I would like to do a similar working but Mars is Retrograde. This leads me to frustration for not possible to take direct actions here so I am trying to find a way. I am just wondering if using the Rune Loegr/Laguz to "reveal the unknown" as said in JoS would work. This Rune seems having a...

I think you are a highly intuitive, spiritual and psychically gifted person based on this. Can be good in terms of meditation and being prone to it, divination, etc. and can be negative because you can be too sensitive or open to other's influence, or addict to something (Neptune rules...

I am glad if I can help. I have an overactive mind too and this is due to past traumas, as the mind is trained to be in perpetual "surveillance mode". The mind can perceive triggers as alarms, if you have been beaten as a child with an umbrella, so to speak, each time you see an umbrella your...

What I say is only a possibility, but is aligned with my idea something is happening in the astral on a large scale, while the enemy looses power. The mind can temporarily delete, repress and make unavailable some unwanted and painful memories. I have the sound proof of this in myself so I talk...

Why not trying to shut the cell off and putting it in another room locked in a cupboard or so for just half an hour ? You can meditate half an hour and then get back to phone. Slowly things may get better. I would also look to aspects and position of your Mercury and 3rd house in your Natal...

I am happy your Satanic routine starts again and you feel safe and stable, that is very needed. However, one day you will leave family, this is a fact for most people. I would seriously consider why you seems constantly in a fight-reconcile pattern with them, when times will be more favorable...

No the Gods won't despise you. They do not want you to be "perfect" like the xian fake god. Faltering and having emotional issues is part of not being perfect, and humans. This is why we need the help and guidance from the Gods: we are humans, and we are not perfect. And the Gods are happy to...

So you are probably Pisces ascendant, and your chart ruler is Neptune that is natural ruler of 12th house, giving an even stronger spiritual inspiration and reinforcing 12th house traits. https://www.templeofzeus.org/PlanetNeptune.html About air I am not that expert to go in deep, but air is of...

Reading all your chart with aspects and the such would give a much better idea. What I thought at a glance, you may be subject to high extremes in terms of money/wealth as Pluto rules obsession, extremes, very high intensity. Seems like you will think a lot to money. Mercury conj. Pluto is an...

I mean bind your grandmother

I have seen many times oppressive relatives, forcing their sons/daughters to move close to them when they are old, to take care of them, using guilt and pity. The result is often a cracked family, trying to sustain an old parent that should be already dead as very weak and ill, by giving...

I have fallen "sick" while trying to overcome big obstacles, or doing very intense magickal workings, like a very short flu without the aura/chakra dirt. I think this is emotional, very high stress weakens the immune system and digestive/intestine organs. While the related chakras still work...

Thanks High Priest for this enlightening sermon, it came as gold! I must say, for people like me with complex PTSD, it is rather difficult to even find this voice out. This voice is buried under other voices screaming and telling you shit to knock you down, it is a distant feeling sometimes. I...

Good or bad depends much on planets, signs and aspects involved, and you personal energies like HS666 said. My first thought is, you may have a special gift for psychic abilities and intuition, divination and water in general, as 12th house is of Neptune and 4th house of the Moon. Much depends...

Ok, just calm down. You are welcome to join us at any moment, and dedicate to Satan if you wish. How did you reach JoS forums and site? Why Satan? You may have an inner pulse to find the Truth (as here, there's only sound spiritual truth). This pulse is probably in conflict with other false...

In situations with lack of time and privacy I found very useful chakra spinning you already mentioned, also Twin Serpent Meditation (or single Serpent but it requires more time) that can be quite quick and effective.

Relating my personal experience, it all started with raising conflict and intolerance against my father. Later on, all kind of buried shit, abuse and negativity came up to my memories. The brain can delete and suppress memories of traumatic events, until they eventually come to the surface. Deep...

I think the following old but actual JoS articles may be worth reading : Physics of the Soul Brainwaves

Welcome here, you are free to join. I think this website will be interesting reading, it's made by the JoS people and contains many truths. Having sex with a High Goddess is unrespectful idea, they are so advanced and higher compared to us that I think they have no interest or clue to have...

Happy 2025 !

Apart everything said on here, you have proof in the Ancient Civilizations. Take for example the Egyptians. They did not build giant pyramids with precise astronomical and cardinal knowledge for an "egregore". There are similar traces around all the world.

Happy 2025 !

To be honest, I live much better without tiktok (and similar stuff). I even do not know how it works but I think it promotes stupidity in general terms. Sorry for being straight. I notice because of global communication people are raising their expectations too high, in everything. If you get...

That sounds complicated. Names may have power in programming your energies - of course for us Zevism it's not a big issue as we counter-act against this. Getting mad at even hearing your name is a sign you are obsessing with this, I think you are giving your name power on you and this is what drives...

I overlooked this post. If you have bad memories surfacing than this is the case. Sorry to hear that. Remember that, in case you have been hurt, it's not your fault. It never is. Janina Fisher and Bessel van der Kolk books on PTSD are very helpful. I also recently performed "emotional body...

