You make yourself a member by simply beginning a meditation program after u dedicate. Once ur soul begins to elevate to a higher stage than the average person you can be considered half a SS. Do RtRs and other forms of warfare against the jew agenda and consider yourself a SS. That's my...

Instead of shredding paper that takes a few seconds to print hundreds; y not go around sticking urls of exposingchristianity, satanisgod, Thulesociety, ancient. Forums and all of our other sites in public places. Use sticky notes or tape paper to walls, bathroom stalls, magazines. If u want...

Ive been reading the out of body experiences by robert Monroe and it reminded me of an experience i had before I knew JoS was a thing and was trying to learn to increase my bioelectricity on my own. Was sitting in my car smoking with a friend of mine(both of us were sharing our experiences at...

Ur still misunderstanding y some are getting upset. It doesnt have to do with personal problems. It has to do with the fact that u think ur not a whole soul, which is some anime/fantasy sht, ur putting urself on equal standing as fathers wives(personally I dnt Thnk it's wrong to want to be...

This explains Y last month was the worst ive had in a loooong time. Hypothetically if all the Jews religion people were gone wouldnt that remove the physical tethers the "God" energy uses to manifest in astral? If so wouldnt that immediately on the spot disperse all of tht said energy, ending...

The example was appearently no good as I wasnt referring to my self with speeding tickets. since u want to go into tht, then say u have to rush somewhere for some dire event u cant follow the speed limit to get to on time. Officer friendly pulls u over, u tell him the situation, and simply...

When eye contact is made and the reciever of the stare blanks or gets a lost look in their eye is tht the initial connection of ur own energy entering them? Ive read the page many times but my own experiences differ from the explenation of steps and those most affected. When ever I make...

Is it frowned upon by father to have intercourse with some one of ur race that does a lot of interracial sex? Say an asian couple ddnt mind their other having a occasional fling with different ppl. If 1 of them choose to have sex with a black or white would that indirectly affect the one Tht...

The other day when I was drawing the imprint of candle flame towards my self( JoS says to close ur eyes and u go into the flame but I prefer open eyes) any way when I pulled the image from the wall to floating about half way from where i was sitting and its original restong spot on the wall it...

"You don't have any sage friends that went to heaven" *silly laugh* That part got me lol I could have over thought what he really means but what I took from that was hilarious.

I had plenty of my own refutes on the subject when I brought it up as I was trying to also clear up the misunderstanding of that info I had learned before came across JoS and was doing my own chakra empowerment with out any guidelines. Then a friend showed me them and the half truths were enough...

So um... Are u relaying messages for father.... I ddnt think he used others for his words.... Tho I dnt know much.... I mean im pretty sure he projected down to me one night i was staring at the stars. I saw a giant human sized orb of VERY bright white light show up about 20-30 feet from my...

"honestly makes it seem like you think everyone else posting here is just doing so narcissistically to make themselves feel better" Never thought of it that way( selfish I was #-#) my apologies to any sister/brother I may have offended. It seems i need far more work on myself than I...

In not trying to be perfect by any stretch of the means I'm far from it in all fronts lol. I'm just harsh on myself. I enjoy commenting here so I'm going to severely cut back on it ( or stop and just lurk) until I feel ive done more for my own soul and for the RtR cause than I have. Like a...

Ik this wont get a response or mby even posted but I'm put out how ive been feeling for awhile now. I feel like I'm in that group of pushing wat Satanism isnt while acting like I do just from the small info I read in JoS. Half my reason(mby all of it tbh) for posting so much is because...

Ahh Tht makes a lotta sense.Ty for being patient with me. I think I'll be breaking from commenting as much until I understand my own mind bettr.

I felt the same way as u at one point and sometimes still do (was going around opening ppls hand chakras and showing minor telekinesis). The problem comes in with their awarness of wat ur doing possibly tying into their beliefs. Regardless of how well u explain it they could still go pray to...

True but what if said person wants to do them then when they are ready get smacked by an intense feeling of wanting to go do everything but the meditation and said issue persistd for days or weeks or months. Only solution i have is to just force urself to start then that aversion feeling...

@jay ur probly right specially since pleiadians seem to be a christian spiritual thing. Was just looking up more about it on yahoo(not a whole lot) but it seems like a spiritual Christian thing to give a different name to the nephilim. They are described appearance as fathers white arayan...

Idk how 'angelic' the 144,000 light workers sent down by the pledians are(from orion? Or more propaganda from the enemy) but I remember hearing they were sent down for the age of Aquarius and just them being here helpa raise the frequency of the earth and the general understand of other humans...

