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[N0b0dy]

Hello.

I can do magick but it seems to only work when Im in a psychotic break? When I say magick, I mean high level stuff. Its just that when im in these states im often in a lot of stress, overstimulated and it tends to disrupt my life a lot in terms of being "compatible with society", if thats makes sense? It drives me *actual crazy*, in the sense of being dysfunctional.

Im not a zevist. The whole religion thing doesnt appeal to me at all, but im convinced this community at least used to have advanced people here. I havent been here in awhile, but I assume this is still true.

If I can figure out how to do magick without going psycho, theres a lot of opportunities available to me. I just dont have anyone I know to talk to about this. Ive gotten hints from dreams and such, but the *gods* seem to largly leave me to figure it out myself.

The issue is that Im trying to start a new career at the same time also, and it feels like Im being stretched too thin between these paths. Do you think I need to solely commit to just one thing right now?

When im in the right mindset, rituals work within hours. Ive blown out light bulbs by sending energy to them, Ive astral projected to people and messed with their devices without even being consciously aware of it, Ive had people get beaten up physically when they annoyed me. My power hasnt been used in the best ways, but I want to learn to use it more reliably and for the right reasons. I want to make the world a better place.

If anyone has any ideas, lmk. Thx.

 

[Apprentice]

Great power always comes with great responsibility, and your idea of justice may not align with the one the Gods have.
Zevism is far from being a hollow, empty "religion". Instead, it teaches the proper way of meaningful existence based in Truth.
Have you performed the dedication ritual?

 

[eternal666light]

Walk the path with the Gods through Zevism diligently. Want to make the world a better place? Want to use your power properly? Study this site for all it offers, including the Liturgical Prayers of Izfet and Ma'at. Sure you can sure as hell try without being a Zevist but doesn't make sense logically considering things will just be more clear as you walk this path.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Great power always comes with great responsibility, and your idea of justice may not align with the one the Gods have.
Zevism is far from being a hollow, empty "religion". Instead, it teaches the proper way of meaningful existence based in Truth.
Have you performed the dedication ritual?

Walk the path with the Gods through Zevism diligently. Want to make the world a better place? Want to use your power properly? Study this site for all it offers, including the Liturgical Prayers of Izfet and Ma'at. Sure you can sure as hell try without being a Zevist but doesn't make sense logically considering things will just be more clear as you walk this path.

Trying to push Zevism like this to someone who isn’t a Zevist doesn’t work. They already said they’re not a Zevist, this should be respected.

Hello.

I can do magick but it seems to only work when Im in a psychotic break? When I say magick, I mean high level stuff. Its just that when im in these states im often in a lot of stress, overstimulated and it tends to disrupt my life a lot in terms of being "compatible with society", if thats makes sense? It drives me *actual crazy*, in the sense of being dysfunctional.

Im not a zevist. The whole religion thing doesnt appeal to me at all, but im convinced this community at least used to have advanced people here. I havent been here in awhile, but I assume this is still true.

If I can figure out how to do magick without going psycho, theres a lot of opportunities available to me. I just dont have anyone I know to talk to about this. Ive gotten hints from dreams and such, but the *gods* seem to largly leave me to figure it out myself.

The issue is that Im trying to start a new career at the same time also, and it feels like Im being stretched too thin between these paths. Do you think I need to solely commit to just one thing right now?

When im in the right mindset, rituals work within hours. Ive blown out light bulbs by sending energy to them, Ive astral projected to people and messed with their devices without even being consciously aware of it, Ive had people get beaten up physically when they annoyed me. My power hasnt been used in the best ways, but I want to learn to use it more reliably and for the right reasons. I want to make the world a better place.

If anyone has any ideas, lmk. Thx.

Rituals work better when a lot of emotion and energy are put into them. Your periods of power may have been coincided with moon phases of astrological placements.

Yoga and bandhas are very good at creating proper energy circulation in the body and soul which will help you control your emotions and increase your soul power, creating better results in your magick.

High Priestess Lydia Coventia has made a lot of good posts on yoga. You don’t need to be a Zevist to apply the knowledge she has given into practice. A lot of emotional struggles come from “blockages” in the chakras, also known as granthis.

I completely understand your distaste for religion. I’ve had that too.

Religion’s image has been deeply corrupted by Abrahamism, and sadly this pushy agressive attitude seems to be present in some Zevists as well. It just wards people off, those with a sense of self respect anyway.

Our website has a advanced philosophy section at the bottom where aspects of life are explored deeply. If you’re interested you could read these and see if they appeal to what you value. It goes into detail on Zevist/Pagan philosophy which is very different and in many ways opposite to mainstream “religion”.

God/the Gods are not what you think they are, it’s nothing like the bible. If you want, try to communicate with them as described in the TOZ materials. They are real and value your freedom and individuality very deeply.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Rituals work better when a lot of emotion and energy are put into them. Your periods of power may have been coincided with moon phases of astrological placements.

You could have a deeper understanding of you emotional state through the AstroApollo service we provide:

Apollo's Astrology

Free online astrology tools — generate natal charts, calculate planetary transits and returns, explore fixed stars, and more with precise Swiss Ephemeris calculations.

astroapollo.org

The main website provides the current astrological placements which have an effect on people's emotional states amongst other things.