I suffer from complex PTSD and I found Rodulf's technique interesting, thanks for sharing! In my case, buried memories and feelings started to surface in pre-sleep moments, or similar light trance situations. This happened why the conscious mind stopped thinking and "doing whatever physical"...

Welcome! Don't worry for small details in your Dedication - I think many of us has small issues in dedication as it's quite normal to be excited and nervous. Your intention is the key here, you only need that for Dedication. Myself included, but my dedication is and was valid and good! Be...

I have the same problem, very annoying. Closing chakras and cleaning works well, but on the short term. I mean, if you live very close to your neighbors, I end up absorbing "moods" or even their lifestyle enters my thoughts when I do not pay attention to that. Luckily I can discern the...

The Gods are so advanced they can know beforehand if the job they give to you is good for you or not, and developments associated with it. Don't feel guilty. Also, family pressure is awful, don't try to satisfy THEIR wish but try to satisfy YOUR wish. I lived trying to make my family happy of my...

It seems part of your struggle for freedom. Don't give up. If you do not leave family now, you will leave family shortly after. It wlll happen. According to your posts, it seems the time is now. As I said, I have NO regret for having got out of family home at the right moment even if I needed to...

I forgot the main topic, sorry. No, time traveling back to your past is not possible and unfortunately you cannot go back and change your life. This is propaganda in hoiywood movies to confuse people. Time travel do exist in your mind. I have studied, experienced and partially understood how...

This posted jumped to my attention following the topic Molest and abuses. You are not mentally ill. Most survivors (people who physically and mentally survived sexual abuse) detach from the external world as a form of defense. it's a strategly the brain uses to survive, escaping reality that...

Regarding empty feeling, It is possible you are facing a moment of transformation, or striving for some kind of freedom, when things temporarily sink a bit, to raise up later on at a new level. To my experience, feeling void and aimless is related to a temporarily weakened 3rd chakra, so I'd...

I think seeing a (good) chiropractor may help. I would ask guidance to find a good one, who will treat you in a few visits.

I don't know if it really works, and I never tried that. But I read a book that I judged valuable; the author is an hypnotist and psychologists. He said, by some examples of patients, he has been able to cancel pain with hypnosis, for people who underwent dentist's surgeries with no chemicals to...

Most often, lack of self-love has its roots in childhood education. If you have been an unloved child, or you have been "loved" in a very cold and mechanical way, this may be embedded in your mind so that, as you did not feel loved as a child, you unconsciously think you are not worth of love...

You can also read a similar thread here.

I think too. In this case, cleaning and unblocking Hearth Chakra would be good to incite self love (a Venus Square for example, or Wunjo Rune). Plus MUNKA meditation to cancel negative thought patterns like self-blame, and the such. If this is what you meant, you can find all above mentioned...

Oh OK fine! I just linked a random news in English while I read the same in other language, I get your points now.

I have never been to Costa Rica but I can imagine, how low is the current mainstream level of people. Traveling in different countries, even close to each other, I noticed there is a very wide difference from them. Talking about EU, take for example Ireland or Italy, where xianity is really...

Sorry I am not following you maybe I am at loss with understanding something, also English is not my language. :) What is psyops? I linked just a news. Just to clarify my post, I say that there may be increased UFO activities from the greys (?) as it seems happened in times of war in the past...

I would use Munka to remove mental hangups as this seems mental. Does it happens with the same partner, or did it occur with different partners? it happened to me many years ago. From time to time, not each time. It was due to very repressed sexual hang-ups in myself, like the unconscious mind...

What do you mean?

I do not know if you are Spritual Satanist, or an external person looking for help from Satan in a desperate grasp for survival, because you did not fing help anywhere else. I noticed some people seem coming here without any knowledge of the Joy of Satanas website and information, simply trying...

I have the same approach, I do not buy "young" meat, this does not feel ok to me. I also think cows and sheeps are forced to be pregnant too often to produce more "young meat", so it is against natural cycles.

Thanks. I wrote part of my story by heart as an inspiration for people struggling with freedom. This is also sad, as family is supposed to be good and supportive. Depends on where you live also. I honestly hope this is not your case, and your family is really not so bad. But, this was what I...

I do not know your exact situation and cannot read all the posts here, but I have the feeling staying with your family caused suffering to you. According to what you say, it seems you are struggling with some sort of resistance from someone in your family - or maybe your own mind - not leaving...

Sounds good!

Apart of all the comments on how the Raffle will be beneficial to those in need (indeed true!) and JoS projects, I want to say, it really revamped the YULE spirit all around as each time I think about it I am overwhelmed by the Raffle's vibrations of joy, happiness and holidays coming! I see the...

I was re-reading older posts about heavy problems like this. Just wondering if your situation is improved in the last months?

This sounds like a very intense and solid routine, a very smart start after only 4 months after Dedication. Well done! I may suggest, if you don't do this already, to add some studying at yoiur routine. 15-30 mins. per day or even less, depending on your programming level - that I do not know -...