WILLPOWER just because u feel to lazy or feel an aversion to doing them doesnt mean u csnt force urself.

"When Satan and the Anti-Christ rule again, race-mixing will be punished as a violation against Tribal Law, and will, therefore, be considered race-treason, which will be punishable by imprisonment or ...worse." Cant wait for this. Also HP does reaching godhead purge the minority mix gene...

Oklahoma. And yah I agree its repulsive haha like how can some one not find their own race as attractive. Tends to be alooot of the ppl here that like to date interracially(though I find asians sexual attractive occasionally, think ive got some kinda asian in my genetics tho. Ppl tell me i look...

Begin with HP hoodedcobras 40 day meditation program. The reason I say enemies can't cause harm is partly because its an affirmation to myself so my subconscious blocks out the astral attacks. Maxine makes it plenty clear within JoS that even thought forms(beings that never had a physical...

Gentiles are of individual power while jews are of a hive mind. Gentiles were created by our great father while jews were created by reptilians(hive mind beings, no individuality) I'm pretty sure reptilians are just a race that seeks war, destruction, and domination within their genetic...

O.O ive been heavily feeling for a LOOONG time now that the US would be hit, shut down of all its electricity Then invaded within a few days. Always thought it would be more dramatic like some kinda massive emp wave. Reading this makes WAAAY more sense and is FAR more terrifying to think about.

http://www.satanslibrary.org/666BlackSu ... ymbols.htm 2nd symbol but u should read them all, including the entire website.

Yes im 23 still. I'll be eternal and ive been saying that to ppl for a couple years now and I mean it. I deeply desire for this vessel to be my last stop and break free from reincarnation, screw forgetting all ur experiences just to mby or mby not remember them. So ive got plenty of time to...

Trust me when I say father will forgive u. In my ignroance of the past ive broken 3 of fathers commandments in his al-Jilwah that I'm aware of(I'll be reading it again soon and reflecting on my past again) and he has forgiven me(even though I feel im unworthy and still do quite often). The...

U can always lie to these ppl and say u already have babtism plans(wouldnt be a lie if u do a satanic babtism, info in the JoS; or a previous thread a few comments down about another mother trying to do the same)just to make them go away. Their not part of ur personal life so they wont know what...

I ddnt mean to make u feel bad by saying wat i did about the RtR nor am I mad with u; I have no right to be mad or be critical. Truths can hurt especially when its about a negative aspect. Being able to hear those truths and turn them around is how u pull out more inner strength and advance...

AoC- aura of cleansing http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html AoP- aura of protection http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ction.html RtR- reverse torah ritual https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... 89fa1e41b7

If memory serves doing fathers jupiter square helps with material success like that. U should be able to find it in the magikal squares tab in the power meditations section.

Read fathers al-jilwah he forbids the use of sorcery to the public eye unless instructed so.

Nah neither of us want that kind of obligation of actual 'love' just emotion/physical comfort when needed. Tho there was a point that I wanted love but being alone and not having any physical/emotional support for so long the craving for long term permenant love isnt in me for now. Talking to...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... aning.html Aura of cleansing

Doing one RtR a day is great warfare for father's cause as it frees ur souls plus the souls of all gentiles and destroys the Torah at the same time. Starting an AoP and AoC is highly advisable before u do the RtR as well as dedicating, as the RtR will draw even more unwanted entities like...

Trust me when I say u probly havnt fkd up nearly as bad as I was in the past and I've not been abandoned, so there's no way u have. Tbh I Thnk the only way to abandon father would be to practice the Torah like a jew and Tht would in turn be destroying urself and all gentiles.

You should have the crude thats left over from AoC delivered to that person. Ask ur GD or LDs to send it after a cleaning.

Also father doesn't have much free time to watch over individuals (nor the other nephilim) thts y Maxine and the other HPs put so much stress on self protection. Unlike the hiveminded kyke shts that have nothing but time.

In the audio logs there done with each syllable stretched out like ur typed example.

Try programming fathers blue fire into ur aura to disintegrate any piece of sht kyke entities that get near u or even whisper to u from who knows where.

Ive been single for 23 years(only dated in mmorpg cause for some reason having a rl partner ddnt sit well with me) and was a virgin for 23 years (turned 23 last Dec 31st) living with a woman I used to be coworkers with. We started hanging out because of pot (both now sober for over a month...

