It happened eversince my long meditation behind a black candle 2 days ago, when i finished and went to sleep i started to hear the beeping. it's not like a beep beep , but rather like a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Kinda hard to explain, but this has been going on for the 2nd day in a row...

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age? It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think...

Thank you all for the advice. Danko, i have always respected everything you have said and find most of your things wise. What do you think in addition to meditation that could help me? Also wanted to say that i have plans to move away from my country, but once my financial part of it allows it...

Hello brothers and sisters! it's been a while since i have posted but here is what i want to ask and discuss. Recently my life is going in shambles and finding the meaning to my life is getting more and more difficult because of the way i see the world is going. I'm still fighting our...

Welcome to communism. Something my country lived through and will possible live through again. But if the fight starts against this , i will be one of the men to fight until my last breath to stop it. This is a prime example on how careless people are these days. I can understand if its maybe a...

Heres my advice for Father Satan to understand you that you care : Keep on going , don't stop , don't give up and be fearless. Here is how i visualized my things : consider it like daydreaming or imagining things. If you meditate on your 3rd eye , focus that you are watching yourself from a...

I didn't understand jack shit. The way he tried to explain the slave and servant bullshit was a complicated as everything else the christians try to make things seem. They speak in riddles just to confuse you so people won't have no idea what you are "Cheering for" in the end.

One of the reasons why i use kikebook rarely to talk to SOME people i used to know , but my information there is very very limited and not available to the public. And the info about me is mostly fake.

Before i became a satanists , my grandfather died about a bit over a year ago. I still remember that day. Something just hit me in the head that i need to go visit my grandparents during a schoolday. So i just followed my instinct and skipped the entire day and just went to visit them for a few...

Very very wonderful story. If you have anything more about this topic or a place where i can read about it , please tell me. Since i have always been a person with a passion for Honor and one of my deepest dreams would be to die with honor for a great cause. One of the reasons why i love the SS.

Thanks Mageson , i have something my grandmother told me and i know i'd like to share to others. There were some estonian groups aswell that joined the SS and fought alongside hitler and WE estonians didn't see anything wrong with it. I'm sure back then people knew about the Jewish bullshit...

Oh i remember when i was in school and the Topic of the month was the 2nd world war and Hitler. I was the only one in class who was questoning about how come what he did was BAD? If you read between the lines of all the crap they wrote and the reasons , he had a GOOD REASON to start the war and...

Don't worry about it , its in your heart and what you want that matters. When i did mine it took me a while to get the guts to even cut myself , but i managed to at one point Yank out enough uncontrollable strength to do a pretty deep one , so i got my blood going , enough to write my full name...

I'm starting to see more frequently the numbers 666. I know it is some kind of sign or way to notify me something , but is there any chance it can be related to something specific? Maybe its because with the ammount of stress from work , me focusing on my girlfriend ( which i'm sure Father or...

As much as i hate publicity , i love this one because it shows that the only thing christians are good at doing is faking and copying things. I mean look at it , its a copy of JoS ...... Exactly how they copied Christianity. Hail Haures! Hail Father Satan! Hail All The Gods of Duat!

Like i have read and it works : Put your tounge on the top of the inside of your mouth ( we it was called , sorry. Forgot the word ). And try to focus on relaxing while meditating , the less you focus the less you'll notice it and if it does get too much that you have to swallow , just do it...

Hello brothers and sisters! I was thinking about something after a big enemy attack this morning. When i was working , my day was pretty crap , but i was thinking that they have been crap lately , but they always go way better during night time. ( 6 PM - 6 AM ). So i thought that i have...

I am a newcomer to father satan myself. I am only 2 months in and i had the same thing as you. The Advice that worked for me: Don't think or focus about going into a trance. Once you are relaxed, focus on for example opening a chakra or creating a Astral Temple ( Visualize you doing it )...

Hello fellow brothers and sisters! Hello fellow Lovers! Hello fellow satanists! About almost 2 months ago i got my interest in Satanism and over a month and a half ago i dedicated. I have been passive eversince , just slowly working my way up to empower myself. I have been slacking a...

I feel like i'm in my 30s , but i'm actually 20. I act way more mature and responsible then other people at my age group. Never understood why.

I understand that one. Yeah , sure as hell makes you a man screwing random women without loving them and hurting their feelings. Yup , that's a Xian man indeed. You know , if they are going to want to have sex with someone without loving them , tell them your interested in a fuckbuddy or ask...

I have wondered about this topic for a while and maybe others in the group can verify this as a possible fact. Right , i noticed that most new satanists including myself have had a tough time in society from the start. Maybe it be from the early childhood or teen days or even early adult...

1 more thing to add : Just now when i did another meditation round after the main one for the day , i saw like a "Black hole" forming infront of my vision for a bit when i was doing my protection aura meditation again. Looking it up some people say it might have been a path to your Pineal...