What is happening to you is probably an inner fight between forced xianity (= christianity with an x on christ), and your unconscious mind that is interested in the occult by your own nature. So you experience up & downs, setbacks and again advancement, it is normal. This is a good sign and...

Sounds like the enemy cast a heavy spell or a curse that manifests this way.

I think, her popping up in front if you so often, may be the result of your obsession with her. If you meditate and built power, obsession with her may manifest in reality so you "by coincidence" find her pictures or even connection with her through people. It may also be you know her from a...

This is unexpected and quite confusing for me, it seems war energies manifest in unpredictable ways. I think, two big blocks are building and reinforcing, or communists vs "free" countries, like North vs South Korea, China vs Japan, Russia vs USA, so on. and this raises the pressure even more...

Indeed yes, but I observed people with a strong 3rd chakra and a damaged 2nd chakra and/or weak Mars energies. I see they are able to exert power on others with the Sun energies but when it comes to keep this power or being assertive, they "give up" so to speak for weak 2nd chakra or lack of...

I think you also will have higher power on other people, in terms of being assertive, command, be sexually attractive, and impose your will if you want this.

I think this is a sign, you have already performed meditations in your previous lives. And you had some internal pulse that, at the end, somehow brought you here. So you do not start from ground zero! Regarding sleep paralysis, I honestly do not know much.

I think, much value is to be given to your actions and energies put in your Rituals, and your daily actions for the Gods. Would it be better to have a rich altar but never using it, or an altar made of simpler stuff where you approach the Gods more extensively? This is very personal, probably...

Well said HPs Lydia !! Those idiots only deserve to be kicked out, punished and then forgotten. I think the enemy often uses those kind of people to damage us. I think this Sermon is also useful to read.

*Lady Astaroth

This sound very islamic, or old-centuries xian. I think you are suffering from very old and "prehistoric" concepts about women... walking along our Satanic path will help to clear this mind programming. Also, you may be surrounded by old-monded people projecting this idea on you. that you need...

Well, "standard" education from xian/islamic or common people in general is often based on "I am not enough" to push people to do more. This is drummed into the mind since childhood, like at school, where you are always confronted with better people with better results, to push you do more. This...

To support this idea, I know a person who has problems in eating meat/fish and eggs. He is not vegetarian, but every kind of "ex-alive" food causes him a sense of nausea and repulsion. Even chewing meat is a problem, he is doomed to eat meat in small pieces without chewing it. This happens since...

I can only add, I remember HPS Pythia said in a Sermon she had eyesight problems, and she asked help to a Demon (possibly Buer?) - at the end she did eat some kind of food to help recover. I don't have more details but if your problem is physical (and you are not seeing images from the Astral...

This sounds like an energy problem, as Anemos Aiteros suggested, or also a malnutrition problem like Seguace di Satanas suggested. Probably both. In my experience, Magnesium supplement is highly needed to help reduce physical fatigue. In a demanding moment, I supplemented daily for a couple of...

I am glad you found help on here by me and many others! According to this, you are most likely repressing sexuality at the unconscious level because of xian programming. If you haven't already done that, studying in deep and reading/listening even more than once Exposing Christianity part of the...

There's something in the energy I feel from your avatar (provided I feel correctly, that is not always the case) like a inner part of you is calling for help. That planet is small compared to the space around and it transmits a sense of being lost. I do not know anything about your previous...

Even figure of the past did not want WWII but it happened. I do think something will happen, not on big scale maybe but something is in the air. It is probably the result of high pressure and social tensions, I see energies are so dense and rich of aggressiveness around, in the streets also media and news...

Officially Yule season starts on the Winter Solstice but I am a bit lost about when we start decorating home, the tree, and all decorations, gift preparation, so on. It seems xians start in early December trying to connect all of this with the nazarene garbage, I do not want to tie to this...

I am not American but I think they are trying to handover to Trump as many problems as they can, so they can later on blame Trump for what Biden instead did.

The Spiritual healing, as said, lies in the 2nd chakra mostly and in Mars energies. You may have a weak Mars in your Natal Chart causing you to feel a low sex drive, this may be simply you - you may have a natural low sex drive. I would first of all check my Natal Chart to determine if this...

Often, people who have not been loved as a child, are unable to 1. love themselves 2. love others. This is because their mind has been programmed with coldness, or mistreatment, or emotional blackmailing ("do that" otherwise I don't like you) or even abuse. You say you were a "black sheep" that...

La Femme Fatale! If you are looking for a relationship that will change yourself by crumbling your essence and making you weak (Saturn on Chart Ruler) and re-building yourself (Pluto energies) after a painful love experience, this may be the case. I would seriously consider asking your GD or a...

Healing yourself by absorbing healing white/gold energies might slow down any sickness you have. I found it eases the pain a bit. In some cases it may heal you, but this sounds like a serious problem. Anti-inflammatory drugs do not heal the root problem but only ease the pain, in most cases...

In addition to meditations and Spiritual healing, some people unconsciously find a partner that recalls their mother/father according to their gender. Receiving love and care from such a partner (I think it should be temporary) may deceive your mind and let your unconscious think you have been...