A family united to half the truth. Dam greys and angels are abusing ur daughter. Its most definitely not ur husband im like 80% positive hes waiting to reincarnate in tht cycle. Get a dna test for her? Ancestry dna mby? Or show her a family tree. Oh even better yet theres pdfs in the JoS...

O.o thats basically the same color as my aura. Light blue with a yellowish/sliiiiight green lining. Now it has me wondering if I really was smelling My bioelectricity, specially since the 1st time I was tryinf to do sushumna while walking( then again the scent only came after those frozen...

So last night walking home from work around 3-4am I was doing breathing exercises to keep my body warm;moving energy from the root up my spine(is it normal for the brain to feel like it's crackling doing sushumna?). About half way home my ears wouldnt warm up and started hurting from cold...

Could be any number of different things. Personal example- fairies are in my room and I can here them occasionally(sounds like gibberish lol) Or nephilim could be trying to speak to u, or enemies(cant deny the possibility) Either way its not a bad thing. Focus on ur claurdience...

Jew pills are wat ur basically taking they rewire the brain in a negative way to keep u shut down. Slowly (or cold turkey am) ween urself off the pills. When ever episodes of mania come up lock urself ina room and do hatha or kundalini yoga, as it will put ur focus on ur body(plus make u feel...

Banishing rituals with the intent being on the distracting faces. Void meditate by looking into a candle. Seeing light behind closed eyes is a good thing(I'm pretty sure anyway) if ur seeing which chakras are blocked ur doing far bettr then some of us. Seeing whats blocked means U can...

U are saddening. U say u want to undo bindings on ppl? Uve never even attrmptrd the RtR? HAHAJAHA u do realize the RtR undoes the entire binding curse system of the Jewish Torah right? RtR= reverse Torah ritual. If U do it with intent u can actually feel which segements are affecting which...

e.e barely scrolled up to see what I wrote make sure it was worded good and the page refreshed now I gotta retype, dam trolling enemies. I'm a recovering addict; yes weed is addictive just like anything else can be regardless if its a drug or not. Thc makes u feel blissfull, stress free, and...

I think I saw in some article on the net some where about the various different countries the US highley advises ppl not to travel to due to our citizens not being able to return. Idr wat the system is called but it had 4 levels. 1 being just be careful if u do go and 4 being if u go u 99% wont...

Ormus* said orums on accident the 1st time just deleted it. Any body got personal input on ormus because if been debating on making my own. And tried it once.

ive not looked into it because im not mentally prepaired at this point but, in JoS theres a tab called azazels astrology. Mby ull find wat u want to learn in tht section? Id give a link but im a lazy sht @_@ sorry and gl sister.

This reminds me of a dream I had not to long ago(I'll skip most the details of it and jump to the part tht matters). Was sittimg at a round table next to the magician(sorcerer?) Named dynamo and he was doing simple card trick mostly ignoring the little comments from ppl doing his thing. Then...

When I was younger I was able to physically go into the astral(it happened once for sure, v.v an Angel ruined the biggest turning point in my life during Tht) and also interact physically with object Tht nobody else could see. Then I got into bad habits and pot rather early and destroyed all...

If father keeps telling u never then its pretty dam obvious he wants u to find the strength to live for ur self and not for another being. Plus its exactly like another member said how do I expect to love some one else if u csnt love urself? (Demons are just as alive and breathing as u r) answer...

If it feels discomforting in any way I should stop the session. Never know what some half baked person tweaking ur energy could do on accident, or on purpose. Trust ur intuition tho, for the 1st gut feeling usually doesnt steer u wrong(not the left brain thought u have 2nd)

Maxine cites plenty of sources on the JoS at the bottom of most every page her info is laboriously found from.(Along with the other HP). Do u read and check out ancient.forum? The HP's are always talking about current world affairs with the sources to back their claims. As for questioning...

U seem to only care about ur own interest in all ur posts and fathers just a 2nd to ur importance mby even a 3rd with all ur incubus obsession. Have u ever stopped to think Tht ur perfect lover is reincarnated on this earth in the current moment and thts y he doesn't send u an incubus? Have u...

Read JoS it shows the diagrams u want along with explenations. Use ur mind and its simple enough to go directly to the info u want.

Before I leanrned of the 6 chakra eyes I always focused on my physical eyes and am able to see aura, variety of diffefent beings, prana, amd colord orbs. Tho it's broken amd requires intense focus and opening the other eyes makes stuff clearer with less strain on the eyes.

