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bloodofthelife

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hey guys, ive posted a couple things but now i have a question because im a bit worried. how can i truly devote myself to Lord Satan when my entire family is christian? they make my life difficult by constantly watching what i am doing, the only time i have in which i am not watched is when i am on the computer in my room. i want to do the power meditations and everything else but along with that it is almost never silent. and about summoning a demon, is there anyway to do so without having any candles and etc? i also would like to become i dont know the word...perhaps adept in magick, is there anyway i can speed up the process aside from meditation and practice (which i have no problems with i just wondered, i actually prefer to work for what i want). anyone who would care to help me or talk to me to help please by all means let me know

Hail Satan!
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bloodofthelife" <bloodofthelife@... wrote:
hey guys, ive posted a couple things but now i have a question because im a bit worried. how can i truly devote myself to Lord Satan when my entire family is christian? they make my life difficult by constantly watching what i am doing, the only time i have in which i am not watched is when i am on the computer in my room. i want to do the power meditations and everything else but along with that it is almost never silent. and about summoning a demon, is there anyway to do so without having any candles and etc? i also would like to become i dont know the word...perhaps adept in magick, is there anyway i can speed up the process aside from meditation and practice (which i have no problems with i just wondered, i actually prefer to work for what i want). anyone who would care to help me or talk to me to help please by all means let me know

Hail Satan!
Alot of us have this problem. Theres no privacy to meditate and stuff like this. We teens who cant have ritual items create an Astral Temple in our minds to do the rituals there. Power meditation is important. Some people arent powerful enough to communicate or see demons, with power meditation we develop these abilities. Its good that you can be on the computer with no one on your back. Try to find time to meditate, even if you have to stay up a little late before bed when everyones asleep. All it takes is 15-30min for most meditations but can be less! As for magick, your strength for this comes from power meditation and you do magick with your mind via visualization, concentration, and will power.

Good luck, and stay quiet about this
 
I am in the same situation, my father runs the children program at church, my mom helps in the kitchen, and my grandfather was a minister, so I almost never have time to do any type of ritual properly. So the best advice I can give you is to take advantage of your astral temple, there is no noise, smell, or anything else there. Do it at night, when you are in bed. That way, even if your parents come in and see you or something, then you will say that you were asleep. Good luck, but it might also be wise to wait and just practice meditation and stuff, save the more powerful summoning rituals for when you are out of their house and over 18. Talking to Father about this is also a good idea.
HAIL FATHER ENKI!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bloodofthelife" <bloodofthelife@... wrote:

hey guys, ive posted a couple things but now i have a question because im a bit worried. how can i truly devote myself to Lord Satan when my entire family is christian? they make my life difficult by constantly watching what i am doing, the only time i have in which i am not watched is when i am on the computer in my room. i want to do the power meditations and everything else but along with that it is almost never silent. and about summoning a demon, is there anyway to do so without having any candles and etc? i also would like to become i dont know the word...perhaps adept in magick, is there anyway i can speed up the process aside from meditation and practice (which i have no problems with i just wondered, i actually prefer to work for what i want). anyone who would care to help me or talk to me to help please by all means let me know

Hail Satan!
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "allforenki" <allforenki@... wrote:
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bloodofthelife" <bloodofthelife@ wrote:

hey guys, ive posted a couple things but now i have a question because im a bit worried. how can i truly devote myself to Lord Satan when my entire family is christian? they make my life difficult by constantly watching what i am doing, the only time i have in which i am not watched is when i am on the computer in my room. i want to do the power meditations and everything else but along with that it is almost never silent. and about summoning a demon, is there anyway to do so without having any candles and etc? i also would like to become i dont know the word...perhaps adept in magick, is there anyway i can speed up the process aside from meditation and practice (which i have no problems with i just wondered, i actually prefer to work for what i want). anyone who would care to help me or talk to me to help please by all means let me know

Hail Satan!


Alot of us have this problem. Theres no privacy to meditate and stuff like this. We teens who cant have ritual items create an Astral Temple in our minds to do the rituals there. Power meditation is important. Some people arent powerful enough to communicate or see demons, with power meditation we develop these abilities. Its good that you can be on the computer with no one on your back. Try to find time to meditate, even if you have to stay up a little late before bed when everyones asleep. All it takes is 15-30min for most meditations but can be less! As for magick, your strength for this comes from power meditation and you do magick with your mind via visualization, concentration, and will power.

Good luck, and stay quiet about this
since its now summer break i might be able to get a little more accomplished. and thank you for the assistance, now i need to find alot of time where i can perform my power meditation since i would really like to be able to communicate with demons and use magick thank you again
 
--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "shortielikemine411" <shortielikemine411@... wrote:
I am in the same situation, my father runs the children program at church, my mom helps in the kitchen, and my grandfather was a minister, so I almost never have time to do any type of ritual properly. So the best advice I can give you is to take advantage of your astral temple, there is no noise, smell, or anything else there. Do it at night, when you are in bed. That way, even if your parents come in and see you or something, then you will say that you were asleep. Good luck, but it might also be wise to wait and just practice meditation and stuff, save the more powerful summoning rituals for when you are out of their house and over 18. Talking to Father about this is also a good idea.
HAIL FATHER ENKI!!!!

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "bloodofthelife" <bloodofthelife@ wrote:

hey guys, ive posted a couple things but now i have a question because im a bit worried. how can i truly devote myself to Lord Satan when my entire family is christian? they make my life difficult by constantly watching what i am doing, the only time i have in which i am not watched is when i am on the computer in my room. i want to do the power meditations and everything else but along with that it is almost never silent. and about summoning a demon, is there anyway to do so without having any candles and etc? i also would like to become i dont know the word...perhaps adept in magick, is there anyway i can speed up the process aside from meditation and practice (which i have no problems with i just wondered, i actually prefer to work for what i want). anyone who would care to help me or talk to me to help please by all means let me know

Hail Satan!
i plan on doing just the basic power meditations and such for now, but in a few weeks my parents are going to be leaving for their anniversary leaving my brother and i at home for a couple days by ourselves with my stepfathers mother watching us. now she'll be in here own room the entire time as will my brother. i might be able to get away with doing something then cause she goes to bed at 9 and my brother tends not to deal with me. maybe i can do something then?
Hail Satan
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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