In addition to all previous valuable advices, I can add that excess of electronic use (like multi-tasking, being extensively on social media, excess of inputs from electronic device) may lead to lack of focus. As the mind is trained to receive multiple inputs in a few seconds, rather than a long...

I just replied a few moments ago to this thread about self-love. I think your problem may be lack of self-love, as you seem wanting to be loved by your father. The reason why you dislike other people is (maybe!) because you did not receive proper love as a child, so your mind thinks not loving...

That's a very good point! I reached the point in my advancement, where lack of self-love is blocking me. But working on it, and working with Wunjo Rune on my Hearth Chakra yes, is helping, but the biggest obstacle is mind programming that causes this blockage. This is what I basically found in...

This sentence led me to ask, what is the root cause of your mind being unstable? There may be many reasons. Did you suffer traumas or mistreatment in your childhood? If this happened by the hand of one of your caregivers, you may have a rooted problem with authority. If you have been bullied of...

There may be multiple reasons behind your feelings, also overthinking is one. A possibility is, some buried feelings are emerging from your subconscious (consistent meditation may trigger emotional healing this way). Wanting to be someone else, or disappear, is a consequence of self-hate or low...

If nothing works, you may have a programming problem that Saturn transiting your 2nd house brought to the surface, also it is possible you need to become more responsible about your finances (always Saturn). It is possible your unconscious drives you to financially hardships because of...

Your statement evidences a deep self-hate. Throwing away your soul (provided it is even remotely possible, I do not think so) means throwing away your essence and higher part. So you would become a NPC, an empty person following the mass and mainstream garbage to live like a zombie. Would you...

Xians (Christians said our way) may be more than annoying. They will never take a no as answer, they will always try to convert you or "bring you back" even behind the scenes; their behavior is compulsive as xianity is a program built to self-replicate on other people through forced faith...

I cannot help you more than advice given here about the causes. But I found two ways to reduce those annoying panick sensations coming out of the blue from time to time (sometimes, I also think it's enemy attack). 1. I breath in Earth element and breath out Air element. I found too much Air can...

It seems Trump have some ideas sometimes that are favorable to our agenda, despite all the background, israel support. xianity, etc. Like this : Trump says RFK Jr.’s proposal to remove fluoride from public water ‘sounds OK to me’

I read many very good advice from other Zevism on here so I will only add a few points, based on my experience. You seem suffering from negative energy backlash or so, bringing accidents or setbacks in your life, right? I would just analyze people around you, I mean your close relationships, to find...

I am kind of highly empathic, I mean I am always affected by environments at a certain degree. I am working on understanding why this happens, it is not that evident in my natal chart (as far as I can see) so you are probably right I tend to overthink about what is surrounding me. You are right...

It seems, you are fighting against yourself. Hitting rock bottom in life is caused by lack of energies OR the mind programming energies in the wrong way. If you are deeply convinced you do not deserve a good life (possibly from past lives programming), your mind will try to ruin your life...

Doom is coming from another game called Wolfenstein 3D where the player was killing Nazi Zevism. Doom evolved on this and the further step was of course killing Demons. I think, this is again subliminal and aimed to build anti-Demon energies in the mass-mind.

I agree to what Aquarius said, but being surrounded by many other people - mostly NPCs I believe - has an influence anyway due to energies spread around the gym each day that may pollute your aura. This may lead to being easily dragged into negative thoughts. If you can manage to shield and...

I think it's highly subliminal, rather than a strainght insult. And also a very desperate move, to the point it is even funny. That big eyes that we often see in puppets nowadays, lead to an open mind state. Plus there is a sort of "light" pictured in the lower part of the eyes like the mind...

It may be you are picking up energies/thoughts that are in that gym, that influence your thoughts. But gym is made of random people, so I believe those energies are more widespread in other environments because they come from mass mind - generally speaking. What I want to say is, it's mostly...

Happy Samhain to all!

Those very powerful people may be a blessing or a curse, depending on where their mind will be steered to. There may be exceptions, of course, but I don't see any of them in the recent events. I think that mixed leftist are always pushed by the enemy, so (as you say basically) when I see one...

I think most if not all Western leaders support Israel, I think it's a sort of forced choice and also deep programming/scam still working. But Trump is anti-immigration and Harris is pro-immigration, so being immigration the main plan of the enemy to ruin Western Countries, this would be enough...

What you say leads me to think, it is a sort of process happening, like something is coming to the surface from your subconscious. Have you been alone as a child? I experienced something similar that culminated in hidden feelings that emerged, and slowly and with a bit of pain, resolved.

I do not know about you in deep but I read some of your posts and it seems you suffered from childhood, in some ways. What others said is very supportive, rich of insights and helpful. But - all we do with magick and meditation is done with our mind. So what if the mind has some "hidden fault"...

As Padme said, you are connected. I would add, you also have a strong connection, as picking up others' pain or feelings is a sign of this. Maybe you were connected also in previous lives? I experienced the same "problem" by picking up others' problems, to the point they also started to manifest...

