Hey guys I'm doing a little study and I need a few people to take a little survey. It shouldn't take long and the more people that take it the better :) Just attach your answers to the post (dont email them to me, i havent cleaned my yahoo mail in like 8 months .< ) 1. What's your favorite...

I've been experimenting with invoking black lately and I'm getting really good results. I feel really relaxed and focused when I invoke it. Personally I like it better than gold. Anyway i just thought of a way to use black energy for healing. I'm not 100% sure but when we get some sort of injury...

Since we are destroying the christian thoughtform and weakening it more people are leaving christianity and converting to other religons. The problem is that most of them convert to athiests which isn't exactly helping us much. Christianity used to have a huge thoughtform so what if we made our...

i found this on youtube http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s29tDh21GGg&feature=dir xians are so stupid :P

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s29tDh21GGg&feature=dir xians are such dumbasses XP

just curious how powerful would u have to be to heal a disease like diabetes? im a diabetic (type 1) and i'm having issues with my blood sugar and its really stressing me out. pretty much whenever my sugar goes high it slowly destroys my body. i think its affecting my chakras too because when my...

I was curious if there was a way to empower the soul through darkness so I summoned Set and asked him about it. i tried using in ouija board but i didnt have much sucess. just before i was about to quit i had a strong urge/voice in my head giving me instructions. i think he said to first picture...

i think i was contacted by a demon when i took a nap today in a dream. i dreamed i was taking a shower and when i turned around these wooden sticks (like bamboo stalks but a little thinner) where on the wall behind me and formed letters. it said his name which i think was Verrier. it also said...

i'm having some very difficult times and i think i really need some outside help. my mom has lost her job and our home is getting foreclosed. im going to have to move but i have no idea where so i want to summon voloc to help my mom get a good job. secondly i really want to achieve magnum opus...

ok my friend (who's a satanist) is hanging out with one of his buds sunday afternoon and these two people from my school pull up in a car and for no reason start beating them. my friend got kicked in the head repeatedly with steel tipped boots and is now in the emergency room with a concussion...

now i have to write a report about the holocaust and one of the topics is researching why some people deny the holocaust!!! this is an awesome oppurtunity to show the whole class the truth since we have to present it and write a big research paper :D anyone know any links besides...

in school we are studying the holocaust and they made us read that book Night by Eslie Wiesel or whatever that asshole is called. now we HAVE to right some letter to him that is being sent to him and I have no idea what to say. the teacher would have to approve of it so it cant be like hate...

this is kind of weird but for some reason im really attracted to the color black all of a sudden and no im not emo XP. i still havent been able to see my aura so could it naturally be black? can your aura color influence your favorite colors? also since black is all purpose im guessing it would...

this one kid at school called me a freak and stuff so i got really angry and summoned Halphas and asked him to punish this kid. i asked if he would severely punish him for hurting my feelings and the red candle flickered and made a popping noise twice so i guess that meant yes. the same day that...

alright i had this one kid who i thought was my friend but i just heard from my really good friend that he called me a freak and said he hated me; this REALLY hurt my feelings. he totally denies it but i know that my friend would never lie to me about something like this. i am SO angry i think...

I've done the awakening meditation for the 7th chakra around 5 times. when i do the meditation i feel alot of energy in my head and a strong pressure on my crown but i don't get the sense of bliss or lightness. when i close my eyes i can see a really vibrant indigo color but just recently it...

i just accidently sent a post without finishing it XP anyway if anyone wants to help with the wiki project go to www.freewebs.com/lightningshadow666.com

if anyone is interested in the wikipedia project (read the awesome idea (please read) post) the site link is

i just relized something we could do to help spread the true meaning of satanism and make alot of demons happy :) wikipedia is really commonly used and we r able to edit it. i went on there and their info on demons was HORRIBLE!!! they said astaroth was a guy that let the summoner control...

right now im trying my hardest to open my 6th and 7th chakras so i can communicate with demons. every night i do the chakra spin and the awakening meditation for the 6th chakra friday-monday and the 7th tuesday-thursday. when i close my eyes while meditating i see a deep indigo and sometimes...

when im open enough to see demons im planning to summon Beelzebub since i need him to help me with something so i was wondering if its ok to summon one of the 4 crowned princes. i'm always really polite when i try to summon other demons (even though i cant see them yet). anyway would he flip...

today around 4 i started feelin really depressed and tired. i took a nap and woke up with a heaviness in my chest and was really lightheaded. i dozed off again and had this really horrible nightmare that angels were coming after me while i was trapped in this huge mansion. it was extremely...

my mom is really pissin me off. she doesn't know im satanist but i flat out told her that i don't believe in jesus and all the other fantasy characters of the bible but she'll just say "oh Ryan, u don't mean that...that's not true u still believe in god." it is so annoying; she just thinks...

there is this one place all around the US called color me mine. they have a pretty nice selection of pottery u can choose from (including bowls) and u can paint it yourself then they kiln it for u. i heard someone say that making the ritual tools is better so this should be of some help :) i...