Bought a baphomet pendant on amazon to put on my rosary and after I got it the skulls tht surround the star looked like the heads of greys(mainly because of the mouth) so i'm planing on cutting off the mouth pieces that extend into the circle. Basically wat im saying is to be careful of the...

i also have adhd (tho not bad) what helps me during meditation is feeling my aura expand and contract and the feeling of prana being drawn, basically what im saying helps me is when im perceiving a few different meditations at once, since it has my focus that normally wanders on a few different...

I have the same issue. Then my entire body feels like its shaking to the point breathing gets disrupted. I think both cases are from kundalini being stimulated when its not ready to ascends? Or just the vibratory state of the body in general increasing? Ive asked about it before but got...

Solomon= sol-sum,om - sun, on- sun Read jos Solomon just means sun

Ty for all ur insight and reassurance HP.

Should i wait a couple days and restart it? I began the AoP the moment the moon turned solid red. I also saw a giant blue orb go past the moon shortly into my affirmation.

Is my rune combination no good? For my AoP I'm using the runes fehu and sowilo. Using them like this - "affirmations(x9): FéSól(x4)" I repeat in a set of 4 so the mantra is said 4 times; affirmation being repeated 36 times.

Was starting a protection during the blood moon a wise or foolish decision?

Fathers blue fire? Is it possible to do meditations that have the aura flare up into fathers fire when touched by enemy beings?

1st RtR in the house im now roomates in with said female and she has like reddish white bruised skin on her cheeks under her eyes. Like some one left thumb bruises from pinching the sht outta her cheeks. The marks have been there since I went to a seperate room and did the RtR( and werent...

https://www.nbcnews.com/news/amp/ncna960451

I only had her try AUM to show her tht it affects and isn't a joke. Im not actively teaching her to ascend her soul at all thts her choice, ik that much atleast lol. Hence y I go thru JoS and ancient.forums with her.(I have her do hatha yoga with me sometimes, should I stop Tht?) "when we...

So I'm 99.99% positive some one I may end up being roomates with soon has been with father in her past lives but isnt currently in this life. Would angels or other enemy beings attack them if they are unable to get at me for the affiliation she had? She has no problem affecting the material...

Im put my opinion in to since individuals have different(or slightly similar) experience. Opening my hand chakras was when the skill to absorb started getting stronger for me. Just push on ur palms and put all ur focus on the physical pressure u just created. Then simply breath and feel like...

Putting ur info so detailed was stupid as fuck. This is a forum where ppl tht want to destroy r souls infiltrate and do there best to cause chaos. If u REALLY want to do something get on the JoyofSatan website and look for links that explain to u how u can solve these problems safely and on...

Idk what kind of cancer he has but ppl have recovered from stage 4 cancer by going on alkaline diets. Youtube has videos of ppl posting their own recovery stories. Mby getting him into hatha yoga on top of an alkaline diet and if possible into SS will allow him natural recovery.

U could be misunderstanding info because of current false knowledge u have. Also read the links from the 1st comment and really spend some time discovering all the info on JoS.

Open the other 5 'eyes' along with ur temple chakras and the one on the back of ur head and practice visual exercises. Flame meditation, image training, or just try to envision ur surroundings or body.

Can beings from the astral affect u physically like another 3rd dimensional being if ur perception is strong enough? I'm just curious since ive been feeling more 'physical' contact from lesser element beings I cant identify ATM. Felt something land in my ear trying to say something to me...

Wouldn't being able to see our true God's in full detail require all 6 astral eyes to be open and not just the 3rd?

If it's a chakra it could be a clairaudience point they wrap up the side/back of the head.

Ty for the clarification. Thats what I was initially thinking until reading upon certain stuff #_#

Could be many number of different things but a common variable should be your just perceiving a stronger energy then ur own.

Most the time I'm meditating my entire body feels like it's shaking (like the ppl in an electric chair) but when I open my eyes to look at my self (can still feel my entire body shaking) nothing is trembling or shaking but thats not at all how it feels. Its not painful or anything but it makes...

Read some pages from JoS everyday. Look for a pdf for either the 40 day meditation program or the hells army spiritual warfare training. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ogram.html Or use tht if u dnt wanna spend time looking for the pdfs

Ive been mentally slow over sht I shouldnt the past few days so my bad on the shitty phrasing. This is my current understanding but it still doesnt feel right. Kikes took the word 'seraphim' and blasphemed it by using it to refer to their reptilian masters and those ilk. Hence the post by...

