Love is not only magic, but earning it by actually doing good things to yourself, then you want to love yourself more do something what benefits you in life, a ritual, a donation, meditation, purification anything what is needed. These are love and true love is proven by action what you do about yourself, if you don’t do anything for yourself it means you don’t love yourself, but if you do… then this is just an illusion that you don’t love yourself, because actions speaks and causes reality mostly, action means love, not empty words or emotions.
What exactly do you mean when you say you can't accept yourself? It is related to your whole person or physical appearance. Think about all the good things you've done and those times that made you feel proud of yourself, all the time you've been kind and generous and helpful in need and continue to do things that warm your soul and and make you feel good and comfortable with yourself. Offering kindness to people and animals consistently will have a positive efect on you, warming your heart every time. Start nu accepting your mistakes and acknowledging the mistakes and being honest with yourself. Focus on things for yourself that makes you happy and that make you grow, like hobbies. Search for purpose and meaning. It will take time, but one day you will thank Zeus for being born and how precious your life is. I am open to more conversation if you wish too.