Well the chair might be working , i had a big REM moment for about a minute before it stopped. But i have had the falling effect done in my mind, everytime i do it , it starts really hard to breathe , like my lungs are heavy. It's the feeling if you fall you hold your breath or similar and...

Welcome to the family! I have been lucky since i haven't had any attacks yet. But it might be that i have a wild imagination and ex-standards how my life would be during an attack , a life threatening situation or a choice of sacrifice. I almost everyday i head to work i imagine myself just...

I have read everything i have found about the Trance state even the recent sermon but i have a few questions about it. 1. This is how i imagine a trance state : You can't feel your body completly and can't move it aka body paralyze OR you can't feel your body but you can move it at any time...

When i went to the store to buy myself a pendulum , they had talismans there aswell. I saw a pentagram there , but it instantly hit me in the head when i saw a circle around it and refused to buy it then , since i know it might be offensive. Hail Father Satan! Hail Haures!

Read the ENTIRE site , the ammount on knowledge and info here is just BIG. Once your done reading it and it seems this is where you belong , dedicate yourself and start working on your power meditations. That's what i did and things are going better than usual for me.

So i have been doing alot of trys to get into a trance since i need to sort it out before i can start on my Crown chakra and other things. This time i went to the Bathroom ( i go there sometimes when its too noisy around the place ) and faced my back against the wall on a coushin and started to...

I know how you feel. The reason for that is , i have been looking for awnsers about the Soul , the mind , the chakras for over 5 years ( from my young teen age ) and on the 28th of June i found out JoS and i was feeling confident out of all the other times , THIS IS WHERE I CAN GET MY AWNSERS...

So i have the entire house for myself and being a newly dedicated ( 2 weeks dedication and 2 weeks of reading the site ), i have noticed changes and progress in my meditations , but i was thinking is it wise to have a allout entire meditation day for almost the entire day? This is mostly to...

"Haures is female. Her golden hair can turn to blood red. She has large eyes that match her hair, there is no white in them at all. She is a beautiful demoness. She is very fair skinned with long legs and thinly built. She is rather calm and quiet. She floats on the air. She appeared without...

Good point. But what i also mean is like Hair color? I tried to find out who she was on JoS , Blacksun666 etc. all over the net , but no dice. The hair she had was like Dyed Red , it wasn't like brunett , but literally Dyed Red. I had a thread earlier but it got so called "Graved" under...

I'm wondering this because a few days ago in my dream , a spirit i was having trouble with there at first got resolved and when we started to talk she said she was my GD. For the last few days i have been researching about finding out who she was since i couldn't ask the name. So is there any...

So pretty much i woke up earlier to my alarm ( practicing waking up on time ) and it was 8 AM or 8:30 , don't remember. and i fell back to sleep until 9. I had a dream about a spirit situation going on. I kinda remember what happened fully , but not too much. Anyway it was a spirit situation...

1. My eyes are twitching lately a little when i meditate. 2. Doing the 3rd eye meditation , i can feel heartbeats on my forehead and on my thumbs 3. After my 3rd eye meditation , i can sometimes see when i put my hands ( So far only hands ) infront of my closed eyes , i can see them as...

Start from the 3rd eye , that's what i did wrong , tried to start from the others first. After use this order : http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html Hail Satan!

Hello all! I have made a few threads here in the recent past , but i have for weeks been reading about spiritual satanism and everything and done some meditation and on friday i decided that on saturday i'm going to dedicate myself. July 23rd 2011 will remain in my mind and heart as the Date...

Alright , let me explain what happened. So i have been slacking on my meditation for days because of the lack of peace and quiet and work being a pain. So today my parents decided to go away from the house for a few days , so at about midnight , i decided to try and do Void meditation and...

I thank all of you for your responses to this thread , i asked this question because i might have some guidance about Meditation , Satanism and in general. Sure the JoS site is VERY useful , but its always good to talk to a person who also has experience. This now has literally pissed me off...

I'm wondering if there are any Skype group conversations or something similar to other VOIP programms where people could group up and discuss about things , issue , help etc ? If there are for example Skype people who would enjoy to talk about JOS or Satanism or about Father Satan , we could...

I am extremly new to Satanism , i'm learning everyday and trying to get far so father Satan will acknowledge my persistency to make contact with him and learning everything false the Xian has thought us. I can't give any spiritual advice on what to do her , because i'm inexperienced I will...

Hello , i just recently started following the way of Satanism , i have been meditating for days without any result. Since my old thread seemed to have died , i'll ask a few questions here and ask a few fears aswell. 1. Does Father Satan approve or a person with a good will? Whos intentions...

Thank you very much for your awnser. Regarding the dream , i have always had the feeling my dreams have a meaning or show past lives / events and future events , since i see Dejavus very often. Now i have seen this world in a completly different point of view , i hate all this Money and...

Hello there! I don't know where to start from ... but i suppose here i go. I have always been a man who belives in the supernatural , the soul , the mind , Angels , demons etc. I have been searching for awnsers for years and i have had from luck to none. I might even know the awnsers , but...