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On Virginity and Sexuality

I was just thinking and dealing with a related issue last night. I have a very high sex drive and can seldom go a day without masturbating at least once, but last night was very frustrating. Usually it would only take a single orgasm to exhaust me, at least for 6 to 8 hours before I'll need one again, but last night I brought myself to multiple in a row but simply could not for the life of me feel satisfied despite how many times I climaxed.

It was almost like only getting half of an actual orgasm or repeatedly ruined ones, it was infuriating. This has been something I noticed that is steadily growing worse over time. I always think how much easier and amazing things would be for me if I could actually just go to some brothel and actually have sex with someone without having to worry about disease, sick souls and building up an undesired relationship or taking ages to raise rapport to actually having sex with a possibly healthy partner.
 
I once read an aethist book by Richard Dawkins where he makes the case that the repression of women and state enforced monogamy is a tactic for the spread of Christianity. There was before the New Testament came around quotes from Deuteronomy, psychotic commands from god like kill your mother, brother, child, burn their village, kill the whole family of the related if you encounter a non-christian. Its essentially like a virus, where pastors went to either kill or convert before new testament Jesus suddenly becomes a good guy even though he said genocidal quotes type situation. And state enforced monogamy was essential in the control of the spread of Catholicism,ensured Catholicism , the control over the women, essentially the reproduction and the spread of the species.
 
Ghost in the Machine said:
I was just thinking and dealing with a related issue last night. I have a very high sex drive and can seldom go a day without masturbating at least once, but last night was very frustrating. Usually it would only take a single orgasm to exhaust me, at least for 6 to 8 hours before I'll need one again, but last night I brought myself to multiple in a row but simply could not for the life of me feel satisfied despite how many times I climaxed.

It was almost like only getting half of an actual orgasm or repeatedly ruined ones, it was infuriating. This has been something I noticed that is steadily growing worse over time. I always think how much easier and amazing things would be for me if I could actually just go to some brothel and actually have sex with someone without having to worry about disease, sick souls and building up an undesired relationship or taking ages to raise rapport to actually having sex with a possibly healthy partner.
As someone with a high sex drive, I fell you... :( This is why brothels are needed.
 
High Priestess Maxine Dietrich said:
This is what I was saying in another talking about the compatibility of sexual organs. A man with a big dick needs a woman with a big vagina. They won't cheat on each other if they can satisfy each other. Obviously another man who has a small penis and a low sex drive won't be able to satisfy. Sexual desire and urges Also vary with the different types of sex organs. A man with a big dick has to have sex many more times than a guy with a small dick. He will easily get hard and pulsating while another man might need more time. Contary to popular belief girls are not the anti sex pure virgins to be convinced. Girls actually love sex and want to have a lot of sex. With a man they love and are comfortable with. Some may not want to and they have options with men that are just like them. Not to demean anyone, its just that different people are compatible with different people. Some people don't want to have sex for hours a day ,or two three times a day,and that's fine. To find oneself is to also know oneself. All of this is described in the Kamasutra and everyone should read that book. Sex education is actually not taught in a correct way to make people understand their basic compatibility, desires and urges. There must be spiritual and material linked emphasis on these things and we must borrow the ancient concepts to apply in our modern age. Many couples are divorced, depressed, having affairs out of wedlock, basically unhappy. Many a times the guy only does missionary and busts in like 1-2 minutes before the girl hasn't even come. Like no wonder she's unhappy. And its so easy to fix. Do doogy style, have her top, reverse cowgirl, 69,there are sooo many positions. Learn ejaculation mastery through different books to last long periods of time, eat her out, use your tongue,they're literally so many things you can do and experiment with. All of this is because of this society being post Christian. Not many years have passed where gays were electrocuted or women were considered as property. There's still an air of wrong assumptions in many parts of the world, especially the Islamic world where women are stoned to death for having multiple partners. Neither the extreme right or the extreme left is the answer. The answer lies In the middle somewhere....
 
