Are you still taking the ssri? Depending on your own biology and the medication dosage, it may be exacerbating whatever is going on with you right now, like a realy bad side effect that is compounded by your current situation. I was on a certain SNRI/SSRI and I started getting the very rare...

This time for the ritual I criedwhile meditatingon the sigil and it was beautiful. I have been doing much soul work to free myself from my childhood conditioning and essentially not seeing myself as someone who needs to be recused. My mother infantilized me until I was almost an adult and she...

Wow this is so profound and so very very true. My soul needs to hear this on repeat so I can keep on this path and not give into temptation to give up or get distracted. I must keep on the path to true healing, to true freedom if I am to find my own peace. It is not found in others. The Gods...

That's pretty hardcore and I respect that!!!

Beautiful sermon HPHC! We can conquer what once conquered us 👏 Mindset truly is everything. In every challenge there is an opportunity for growth. I was complaining to a therapist about why is life so hard, why is it so painful, when will it get easier for me? And she told me that there will...

Thank you for taking the time to write this response. I am not OP but another sufferer to emotional trauma from my childhood that keeps my nervous system in hyper vigilance mode, always seeking out threats and rarely feeling calm and safe. I have been researching on the forums solutions to...

haha! Thank you that made my day. Is it really an autism thing? The more research I do about my behaviors, the more it points to that. I was diagnosed with adhd a few years ago and have suspected autism, but nothing has been formally done. Im taking a medication right now that helps with...

Thank you, and yes I agree on all points. Its hard for me to be aware or understand what I did wrong unless people tell me (it could be an autism thing), but I take it when I hear it, I am always open to it. I annoy people when I ask for clarity because they often thing I am trying to keep...

I asked at VultusTemplorum and they said it can take 2-3 weeks to see a tier change, so just be patient if you recently made it.

Hello fellow Zevists, I have a history of pushing people beyond their comfort zones and it's caused a huge issue for my partner and I. Sometimes I don't understand that's what I am doing at the time I'm doing it because I see it as having logical discourse, questioning flaws in logic, being...

There are those with markers for every 10 beads to keep track of vibrations, there are some with a special bead for bead 54 to denote you have completed half the rosary, there are ones with 108 as written on the website, and 111 too. Some like to use 108, some like to use 111. You can make your...

Thank you for this tip. After I finished the 40 day program I was focusing more on the Spinal Energy Series in the AM and would get intense anxiety (overstimulated nervous system, too much energy and adrenaline) that I couldn't focus or feel calmness. Am I wrong to say KY is to raise/stimulate...

Is there a KY kriya for those with an addiction to video games, or addictions/compulsions to something?

Is there a link on the main site on how to pronounce Visuddhi? I tried to find one but maybe I missed it. I want to add this to my routine and want to make sure I am doing it correctly. Thank you so much for any help.

Wow I love this. Many thanks and blessing HPS Lydia 💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