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I have a personal story to tell, that is very similar to yours. Just a few days ago I fully understood through a sort of mind vision, how wrong things would have been for me if I did not meditate, clean, and work hard for years. Not to mention help from the Gods themselves. Again prime example...

I can't find appropriate words to say, how well you achieved that! 🕯️

I somehow study Astrology and I have noticed how people body aspect is partially reflected by the planets. For example people with Jupiter as chart ruler, in 1st house or with strong influence may have a large body (this can be fat or muscles, according to how you live your life, and also Mars...

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As others said, seeing a doctor may be of high help. Omeprazole is also valid but, on the long run - if taken for months for example - can lead to magnesium deficiency. Magnesium is highly important to restore balance in the body, bringing alkaline reaction where the body is too acid. So I...

Your feeling, does it come from your intuition, or it's your hope? You may be also picking up your ex partner's feelings, if you did not severe links to her/his chakras. How to open a door is too personal question, generally, it may be easier than you think if your feelings are true.

Have you high Mercury or Gemini/Virgo influence in your Natal Chart? Mercurial people may tend to look younger than they are.

I remember HPs Pythia wrote that because of mercury pollution, it is advisable to eat fish once a week. Also many fish plants are located in China, Vietnam, where polluted waters from rivers come to the sea - in some cases. I don't know about Fukushima pollution but eating on a daily basis...

I think it's important being of help in view of own experiences, also as JG Blitzkreig said all opinions and advice count on here. That could be, or could not be. The answer is in your unconscious mind, try to dig deeper in void meditation and you may get a partial answer. Try to speak to...

I am short of time but want to say something here. It seems, this fight may cause many of your surrounding problems, by draining your energies. I do not know your age and if you are able to build your own life in your own house, but it is something very important that may help to put daily life...

Just ask the xian church, they will reply to you : "forever" !

May. Yes I told "may" a bit too much :D

There can be many reasons. It can be in your Natal Chart, some Planets may bring lack of partners or drive you to be a loner somehow. Apart of this, that I'd consider checking, it may be possible you have an unconscious fear of relationships, that you are not consciously aware. Having an...

I quote all previous advice you need a doctor ! If you cannot afford immediate surgery and need to wait 3 months, you can try the following to "resist" : - Sugars will worsen your problem, avoid as much as possible, try to eat food with low sugar or no sugar at all or alternatives. Avoid sugar...

It is sad listening to similar facts. Some humans are really fallen at the lowest levels thanks to the enemy programs. Beware to people you will find in the dormitory. There will be any kind of damaged people, some of them may be dangerous, some others helpful and kind. Do not show you are gay...

Why don't you cast a spell to bring to your sister happiness and self-realization in love life without a precise target? If this guy is happiness, energy will take the easiest way, so probably will help to join him. Otherwise other things may happen.

In addition to what has been said, try to think : would your self esteem grow or instead weaken, by knowing - every single day - that what you carry and show in your enlarged tits by surgery is "fake"? At a certain point in your life you may refuse that. I do not think this is easy to surgically...

This may be extreme but, I would try to understand if you suffered any kind of trauma in your childhood or physical abuse from your father. Feeling "like him" is common in similar cases, it is a form of deep rooted psychic vampirism so deep that you may even absorb your abuser/vampire moods...

To my experience, putting the basis of failure in a child's mind is a form of emotional enslavement. "Normal people" parents, especially if very xian, will always want their "kid" in their power, even if the kid is adult and able to sustain his/her life. They do not accept to let their...

On the "practical" side of the matter, I can add to all the high value advices, you may need to learn to love yourself. The way you received emotional support (love) in your childhood affects the way you can love or receive love in your life. Also, emotional negation is typical of people who...

I noticed this. But it seems only the leftist and "new europeans" are against israel. I suspect this is from the enemy trying to magickally divert hate where they have more control ?? If the right wing nationalist parties start hating israel, this is no good at all for them. It seems this...

Thanks HPs for this, I was indeed too much delving into "single leader" - probably because I perceive myself as weak and I project this on a possibly stronger man? Good point. But somehow, I have spiritual power. I have been able to trigger events with magick of a relevant purpouse, also. But...

Seems a dead-end thread? :unsure:

I have read all the previous posts and I think all suggestions are valuable and important. Family ties may go deep into your mind, depending on how you have been educated and how you have suffered for negative behaviors, until - in case - you suffered some traumas in early life. What I am trying...

For some reasons including job, I travel in different countries from time to time. Still with low budget, so I delve into "common places" like bus, stations, streets, etc. And I observe, as per my nature, foreign/local habits. I am also a bit alone recently so I am opening this thread to vent...

I am probably telling you what you already know, it would be much better to leave that home as soon as you are independent and able to. Such a controlling and negative mother can be a heavy problem, nevertheless you will probably have much programming in your mind to deal with. But you are young...

As a last resource, I personally think this may be a sort of energy vortex. I found the same patterns in different people, in different locations, like their unconscious is driven by a common force. Like for example some woman do play with their hair making curls with a finger, this happens...