I (male 20) am still virgin and only masturbate, I plan on going to a brothel soon to have sex maybe it will help me.

I just don’t see myself approaching a girl any soon and feel generally a bit insecure around girls. (Conversation I am fine but taking courage I don’t see it any soon).

Can it be that maybe I done my AoP wrong? Today I realized I am not building my AoP „inside“ of me, but around me (like in front of me). I now changed my affirmation from „building a strong and powerful AoP around me that protects...“ to just „building ..... that protects..“ without the „around me“ while focusing on the light to actually enter my body and not just accumulating in front of me.
(I hope this description makes sense)

I actually was afraid for some time now that my AoP would also „protect“ me from good things like sex or money or joy because for some of these things you have to go trough some pain and fear first to achieve them (taking risks).

2 days ago I started a working for taking courage (with Sowilo) destroying all the barriers that are keeping me from being successful in my profession and love life.
Now 2 days after that I’m the morning I realize that I should focus more on the light entering my body when building my AoP, maybe this is no coincidence
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Basically, to fix this you need to be someone that cares about other people's needs and that is not an asshole...
 
Sex in the pre-Christian world was under several categories that was pleasure, spiritual workings and procreation. And society was built with this understanding. Marriages were based on astrological charts and with the creation of children this was also planned with astrology and spiritual practices to ensure the best possible outcome and the creation of a spiritual child. The idea that people would just procreate without regards to the spiritual was considered insane.

Interestingly the Egyptians had their own version of the Kama Sutra.
 
LightMangoMango said:
I (male 20) am still virgin and only masturbate, I plan on going to a brothel soon to have sex maybe it will help me.

I just don’t see myself approaching a girl any soon and feel generally a bit insecure around girls. (Conversation I am fine but taking courage I don’t see it any soon).

Can it be that maybe I done my AoP wrong? Today I realized I am not building my AoP „inside“ of me, but around me (like in front of me). I now changed my affirmation from „building a strong and powerful AoP around me that protects...“ to just „building ..... that protects..“ without the „around me“ while focusing on the light to actually enter my body and not just accumulating in front of me.
(I hope this description makes sense)

I actually was afraid for some time now that my AoP would also „protect“ me from good things like sex or money or joy because for some of these things you have to go trough some pain and fear first to achieve them (taking risks).

2 days ago I started a working for taking courage (with Sowilo) destroying all the barriers that are keeping me from being successful in my profession and love life.
Now 2 days after that I’m the morning I realize that I should focus more on the light entering my body when building my AoP, maybe this is no coincidence

No, your AoP does have nothing to do with this.

And yes, maybe you should go if the whole thing becomes too problematic for you. You may need to deprogram that things like that may harm you or are detrimental to you as you describe. A good way to understand this is to have sex with someone to understand that it is not going to be the end of you, but rather good.

Meanwhile you can also learn how to approach girls.
 
luis said:
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Basically, to fix this you need to be someone that cares about other people's needs and that is not an asshole...

I don't really get what you mean here, can you explain that thought?

I have heard of sad stories about people who are like 10 years with someone hard stuck in the above situations. The woman told me that after her marriage she has not had an orgasm in like 15 years. This is torture. As a result she was sexually obsessed. People need to move away from these bad situations.

We're not talking about strange whims that someone saw in porn websites, we are talking normal casual sex. She was refused of this. Meanwhile her so called husband also cheated. This was insane to say the least.
 
Ghost in the Machine said:
It was almost like only getting half of an actual orgasm or repeatedly ruined ones, it was infuriating. This has been something I noticed that is steadily growing worse over time.
I have had similar things in the past. For me it was fixed by both finding the right "material" to be truly aroused and horny, and most importantly, by focusing on the actual orgasm once you climax. This probably sounds strange, but if your focus is directed elsewhere, for example if you focus "solely" on the affirmation (if you program your orgasmic energy) and dont bother to actually "feel" the orgasm, it will be much less satisfying and you will feel like something is missing afterwards.
Not sure if this actually applies to you, but it sounded similar enough to my own condition way back when I still did things "solo".
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
luis said:
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Basically, to fix this you need to be someone that cares about other people's needs and that is not an asshole...

