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  1. Catalincata94

    acid reflux

    I'm having acid reflux and i need help in this. So i'm withdrawing from psychiatric meds as safely as i know and as i researched by withdrawing the ph of the body can get low and probably this is causing me acid reflux... any advice?
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    Mobile phones and wireless radiation

    I hope this helps you and others. And i also hope this works because i don't really know how to use forums :lol: www.youtube.com/watch?v=BwyDCHf5iCY Here is an official informational video from the The University of Melbourne from Australia which shows that "mobile phones and wireless...
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    Hair loss and premature graying

    My hair is falling out now more than usual and i have a few grey hairs in the front, so i want to know why this is (i think it's stress) and what can i do to stop it... i've seen that one of the cause is excessive fire element, and i did the mudra to reduce kapha and increase pitta, maybe i did...
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    Abdominal Hernia

    Um i need some help in this, i think i got abdominal hernia because my lower abdomen started hurting somewhat when pressing it. I think it's because of physical exercises, and because being somewhat overweight... I do the 5 tibetan rites every day 10 reps for each pose first i started slowly...
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    I need help with losing and maintaining weight. I'm overweight. And psychiatric medication.

    So i am overweight and i tried losing weight before but i gained it back and more, the first time i tried losing weight was by eating a low calories diet but i didn't lose weight probably the diet was not so low on calories as i calculated. The second time i tried was a success, i just eat less...
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    Need advice, problems with concentration

    Hello. I would need some advice to improve my concentration because lately it is very hard to concentrate and having mind chatter all the time, i don't know why this is just that it maybe because i did too many meditations and workings? not sure... Blitzkreig i tried to go on a low dose of...
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    Is this affirmation good?

    I started a freeing the soul working for freeing my self of all pornography but i'm not really sure if the affirmation is good enough "I am now tottaly free of all pornography and unhealthy sex life in a healthy and pozitive way for me. I always have a totally healthy sex life in a pozitive way...
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    Psi wheel

    I want to ask if the psi wheel is or not safe to do for us SS? I found out that it can be used to manipulate others thought that technique, the psi wheel but, not totally sure yet. I practiced it for some time in the past and now again for some days...
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    Thank you Satan for the help and protection

    This is a recent thing, i had skin grown out near my eyelash and i was worried a little about my looks and thought to go to a doctor to cut it down but to my surprise the next day i woke up the skin that has grown out was gone like it never was, i was really happy about that and thanked Satan...
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    Stress when meditating

    I'm having emotional stress when meditating and it makes me worry if stress does create all sorts of problems or not and why i'm having this, I'm feeling that i'm doing too many meditations per day but i also need to do all of these meditations or else it will be worse for me. any idea how to...
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    Tiredness

    Any solutions for tiredness in the afthernoon? Usually in the afthernoon i feel tired and have lack of motivation and this is going now for some months. I'm doing yoga, the 5 tibetan rites which helped me in the begining but still, im still having tiredness and i'm also programing the energy...
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    Evilgoy timer Romania

    The evil goy in Romania isn't as it was set to count 0 at 2 pm 4 pm 6 pm and so on but now it's at 1 pm 3 pm 5 pm etc... Should i use the old hours or just doing it as the timer counts 0 in the new hours?
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    I need help with antipsychotics and to have antipsychotics in case i can't heal myself till the economic colapse

    So i reduced a 4 mg rispen pill for 3 months to half and i took half a pill approximately 2 mg for some months but the thing is i get anxiety if i take too little (reduce too much by accident) because the pill dosen't have a line where i can break it in half and cutting it is also hard because...
  14. Catalincata94

    I'm tired when i wake up and it takes long till i feel better

    I'm very tired when i wake up, some advice? there is a bronchial asthma that is affecting me and as the simptomps say there is also a feeling of tiredness but i take the medicine but still.... so tired moustly in the morning and it takes hours long till i feel better (but not completely) and i...
  15. Catalincata94

    I may be affected by 3 illnesses

    I know for sure about bronchial asthma, i was diagnosticated with it, about schizophrenia i'm not sure, but now in the last month i was very tired over the day and even if i tried to rest for and hour it didn't go away and i asked Satan why am i so tired, did i do the yoga wrong beause i was...
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    Returning curses 1

