The Gods #80346 If it is impossible to change one's gender, is it possible to be born a woman through divine power?

[sonnenscent]

Shall now recount something I rarely, if ever, dare to share.
Many years ago—though I am now only thirty—I was approximately eighteen or nineteen and preparing to enter university. During that period, I began studying Greek, and, quite unexpectedly, I started experiencing vivid mental images involving a serpent and the pineal gland. Almost instinctively, I took up meditation and began practicing cardiovascular exercise daily. At that time, I was still socially perceived as a young man, if you understand my meaning.
It was then that I heard a masculine voice say to me: “Seek knowledge and continue.” Nothing more.
However, after engaging more intensely in these practices, I began to experience episodes that I can only describe as distressing. If memory serves, they occurred around nine o’clock at night. I would awaken in a state of paralysis, enveloped by an intense light. I felt what I interpreted as malevolent presences in my room. On one occasion, I sensed as though two invisible beings attempted to tear me apart; I did not see anyone, yet I felt as if my body were being split in two. The pain was acute, though no visible agent appeared before me. I can only infer that something occurred, though I cannot determine what.
During that same period, I would meditate in various parts of the house, focusing on what is commonly referred to as the “third eye.” At times, even while fully awake, I felt my body vibrate, as though struck by an energetic current. It resembled an intense electrical discharge coursing through me. At that time, I was unfamiliar with Satanism or Zevism; such ideas had not entered my horizon. I simply believed in nature and sought to study philosophy.
I recount these events because, in retrospect, the pieces now seem to cohere. In 2023, I came to believe that Hera led me toward Satanism/Zevism; thus, I interpret those earlier experiences as part of a process that, in some manner, directed me here. Yet after the episodes involving the light and the apparent attempts to harm me, I became afraid and ceased those practices.
I share all this to affirm that I believe spiritual truth exists and that I genuinely attempt to reflect upon what you explain here. At the same time, I ask you to understand that, regarding my identity, it is not simple for me to read certain assertions and immediately assent to them. Nevertheless, I have endeavored to do so with sincerity and goodwill.

Best Regards,

Sonnen Scent. ))

 

[Ex-Translator]

Men are men, women are women. Period.

 

[Shadowcat]

Sorry, with The stone butch blues book, i meant it promotes MTF trans.

 

[Hs666]

At the same time, I ask you to understand that, regarding my identity, it is not simple for me to read certain assertions and immediately assent to them. Nevertheless, I have endeavored to do so with sincerity and goodwill.

This is normal, as is the “negative” perception you have of the truth on the matter. Your mind is dealing with conflicting information on a different level and is in conflict.

Awareness is the first step in the healing process. This will be an inevitable step for you if you continue on this path.

The Gods and meditation will confront you with the problem, and from that moment on, you will have two choices (the free will granted by the Gods): to face it or to flee, with the respective consequences.

 

[Night Sky]

Here we go again, sometimes you guys sound really aggressive when you talk about gender transitions. Whenever this topic comes up here or elsewhere, people always talk nonsense. I never see Zevism clergy giving these opinions, as if these people were sick, I would really like to sit down with you and discuss these issues.
You have brothers and sisters who are trans and are following the same path. The Gods do not ignore us or diminish us...
We have to use science to discuss these matters not common sense.

It's not that we hate them, we just believe they are deceived. This is dangerous for them and could push them over the edge.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

It is a version of the Sunk Cost Fallacy. The idea that a gambler who has continously lost very large amounts of money feels like he needs to keep gambling for the chance to win some of it back. But he will never win it back, he will only continue to lose more and more money until he is homeless and has nothing left. Or some times there is some "ego" part of it, the person not wanting to admit to making such a mistake and not wanting to look dumb. Or even not wanting to admit to themselves and face the full truth of how much they have ruined and destroyed their lives, because such a thing like that is painful to look at.