Did father and the other wise ones give the HPs the correct words to be reversed? Or was it unending amounts of research that lead to the words the kikes ddnt want to be known?

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... rders.html www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f= ... him#p50160 Ive posted before to get input on this but it ddnt go thru so I'm posting again because this mixed info bothers me to no end. Y are some of the higher ranked gods listed as "order...

Bible "demons" are entities that want death and misfortune upon the living. Real demons are in most cases physical beings like us tht reside in a different part of the solar system. They just have strong enough souls to reach us on earth from the astral. If I remeber correctly horns...

Dnt make it an unhealthy addictive habit. Directed orgasm to the chakras is good to do. If u need porn to orgasm then do u. (Wake up fap/porn, mid day fap/porn, sleep porn\fap this would be unhealthy since at tht point its all thts occupying ur mind. Or really if u prefer tht action 1st over...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666 Best start www.ancient-forums.com Also amazing

For meditating http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666 As for all the information start on the main page and just click wat ever links on the left u feel are most appealing. Theres so much information that if u want to learn it all, its practically necessary to read a few different...

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Personally I think its depraved. You dnt usually see animals of different species mating(unless human intervention. Like the liger or most domesticated animals) To each their own unless they push it on others.

I've read said page a few times(again just know) but either im an idiot and can't pull my answers from text that are already answering me. Or ive got useless questions(which I feel like I do a vast majority of the time) Ty tho :)

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... pening_The According to accurate in formation its white. Or a briiight silver

Thinking that way makes alot of sense. Ik when I 1st saw the site the last cited update was a few years ago and I wasnt sure at first if the site was abandoned. Ty all for responding. Cleared up simple confusion I shouldnt have been stuck on or even worried about lol

Welcome. http://joyofsatan.org www.ancient-forums.com Plenty of other websites in the 1st link u will find with the truth. Just look around ull find em :) Father is just as real as u and me same with all the other nephilim and beings of hell and the ORION star system

Do the RTRs commit to spreading the website urls every where. Do everything u can to anonymously spread the truth. NEVER DOUBT AGAIN!!!!

Magic, energy/light manipulation is something we can all do. Those of us doing the meditations and vibration raising practices get a stronger perception to light/energy and learn to better control it( like a baby learning to walk. When its running its basically adept at moving) more practice...

If u know the current color of ur aura should that color be used to empower ur aura? Would white light still be best regardless of the auras current color? Also would breathing in specific color to ur aura be able to change its color to better attract material with similar vibrations? (My...

Does anybody know if the website is updated constantly? Swear I go back to pages I've read one day and the next they got like twice as much info and more links. Which made me wonder about when they decide to put up announced site updates. Those are when the website get a major...

Doing nothing in that situation would be straight goyim level maneuvers. Dnt be that way it's unsightly. Do wat vahs said lol. Then sever Tht wack hoe 's energy from ur aura. AoC then AoP so similar parasites dnt stroll along. look for a woman that wants more than just sex and material ...

https://www.yogajournal.com/practice/yoga-sequences http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Yoga2.html I just was on both sites. Use the list feom the 2nd link and look the positions up in thw search bar found in the 1st link.

If the baphomet above ur head is pointing down as it should then I dnt see y it wouldn't be a gift of some 'energy formation' the base pulls in energy and directs it to the point. Which should be pointing at ur crown. If u see it every single time u gaze at ur aura then i personal would...

http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... homet.html Reminded me of ur question to what uve been seeing. Should be more than helpful compared to my earlier speculations of nonsense lmao. Raise that energy \o\ /o/ \o\

America is pretty messed up right now lol. Talks of the 'super volcano' in yellowstone National Park gunna blow up. And its lava chamber spannimg under a few states( not to sure bout tht I hear rumors from ppl lol) if its that huge tho then hello U.S. land collapse. Trump tryin to make all...

https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopi ... =5&t=11506

O: programming ur aura to hate ur addiction thats simply genius. @_@ cant believe ive never even entertained that thought.

@Michele Davis- goto the ancient.forums website And read the important articles at the top of the page, you'll understand y things are so difficult :) Basically tho ur "It makes it really hard wondering if your mind, body aand sou is being fucked over for some unknown reason" problem is...

Even though u may not hear the voice of ur guardian demon they are still their. Do ur routines of raising ur vibration regardless of that 'dnt do it feeling'( ik exactly what u mean. I get tht same suppression feeling when I'm focused on advancement)WILL POWER IS KEY!!!! once u can feel the...