    Why is it hard to push down the dirt in renturning curses 1?
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    Asanas time and inverted asanas

    Some asanas are done only for 30 seconds and 1 minute? Like for some it says to stay 3 minutes then to increase the time till 5 minutes and for some only 30 sec - 1 min. My question is can we stay more in those asanas with 30 sec and 1 min time? Can we increase all asanas till any amount of...
  18. Catalincata94

    About Final RTR

    I accidentaly said one leter 4 times not three times i this case should i do the RTR again or continue?
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    Can someone explain me what is the god part of the brain? And what it does

    So what is the god part of the brain? Can it talk to us and what can that part do?
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    Munka 108x too much for a begginer and why someone is still talking to me am i insane?

    What happens when a beginner does 108 vibration of Munka with no experience in vibration does he or she get insane? If this is true then it's the ss fault for making me like that "insane" with this fucking voice or who ever it may be or not. Because you coudnt fucking write anywhere that hey...
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    Something wrong with this affirmation?

    I'm doing a freeing the soul working but the thought that the afirmation is wrong and that it can make me stuck in a bad situation because the permanent word in it if it's wrong this keeps me nagging and that now i can't be completley and pemanently free because i need time to get completely and...
  22. Catalincata94

    Feeling very tired after final RTR

    I did today the final RTR and after it i felt very tired why could this be i thought rising my energy helps to not get drained Usually i do 666 meditation once for rising my energy Then yesterday i did SATANAS 2x and today 3x and got very tired and widouth Satan's and the Gods i would still be...
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    Solutions for poor vizualization

    Why does my vizualization always move for example when i try to vizualize around me the aura of protection it shrinks and it makes me so angry and feel like this why it wont protect me because its small, i barely see it and cant even fucking forece it so i can see it clearly is it because of the...
  24. Catalincata94

    Constant muzic in the mind. Celestial music

    I had this for a long time but still sometimes i still hear music that i've listened to, why is this, is it because i've listened to music too much? I once got attacked in my dream and was some diferent type of attack than usual paralisis and i asked Satan for help then i heard a beautiful...
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    Should sick dedicated people do warfare?

    Should sick dedicated people do warfare?
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    How to safely reduce and get off antipsyhotics and antidepressants

    As the tile sais i have some pills that hasn't any mark that can be broken in half so i thought to cut them in half
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    Question on expectations

    So i understood that by having expectacions we open a door to the enemy harassment so any good advice on this one like what can you have if you expect somethings to happen, like i don't know what is going to happen?
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    I want to say thank you to Father Satan and i'm doing good

    Im alittle ashamed to say but Satan and the gods did help me and im very thankfull! I've got in such a bad mental state because i stopped the medication a year ago and didn't finish the healing and stopped it and got off the injection and i shoudnth have done so. Now i got ballnced thanks to...
  29. Catalincata94

    I feel so down for days and days and my mind is so bad

    I dont know what to do any more i got off medication and now my mind is so bad i cant concentrate someone keeps talking to me and sometimes dont even know how or what is speaking to me. I think this is the widrawal simptom. Ive been with this voice or what it is for more than a year now ive...
  30. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Always when i think i have to do the meditations i feel stressed and now don't want to do any of it, i keep failing at simple meditations like aura cleaning when using a timer so that i don't sit too much on cleaning my aura and chakras, i alway get distracted with something when meditating, if...
  31. Catalincata94

    Munka Affirmations

    I started doing a freeing the soul working with Munka but i keep getting the thought that the affirmation is wrong specifically on the part that it says "any kind of schizophrenia" like i must specify what kind but as i understand is that it is specified that "any kind" so whatever kind it is...
  32. Catalincata94

    Final RTR success, getting stronger and stronger

    When I first did the Final RTR believe it or not it took me 1 hour and 20 mins or even more The day before yesterday i got my record and today even better At that time when doing the RTR for 1 hour and 20 min for some days it was so terribly stressful It was much and I took a break then I...
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    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    Last year i got rid of the injection type that was for schizophrenia for three months then after those three months i didn't reduced it gradualy (just the antidepresants) and got rid of anxiety with some help and SaTaNaMa, back then my psyhiatrist said if i don't take my medication as she...
  34. Catalincata94

