I believe Zeus or my Guardian directly spoke to me in my dream, the eve of Beltane.

I was with some hunters and they were going to take out a massive bull. Idk if it was a mercy kill or just natural hunting. I can remember having inner understanding as to why they were doing this. They even made sure to shoot it directly in the middle of the head for an instant kill.

Even though it was quick and painless I became very sad for the animal. As I walked I was telling myself why am I getting like this and perhaps I should shake it off.

Thats when I heard the voice of our God (or Guardian). Although I heard it in my head almost like my inner voice but it wasn't coming from me.

The voice told me to be okay to feel for this wild animal. To let it out. Feel. Empathize.

So I did. And the thoughts that flooded immediately were that of how much I yearn for animals to have a full life before it's for us to eat them.

In the bigger picture I believe my ability to empathize with other living beings and creaturea that became stunted and not correctly cultivated because of my upbringing is healing. I want the best life for every soul according to their nature and I mean this sincerely. Justice must be implemented and part of that justice also involves the above.

Maybe I should of just written this in a dream journal but seeing it is a spiritual experience I decided to share with you all.

Bless you all and may you all have the opportunity for a full life according to your own natures.

Happy Beltane

"The Tribunal of Osiris is not a court of vengeance; it is a court of measurement. The question is not “did you obey the commandments?” but “how much Izfet have you carried, and how much Ma'at have you practised?”"

The body and mind reacts to what it experienced as it grew and takes deep rooted hold of the mind. In a vacuum this should be seen logical.

The unfortunate part is that if extreme trauma was presented in moments of the mind being "molded" thru physical experiences then this leads to a cut off from the soul. The strain is too much to bear that only physical means are what the mind seeks out to for it has been tricked to deeply believe that is the only source of relief. Cutting away any sense of a starting point of seeking for the spiritual/soul. Perpetuating the cycle of strain and distress from lack of true relief/freedom.

What I have noticed in some that fit in this category as myself then when the soul is presented again in this life then at best a "thorn in thumb" type of distraction while being a seeker of the Gods and the soul.

So then.
The challenge is clear. The obstacle is fully understood. The individual must rectify by understanding fully that they are a soul first. This soul they have is part of Zeus. We must undertand what we really are. For the being in kinship to the Gods far exceeds any earthly challenge, no matter what.

Heracles slayed a massive and terrible beast that was born out of chaos. The son of Zeus, as his Father, are Order as much as they are powerful. Thus we too slay the chaos brought to our individual lives with Divine Ethical Order implemented by theurgy, study and practice thru physical means. Simultaneously the direct Temple of the Gods must be upheld and advanced for us to individually and together as humanity reach our Divine destiny.

Lord Ninurta, please bring Order into the souls and lives of the Initiates of Zeus as well as your Father's Temple. Let the initiates and the Temple of Zeus proceed into the jaws of modern day chaos and bring back Order into this earthly realm that makes the Champion of the Heavens proud.

Hail Zeus
Hail Ninurta

Taking time to study the sites again along with the updates. I'm still checking in but I want to saturate my mind with all this new/updated wisdom. Then put it into practice in all interactions including here.

Bless be all the dedicated Zevists. Let's keep enjoying and putting our souls into the scheduled rituals. They are beautiful and strong, to say the least.

On the path to no more consistent mental and physical strain. No more shooting in the dark. The source is clear (PTSD/ chronic high stress) and it needs to go. Only thru the practices of the Temple of Zeus can one free the mind from deep rooted ailments.

Once I heal enough, I wish to help everyone here learn about the importance of calmness and the personal/general stress that can lead to other areas in life being affected and help spot the root for you, only to those willing.

What I learn thru this I will use to help my brothers and sisters.

I start again from the beginning but with calmness and easeness as opposed to how before the high stress having control of my mind and body even while meditating...

Apologies if I ever came off as too intense/snappy. That's being healed, finally.

I choose to align myself to God and the Gods and thus I tend to notice my life aligned with this holy place. Huge breakthrough in the updates recently and for my personal life.

Everyone stay focused on the Gods and help yourself *first* so They have a chance to also help you.

Hail Zeus!

This one is dedicated to my brothers and sisters in Zevism who have passed an inner threshold(s)/successfully knocked down mental wall(s):

"Don't pay attention to other people's minds. Look straight ahead, where nature is leading you --- nature in general, through the things that happen to you; and your own nature, through your own actions.
Everything has to do what is made for. And other things were made for those with  logos [my note: Divine Ethics]. In this respect as in others; lower things exists for the sake of higher ones, and higher things for one another.
Now, the main thing we were made for is to work with others.
Secondly, to resist our body's urges. Because things driven by logos -- by thought -- have the capacity for detachment -- to resist impulses and sensations, both of which are merely corporeal. Thought seeks to be their master, not their subject. And so it should: they were created for its use.
And the third thing is to avoid rashness and credulity.
The mind that grasps this and steers straight ahead should be able to hold its own."

-Marcus Aurelius, Meditations, book seven 55.

Awaken; return to yourself [my note: Zevists]. Now, no longer asleep, knowing they were only dreams, clear-headed again, treat everything around you as a dream.

Marcus Aurelius, Meditations, Book 6, 31.

I'll liken the soul of modern humans as mighty eagles who are grounded due to external forces.

How sad that the majority of eagles have been brainwashed to hate their own wings and do everything possible to live life avoiding using their wings and therefore we can only feed and progess thru life thru the lowest ways possible. By then we're looking at an odd behaving animal.

To a point many dont even believe in the existence of their own wings.

The Path of Zevism wakes us up to the fact eagles belong in the sky.

Cultivating their birthright each flight.

That too is our souls.

We wake up that we are meant to fly freely after growing up enough.

So we heal our wings for the time being. Looking up to the sky knowing we're taking our rightful place in the near future.

Happy birthday to America.

I observe so then I can know what I am talking about.
I seek expression and cultivate it.
Therefore, I start to speak.
Not to preach but seek to learn through speech.
To learn through the astral airway passages of communication.
May Thoth guide me to be a blessing of teaching to those that aspire.
For the Path of Zeus is good.