alright the construction of my altar is almost complete :) all i need r 3 picture frames, some candles, and the silver candle holders. does anyone know where to find small silver candle holders? tomorrow i'm goin to the mall with my satanist friend so we can try their but i doubt i'll have...

this is kinda random but i read that black is the container of light so if u tried evoking black could u somehow drain the light out of a certain area? also since white reflects things could u maybe try invoking light and get it to reflect light so u could become invisible? i think going...

i've tried summoning abraxas like 3 times and he never came :'( has anyone here actually been able to see a demon? i want to talk with a demon really bad because i feel cut off and frustrated :/ what should i do? i'm 100% sure i did the ritual right so what am i doin wrong?

i just did the opening meditation for the crown chakra. i felt this really powerful pulsing on the top of my head and i got kind of light-headed. did i open it or do i need to do the meditation again? this is so frustrating...i can't even tell if i'm doing this right :'(

i just did the directing energy meditation for the 1st time. i felt a throbbing combined with a spinning sensation in my stomach after i visualized my energy meeting in the center of my body. i could move it to other places of my body and i would feel a really nice warm tingly sensation. am...

alright i did the 4 day awakening meditation to open the 6th eye. when ever i did it i felt pressure in my forehead and my head was throbbing for a few minutes. when ever i concentrate on my 3rd eye i feel the pressure. i still cant see auras or anything. is my 6th chakra open or not? btw i...

hey i found a store that carries black candles, its the yankee candle co. they also have a candle for like every color so its really convient. they have small candles for $2 and they're easy to hide. the candles r really good quality. i hope this helps someone :)

alright next year i'd like to try out for a sport so i am planning to start invoking red to make me more muscular/stronger. would this work and how big of an affect would it have if i timed it right and all that other stuff? would it give me like a 6 pack or something? 1 more question, after...

when i close my eyes i often see a deep aura the clolor of the 6th chakra. this happened after i did the awakening meditation for 2 days but got interupted by my mom :( does this mean its close to opening? does anyone have any additional advice or tips for doing the awakening meditations?

i just noticed that every asshole i despise just so happens to be catholic!!! it's like amazing, every time i find some jack ass's myspace from school they say their catholic and their hero is jesus. ROFL! its so repetitive its astounding! the more religous they r the more arrogant and...

i was just curious if anyone else had this too...whenever i see a crucifix or anything related to xianity i get really angry, like REALLY angry. once in school we were watching some documentry about radical islam and they started saying Bush was Satan and i was about ready to go ballistic...

well i've been thinking about how we could further advance satanism. i think a huge problem is that everyone thinks satanists are a bunch of crazy ass psycho killers which is NOT true. it's horrible that i can't even tell my own family my religon without them flipping out. anyway i think if...

tonight i just tried the opening my 6th chakra for the 1st time but im not sure if i did it right. when i did the mantra i didn't feel the shock but i felt a pulsing in my head and hands really strongly but my heart beat was normal. i got pretty relaxed (but not in a trance) and started the...

well if Abraxas remains true to his word i should get $5000 this saturday so im planning on using some of the $ to make a really nice altar. i have some big problems though. since im only 15 i can't buy stuff online, my mom is a xian and i don't have a place large or private enough to put...

in York, PA there's this new band called 180 Out that "wants to live aggresively for christ..." when i saw it i wanted to hurl! so pretty much another crazed group of assholes is trying to brainwash kids and teens with music that isn't even half decent. i don't have an altar or any ritual...

i was using my pendulum and found out something very interesting. when ever someone dedicates to Satan he/she gets a guardian demon. most demons rule over a few legions of spirits. when u dedicate, ur guardian demon sends some of the spirits from his/her legions to follow u around everywhere...

right now i'm living with my mom who's not a hard-core xian but is still a christian. she has tarot cards and is kinda interested in magic. i'm not sure if i should tell her because i don't think she would take it all that well, but if she was ok with it i wouldn't have to be so secretive...

how exactly do u make an altar besides getting stuff related to satan and putting it on a table or somethin? do u have to say a special prayer or do a ritual to bless it or anything like that?

ok, i just recently decided to try the aura/chakra cleaning meditation. when i was doing the root chakra i pictured it spinning with white and gold energy going into it. i felt this really strong source of heat shoot up my back and through my arms, i was sitting on my bed, my room is like 68...

I used my pendulum and found out my guardian demon is Abraxas. I printed out his sigil and held the pendulum over it and asked to speak with him. Whenever he answers the pendulum swings much stronger than normal. I asked him for $5000 and he agreed but he wanted me to stop eating junk food...

for the past year now i keep getting these really weird heat flashes. it starts in my lower back and spreads upward. it's not like a normal heat flash, i feel like my back is going to burst into flames at any second yet when i feel my back it isn't hot. i'm starting to think it's the...

i kind of have 2 big problems. 1.i kinda wanted to do a ritual soon but i need all of the materials and stuff for the altar. what all should i put on my altar besides the baphomet? anyway i could just imagine my mom (who's a xian) walking into my room to see a nice big satanic altar... 2. im...