I don't really get what you mean here, can you explain that thought?

I have heard of sad stories about people who are like 10 years with someone hard stuck in the above situations. The woman told me that after her marriage she has not had an orgasm in like 15 years. This is torture. As a result she was sexually obsessed. People need to move away from these bad situations.

We're not talking about strange whims that someone saw in porn websites, we are talking normal casual sex. She was refused of this. Meanwhile her so called husband also cheated. This was insane to say the least.
Sorry, maybe I was not clear enough. I was agreeing with you, I was just saying that to be with someone else both partners needs to care about each other so they can fulfill their sexual needs without neglecting the other.

About that, of course, that is torture and I agree its not something that should happen and this is why you need both partners to understand each other and fulfill each other needs and not think only about yourself.
 
LightMangoMango said:
I (male 20) am still virgin and only masturbate, I plan on going to a brothel soon to have sex maybe it will help me.

I just don’t see myself approaching a girl any soon and feel generally a bit insecure around girls. (Conversation I am fine but taking courage I don’t see it any soon).

Can it be that maybe I done my AoP wrong? Today I realized I am not building my AoP „inside“ of me, but around me (like in front of me). I now changed my affirmation from „building a strong and powerful AoP around me that protects...“ to just „building ..... that protects..“ without the „around me“ while focusing on the light to actually enter my body and not just accumulating in front of me.
(I hope this description makes sense)

I actually was afraid for some time now that my AoP would also „protect“ me from good things like sex or money or joy because for some of these things you have to go trough some pain and fear first to achieve them (taking risks).

2 days ago I started a working for taking courage (with Sowilo) destroying all the barriers that are keeping me from being successful in my profession and love life.
Now 2 days after that I’m the morning I realize that I should focus more on the light entering my body when building my AoP, maybe this is no coincidence
What I can suggest you in approaching women is to be yourself, don't fake being a macho or whatever, just be yourself, confident and relaxed. if the woman rejects you it's not the end of the world, because not everybody has the balls to approach a woman and just casually speak to her, and she will probabily be amused by that too. Don't get pickup info from redpill forums or whatever. It's better if you ask your questions here and not in those degenerate places.
 
LightMangoMango said:
I just don’t see myself approaching a girl any soon and feel generally a bit insecure around girls. (Conversation I am fine but taking courage I don’t see it any soon).

If you feel that this is a major problem in your life what you have to do is to free your soul from karmic problems. I'm nearly sure that Saturn is in a placement that affects your sexual life. Check Saturn's position in your natal chart.

Read this
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=92&p=331&hilit=Obliterate#p331

Freeing the soul workings with MUNKA should eliminate the problems from your soul, which might be problems from your past lives which remained unresolved. Is a fact that the problems will hunt us along the lifetimes until we fix them. This is why it was said mamy times before that in such case a potential suicide is not just useless, but will amplify the existing problems.

What else I wanted to say is that if you feel that your problem is not that bad you can try a working with Wunjo or Sowilo for self-esteem, self-confidence and self-determination but you already started one. If you notice that the working with Sowilo is not strong enough then you can try also with Wunjo and see which works better for you. Also always check for positive position of the moon. I don't think that moon in Virgo is a great time for this if this is when you started the work.
 
As it's been said the chakras open on orgasm.

So isn't there an energy transfer?

So like with absorbing energy around people you can absorb their bad energy.

Isn't it the same by having sex that it's a spiritual thing with the transfer of energy on orgasm?
 
LightMangoMango said:
I actually was afraid for some time now that my AoP would also „protect“ me from good things like sex or money or joy because for some of these things you have to go trough some pain and fear first to achieve them (taking risks).