    Hata yoga 2 week and failed in the past, biding completed and anxiety

    "This routine once started needs to be performed consistently. Failure to do so or in practicing sporadically can result in depression, fatigue and other problems form fluctuations in the life force [vril/witchpower]." So in the past i did hata yoga for like 2 weeks and stoped for some reason...
  35. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    This voice makes me crazy. Always telling me stuff to leave ss and manipulating. And having muscular contractions when it talks and it's terrifing. Sometimes i barely hold control not to break something. I get extremely angry. Sometimes I just feel i can't hold it any more with this voice.
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    I was blocked

    I stoped some deditation and now i do less, once when i had to do the meditations and program the energy for protection and vizualization one day the voice told me is no use if i concentrate on him than on the meditation and i realized i would just empower it by doing meditations that rises my...
  37. Catalincata94

    Moles on palm

    Does anyone know what a mole like point (flat) on a mount on palm mean? Or it's just related to what i eat...
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    Question about entities, thougthforms

    Can an entity or thoughtform state that he is Satan?
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    too many affirmations?

    I made 6 affirmations to program my subcounscious with concentration, control, protection being safe and free in all ways and from christianity and new age would that be too much to program all in one go or should i just focus on one thing at a time? I already started the programing a few days back.
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    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    I start with this i need help in getting rid this voice but i don't know who it is or if it is my mind. Yesterdey i tried to meditated like i always did but coudn't concentrate at all to meditate because he or it keept talking to me things and telling me i can't do it because I'm not...
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    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    So there was a sermon on JOS website somewhere about unwanted entitys and that you need to not to respound to it in any way but what is when your mind still talks back to it?? So this way i achieve nothing because my fuking mind speaks back to it and or it makes me talk back or it just mimicking...
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    Dabbling in Satanism

    "I feel it is important to warn those who are undecided or lukewarm to stay away from calling up Demons or trying to contact spirit entities until they are spiritually ready. Everyone is welcome here, from the dedicated to the curious. Knowledge should be open and available for everyone. There...
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    why and who is fucking with me?

    The worst of all i had suicide atempt what did that do to me? no one want's to be friends with me exept for my family and relatives that's what it did, why did this happen? because i believed i talked to Satan and the Gods that's the truth but no go kill yourself sais what ever i believed or was...
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    Chakras moving in all directions

    I'm doing chakra spinning and i can't hold them in a straight position like something is pushing back some energy like if you put two strong magents together with the poles that opposes each other. If i manage to put it in one place and not move around then it's very hard to hold it in place...
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    Questions

    After an RTR do we need to clean also the place where we did it, like if i was on a sofa, bed, chair or room sould they be cleaned? also clothes if after the RTR and before the aura cleaning they where put somewhere alse? Does the rital leave energies there on them or in that room? This...
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    About the Demons

    If got i a stupid situation and im doing stupid stuf that could get me in bigger trouble widouth realizing would the Demons step in and tell me not to do it widouth me inviting them or questioning them?
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    Solutions for a "broken heart"?

    I will make it short. I loved a girl that i couldn't be with her... and after dedication i did sex magic on her but didn't have the opportunity to meet her again and one night i got a vivid dream that she doesn't want's me so she is leaving me (and that is true she didnt really wanted to be...
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    Presure in the brain

    Do you guys know what this could be? I have a pressure in the brain and is pretty strong It started when i was on treatement for schizophrenia and after i got off the treatement it stopped but now it back.
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    Got really bad last night please help me understand something

    I was like in a panic and didn't know what to do and had a feling of letting go of SS and was like paralyzed partiality by beliefs. Before yesterday the voice started talking to me again in the begining it tricked me to think i'm talking to 2 Demons and i belived it for almoust half a day it...
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    Chakra spinning directions

    Is it ok if i spinn the lower chakras clockwise and the upper chakras anticlokwise? And i spinn the heart chakra both vortexes clockwise. Or should i spinn all of the chakras in the same direction?
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    Random stuff in my mind

    I try to explain it as good as I can. I got rid of the voice like 90% thanks to Satan and the Gods, I asked for help. But now mostly when I meditate, focusing and trying to be silent I hear or like my own mind speaks words, stuffs randomly I don't really know if my mind is saying things...
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    Posting two times is considered as spam?