It might be. It sounds enigmatic, I just read the lyrics only. It may also be the author is not fully aware of what is in the lyrics, because of unconscious pulses to write the text down prevailed.

Ok. I will dare telling my thoughts on here, straight and simple. You are an "unloved" person as a child. So sorry for you, I was one and I know how it feels. But there is hope! Many people did not receive love, but only a roof and sort of "needed care" from their families, that was not...

I think figure of the past in 1930s regime was against hunting, for those reasons. I cannot find it now but HPs Pythia wrote that in a Sermon or book on Nazism. This is also on Wikipedia

Maybe also because space telescopes and satellites tells this is the true reality ? You need to detach to some mind-blowing theories made to shatter your mind to nuts (like flat-earth, etc.) for excess brainstorming.

If you feel suspicious, is this coming from your inner gut and intuition? If yes there may be something wrong. In my limited experience, I have been able to hear astral voices only in 3 different situations : 1. voices from the Gods with clear and direct answers. This happened few times but they...

I forgot to add a point. My therapist said (and I agree, as it logically makes sense and feels right) that I have been able to let emerge my inner "problems" , while I distanced by my father - who is the cause of the issues. He said I barely allowed my self to remember, because I felt safer far...

It seems, this is happening while you changed something in your life, i.e. starting college. A life changing event may put higher pressures on your solar plexus chakra, for the higher efforte needed at the beginning, or on the contrary boost your self esteem for the new "adventure" and thus...

If you have been abused, your fear is quite normal. I struggled all life with the forces pushing me "back to my family" and related fears, but they never succeeded. What I learned is, many of those forces are internal, it was my mind willing to "reconnect" due to childhood emotional enslavement...

Just take lightly my words as I tend to "overfind" traumas in people for my own personal vision. But. Why did you attempt suicide? Is there a logical reason like you are impaired on a wheelchair with noone helping you and cracked down with no money? Or is that an unconscious desire for which you...

Neglecting child and denying emotional care, is a form of abuse and can really left deep scars in children's' minds. This in my opinion would not justify death, but rather full detachment - it's you who will neglect him now for a good reason. Unless : This leads me to think, you are repressing...

I can add to all the valuable advice in this thread, maybe some xian is praying for you. A close relative, friend, a person linked to you. This may send negative xian energies to you. This short Sermon may help.

OK. I have made some studies on self-hate and I experienced this on me; each time I see a person posting about those emotional difficulties, I want to contribute with the (few) things I have learned. This may sound harsh and may cause an emotional boomerang effects (refusing reality) if I am...

Sorry this is the correct link : Lunar chakra cleaning cycle from HPs Lydia Deep cleaning and removing curses

Glad this helps! It came at the right moment for me too. Best way to go i the meditation I linked before deep cleaning and removing curses and also Lunar chakra cleaning cycle from HPs Lydia I just detest this nofap personally so I wanted to mention :) I understand what you mean, I call this...

I just found around this old post in another thread and thought it is worth reading. Maybe you are sorry for someting? https://ancient-forums.com/threads/feeling-sorry.262350/

Sorry to hear this, a Satanic soul should always have what is needed to sustain. As far as I can see, demand of workers in shops/general service is high in several western countries. I know what you mean, but I advise against this mentality "you need to suffer" that sounds very xian in its...

It is personal depending on what happened to you. But, in general, doing Ritual helps. If you have time and energies this meditation from HPS Lydia is of great help and healing. This may be energy consuming, but definetly worth. It is worth studying your Natal Chart as issues may come from there...

My therapist said, writing by hand triggers different areas of the brain, so it's different than writing with an electronic device. I often write by hand and pen important stuff, and I notice how the text is highly charged with personal energies, rather than a post or an email. I think that...

* I meant very low 2nd/3rd chakra power.

I do not know your situation, but I experienced similar facts and I found out the causes may be multiple; this is also sad and I am sorry for your suffering. To my (limited) knowledge there may be some curse in your soul from the enemy, coming from past lives and manifesting. Also, lack of...

Astrology is wide and telling you about this question, it depends on which sign are Moon and Pluto in, their aspects to other planets, which houses they rule, etc. To make it simple, Pluto rules obsession, sex, transformation and death and Moon rules emotions, mother, house - so money for that...

This is very sad. I forgot to mention, hygene is linked to Virgo and the 6th house, cases of high sensitivity to hygene or obsession may be caused bt Planets, a strong Moon in Virgo for example, or Venus in Virgo for sexuality, etc.

First of all, welcome here! When a human being opens his/her eyes and found the Truth, it's a source of joy because one more is heading to the true path to "salvation" and it means our words and efforts, are worth and listened to. Many of us were baptized, including myself: all of this, does not...

I see hat sexuality often triggers long threads, such a delicate topic it is. Regarding smell, some kind of invisible bacteria may create bad smells in the genitals area if this area is infected, due to weak immune system mainly, even after proper washing. They will disappear after proper...

I suggest to read here and the FAQ here.