In the natal chart page you can see your astrological and planetary placements, which will explain why you feel the way you feel at certain times and scenarios:

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

In the natal chart page you can see your astrological and planetary placements, which will explain why you feel the way you feel at certain times and scenarios:

https://astroapollo.org/natal-chart-form

It's best when you put your birth hour as well. This gives you the most accurate placement.

 

[Apprentice]

Trying to push Zevism like this to someone who isn’t a Zevist doesn’t work. They already said they’re not a Zevist, this should be respected.

It's about their own future and safety.

"Many who have dabbled in the occult, magick, or even ancient Egypt (as Egypt and all of the occult are always of the Gods) have experienced misfortune, as they have not made a commitment.

We often find that outsiders can only go so far in these areas. They are frequently attacked by enemy spirits: beings that are hostile to humans. When we make a commitment, we become part of the Family of Zeus, where we are welcomed to learn, grow, and evolve."

Source: templeofzeus.org/SACRAMENTS.php

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

It's about their own future and safety.

"Many who have dabbled in the occult, magick, or even ancient Egypt (as Egypt and all of the occult are always of the Gods) have experienced misfortune, as they have not made a commitment.

We often find that outsiders can only go so far in these areas. They are frequently attacked by enemy spirits: beings that are hostile to humans. When we make a commitment, we become part of the Family of Zeus, where we are welcomed to learn, grow, and evolve."

Source: templeofzeus.org/SACRAMENTS.php

That's a decision they have to make. Pushing it on them only achieves the opposite result.

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Trying to push Zevism like this to someone who isn’t a Zevist doesn’t work. They already said they’re not a Zevist, this should be respected.



Rituals work better when a lot of emotion and energy are put into them. Your periods of power may have been coincided with moon phases of astrological placements.

Yoga and bandhas are very good at creating proper energy circulation in the body and soul which will help you control your emotions and increase your soul power, creating better results in your magick.

High Priestess Lydia Coventia has made a lot of good posts on yoga. You don’t need to be a Zevist to apply the knowledge she has given into practice. A lot of emotional struggles come from “blockages” in the chakras, also known as granthis.

I completely understand your distaste for religion. I’ve had that too.

Religion’s image has been deeply corrupted by Abrahamism, and sadly this pushy agressive attitude seems to be present in some Zevists as well. It just wards people off, those with a sense of self respect anyway.

Our website has a advanced philosophy section at the bottom where aspects of life are explored deeply. If you’re interested you could read these and see if they appeal to what you value. It goes into detail on Zevist/Pagan philosophy which is very different and in many ways opposite to mainstream “religion”.

God/the Gods are not what you think they are, it’s nothing like the bible. If you want, try to communicate with them as described in the TOZ materials. They are real and value your freedom and individuality very deeply.

This is not pushing. This is genuine advice. Who has exceptional abilities, doesn’t last long in this world without protection of higher beings. Knowing this. And knowing the fastest safest way towards establishing magical power and maintaining it, Experienced Zevists gives advice from their experience. This is sane suggestion and appropriate for everyone who are striving and willing to do magic as true initiates and adepts. Any other way is outside of this context.

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Someone comes to Zevist community to ask a question and gets a Zevist answer. This is normal. What is pushy?

 

[Nikólaos666]

That's a decision they have to make. Pushing it on them only achieves the opposite result.

The title says it all, the OP is asking what he/she missing for her own life to be better while doing magick. If you feel that we are "pushing" Zevism on people that are asking why they cannot use magick safely without telling them that been dedicated is the best way to attain this, then accept it like it is. Thats the only advice we can give to the OP.

 

[Flamma Bellum]

Hello.

I can do magick but it seems to only work when Im in a psychotic break? When I say magick, I mean high level stuff. Its just that when im in these states im often in a lot of stress, overstimulated and it tends to disrupt my life a lot in terms of being "compatible with society", if thats makes sense? It drives me *actual crazy*, in the sense of being dysfunctional.

Im not a zevist. The whole religion thing doesnt appeal to me at all, but im convinced this community at least used to have advanced people here. I havent been here in awhile, but I assume this is still true.

If I can figure out how to do magick without going psycho, theres a lot of opportunities available to me. I just dont have anyone I know to talk to about this. Ive gotten hints from dreams and such, but the *gods* seem to largly leave me to figure it out myself.

The issue is that Im trying to start a new career at the same time also, and it feels like Im being stretched too thin between these paths. Do you think I need to solely commit to just one thing right now?

When im in the right mindset, rituals work within hours. Ive blown out light bulbs by sending energy to them, Ive astral projected to people and messed with their devices without even being consciously aware of it, Ive had people get beaten up physically when they annoyed me. My power hasnt been used in the best ways, but I want to learn to use it more reliably and for the right reasons. I want to make the world a better place.

If anyone has any ideas, lmk. Thx.

Look. I see you are not Zevist. But studying ToZ would make you able to decide very well, because it is a very broad approach and encompasses all practices from all over the world. When knowledge and understanding was bad? See what this place can offer you first, then think if this can be right for you. The answer from your heart will speak for itself. You came here to ask a question, one person can do as much as to direct you to the source, but your own research on TempleofZeus.org would bring best results for you in looking for answer yet. Dedication Ritual would be ideal, as it ensures safe passage and it is a magic in itself, a courageous step which makes leave all doubts and programmings towards and against magic, to see it as it truly is. Feel free to do your research, and always welcomed to ask more questions.