    So in the beginning after dedication i got unable to post on the Romanian forum any more because there is a rule to not to spam our name in the forum so i wanted to make friends on some social media and what happen i posted my name to some one and he coudn't find me then i posted it again and...
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    Scientific proof we can heal ourselves. The placebo and nocebo effect

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWQfe__fNbs What do you think about this? The vid doesn't say anything about the subconscious but does the "placebo and nocebo" work through the subconscious and belief can heal you? I'm thinking it is trough the subconscious and belief can heal you. An example of...
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    Green and red tubes connected to the hearth and 6th chakra questions

    In the book Satanic - Rituals, Magick, Sermons and the Kundalini Serpent by HP Vovim Baghie the sermon Severing the Link: Regaining Control of your Thoughts and Emotions It says we can cut those links from our loved ones but what i don't understand is we must do it with our hands fizicaly etc...
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    Vinasa wrong affirmations

    First i want to talk about the things that happened to me, when i was doing the chakra spinning when i spinned them something rotated the vortex in the opposite direction and i hardly managed to spin in the direction i'm doing daily like the enemies are trying to stop me meditating. So i did...
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    About the binding. I got angry.

    I got angry and upset and still are angry somewhat about what a brother and sister said, they said if i'm not doing the binding now on my aunt because she prays for me but maybe not any more because my grandmother asked her to stop praying for me and she agreed, i will never do it if i don't do...
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    Vinasa, Banishing ritual

    I did a banishing ritual where i cleaned my house etc and vinasa (that i'm still doing it) but the voice still keeps talking to me i don't know what is wrong i asked Satan once what are these voices and i was guided to the JOS on the page with enemy attacks so it may be an attack but i also...
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    Good books about paganism?

    So i'm searching for books about paganism, i got one but at one point there is a phrase from the bible "to everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven". the book it's pretty much against christianity but it's annoying if it contains phrases from the bible. The book is...
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    Unwanted thoughts

    I have unwanted thoughts for example when i did a banishing ritual where i had to paint with a demonic blue light my house / room afther finishing the ritual and then my attention was on the paint and ripped a hole in it (i saw this in my mind) so this happend without me wanting to do this and...
  60. Catalincata94

    Final RTR

    I think i will have to stop doing the final RTR for now because after the RTR i try to clean my self but can't really vizualize the light and i'm also using the flash from my phone on my face with eyes closed but it's like nothing. I'm programing the energy i rise from the meditations for better...
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    Vizualization RTR

    My vizualization is still bad and i spoke to soon that my vizualization got better o.o The thought keeps nagging me that i can't vizualize right and that the energy from the RTR may do something to me. And can't hold my attention much in one place and can't shut up in my mind for long. But...
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    Openly practicing SS or not

    I really want to know what you guys think about this. So i'm 24 years old and SS and i don't know for sure if i should practice SS openly. I mean atleast in my room. I'm doing the final RTR in my room but next my room it's the kitchen and my mom and grandma are moslty in there and i don't...
  63. Catalincata94

    Thank you

    I wanna say thank you to Satan and the Gods for helping me and for their protection! If it weren't for them i would have be dead right now. I asked many times for help and i got help maybe not for everything because i asked also for problems that i shoud fix myself but i got the things i needed...
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    Tinking too much

    Last night i did the final RTR (for the first time)and then waited like 30 mins and then i did my meditations then i tried to sleep but i keept talking in my mind but didn't managed to shut the fuck up so i stayed in bed for 4 hours talking to my self (sometimes also the voice was talking to me)...
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    RTR questions

    About the final RTR do i need to rise my energy for that and then vibrate the letters and affirm that? because i remember the last RTR i did i have done by rising my energy first but on the page it dosen't say anything about raising our energy And about the letters do we have to say it out loud...
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    Enemy attacks because i were in the enemy's lies and places