Funny that thought popped into my head sometime around 2012 maybe 2013-2014 time period. Not sure how accurate or inaccurate it is. And the funny part is I wasn't even meditating nor building an aura of protection during those times. I was just doing things that made me go "Is the reason why my life such a piece of shit cause I didn't meditate early on when I found the JoS all those years ago". Was going through shit back then and didn't appreciate my life going down the drain from it.

On one hand your protecting yourself from negativity on another hand you need to do things that might be considered negative or delving into negativity to accomplish them.

For example for some going out to a club seems positive and nothing wrong with that. But many realize clubs are not exactly the best place for positive nature. In fact clubs are downright cesspools for negativity kinda begs the question if they pump negativity in the air.

So it kinda begs the question how accurate that statement you Mango said is accurate. It protects you from negativity and negative energies. But does it hinder you, what if you do want to take risks and delve into something that may be negative.

I guess some might state it keeps negativity away and gives you devilish luck. People might be surprised you even delved and came out completely unscathed with victory from the jaws of darkness. But it's possible that the auras of protection do that. You never know.

So can someone reasonable explain how an aura or auras or protection work? I know it's not like run around the middle of the street and see how you avoid getting run over. That isn't how it works, but it keeps certain matter from materializing. Just kinda begs the question does it keep risk and risky ventures away from you.

So how does an AoP, work? besides obvious burning and pushing away negative matter.

I mean after all the basic aura of protection for JoS is "...this aura protects me at all times and in every way". Protects at all times and in every way. So literally what is at all times and in every way. What is every way. and WHAT is it protecting you from.
 
Ghost in the Machine said:
Sex, not just masturbation or 'getting off', is a real need. I'm talking real sex with another physical human, it's similar a need as hunger and thirst as I can speak from experience that just masturbation and "going solo" will slowly drive you insane without an actual partner to engage in sexual activity with. You'll find yourself immensely frustrated with this 'hunger' that you can't seem to satiate unless you have actual physical sex with another person.

The Yehuborim seek to wither human sexuality to instill mental blocks and cause spiritual sickness which then manifests physically. This oppression of human sexuality is one of the primary reasons why rape occurs and why the sick and depraved resort and turn to pedophilia or why pedophilia in gentiles even exists in the first place. Porn, though not terrible in itself, is so unbelievably focused upon that it's used as almost an entire replacement for real sex and has become a kind of drug that artificially provides the satisfaction of sex.... but because it's not real sex you lack in that connection with another and that real satisfaction. Thus you're essentially being 'starved' out.

Masturbation may or may not relieve urges depending on from where these emerge. If one's needs are companionship or other types of needs, masturbation cannot make this happen really, unless with a succubi or incubi. This is because there is actual emotional and soul reception when this happens, and therefore, this does create inner satisfaction.

This is normal and human what you are experiencing. Porn is just very overrated in the sense that it is erotic video one watches, then imagination or what have you, and can in most cases fulfill only specific states of mind, and not others by any way.

In other words, there is no emotional exchange or reception, so while its function may please you physically, it may not please mentally or emotionally. Some people may feel this some may not. To some people, it only creates more and more thirst which then ends up as a loop, with them over and over engaging in this, while in reality what they lack is not more porn, but emotional reception or stimulation. This is normal, human, and energetic.

Porn can actually turn terrible, and it can and has ruined people, and it will continue to do so. The above, however it is perceived, it cannot be better or compare to actual relationships, incubi/succubi, and satisfies a specific type of urge, and not urges of acceptance, companionship, or other sensations. Even if the imagination is very powerful, it is still not enough on some people.

Porn is like food that one eats and then it vanishes, it satisfies you in the feeling of having eaten, but it can leave your stomach empty, so your mind can be doubly confused from it, since it ate, you felt the food going down, but there is no 'nutrition'. This is the best way I can describe it from cases who have explained, even some people who became total porn addicts. Drinking water, feeling it go down, but there is no body hydration. As a result, one may drink more or experience unending thirst.

This is why only porn is not the solution for most people, if even that. Keeping porn on a limit and also engaging in visualization can be helpful here, but above all having a relationship that fulfills your needs. Some people who are very specific may be able to go without, but this is not most people. The majority of people need companionship of sorts, and that is normal, sane, and perfectly fine.