When a person has been injured and bleeding for a very long time, and there has been a very large amount of accumulated damage and growing problems that will be increasingly difficult to repair. The answer is not to ignore it and cover it up. Keep putting more and more bandages on top of an open wound, but the whole time it is actually rotting and dying at the bottom. The injury needs to be exposed, uncovered, and very carefully cleaned out and disinfected. And only after that then it is possible to start healing and start becoming healthier and stronger. You can't just ignore and cover up an injury because it is difficult or mentally/emotionally painful to think about how bad it actually is, because it is only getting worse every day. It is necessary for all of us to directly examine our problems and directly work to repair them, and even more necessary when these problems are so large and extreme as something like that.

Do not be afraid to accept how much of a mistake this has been and do not be afraid to accept that you have been ruining your life. Because it is not lost and it is not too late. You can now begin to work to heal and repair yourself from all of these things. Do not have the sunk cost fallacy.

 

[Chrysallida]

It is much easier to accept the way you are and try to heal yourself inside. Don't make a mistake as going to extremes and never able to reverse it. All these weird studies about trans overcomplicate everything that wasn't supposed to have existed in the first place.

I suspect that these people not conforming to 'gender' probably had some traumatic experience that made them hate themselves so much to the point of not accepting their own bodies. In their minds they perceive themselves as one thing, but since their body is something else, then they conclude that it is absolutely wrong.

For many times, society (especially influenced by wrong people that we all know about) has tried to label masculine and feminine, as for example assuming pink is for girls and blue is for boys. When the reverse happens, they get freaked out and blame the child that simply chose what it liked. Still today, there are boys that want to dance ballet and their families don't accept it. It wasn't uncommon to send young boys to brothels to 'teach how to be a man', even to a point considered as rape nowadays.

Even being a girl gives you some misunderstandings as well. You don't have to be a lesbian to like some things that would be considered 'masculine'. I always liked anime with fights between the characters, video games RPG like and most of my best moments in childhood were with my brothers and male cousins. With my cousins, we loved to sit on a piece of carton box and slide down a small hill. We would also play as cop and criminal, and they never dismissed me just for being a girl. I also had Barbie dolls, crayons, books, princess movies, computer and Lego. Even so, there were girls in school that would mock me just because Dragon Ball Z was too 'violent' (I know that, but the way they said it was to make me feel ashamed for watching it). When I found some boys that liked Saint Seiya (and other related animes), I thought that finally I would make some real friends that liked the same things as myself. Sadly they dismissed me, saying that I shouldn't get too close, because they thought that I was hitting on them. Some girls would often stay on the background laughing, and that was one of the reasons why started to talk back at them. Afterwards, I decided to distance myself from other people, my teenager years sucked back then. Even being a people pleaser before, it got me upset and they never got to know me at all. A 'goth' boy even asked me if I had any friends, and before lefting school he gave me a necklace of that jew on a cross. When I received it, I only thought it was a gift that he gave me, but nowadays I know what it implies (I threw it away later, as a Zevist I couldn't keep it, if only it was something else). Funny is that I didn't remember much of it, I remembered the incident after meditating during my first years. Don't get me started on when I decided to cut my hair short, the whole school bad talked me, telling that I got ugly and the director had to intervene during class. Nowadays, they all say that short hair suits me better and makes me look younger and prettier, sometimes the 'what goes around, comes around' is beautiful isn't it?

If you are a man and want to do 'feminine' stuff that suits you, as long it isn't harmful in the long run, don't mind the opinion of other people. The criticism will always exist, the most important thing is what you do with it. Will you be afraid of showing it? Will you raise your head and accept that you like it? Even if you regret it later (hopefully NOT anything harmful please), treat it like a big joke, don't be hard on yourself either. We are all here learning and making mistakes is part of the process.

 

[Shadowcat]

It is much easier to accept the way you are and try to heal yourself inside. Don't make a mistake as going to extremes and never able to reverse it. All these weird studies about trans overcomplicate everything that wasn't supposed to have existed in the first place.