Tips. I am really somehow disoriented about tips, it is a permanent struggle... tip, do not tip, how much... give or receive. My very personal opinion is that tips are good as a form of reward, but in current society this may lead to disappointment when you give a very good service and you get...

Yes! Munka is good for changing mind patterns and fixing emotional issues, that are trauma consequences. I am using since long time, effects are slow to come, but it definitely works. A bit of caution is needed because some said on here, it may lead some traumas to surface during the spell...

I forgot - in you are strongly empathic and open or sensible to surrounding energies, you may perceive high worries from the mass mind of people, i.e. if you live in a densely populated area, big city, etc. After the covid, surrounding energies have much worsened and people are much more...

I your constant worry reached health to worsen it, this is getting serious. I think you already know, but I recommend void meditation to helo slowing down thought. It may be difficult but slowly you can become better adept at it. What I want to really say is, there could be some trauma...

First of all, my confratulation for having kids, they found gold growing with a Zevism mother! Had I this possibility I would have had a much better life. I have no kids, so I am of no help in practical terms. What I noticed is that, in families, organizations, companies, etc. the boss is always of...

This is enough to trigger traumas in childs. If you have been treated this way as a kid (I guess, yes) your family is responsible of causing you emotional problems that may worsen your life and/or cause health problems, when deep ingrained. This is enough to sue a person in front of a judge, in...

What you describe is probably due to a weakened 2nd Chakra. I do not mean it is weak per se, but possibly you are overworking that chakra for your fights. It is possible your opponents have a stronger 2nd chakra and they somehow subdue your will, so you perceive them as most powerful. This may...

This may come from previous lives. But also from this one. How have you been educated? The patterns you emotionally and psychologically receive from your parents in childhood, may shape your whole life by repeating themselves. If your parents/caregivers or primary "idols" as a child wanted you...

I forgot. Do not underestimate the power of light. What is a laser if not concentrated light? A laser can cut steel.

If you can see the light coming from stars far from here, this light can reach both your eyes/telescope and your soul. The soul is made of light, at frequencies you cannot see with your physical eyes. So the "light", or better the energies coming from other stars and local planets, do reach your...

Some people have difficulties to put boundaries to other people, and this seems the case. It may be both you opening some door, and the other person acting as a psychic vampire to nullify your will. This happens because of chakra links, that may weaken your will and drain your energies, this is...

It would be better to wait for Mercury turning direct, at the end of August. But if you can't wait, as you risk to loose this opportunity, if you apply just make sure that, in case of being hired, you sign papers and contract when Mercury is direct to avoid misunderstanding. Well, I once signed...

It seems this is a good sign. If you try to find a formal justification to smoking, like "my aop will prevent cancer/sickness to manifest", it means your unconscious - probably - already acknowledged the fact that smoking is very bad for both health and meditation. So you are trying to find a...

As far as I can see, you seem obsessed with mosquitos. Being obsessed with something puts energies in that thing, so you may have unwillingly created a thoughtform attached to your aura, feeding on mosquito annoyance, that recreates this buzz in your own mind to self-feed itself. Just wondering...

1st option is _ talk to him 2nd option, if you still feel too shy, talk to one of his friends to know about him. His friend will immediately inform him about your interest, so things may start motion from that point.

This is not you, but your family will keeping you at home. According to your description, your relative seems yelling to each other to keep their will at the low level, each of them trying to overcome other person. This happens frequently in families where people are not free, because parents...

My congratulations! Welcome here Pisslam is really hitting in those years so a new warrior of Satan is very needed in that battlefield ! I am possibly saying something you already know, I see you use an Arab name in your username, be careful not to use personal email, and do not disclose...

I agree it is best to ask own GD for guidance in this event.

Regarding spiritual advancement JG NakedPluto already replied to you! Physically, I would suggest to see a chiropractor from time to time, as this helps to fix any minor issue to your spine like misalignment, nerve pinching, etc. Those are only minor issues, but taking care of your spine will...

Also. Stay strong. When the buried facts come to the surface, is it like a earthquake. The comes a tsunami, later on, peace and rebuilding on ground zero emotional area. Any emotional support you may need post on here, many of us are a true support in difficult moments. I would have had much...

Sorry for telling you that, yes it is a form of abuse almost certainly. As you probably removed the part in your conscious memory, where facts went "further". In any case, a mother joking with genitals of 15yo son, is NOT normal. I think you are watching at the tip of the iceberg. Sleeping with...

I have seen bats around for a while, then I realized I was getting some help from the Demon Allocer, whose animal is bat. His plant is also sage, and I was seeing sage as well I received unexpected and very critical and important help from Lord Allocer, so I take this post to manifest again a...

OK. Please note, I experienced on myself similar problems like yours, so I talk by experience though I am not nor a psychologist nor an expert. Also, I tend to over-worry about others being abused in their childhood, as I was; but frankly you show many signs of this possibility. Having a strong...

Nothing really, it comes natural. Except, doing Rituals in a quiet and safe place, where you will not be interrupted by some random people coming in. You may find some resistance in your own mind at first (not that often indeed), so the more you do Rituals, the more they will flow naturally and easily.

