tigers_matter
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My first problem is my own mistake that I made a long time ago. Now I am paying for it.
A long time ago I decided to go check on the internet some stuff about my Guardian Demoness Agares. Obviously it was an enemy that lured into doing that. I just typed Agares in google images and I saw the enemy version of Agares. Since that day, I cannot remove the fake Agares from my mind. I have tried cleaning my chakras, cleaning my Mental Body, Light Body, Astral Body, Aura, wings of soul, Kundalini, invoking the fire element to destroy and burn away that image but nothing works. I cleaned like 11 times a day (not joking) but after a while I stopped since the image does not go away. I stopped talking to Agares because of that. It's sad since she is my GD. Recently with my progression I started see Demons much clearer. The problem is that I keep seeing Agares then right away the fake Agares then again Agares and it constantly alternates. Also, I feel Agares' energy and I feel mega happy then boom, all of sudden, I see that fake Agares and the happiness goes away...
Now my second problem is related to the 7th chakra. When ever I try to go into a trance, I keep feeling lots and lots of anger. The anger comes from my 7th chakra. I have tried using elements in-order to remove it and tons of different stuff but nothing seems to work. I remember that there was a link that talked about this. The page was taken down. I tried the wayback machine but it's not there. I think it was called "clearing out" or something like that. It's from a very long time ago but I have a definite feeling that that page is what I need since this is suppressed anger. I have been doing different stuff for about a full month but it does not do anything. This anger is preventing my 7th/Crown chakra from opening. If anyone has any meditation or advice on how to remove that anger; I would GREATLY appreciate it. I even tried to remove the anger with rituals like directing it on my personal enemies but it did not help.
The reason why I think that those two problems are connected is the fact that when this fake Agares appears; I ALWAYS feel a pressure in my 7th chakra and some anger. I can't tell actually if this anger is my own or is it that fake Agares being mad at me for progressing and never giving up.
So, in conclusion; I need your tips and advices on how to solve those two problems. By the way, I asked my other GD (I know almost all of them) to help me out with this but I did not receive any help yet. Maybe writing this here is the guidance or it could be that they are busy. I know how Demons work. Could be either this or that in this case. Thank you all for reading I know this is freaking long. :s
HAIL Satan Eternally!
HAIL Enlil Eternally!
Hail Astaroth Eternally!
Hail Azazel Eternally!
PRAISE ALL the Gods of Duat!
"Only the worthy get to see my wings." -Satan
A long time ago I decided to go check on the internet some stuff about my Guardian Demoness Agares. Obviously it was an enemy that lured into doing that. I just typed Agares in google images and I saw the enemy version of Agares. Since that day, I cannot remove the fake Agares from my mind. I have tried cleaning my chakras, cleaning my Mental Body, Light Body, Astral Body, Aura, wings of soul, Kundalini, invoking the fire element to destroy and burn away that image but nothing works. I cleaned like 11 times a day (not joking) but after a while I stopped since the image does not go away. I stopped talking to Agares because of that. It's sad since she is my GD. Recently with my progression I started see Demons much clearer. The problem is that I keep seeing Agares then right away the fake Agares then again Agares and it constantly alternates. Also, I feel Agares' energy and I feel mega happy then boom, all of sudden, I see that fake Agares and the happiness goes away...
Now my second problem is related to the 7th chakra. When ever I try to go into a trance, I keep feeling lots and lots of anger. The anger comes from my 7th chakra. I have tried using elements in-order to remove it and tons of different stuff but nothing seems to work. I remember that there was a link that talked about this. The page was taken down. I tried the wayback machine but it's not there. I think it was called "clearing out" or something like that. It's from a very long time ago but I have a definite feeling that that page is what I need since this is suppressed anger. I have been doing different stuff for about a full month but it does not do anything. This anger is preventing my 7th/Crown chakra from opening. If anyone has any meditation or advice on how to remove that anger; I would GREATLY appreciate it. I even tried to remove the anger with rituals like directing it on my personal enemies but it did not help.
The reason why I think that those two problems are connected is the fact that when this fake Agares appears; I ALWAYS feel a pressure in my 7th chakra and some anger. I can't tell actually if this anger is my own or is it that fake Agares being mad at me for progressing and never giving up.
So, in conclusion; I need your tips and advices on how to solve those two problems. By the way, I asked my other GD (I know almost all of them) to help me out with this but I did not receive any help yet. Maybe writing this here is the guidance or it could be that they are busy. I know how Demons work. Could be either this or that in this case. Thank you all for reading I know this is freaking long. :s
HAIL Satan Eternally!
HAIL Enlil Eternally!
Hail Astaroth Eternally!
Hail Azazel Eternally!
PRAISE ALL the Gods of Duat!
"Only the worthy get to see my wings." -Satan