I don't understand. Like whenever I try to practice meditation... I can't last more than a week... I get fever... sick or my roommates are awake so distraction... sometimes it's just me not waking up and nightmares... it was easy to meditate when I dedicated my soul to Satan 5 years ago... I was...

I am 20 years old now. I interact with him once or twice a year since he is a distant relative. He does blackmail me from time to time since I had this boyfriend when I was 15 and my dad doesn't know about him. He caused trouble in my life in a bad way. He was a catfish, we met online and i sent...

I will try to be okay. I am trying to start meditation again. I think it will be the road to my healing and somehow getting justice later on. I need to make myself strong. That's what I believe. I don't know how I feel in words. I am in between as I have told you. But I am journaling about my...

I tried reporting but he has connections so it never reaches and he has a reputation. When I told about it to my mom she made me apologise to him. I was 17 years old back then. I felt horrible since it was my fault as she said and aside from her the others who know are powerful people who...

Thanks for asking. Recently I thought it git better but it started this month again and it's the end of the year. It's not that extreme like it was on that day... I used the word molested but I was raped... I didn't had the strength to say the word but now it feels like nothing... I feel used to...

Okay. So as I have told in my previous posts, I have got sexually abused in childhood and get raped by the same person or assaulted almost every year two to three times and I can't do anything like file a case for my oppressor. I don't know what to do. I have dedicated my soul to Satan long ago...

Is there any ritual or mantra that can make time travel back to 7 back in my life with the memories of this life? I am willing to do anything to achieve that. Please help.

Is there anywhere we can talk?

Sure. If you can, I would be happy.

I am slowly building my own Publication firm to publish a book of mine that has essays and poetry related to depression and triggering topics. I want to involve names of God or a symbol of them in it so that I can dedicate my success to them and spread their name without letting the enemy know...

I tried to report 2 years ago but nothing happened as I have told you. The government was on his side. In the end, I was to apologize.

It's not the first time and the person who done this is powerful and has connections in judiciary.

I was molested again today. Why? Is there really a God? I wonder. I want to die. I can't report due to reasons but my past and nightmares are coming back to haunt me.

I just summoned the Demon I wanted to summon. She is lovely. I couldn't see her face but I could see that she has curly hair and she looked so pretty. I felt positive energy from her and I even cried a little. I feel a little tired now maybe because my energy is weak. I couldn't hear her voice...

I have dedicated to Satan 2 years ago. Today is going to be my first time summoning a demon. I knew it was the enemy who was trying to destroy my faith. Trust me, it was a scary dream and I couldn't wake up, it was so Realistic. I think the enemy is trying to cause harm. I trust my goddess who I...

I was going to summon a demon today but like I had a terrible nightmare. It was so scary.

Yes, I did. I was confused because I found my energy to be insignificant to the Gods and had doubts about myself.

Hey all, I am trying to summon a demon but I don't know what I should give them, do you have any ideas? And Can I summon multiple demons? If there any tips aside from what was written on the site about the summoning ritual, let me know!

I don't stay in the present, I stay in my own illusion world, I know it doesn't exist but I find myself Daydreaming about living there with the people I love and who love me. I spend hours and hours talking with the people exist in my head and scenarios that aren't happening my life. I am like...

I have been raped and groomed since the age of 4 by my mother's boyfriend. No one knows that except my friends. I even tried to tell my mother but she didn't believed it. I am scared about the society too. That man is also very powerful so my voice will be shut down. I feel nothing towards him...

What is the concept of loving another person with body, heart and soul? Am I going to find him? Will he come to find me? Or will I stay alone forever? Will my need for love disappear once I have control over my mind and energy? What is love?

Please tell me everything you know about Hitler, recently after reading some articles about him, I told one of my friends that he was great and what he did was right and she called me insane so I said I was just joking. I mean, I believe the world won't accept me if I say the truth but I want to...

I have been reading a lot about this on Google and watching YouTubers manifesting the life of their dreams. How does it truly works? What should I do to manifest something as quicky as possible? I have tried some ways myself and they had worked quite slowly and not as quicky as it's for others...

My basic 40 days meditation program always get intruppted especially during night time. I share my room with roommates and there is no quite place to meditate or even find solitude at night. I can do the meditation during the morning like at 4am so can I do the night time meditation in the...

I am a Hindu, I am not that religious but I do like listening to stories of Gods especially Lord Krishna. Are my Gods false too? Are they corrupted too like the Gods of Christianity and Islam?

She is an open minded person and she has someone who is scared of everything. So, I am allowing her to use my account to ask questions. I hope you all will be kind to her and help me in bringing her on the path of our true creator Satan! 1. In Christianity, the people who see visions talk about...

Greetings, I'm new to this community and currently exploring Satanism and spirituality. After going through some of the texts provided on this platform, I'm eager to embark on a meditation journey. However, I'm uncertain about where to commence. Could you point me towards a beginner-friendly...