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    The Past & The Present & The Future

    Hello! I wanted to reach out to you. Actually, I want to talk about something to you in person. I am not sure how, I need some help and guidance directly from you. I hope you are doing great! Thank You!
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    The love story

    Hey! First of all, I want to say that my faith in Satan is somehow solidifying. Things are making sense now. I think that there are still a lot of posts in the website with people asking how can they trust Satan and not the Christian Dogmatism? I kind of understand that these doubts associate...
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    Astrology Magic and Meditation

    Hello! So I recently started with learning the pronunciation of the runes. I feel that for me the Devnagari Script is more easy than the American English. Is that okie for me to do?
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    Astrology Magic and Meditation

    Some of you might have read my old threads and know a lot about me through it. I am from India. I have turned twenty one last year. I was born on ****. I am doing my bachelors in Psychology and English Literature. I live in dorm with roommates so not that much privacy and the same case is with...
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    Molest

    I don't understand. Like whenever I try to practice meditation... I can't last more than a week... I get fever... sick or my roommates are awake so distraction... sometimes it's just me not waking up and nightmares... it was easy to meditate when I dedicated my soul to Satan 5 years ago... I was...
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    Molest

    I am 20 years old now. I interact with him once or twice a year since he is a distant relative. He does blackmail me from time to time since I had this boyfriend when I was 15 and my dad doesn't know about him. He caused trouble in my life in a bad way. He was a catfish, we met online and i sent...
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    Molest

    I will try to be okay. I am trying to start meditation again. I think it will be the road to my healing and somehow getting justice later on. I need to make myself strong. That's what I believe. I don't know how I feel in words. I am in between as I have told you. But I am journaling about my...
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    Molest

    I tried reporting but he has connections so it never reaches and he has a reputation. When I told about it to my mom she made me apologise to him. I was 17 years old back then. I felt horrible since it was my fault as she said and aside from her the others who know are powerful people who...
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    Molest

    Thanks for asking. Recently I thought it git better but it started this month again and it's the end of the year. It's not that extreme like it was on that day... I used the word molested but I was raped... I didn't had the strength to say the word but now it feels like nothing... I feel used to...
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    Time Travel

    Okay. So as I have told in my previous posts, I have got sexually abused in childhood and get raped by the same person or assaulted almost every year two to three times and I can't do anything like file a case for my oppressor. I don't know what to do. I have dedicated my soul to Satan long ago...
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    Time Travel

    Is there any ritual or mantra that can make time travel back to 7 back in my life with the memories of this life? I am willing to do anything to achieve that. Please help.
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    Publication Firm Name Dedicated to Gods

    Is there anywhere we can talk?
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    Publication Firm Name Dedicated to Gods

    Sure. If you can, I would be happy.
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    Publication Firm Name Dedicated to Gods

    I am slowly building my own Publication firm to publish a book of mine that has essays and poetry related to depression and triggering topics. I want to involve names of God or a symbol of them in it so that I can dedicate my success to them and spread their name without letting the enemy know...
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    Molest

    I tried to report 2 years ago but nothing happened as I have told you. The government was on his side. In the end, I was to apologize.

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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