On the other hand the current world without porn will become 40 billions in like 50 years, rape and whatever else may have skyrocketing highs, and the list goes. So this is a topic that has many sides to it. I have wrote on this on the past on a post about this, somewhere in the forums.

The thing is most people have porn as literal sexuality, and they have zero sexual life due to how it's designed and how society is placed on top of this. So it's a really complicated situation.
 
Personal Growth said:
As it's been said the chakras open on orgasm.

So isn't there an energy transfer?

So like with absorbing energy around people you can absorb their bad energy.

Isn't it the same by having sex that it's a spiritual thing with the transfer of energy on orgasm?

There is an exchange of energy, but to what extent, this is a subject that is highly case sensitive and has to do with also the people involved. There are people who have a very menial and physical sex, so exchange is at a minimum, but it is always there and noticeable. This deals with connection, emotions involved, passion, perception, a lot of things really. But yes, there is always a sort of exchange going on.
 
Feel total aversion to having sex with any woman who is not a Spiritual Satanist is also a sign you are repressed?
 
Wotanwarrior said:
Feel total aversion to having sex with any woman who is not a Spiritual Satanist is also a sign you are repressed?

I think it's just that we are not at the same level of the non-satanist, nor of the same spiritual group, meaning that you wouldn't even enjoy to flirt with such a girl or even be interested. 0 attraction/connection, like ghosts. Are you speaking generally though? Because once in a while it happens to me to find brighter girls (and people in general) who aren't SS but are of our spiritual group.
 
Wotanwarrior said:
Feel total aversion to having sex with any woman who is not a Spiritual Satanist is also a sign you are repressed?

I replied to this but because my reply was kinda off topic, I will reply this briefly and put the other thing on another post.

No, it is not, but there can also be other women who are clean, neat, attractive, and are prone to our side or spirituality and so forth.

Aversion may be felt also due to all sorts of reasons, maybe spiritually as well, but if a woman is just fine for you and you feel averted regardless, then it may be that the Satanism thing is a bit of an excuse that your mind uses as a pretext.

There are women who are respectable and ok. This may not be 'ideal', but this is reality.

You will need to do some inner searching to see if this is an excuse for your mind and such, or if it is related to something else. When you understand what it is that you seek, you can seek it and/or make it.
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Ghost in the Machine said:
Sex, not just masturbation or 'getting off', is a real need. I'm talking real sex with another physical human, it's similar a need as hunger and thirst as I can speak from experience that just masturbation and "going solo" will slowly drive you insane without an actual partner to engage in sexual activity with. You'll find yourself immensely frustrated with this 'hunger' that you can't seem to satiate unless you have actual physical sex with another person.

The Yehuborim seek to wither human sexuality to instill mental blocks and cause spiritual sickness which then manifests physically. This oppression of human sexuality is one of the primary reasons why rape occurs and why the sick and depraved resort and turn to pedophilia or why pedophilia in gentiles even exists in the first place. Porn, though not terrible in itself, is so unbelievably focused upon that it's used as almost an entire replacement for real sex and has become a kind of drug that artificially provides the satisfaction of sex.... but because it's not real sex you lack in that connection with another and that real satisfaction. Thus you're essentially being 'starved' out.

Masturbation may or may not relieve urges depending on from where these emerge. If one's needs are companionship or other types of needs, masturbation cannot make this happen really, unless with a succubi or incubi. This is because there is actual emotional and soul reception when this happens, and therefore, this does create inner satisfaction.

This is normal and human what you are experiencing. Porn is just very overrated in the sense that it is erotic video one watches, then imagination or what have you, and can in most cases fulfill only specific states of mind, and not others by any way.

In other words, there is no emotional exchange or reception, so while its function may please you physically, it may not please mentally or emotionally. Some people may feel this some may not. To some people, it only creates more and more thirst which then ends up as a loop, with them over and over engaging in this, while in reality what they lack is not more porn, but emotional reception or stimulation. This is normal, human, and energetic.