I live in one of americas 'bible belt' states and am surrounded be 2 christian church's a Catholic church and some foreign af sounding church tht I assume to be islamic(lots of them ppl running around my area too). All of those are within a mile of my residence. JoS has a page talking about...

You sound complete enough to me. You already know the answers u seek, thats y "lilith" gets quiet. It seems to me like u havnt done the dedication and if u did u ddnt trust in our fathers and the beings of orions existence fully in said moment? Do a banish ritual on ALL the voices...

If some one is hurting you why would u forgive them.??? You might as well go smash your hands and make their meals. If I want a good relation with said person(for way ever reason) confront them in the moment of them hurting when ever it happens. If they continue to be a cock holster then fk...

Sexual addiction(any addiction for that matter) is caused by the entities " warping messages" or feelings u have to cause something to become selfdestructive habit. Causes for bad addictions can also be of kike(and kike followers) creation; illegal drugs,cigarettes, the sht in food\water...

Ty for this sermon HP it cleared up a good bit of my confusion on some things. HAIL THE TRUE GOD, FATHER SATAN!!!! HAIL THE LEGION OF ORION!!!!

Once you arrived at JoS the 'enemy' got scared. Thus the constant Jesus bs. If you never tried to dedicate in any way shape or form its 1000% not of the powers of hell; especially if it doesn't want U meditating or tries to convince u into weed or other drugs. Conduct a proper banishment...

@666black13dragon666 the type of npc he is talking about are those ppl who stick to the same cycle of life every day, with mby a slight mix up here and there(that tends to not flucuate much). The type of ppl who are closeminded to the point of only hearing their own voice(-religious pov- or the...

Their nasty reptilian\gray\ wat ever else they worship are gentle hating "God's". They're nothing more then bottom feeders compared to our Gods and dnt deserve to be compared to those that guide gentiles to higher knowledge(Even on a visual standpoint). (How the jew -might- see their God's in...

If any one has trouble feeling the falling effect for a trance id suggest mby doing more hatha yoga or deep breathing meditation to get a feel for directing breathe\energy to the lower parts of ur body. Once u can feel like breath\energy feelings being moved to lower parts of ur body then...

If it happens rapidly the hard to breath feeling is because ur feeling the process of ur body entering sleep paralysis quickly (not being used to it)that causes the muscles between the ribs that expand when u breath in to lock up and forces u to breath deeper. That can cause shortness of breath...

I can't agree more, the forms most definitely help raise and direct energy through the body. Correctly channeled energy through the martial art forms allowed me to exert enough force to shove grown men off their feet through 2 thick padded body guards(7th grader kicking around grown men twice...

Infuse the sword with your own energy make it an extension of your self. If done properly use for only self.protection. you and ur physical form can use the sword for drastic physical protection.

Practice mental falling exercises to lower ur brainwaves. Once u slow down ur mind ur body will automatically enter a deep relaxed state. Advise u to sit crosslegged,but if ur not flexible enough to sit relaxed and comfy tht way just sit straight in a chair until ur able to sit crosslegged.

When looking at the sky every so often I see white humanoids with feathered wings on their back of varying sizes. Sometimes its black humanoids with more skin like looking wings. Demons are of the light so, does tht mean the white beings are demon? And the black are Angels? Or is vice versa? Can...

Why take out on them when it's just enemy influence making them overreact to your situation. Don't fall into feelings of hate for the ones tht helped make your vessel. Direct curses at the beings making them act out so harshly to u. Or simply move in with a friend or other family. Disappear for...

Could have been enemy influence affecting ur dads thoughts to hurt u were it counts most to try and break ur dedication?Or it could be a test by satan of ur faith? Who really knows tho anything is possible. Stay strong

If consistent enough.

When doing foundation meditation(or any kind for tht matter) my chest will start heating up until it feels like burning fire spread through my lungs, which I can tolerate. Once it's nothing but burning pain in my entire chest it moves up to my throat and the gradual burn starts there, but when...

Going to assume u ment dirty. I wash up like my face, feet, hands, and other important parts in my works bathroom with hand soap in the mornings( do wat u gotta do lol) so I'm not entirely filthy, but definitely got some dirt on me. I'll definitely wait until a proper wash though. I don't...

Due to my current living I can't shower and get clean when I want for a ritual, or get props like candles and wat not. Would it be offensive to the father if I was to go ahead and make a contract with him tonight(being almost half a month no shower) and no way to get props? Would it even work...