Yes, I understand what you mean. I love writing poetry. I used to write a lot of it. But lately, I haven't been able to write a single word. I mean, I know how I feel inside, but I just can't find a single way to express it. It's very frustrating for me because writing was always a great way to...

You could always try this  http://web.archive.org/web/201002111259 ... ining.html

My sister has an odd birthmark. I big huge freckle on her butt. :) I only know that because I remember seeing it when I was a little kid. 

People point the finger at Satan because of all the lies that the filthy kikes have pumped into everyone's heads. Of course, none of it is true. And like always, our Father who is innocent gets the blame. As for December 23rd, it is Father Satans most important day of the year.  This was taken...

Don't worry, it's fine. As long as you felt it in your heart and you were sincere then there's no need to do it again. 

Thank you. I'm glad you like it.

Chances are, you did do it right. No one ever does it perfectly as it says on the site. I almost set my mums carpet on fire when I did mine. :p  What did you think went wrong? 

Here's the new post for anyone who wants to read it.  http://children-of-enki.blogspot.com/20 ... again.html

Wow, I never thought of that. That's a great idea. Thank you for the awesome idea sister. 

Yes, I got that too, the virus email. I didn't open it though, I'm glad I didn't now. 

No, it's fine. There's no need to do it again. Welcome to the family. 

Wow, that was awesome. I am a real sort of death metal headbanger but I really enjoyed listening to that. 

Yes, it still counts. Welcome to the family.

I'm assuming you mean the dedication ritual? Here's the link. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... TANIC.html

Well, I didn't do this for the dedication ritual, but with a prayer I had written to Father. I found a nice place outside and just threw the ashes into the wind. Hail Satan

Thanks for the advice. And it definitely has been a bit of a learning experience for me. Hail Satan

I had to deal with the exact same thing, and I still do. I know it probably wont help, but you might just have to be patient.  That's what I did. I focused on the things that I was able to do, then when I finally got a chance to do something else, I jumped on it straight away. I know it can be...

You can also use a blue candle if you're able to get one. You can get just about anything online. Hail Satan

Thank you Brian for your input. I'll definitely make sure I guard my heart very closely. I also believe it is a very serious thing to give your heart to someone, as it gives them the power to hurt you in ways no one else can. I'm not the type of person to say that I'm in love the moment I start...

Thanks for your reply. My main concern was not about finding the perfect mate right now, but wondering if my deal I made with a demon will go through now that I've changed my mind. I'm worried that it might backfire on me, leaving me with neither options in the end. Like, I might decide I'm...

Thank you both Brian and hoodedcobra. I appreciate your concern and your input into this. I understand what you both say about how any sort of relationship with outsiders is going to be completely incompatible. I just wish it was that simple to say "Well I just won't have any emotional or sexual...

Yes Brian, I have been reading your posts. I've always respected you and I can definitely understand where you're coming from with all this, being through all you've been through lately. (I hope it all works out for you too). I would definitely love to be with another Spiritual Satanist...

Hey, welcome to the family. We're all here and ready to help whenever you need it. There are a fair few of us, but unfortunately not enough so that we can all have the luxury of having a Satanist friend close by. Yeah, I know, it sucks, but we learn to deal with it. So welcome to the family, I...

Hey, I'm just answering your last question because it honestly annoyed me. Why wouldn't it be alright? Of course it's fine silly :p  Hail Satan  

Also, for the thing that's supposed to move over the letters. What could I use for that? I'm going to have to improvise a bit. 

Awesome, thanks for clearing that up for me.

http://www.joyofsatan.org/

Yes, this group is definitely real. We're all here to help if you need it.  Hail Satan 

Don't worry, you did fine. Welcome to the family. 

Have you read the JoS site yet?

Not everyone notices any changes. I know I didn't, but I'm positive it worked. From what you've said, it sounds like it should all be ok, as long as you meant it. Just work at your meditations. Stress less, you're fine. 

If you go to the update on the main page, you can get to it from there Sent from my iPod

A book of poems to Father Satan sounds like a great idea. I'd definitely buy a copy. I'm thinking that maybe I should start a Satanic Blog sometime soon. I have enough time on my hands to manage to make a Satanic blog and my own at the same time. I'll go check out your blog now, maybe I'll get...

Thanks, I'll try that

Just search for religion in the search thing and there will be heaps of people talking about it. 

I know, I notice it everyday. One thing that I particularly remember is in high school, even though it was a public school, all the grade 8 kids would get a bible on the first day. By the end of the day, I'd see half of them either in the bin or ripped up around the whole school. It was pretty...

One example is talking about them on your own blog or website. Telling everyone the truth about them. That's something I'd do. But that's just one example I can think of where idiots won't think you're crazy. Hail Satan

To High Priest Mac FridayI looked online, and found thishttp://www.mycuriousbrain.com/wp-conten ... s/LBoE.pdf Is this the correct Lost Book of Enki? What I mean is, has it been altered in any way on this site? Will I just read a lot of nonsense that has been put there to mess with anyone who...

Yes, I do agree with you Brian, reading The Satanic Bible is actually what brought me here in the first place. But there are a lot of misconceptions in it. Actually, I just remember meeting this guy who believed that Satan and Lucifer weren't the same thing. He even went on  to say that he had...

Anton LaVey beliefs in Satanism are different to the ones in Spiritual Satanism. In SS, we believe Satan to be our true god, and his demons are definitely real. LaVey's version of Satanism and ours, are very different. I suggest you read the whole JOS site to clear up any misconceptions you may...

I've seen this post before. I'm pretty sure this is spam

Thanks for that Brian. I appreciate the help. Soon enough I won't have to worry about this, once I get a bloody job and I can move out again. Then I'll have all the privacy in the world. I thought I would have had to wait until then to open my third eye, but I'm very lucky that I have this...

What about the 24 hour thing? I can do the four days in a row but my sister is coming out for a few days tomorrow, so I can't do it tomorrow night or I'll wake her up. I've been doing it around 4 in the morning. My sister goes to school, so either I can do it tonight at the same time but...

Ok, cool. Thanks for clearing that up. Hail Satan

Thanks Brian. I think I'll stick to what the site says. Probably safer that way. Hail Satan

Ok, thanks

Just go to the update on the main page. It has archives for all the frozen pages

That's ok. Is it still messing up for you? I went on there last night and it was fine. And I know what you mean, I've started putting links to the archives everywhere too.

Maybe if you make it seem like a stage you were going through and just don't mention it again, she'll forget. 

Go to the JOS site and go the the update on the front page. You should be able to get to anything that's frozen through there. 

Yes, that's exactly how it is. You found the exact words for what I wanted to say kayle. It's a really bad place to be, and seems almost impossible to get out of. It's tough, and when you finally feel like you're getting somewhere, you end up worse than when you started. But if you just keep...

Thanks. I definitely will be thanking him. I hope one day that everyone will get a chance to read my book too.  

Definitely, I agree with Dragonmage. I wanted to kill myself at one point, but I turned to Satan and asked for his help every day. It's still tough, but he gives me the strength to pull myself out of this mess. He won't do everything for you, more like give you what you need to help yourself.

Ok, thank you for the help.

Well, I guess I don't need it. I just feel that it would help. I personally like using incense and use it regularly for the sole purpose that,well, I like it. If I couldn't get my hands on some, I really wouldn't be too stressed though. I'd much rather be smelling that over all the other smells...

Oh, I get what you mean now. I feel rather stupid now. Thanks for clearing that up.