Porn can actually turn terrible, and it can and has ruined people, and it will continue to do so. The above, however it is perceived, it cannot be better or compare to actual relationships, incubi/succubi, and satisfies a specific type of urge, and not urges of acceptance, companionship, or other sensations. Even if the imagination is very powerful, it is still not enough on some people.

Porn is like food that one eats and then it vanishes, it satisfies you in the feeling of having eaten, but it can leave your stomach empty, so your mind can be doubly confused from it, since it ate, you felt the food going down, but there is no 'nutrition'. This is the best way I can describe it from cases who have explained, even some people who became total porn addicts. Drinking water, feeling it go down, but there is no body hydration. As a result, one may drink more or experience unending thirst.

This is why only porn is not the solution for most people, if even that. Keeping porn on a limit and also engaging in visualization can be helpful here, but above all having a relationship that fulfills your needs. Some people who are very specific may be able to go without, but this is not most people. The majority of people need companionship of sorts, and that is normal, sane, and perfectly fine.

On the other hand the current world without porn will become 40 billions in like 50 years, rape and whatever else may have skyrocketing highs, and the list goes. So this is a topic that has many sides to it. I have wrote on this on the past on a post about this, somewhere in the forums.

The thing is most people have porn as literal sexuality, and they have zero sexual life due to how it's designed and how society is placed on top of this. So it's a really complicated situation.
Another serious problem with porn as it exists today is most of the cast are Yehuborim. The man may be a Yehubor or the woman. Masturbating to them is like connecting astrally with their thought form. Its not like the 90s porn of Jenna Jameson lol, these are fucking Yehuborim.
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Wotanwarrior said:
You will need to do some inner searching to see if this is an excuse for your mind and such, or if it is related to something else. When you understand what it is that you seek, you can seek it and/or make it.


The main reason I've always felt, is the aversion to link with a non-spiritual person,also for a long time I feel that I am already linked to someone and I am already committed.
 
hiddenmantis666 said:
is there a ruin working one can do to increase sexual desire?
I think the Uruz rune does this.

ÜRUZ, AUROCHS
-Anglo-Saxon: UR
-Germanic: Uraz (Uruz)
-Gothic: Urus
-Norse: Úr
-Anglo-Saxon: Ur
-Icelandic: Úr
-Norwegian: Ur
-Swedish: Urur

#2. Aurochs is a species of wild ox that lived in the European forests. By the 1600’s it was hunted to extinction. This rune is the cosmic seed, beginnings and origins. It is masculine in nature and gives strength, endurance, and athleticism. It is a rune of courage and boldness, freedom and rebellion. Ur represents the horn or the erect phallus, resurrection, life after death. Coming, being, and passing away. White Magick: Incites action, sexual potency. Freedom. Black Magick: Used to threaten and destroy.
 
SdD said:
Incubi and Succubi…
They need a sermon ...
There is a lot of people who has some sort of delusion about succubi even in the jos some think they are having sex with high ranking gods and some think we shouldn't have succubi and some think they are prostitutes and a whole lot of misinformation some things need to be cleared out on this forum.
 
Wotanwarrior said:
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Wotanwarrior said:
You will need to do some inner searching to see if this is an excuse for your mind and such, or if it is related to something else. When you understand what it is that you seek, you can seek it and/or make it.


The main reason I've always felt, is the aversion to link with a non-spiritual person,also for a long time I feel that I am already linked to someone and I am already committed.

Then this may be the case.
 
mercury_wisdom said:
SdD said:
Incubi and Succubi…
They need a sermon ...
There is a lot of people who has some sort of delusion about succubi even in the jos some think they are having sex with high ranking gods and some think we shouldn't have succubi and some think they are prostitutes and a whole lot of misinformation some things need to be cleared out on this forum.

Ill clean it up as per usual people believe their own disney and drug infested imagination is of course enough to drag any being down and make them their personal prostitute.
 

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