Past-Depressed people see things differently

From: Kristjan Ojamets <manraynor@...;
To: ;
Subject: Past-Depressed people see things differently
Sent: Sun, Jul 22, 2012 6:50:00 AM

I was suicidal a few times in my life.
The first thing that made me stop it was to see how my life
was saving others and how just by being there I made others
happier. Now a few years older I know and I am proud to say
I am too strong for that. Sure I still feel emotions but I keep reminding myself that I will emerge victorious... and I always do.

--- In , Brian Gibbons <briangibbons20@... wrote:

Well I will speak for only me.I was following a death religion for most of my life depression is understandable.But when I got away from the mind prison suddenlly I felt it leave me and I started viewing life in a more positive way.Then I dedicated my life to Satan and started meditations and my life got better then I ever dreamed.


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I am sort of like you. My younger years have been horrible. I was just alone the whole time, no one around etc... I also always tried to run away from these sick programs, but they always pulled me back. I also was very different than everyone around me, whereever I went.  
This was how I came to Father as I was in love with th occult and was deeply researching at age 10. But all of this had had a huge impact on me as of late.

HAIL SATAN!!!

On 22 Jul 2012, at 07:50, "Kristjan Ojamets" <[ email redacted ] wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

Me. And in some ways I was more mature than most, but I still kept a fun side and I'm the type of person who gets so enthusiastic and happy when I see a beautifully colored flower, for example. But it's in nature! This beautiful wonderful vibrant color! Even when I had depression I still had this side of me. But I'm a bit eccentric, a planetary aspect in my natal chart says so lol.

Hail Father Satan!

--- In , "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

From: lydia_666@... <lydia_666@...;
To: ;
Subject: Re: Past-Depressed people see things differently
Sent: Mon, Jul 23, 2012 7:05:45 PM

I was very depressed and very suicidal before when I was young before becoming Zevism.

And Yes I was a bit too mature for my age too.

--- In , "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!

I had an abusive childhood. Been dealing with depression since the age of 8. Suicidal thoughts since then; several suicide attempts.

However, now that I'm a dedicated Satanists I understand so much more; more than any therapy session ever provided.

Also, Zevios hit the nail right on the head. Once you know and understand this, with power meditation the healing truly begins.

HAIL SATAN!

--- In , "Kristjan Ojamets" <manraynor@... wrote:

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age?
It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think about this.

Hail Father Satan!
Hail Haures!