I support all said in previous posts about cleaning and meditations, to overcome issues. But there is also a physical and mental part you need to do, as I have direct experience on overcoming traumas I learned that. I'll try to relate useful facts, sorry for being straight, but I am right, your...

The body needs to be exposed at direct sunlight for a few minutes each day - as possible - to produce enough Vitamin D. I do not know if this can be linked to meditation problems. As said we need more details. I experienced internal struggle with my programmed side of the mind, preventing...

We just took your first posts seriously, as we are serious here, and give a chance to new people. If you are playing with us, this won't work for long. Just be serious yourself, and remember you may have a unique possibility in your life, right in front of your eyes. You may have come here for...

Years ago, i brought some goods at home from my family house to my own house in a box. I started to have problems dreaming and felt a negative energy around that I was unable to banish. Inside that box my parents put a xian relic that was quite old in my family, and I was unaware. Many people...

Magnesium as a supplement should be of help in this. Also it helps to reduce fatigue and is highly consumed by the body, when I first used it, I felt a sort of relief.

Neptune will be in Aries soon so not that strong, this is good. As Neptune transit in Pisces are very consuming, and long, depending where they hit - at least in my experience. So possibly transit would be not that hard as you expect. Regarding karmic seeds I don't have much to add, no expert...

Don't worry about being anonymous, here we do not judge, mock or play games, we take things seriously. I always had a sexual mess in my life, I'm male and I had intercourse with males in teens as I was abused as a kid and my unconscious mind was very confused - I think this has to do with...

Similar vibration no. I did not mean that (damn Mercury RX!!), I meant with similar problems. Similar vibration would maybe be a Zevism?

Are you somehow broken yourself in some ways? Just wondering, as we seem to attract people with similar vibrations, if it's a sort of magnetic attraction to bring broken people to you. This happens to me, I often attract people with similar problems as me. And observing them sometimes helped me...

I also share with you, the desire to not having to do with "externals", they are a waste of time and only interested in stupid things - unless some rare exceptions that you do not easily find and meet. So I understand what you mean. No social media for me too, I feel OK living this way, mind is...

Guilt. A powerful destruction tool. When a person feels deeply guilt, because of internal problems, early life/past lives traumas, or lack of self value and esteem, may unconsciously take actions to further feed the sense of guilt. It's a sort of circle, that sometimes happens. In case you have...

It seems that you are starting to feel "not ok" to him and trying to be and appear better, so he wopuld not be mad a you. This is a sign his influence is negative for you and he is probably being a psychic vampire to you, though he probably does this unconsciously. à I would start with binding...

I am no expert, but I like psychology and observing social behaviors. The answer I gave to this, is that they simply behave in the same way their parents treated them as children, with negativity, over-critic, diminishing and punishing actions, that is vary typical of xian education. Also...

I can add that, hang-ups or childhood trauma (if any!) may affect sexuality. Of course this is again linked to 2nd chakra, fire and Mars energies, but there is a chance it is your mind blocking your erection for unknown reasons (to me, your unconscious well knows why). This can also come from...

I can add, on the physical level, practicing a sport that requires to reach long-term goals helps. For example running for 5-10 Km in (X) minutes or weight-lifting (X) kg as a goal, help to build consistency as you will need to train many times to reach your goals and you cannot stop training...

I have seen a natal chart of a person with Saturn in almost exact opposition to natal Mercury, and this person had persistent problems in the neck area that should be governed by Mercury and Throath Chakra, so I assume yes the chakra is weakened.

I know a person whose name is related to Mars (I won't go in details). This person is a literal crazy person being overwhelmed by Mars energies, like aggressiveness, lack of control, and is way obsessed with military and martial stuff. Though this may be due to natal planets (I do not know...

As far as I can say, based on my experience, it may have happened something very bad in your childhood or previous life (most likely according to your description), in a place with sunflowers. So a part of your subconscious mind, unable to understand the whole situation, when you see a...

Don't forget physical help, like supplements. To help recover joints you may take glucosamine and/or collagen, they help this kind of tissue to renew. Also some extra vitamins, as the healing body may need increased quantities for a while.

I think you are young, as you live with your parents, so you can say that you lost interest and now you are buddhist ? Everythinbg that is accepted and compatible with meditation if you are caught meditating or doing yoga. They will think you did something "stupid" because you are young...

It's quite normal, it may be both the enemy and a reaction of your own mind. With time this fill slowly fade away and your mind will be focused on advancement, and you may become immune to this. Try to ignore that thoughts, in case they are heavy call for your Guardian Demon even if you don't...

Cobgratulations and a warm welcome to a Satanic new life!

Are you sure this person is good for you? That can be your GD preventing you to damage yourself with a wrong relationship. Or, that person has a stronger aura and mind than yours.

I agree. I used to drink 2-3 per day many years ago and I noticed later, that was too much. I did the same, many years ago, as most people do - take coffee on daily basis (2,3 or more) otherwise you are tired and slow in reactions. This is a sign of slight addiction. When I quit caffeine I felt...