Mother Lilith's honor because it is the Women who give strength to their Men and I wanted to show Her that as a Man I stand with Her even if only very ever so slightly; and that just by thinking that the idea of doing it for her gave me the strength to do it. Never EVER commit act's of self harm EVER. Satan does not nor ever will ask you harm yourself. Even in our Holy War he does not ask you do anything but what you are healthily able to do so. Never risk burnout and never do more than you can give with full strength of will. One push is all that is ever needed if you have giving that single push your all. This was me trying to overcome a mental block and deep seeded fear I have. It is one I must overcome because the idea of hardship and pain holds me back. It was personal as all our journeys are. This gesture has no glory in it for anyone but myself: I state it publicly both for my own sense of pride, all men seek to show off in public like the Mighty Peacock, and to show that being who disparaged Her can rise up even those of us who are cowardly. As they disgraced our Holy Mother publicly I wish to show that just thinking of Her rose me up in an act of courage I never thought I'd be able to do. It was showing bravery in the face of adversity and nothing is as aversive as the self who is full of hang-ups and dross. )
( I also only want to state I went until I had just struck a bit of blood. The want to do more I had for a bit was only because I felt unworthy of what I gave but that was another lesson. Anytime you give, even if only a little, if you put your all into it IS ALWAYS ENOUGH! This lesson keeps showing itself because I need healing. I literally feel nothing by time of writing this after revising what I wrote and it's fully dried up as well. NEVER EVER HARM YOURSELF, EVER! )
