And I didn't like him apparently we are the reason that when he goes around saying " i'm satanic" to everyone, that he gets made fun of. And that since we believe demons are real that we give " true satanism" a bad image I try to be respectful of everyones beliefs, especialy anyone who...

Almost none =/ I feel the energy. But it won't come out of my body Any ideas? Biokinesis was alot easier... But this, well it's kicking my butt. I get a few random shocks here and there, but that could be my imagination Does anyone have any experience with this? Or any info at all...

We'll be getting a new member soon, I talked to someone who was confused about spiritual satanism on another site, I was actualy able to put his mind at ease and help them make their decision and I directed him here had to be a miracle that through all the xians spouting lies, this person was...

I would like to try invoking a demon, but I can't do the exact ritual it is extremely hard for me to light candles or insense in my home withou someone barging in asking what I'm burning so are is this nessecary? Can I call a demon in any other way? Please help, I really want to get a...

On my list of things to learn. And it seems alot easier than biokinesis I can already feel electricity building up in my hands when I concentate on it ( my hands start to tremble and shake as if I was being electrocuted) well brothers and sisters wish me luck :D I'm very excited to learn...

To move on to something new biokinesis is getting easier and easier for me so I'd like to learn something else so brothers and sisters, what's a slightly more challenging next step? I've been interested in the more obscure things so any suggestions?

I read about this in another post and read about the IGF and it's members, but who exactly is against them? I know Satan and the demons are of course but who else? I've heard of only one other race and I beleive they are the Dracon? but I was told they were neutral. Who all is against...

I've been trying and trying with this biokinesis technique trying and trying, so hard. I think I've made progress. The enemy has been putting more pressure on me lately. I take this as a sign that they see me advancing. But, I'm nervous. My own mother ( who knows nothing of me being...

I want to know mine. But I don't know how all I know is I've had many, How do I go back and see them,?

I'm interested in just about all forms of magik but, some types I've tried come easier to me visualization techniques are hardest for me but stuff that involves actualy doing something ( biokinesis and sigil magic) are alot easier for me to concentrate on. I am more interested in darker...

By someone who beleives angels can help him use magick but also uses many native American and satanic methods I almost dismissed what he said except for the fact of what he said ( and I'm paraphraseing) " yes you are (on the right path) my idealist space cadet the spirits ( I beleive he...

Since I've been asking questions alot lately, I decided I needed to contribute somthing a while back I got interested in biokinesis and I've made my own technique for it and I thought it may be of use to someone, it doesn't dramsticly effect your anatomy ( atleast not yet) but it works...

This has me confused, and it's a little embarassing for me to talk about my GD, who Im almost 100% positive is Marchosias I think came to me in 2 dreams both of which were very....sexual and If I were to go into detail I'd feel weird explaining it all ( I'm just very private when it...

My little sister has told me a few things lately about hearing and seeing things in our house... 1st she told me she woke up to the sound of deep voices and people walking around in our living room, and hearing our recliner lean back , which is quite loud, and hearing someone sit down. This...

The good news is, when school starts I will have a 2 hours off in the middle of the day meaning I will have alot of alone time to meditate! Alot more time than I have had during the summer with my sister and parents home all the time and my question is, i still haven't found my GD but I...

Just wached the last few minutes of a show about ancient Egyptians beleif about the journey to the afterlife, and a few names jumped at me first, Apothis. They said he was the demon of chaos. I was wondering if anyone knew anything more about Apothis, I don't remember his name on jos and I...

Ok I know I've been asking alot lately but this will be my last question for a while I promise haha It's a hard question to ask because it's somthing only I could see reason for doing what are satans and of course y'alls views on summoning evil or neutral human spirits. Because there...

Does the dragon fly have any satanic or spiritual meaning? They seem to follow me around 1 huge gold one, 1 huge enourmous black one or some times 3 smaller but still big red ones. I've never noticed dragonflies were I live before. But I'm curious about them. They follow me...

Today I learned how painful it is to see how disrespectful and mean and just..... Wrong how people can be towards father I read a story on a forum about a kid who's brother drew satanic symbols on his walls because he thought it would " be hardcore" this guy asking for help said he had...

I think I almost was able to astral project lastnight. I got to the point were I fell like I was vibrating and falling. But I figured out what was happening and got to excited and snapped out of it. What should I do after I get to this point? The falling feeling, how do I get from there to...

Ok so, ever since I can remember I've had a fascination with Orion and prions belt and I beleive it is no accident that my parents gave me Orion as a middle name. And thinking about this made me realise somthing else, father or atleast one of his demons has been with me from the day I was...

She passed away tonight and I feel like I should ask she was a Xian but she didn't know anything else she was raised in a small Texas town but I was wondering what will happen to her now? Will father wach out for her for me? Or will somthing else happen. Is there anything I can or...

Seems to be working it's been 3 days and my eyes feel strange. Almost warm to be exact is this good or bad? It's not painful but it's no comfortable either it's like wearing contacts for the first time oh and the color Im trying for is firey orange

I'm very interested in this but I just don't know the best way to go about trying this has anyone actualy succeded with biokinesis? I'm trying the whole eye color thing myself. But does anyone know better or easier ways of doing it? Any info will be much appreciated HAIL SATAN

Father is anazing. I asked him how he could be so strong and how he has been able to stand being the most hated figure in the history of earth by his own creation. I was then lead to "peace be unto him" on jos I never fully understood it until today Hail Satan and All his demons and...

So lately I've been hearing alot about greys and thinking "wow thankfully they don't bother me" but for some reason around the same time every night I feel anger/ frustration out of nowere. Just randomly. Whenever I think about meditating or trying to it just happens. So I thought " well...

My ouija board keeps spelling Tseo. This doesn't sound like a demon name to me but I was wondering if it could be the name of a lower demon. I remember actualy asking father for a lower demon ( because they have the horns and hooves) because they look more like I picture a demon to look like...

It seems like the less complex meditations I try the harder it is to concentrate. For example I know it may have been a bad idea but I tryed a few advanced meditations like the single serpant and it came easy to me. The visualizing of the serpant actualy moving and lighting up my chakras on it's...

Somehow out of nowere the 1 friend I have that used to be the only human I would trust with any secret. Or even my life. Has decided she is a devout christian. And I could understand her reason. But I just hate seeing her turn into... This hypocritical, judgemental, and horrible person. This is...

I made one just to see if it would work but the ansewers I got are very...sketchy. I asked my GD for his name and got Tsen or tseo. But I was wondering if when you first start using a ouija board is it normal for the movements to be very slight and jerky? Or is that just me?

So I've been noticing lately that whenever I try and ask father or any demon for help I don't see or hear anything. But I do feel somthing. I either get colder and feel tingly or I feel like...well it's hard to describe. It's like a small jolt of electricity that makes me twitch or almost spasm...

I am very new to satanism and I finaly worked up the courage to do the dedication. Or atleast I tried to. I got everthing I needed. And I had even sighned my name. But I got scared out of nowere and couldn't light the candle. So I decided to sleep on it and see if I felt better the...