I suspect that these people not conforming to 'gender' probably had some traumatic experience that made them hate themselves so much to the point of not accepting their own bodies. In their minds they perceive themselves as one thing, but since their body is something else, then they conclude that it is absolutely wrong.

For many times, society (especially influenced by wrong people that we all know about) has tried to label masculine and feminine, as for example assuming pink is for girls and blue is for boys. When the reverse happens, they get freaked out and blame the child that simply chose what it liked. Still today, there are boys that want to dance ballet and their families don't accept it. It wasn't uncommon to send young boys to brothels to 'teach how to be a man', even to a point considered as rape nowadays.

Even being a girl gives you some misunderstandings as well. You don't have to be a lesbian to like some things that would be considered 'masculine'. I always liked anime with fights between the characters, video games RPG like and most of my best moments in childhood were with my brothers and male cousins. With my cousins, we loved to sit on a piece of carton box and slide down a small hill. We would also play as cop and criminal, and they never dismissed me just for being a girl. I also had Barbie dolls, crayons, books, princess movies, computer and Lego. Even so, there were girls in school that would mock me just because Dragon Ball Z was too 'violent' (I know that, but the way they said it was to make me feel ashamed for watching it). When I found some boys that liked Saint Seiya (and other related animes), I thought that finally I would make some real friends that liked the same things as myself. Sadly they dismissed me, saying that I shouldn't get too close, because they thought that I was hitting on them. Some girls would often stay on the background laughing, and that was one of the reasons why started to talk back at them. Afterwards, I decided to distance myself from other people, my teenager years sucked back then. Even being a people pleaser before, it got me upset and they never got to know me at all. A 'goth' boy even asked me if I had any friends, and before lefting school he gave me a necklace of that jew on a cross. When I received it, I only thought it was a gift that he gave me, but nowadays I know what it implies (I threw it away later, as a Zevist I couldn't keep it, if only it was something else). Funny is that I didn't remember much of it, I remembered the incident after meditating during my first years. Don't get me started on when I decided to cut my hair short, the whole school bad talked me, telling that I got ugly and the director had to intervene during class. Nowadays, they all say that short hair suits me better and makes me look younger and prettier, sometimes the 'what goes around, comes around' is beautiful isn't it?

If you are a man and want to do 'feminine' stuff that suits you, as long it isn't harmful in the long run, don't mind the opinion of other people. The criticism will always exist, the most important thing is what you do with it. Will you be afraid of showing it? Will you raise your head and accept that you like it? Even if you regret it later (hopefully NOT anything harmful please), treat it like a big joke, don't be hard on yourself either. We are all here learning and making mistakes is part of the process.

There's plenty of girls and women that are straight that grew up liking the same things you did, like there's boys that grew up liking things that weren't typically "masculine" none of this is indicative of orientation at all. It sucks that those boys thought you were hitting on them just because you wanted to make friends. In the adult world it's a sad fact that instead of just the friendzone for women they are invisible basically if they aren't "fuck zoned" meaning if guys aren't attracted there's no reason to interact, as if sex is the only thing you would be good for. It's gross and dehumanizing and it's a sad reality of why the opposite sex most of the time can't really be friends. Maybe one day if people are actually raised right.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

The most retarded part is that all of the people who believe in "non-binary" and supposedly don't believe in "traditional gender roles" are the people who really believe in them so strongly that they ruin their entire lives.

A girl likes to wear jeans and a t shirt, now that means that she must actually really be a boy and has to destroy her entire life with drugs and surgeries. A boy likes to have long hair and likes to cook, or likes dancing or something like that, and now he has to destroy his entire life with drugs and surgeries.

How about if you don't believe in "traditional gender roles" of how a male or how a female is "supposed" to look or dress or behave, then just accept the truth of who you actually are and stop acting so dumb and causing so many problems for yourself.

