abusive mother

[AlevRA]

Hello, I don’t have a good family background. From infancy until I was 7 years old, I was constantly subjected to violence by my father; he fractured my left arm and broke my right arm and leg. He was also a drug dealer and a drug user. My mother, on the other hand, was a woman with serious psychological issues who required very high doses of psychiatric medication but didn’t take them. I was forced to live with her from age 6 to 22. She did many terrible things to me—I don’t want to go into detail and ruin your mood—but right now, I’m studying law on a full scholarship. I’ve gained self-awareness and developed myself; I know that everything I’ve gone through has strengthened me and made me the person I am today.

What I want to ask is: I performed a practice to detach unwanted people from my aura, and during the final stage, I was vibrating the Raum. I wanted to direct this to my heart chakra, and it created an incredible stabbing pain in that area—I see this as a sign that it worked. I wanted to know if you think the same way. Also, whenever I perform spells or planetary square ,the benefits of my work manifest on my mother as well. How else can I prevent this situation? What can I do? Could you help me?
(I practice protection meditations and aura cleansing; I’ve been a Satanist for 6 years.)

 

[Black Magic]

Crimes committed against you have no statute of limitations, may Nemesis help you restore balance and justice

 

[Nikólaos666]

Hello, I don’t have a good family background. From infancy until I was 7 years old, I was constantly subjected to violence by my father; he fractured my left arm and broke my right arm and leg. He was also a drug dealer and a drug user. My mother, on the other hand, was a woman with serious psychological issues who required very high doses of psychiatric medication but didn’t take them. I was forced to live with her from age 6 to 22. She did many terrible things to me—I don’t want to go into detail and ruin your mood—but right now, I’m studying law on a full scholarship. I’ve gained self-awareness and developed myself; I know that everything I’ve gone through has strengthened me and made me the person I am today.

What I want to ask is: I performed a practice to detach unwanted people from my aura, and during the final stage, I was vibrating the Raum. I wanted to direct this to my heart chakra, and it created an incredible stabbing pain in that area—I see this as a sign that it worked. I wanted to know if you think the same way. Also, whenever I perform spells or planetary square ,the benefits of my work manifest on my mother as well. How else can I prevent this situation? What can I do? Could you help me?
(I practice protection meditations and aura cleansing; I’ve been a Satanist for 6 years.)

I see you have suffer a lot and that you are healing yourself quite well. Congratulations on that and keep working your way in the path of Zevism.

As for the situation, that it also help your mother, I wouldn't do anything to stop it. This is part of your healing journey and it should be that way. As Zevist, we are working for the betterment of humanity as we work our way to the Godhead. Its a normal process and it should be part of your own path, even if you have been mistreated. You are breaking the karma you parents gave to you and at the same moment, you are liberating your own mother of her problems. You can only grow even faster from this.

 

[Aquarius]

Hello, I can see you are a very strong person, congratulations on the scolarship.

I'm sorry about the situtation about your mother, you should bind her as quick as possible and keep doing the binding for 40 days.

You can can also pray to your Guardian Demon and ask him for help and guidance in this situation, even if you don't know who he is, he/she will listen to you and help you.

Just a last note, we are not satanists, we are Zevists, and we are more powerful than ever

 

[danielsiebert]

Hello, I don’t have a good family background. From infancy until I was 7 years old, I was constantly subjected to violence by my father; he fractured my left arm and broke my right arm and leg. He was also a drug dealer and a drug user. My mother, on the other hand, was a woman with serious psychological issues who required very high doses of psychiatric medication but didn’t take them. I was forced to live with her from age 6 to 22. She did many terrible things to me—I don’t want to go into detail and ruin your mood—but right now, I’m studying law on a full scholarship. I’ve gained self-awareness and developed myself; I know that everything I’ve gone through has strengthened me and made me the person I am today.

What I want to ask is: I performed a practice to detach unwanted people from my aura, and during the final stage, I was vibrating the Raum. I wanted to direct this to my FNF heart chakra, and it created an incredible stabbing pain in that area—I see this as a sign that it worked. I wanted to know if you think the same way. Also, whenever I perform spells or planetary square ,the benefits of my work manifest on my mother as well. How else can I prevent this situation? What can I do? Could you help me?
(I practice protection meditations and aura cleansing; I’ve been a Satanist for 6 years.)

The chest pain isn't necessarily proof the ritual worked, so judge the result by what changes in your life rather than by physical sensations. For your mother, set firm energetic boundaries and state clearly that the effects of your workings are for you alone.