    I just did my workings one for thoughtforms and one for aura of protection but the voice kept talking to me almost continuously and it's hard to not to respond. One day they manipulated me in to believing that i'm talking to Satan and the Gods i believed for a few hours, they told me i should...
  67. Catalincata94

    I caught people that where praying form me

    I fucking hate when people pray for me and i caught two of them. Today i was having all kinds of thoughts like i'm not supposed to be here and doubts about Satanism. I asked Satan why i have these thought then after some time i found and listened to a sermon whit Maxine and she was talking about...
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    Trance, vizualization, questions

    I just did the trance meditation but didn't succeed, i was relaxed and my body was buzzing (have no idea why my body buzzed) but didn't managed to get into the trance state o.o many times my attention were in other places, i tried to focus as much as i could... i think my attention got so bad...
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    Meditations for beginners? and questions

    I'm doing now aura cleaning 2 times per day, void meditation once per day, chakra spin 2 times and i'm doing advanced aura cleaning for the curses from full moon to new moon and i'm creating aura of protection (2 times per day) by inhaling energy from the sun and vizualizing a white light and...
  70. Catalincata94

    Not schizophrenic anymore

    I'm writing this because i feel to and because i got rid of the idea that i'm a "schizophrenic" (2 months ago) and now i feel much more powerful but i still have something thats still nagging me, i will talk about it after i talked about what happend in the last 2 months. So in september i quit...
  71. Catalincata94

    Healing working

    I started a healing working but i can't visualize the white light for cleaning the affected organ, does the working work if the affected organ isn't clean?
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    Schizophrenia or Psychic Abilities?

    I have been diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia but found out i have some psychic abilities i have neptune in 3rd house and my chart ruler is in the 12th house both gives me psychic abilities... In the beginning i thought i was speaking with the Gods, i supposed the voices where the gods...
  73. Catalincata94

    RTR

    Is it needed to clean my aura if i do RTR's? i mean after the ritual...
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    Energy breathing doesn't work anymore?

    I don't know when this started, i didn't breath energy for a long time o.o but now i can't breath energy anymore, i can't really feel it as i used to and not sure what to do, could it be an enemy attack or maybe because of the treatment i took or take... one of our sister said this "this is what...
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    Healing while planets are in retrograde?

    I want to do healing workings for healing the schizophrenia that i'm having by rising my energy and programing it but i don't know if it is alright to start when saturn is retrograde. Does the retrograde planets affect my healing?
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    Satanama Crown and 3rd eye

    I'm very interested in the Satanama chant after hearing what it can do but not sure about one thing. I tried it, i did the the chant and the mudras... so some people here in another topic said that we also need to do a vizualization of the sound S, T, N, M, entering trhough crown chakra and the...
  77. Catalincata94

    Surya and Algyz

    As much as i know cleaning the aura would be a black magic. I need to clean my aura because it must be very dirty so after sun leaves aquarius i will do surya but should i start the working while moon is decreasing? And for now i will do aura cleaning with Algyz rune but again do i need to do it...
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    Cleaning the aura surya

    I started cleaning my aura with the sun mantra Surya but i don't know if i vibrate it correctly... Is it vibrated like in this video? https://youtu.be/UNqI-Cu2InY I vibrate it like in the vid.
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    I'm schizophrenic

    I would need some advice on what to do... I dedicated myself 2 years ago in the beginning everything was fine but after a few months 5-6 months i think, i started hearing a voice and after a time another ( a women and an man) I had suicide attempt... Now i am on treatment and not hearing any...
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    Unintentional Lucid Dreaming?

    I dreamed i was home and woke up without the front tooth that was stuffed ... I put my hand in the place where the tooth was missing and it was so real, and I asked myself am i dreaming? And I said this can't be it's so real, then I thought to go to the mirror to see if it's real that just...
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    Vegetarianism/Veganism healthy or not?

    I started eating only fruits and vegetables for like 2-3 months... I dont know but some people said it's unhealthy to not to eat meat, diarys so and others said its healthy... So why is it unhealthy to be vegan or vegetarian?

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