Shadow Cat is big and strong. She likes welding and building things. I think she said she has short hair. Good, she sounds like a very cool and interesting person. All of those are good things. It is a good thing for people to have strong skills, talents, and interests and everybody likes different things. She is lucky that she is not a kid today or she would have her life destroyed by everybody giving her drugs and surgeries to try to turn her into a "trans man" frankenstein monster. When everybody should just appreciate that this is a woman who is very skilled and talented in some very important work.

Or same with me in some ways. I have long hair. I love cooking. Does that make me a girl? Of course not, but some people would say that these are feminine traits. Everybody should be good at cooking because we all have to eat. And I think men look better with long hair, no homo. I am usually more attracted to women with medium length or shorter hair.

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

I see the transgender problem in this way.

I'll put it in very simple terms without emotionalism or feelings.

There is a problem with self acceptance, doesn't matter the source, and one then mutilate oneself.

In the end the problem isn't solved but it got worse.

The feelings of powerlessness, not being accepted, and similar states, will be later balanced in the opposite way, and such disasters as the school shootings or similar happen.
And then the cycle repeat again.

Besides all the methods we have to solve the problems with self acceptance, I wonder how much can help here the somatic healing.

What do you think?

 

[Yurei]

I have short hair. A fade infact lol. Even as a kid I was bullied mercilessly for not being "a normal girl" and this never messed with my identity as to my gender or other things. I get super annoyed when queer people look at me and automatically call me "they /them" and start with the pronoun bullshit and promptly correct them. I like things like art and poetry too and creating things of beauty and have a very emotional nurturing aspect to me. All of what I am is just trying to be a well rounded human being with my natural disposition. It's on point that a lot of these people go against "traditional roles" so much with the gender bs stuff that they are actually following it. If they weren't there would be no wrong body or wrong gender nonsense at all and there's no science that needs to explain that.

I for one absolutely adore that hairstyle on women

 

[Shadowcat]

I am reading every comment and reflecting deeply on all of this.
I had breast implants placed, but that is something many people undergo nowadays; however, I lost sensitivity in my nipples, to give one example. I am afraid of losing sensitivity in my lower region as well, but I need to research all of this more thoroughly, as I may be called by the end of the year to have my genitals removed.
I am truly trying to process all of these opinions. Since yesterday, I have been feeling unwell and alone. Thank you to everyone who tried to help me. I hope I do not destroy myself.

you aren't alone, you have the Gods and your Zevist family. It's like you said, no matter what you go through the Gods aren't going to throw you away or "spit" on you. It makes sense to feel all of that mental anguish, going through heavy turbulence related to one's identity is a very scary and seeminly isolating thing. Its painful and disillusioning. It does not meant that all is lost or that you are ruined it is never too late to heal. You CAN reverse the breast implants. Let me tell you as a woman, my mother had these....later in her life they opened one of her breasts up to fix one of these that deflated....and they found cancer. Please if you can remove them. I am sure the rest of us here would also strongly advise you not to remove your genitals. They are a part of you and a manifestation of your own soul. If you feel that out of touch with the masculine parts of your body, perhaps doing some lower chakra or grounding work will help, as well as putting into perspective what all of us have said here. You can get through all of this and still thrive and be happy, living as a man who is healthy and simply more feminine than most others. All of your body and soul's energies need attention and empowerment for you to be happy in all of their natural dispositions and proportions to one another.

 

[sonnenscent]

I wonder how much can help here the somatic healing.

Somatic healing?

 

[Disciple of the Serpent]

Somatic healing?

Yes Brother, check HP Zevios Metathronos profile posts.

It's all explained there.

 

[Acolyte Of Pan 666]

Somatic healing?

I think you need to work on and clean your lower masculine chakras (base,sacral,solar). I personally believe one of the main causes behind transgenderism is an imblance of masculine/feminine energies in men/women, so men having too much feminine energy and also dirty higher chakras, and women having too much masculine energy and dirty lower chakras.

This may be why you feel you are a woman. You have way too much feminine energy and not in a good way, let alone in a balanced way.