Our Guardians and our Incubus/Succubus do not slap us around or inflict pain on us. That's rather condescending and unnecessary. There are other ways to get a point across without hitting us. I suggest you cut off all contact with this entity and not give it any more attention.
On Sunday, June 28, 2015 2:38 PM, "travisjordanhatcher@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
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Well, here's my experience with it, in the beginning I learned a lot form my guardian through a pendulum, she could cause my muscles to twitch and that's how she got my attention when she needed to tell me something, and the process would be like a game of 20 questions until I figured out exactly what she wanted to tell me.
Early on when I became a satanist, there were no problems for me in terms of figuring out how the spiritual satanist thing works, and it was the most natural thing to me ever. My friend is a satanist and he was the one who brought me to it, anyway, turns out he lucked out, I found out from my guardian that I had been a satanist since 3 lifetimes ago, and I also in those lifetimes never astral projected, which is kind of weird but is fine with me.
My guardian demon lead me to the Kings and queens meditation on the website because she wanted to just talk to me instead of just playing 20 questions every time, now here's the most trippy thing about all of this- I decided to do the meditation on the astral with the help of my guardian, and after doing so( by the way all my experiences of the astral, specifically astral projection, stayed within my own bedroom, so it wasn't about the distance between the two bodies) I had no recollection of doing so, so I used my pendulum to confirm with my guardian and she told me it had worked.
Two days later I picked up telepathy right off the bat, I was think-talking to her because her thoughts came it to my head in the easiest manner, when this first started I constantly checked with her using my pendulum to make sure I wasn't talking to myself.
Any way turns out she what you call a freelance guardian demon, that's the best way she could explain it, she swears she is of satan but is not directly under him like the "goetic" demons Maxine has up on the website, kind of like how the U.S. has its government but consists of many states. That's the best way I can explain it, anyway, cool part for me is this path isn't entirely alone, me and got married in the first lifetime I became a satanist and she is a clingy type, which I really love, but anyway, I've only seen out of my third eye twice, and these experiences were vivid.
You see, I completely understand the concept of trancing and accessing the mental plane, and learned quickly that I accually taught my wife(and/or guardian) how to call me to her mental plane while I was asleep, (she gives me the weirdest dreams some times and tests me if I understand the satanic ideology and philosophy through dreams, since i almost never notice I'm in a dream), anyway, one night I was walking around in my school in my dream and started seeing this vision,( coincidentally two days after I did a ritual to satan asking for guidance and help with my 3rd eye, this two day thing is getting a bit weird with me), I was seeing a beautiful woman laying next to me, it was a bit blurry at first, but when I focused on her the dream faded away and I could see her crystal clear, she was glowing bright(her aura I'm sure) and that's when it hit me astral bodies are infinitely flexible, as I'm looking at her she lay next to me with her eyes closed trying to focus on something( found out afterword she was confused why I suddenly just disappeared from the dream but was still asleep) she turn her head 180 degrees to check my bedside clock, and then went back to focusing, in this state I called out to have her look at me but she didn't know I was staring at her, she remained like that with a concentrated look on her face, I then woke up to the same sight, except without her ;(, any way yeah, you could say the 3rd is very useful. Especially in my case, still haven't gotten any memories of astral projection yet though.
I fear sometimes I may be delusional but my wife give me a dose of pain, not too much, but more of a slap in the face for doubting. Anyway, went a little of topic but it kind stayed on track, hope you liked my story.
