Times are tough

[N0b0dy]

I don't know exactly what I want to say here. I think I'm close to giving up honestly. Yep, I've decided you're getting an emotional dump . Therapists are expensive and likely not worth the money and time.

I can't find entry level work related to my college certificate, and the only jobs that are worth even looking at are rare and highly competitive. Mind you, I'm hardly being picky and would take a minimum wage job if it allowed me to register as an apprentice. I got a 3.5GPA, which was enough to get on the dean's honor list, and I have prior work experience. Apparently that means nothing, after 300+ applications I haven't gotten a single interview; many of those positions were things I'm arguably overqualified for. Job searching nationwide too btw.

I've done financial rituals that worked in the past, but I just don't have any fight in me left, you know? I'm not sure I want to put that much effort in just to "survive". I'm tired of putting in 150% effort and only getting the bare minimum.

Oh, I found my first grey hair too today. Already getting greys at 28, still living with mommy, no bitches and no motivation to change any of that anymore. I think I could sleep for a month straight.

I don't even know why I'm posting this here btw, I don't buy into the "Demons love you" bullshit. That's straight out retarded actually in the average POV. They must love Diddy and Epstein though since they got away with basically anything they wanted. Someone who just wants a fucking decent job is too much to ask for though. The Demons must also love the immigrants too, they're doing pretty well these days all considered-- going from Somalia slums to their own fraudulent daycare centers as one example of many.

I don't know if I'm bouncing back from this one gang. Would be nice to stick around to see the world burn, but it's taking too long. 4 years more of this is a lot to ask.

 

[NG Tyler Tekton]

Yes times are tough. What the Gods want are Growth, of us all. They will not give you the things you want and pamper you because you feel like you deserve it. If there are two roads, one is you experience what you must to better yourself, or the Gods give you something because you are special and have knowledge, do you think they will really give it to you If you can achieve it yourself by learning and experiencing even if it means the hard way? Some of us have to learn the hard way to better our life.

I understand this is an emotional dump, and you are near given up, and what are experiencing feels extremely personal towards you. But what I want to say is. How much in all honesty have you given to the construction of the Gods, and the Temple of Zeus, for them to give you something how much personal sacrifice have you given for them to bless you with something, and if you ask me it is a curse if we had Gods who would block our growth by giving us things we wanted which we could gain from our own toil.

You have an extremely large amount of knowledge here for gaining wealth, out of those 300 applications How many of the had the whole power of a working behind them? How often did you use your gifts and knowledge on the recruiter, or on the job specific, in all honesty ask yourself how much you meditate and have you ever really pushed yourself? meaning How much have you advanced spiritually and have you consistently meditated towards these material gains? Is what you need something given to you or a wake up call to start doing better / more?

If you wallow in self pity because you are not given what you desire without truly giving it your all, then you are only failing yourself. This is a dangerous road to tread on where you start blaming others instead of your inaction.

What means have you taken to apply your college degree to outside of a standard job? Have you taken your expertise and sold this expertise to those looking for it?
Ask yourself, was your college certificate a poor choice in the first place, meaning was it something with a not so great market tied to it?
How many jobs outside your college certificate have you applied for? Why are you not applying to 100 jobs a day with A.I this is very possible.

How many workings have you put into this lack of motivation and disclipline?

You say you have put in effort towards financial workings that have worked in the past, but you do not have the effort to do so now? And are complaining that you cannot get results? You have the answer right in front of you. Clearly I see the Gods want you to grow past this mindset, and develop yourself better.

You have the answer in front of you your workings have worked in the past, so put on your big boy pants and do them. You are telling me you do not have the ability to spend 20-30 minutes a day on something that can change your life for the better? Are you on drugs? what is the debilitating factor that is preventing you from doing what you need to do? Just do it.

I know I may sound harsh and blunt, but this is reality. Talking negative about the Gods and Daemons is not going to get you anywhere, except completely on your own alienated from all their support. You want things given to you when what you need to better yourself, which I am sure you asked of the Gods at one point in your life, is exactly this experience. You need something to push yourself to level up, instead of blaming the Gods and Daemons maybe you should actually take real actionable steps to better yourself out of this situation. find the root cause and work on it.

In complete honesty towards the betterment of yourself it seems like you have not been tested enough in life, and need to grow. However if you do not come to the conclusion of this and continue to blame the Gods for not taking care of you like mommy has always done, it will be a long road again.

It is best to man up as fast as possible. And to do what you can right in the moment to better yourself. Ask yourself where you are wasting time. Are you playing games 3-6 hours are you on social media throughout the day doomscrolling? put all that away, network to find a job, get out there and make money with other means if you cannot find a job, make a job, put all entertainment away, meditate daily and focus on material workings towards your goals.

And I will not further tolerate any disrespect towards the Gods. The Clergy have made posts regarding everything you mentioned here more than once.

Success is possible, and in your future but all of that goes away if you give up. Giving up is easy. but it will make your life hard. Not giving up is difficult success is hard, but it will make your life easy.