Are you still taking the ssri? Depending on your own biology and the medication dosage, it may be exacerbating whatever is going on with you right now, like a realy bad side effect that is compounded by your current situation. I was on a certain SNRI/SSRI and I started getting the very rare...

This time for the ritual I criedwhile meditatingon the sigil and it was beautiful. I have been doing much soul work to free myself from my childhood conditioning and essentially not seeing myself as someone who needs to be recused. My mother infantilized me until I was almost an adult and she...

Wow this is so profound and so very very true. My soul needs to hear this on repeat so I can keep on this path and not give into temptation to give up or get distracted. I must keep on the path to true healing, to true freedom if I am to find my own peace. It is not found in others. The Gods...

That's pretty hardcore and I respect that!!!

Beautiful sermon HPHC! We can conquer what once conquered us 👏 Mindset truly is everything. In every challenge there is an opportunity for growth. I was complaining to a therapist about why is life so hard, why is it so painful, when will it get easier for me? And she told me that there will...

Thank you for taking the time to write this response. I am not OP but another sufferer to emotional trauma from my childhood that keeps my nervous system in hyper vigilance mode, always seeking out threats and rarely feeling calm and safe. I have been researching on the forums solutions to...

haha! Thank you that made my day. Is it really an autism thing? The more research I do about my behaviors, the more it points to that. I was diagnosed with adhd a few years ago and have suspected autism, but nothing has been formally done. Im taking a medication right now that helps with...

Thank you, and yes I agree on all points. Its hard for me to be aware or understand what I did wrong unless people tell me (it could be an autism thing), but I take it when I hear it, I am always open to it. I annoy people when I ask for clarity because they often thing I am trying to keep...

I asked at VultusTemplorum and they said it can take 2-3 weeks to see a tier change, so just be patient if you recently made it.

Hello fellow Zevists, I have a history of pushing people beyond their comfort zones and it's caused a huge issue for my partner and I. Sometimes I don't understand that's what I am doing at the time I'm doing it because I see it as having logical discourse, questioning flaws in logic, being...

There are those with markers for every 10 beads to keep track of vibrations, there are some with a special bead for bead 54 to denote you have completed half the rosary, there are ones with 108 as written on the website, and 111 too. Some like to use 108, some like to use 111. You can make your...

Thank you for this tip. After I finished the 40 day program I was focusing more on the Spinal Energy Series in the AM and would get intense anxiety (overstimulated nervous system, too much energy and adrenaline) that I couldn't focus or feel calmness. Am I wrong to say KY is to raise/stimulate...

Is there a KY kriya for those with an addiction to video games, or addictions/compulsions to something?

Is there a link on the main site on how to pronounce Visuddhi? I tried to find one but maybe I missed it. I want to add this to my routine and want to make sure I am doing it correctly. Thank you so much for any help.

Wow I love this. Many thanks and blessing HPS Lydia 💖💖💖🙏🙏🙏

Thank you HPS Lydia for the Anti-Anxiety KY exercise. It came at just the right time and although I wasn't able to do the full 3 minutes, as the emotions started flooding me, it allowed me to access and work through some blockages that were causing a lot of problems. It really gave me clarity on...

I forgot to comment that I appreciated you talking about how meditation took away the blockages, and how it feels like the emotional dam was removed and can't be controlled. I felt this incredibly strongly when I did the 40 day program and that first week was intense. So many emotions and a lot...

I resonate with all these thoughts so very much. Sometimes I feel like I wear a mask so much to be viewed as not the weirdo, but then I end up suppressing so much of my true self. Its hard to accept the parts of myself that I view as counter culture, the personality traits and ways of being that...

I am starting this tonight as the anxiety is beginning to rear its head again after a time of calmness when i thought I was okay. Have you been doing it once daily?

I have accidentally banned myself from logging in too many times with the wrong password? I have contacted TGBlackOnxy8 but haven't heard back. I have donated and submitted my donation online, then I changed my password and that's when I got stuck. Thank you

@HPS Lydia I started this working on Sunday and it was an incredible feeling raising so much energy from the SHRIM vibration. I felt overcome by it and had to keep it to the minimum as written (18 times). I hope as I get closer to the end of 40 days that I will be able to vibrate it to 100...

Oops that was a typo, I meant 108 times *cringe*. Okay multiples of 9, thank you!

Hello family, I am to start a Freeing the Soul working and would appreciate if someone could verify my steps are correct? This will be for a love working to free my soul from past life vows so I can freely choose in this life. After raising energy do: 1) use rosary to vibrate MUNKA 198 times 2)...

Thank you so much Henu. I was sick for several weeks (but able to do the God Rituals as best as I could). I truly appreciate you being so candid. Have a blessed day.

I am a bit unclear about this: In regards to our birth charts, they aren't a "death sentence" so to speak, right? From my readings on the website and the forums, I'm of the understanding that our birth charts are insights into how we could or may be, giving us a customized "cheat sheet" of...

Do you have any links I can research for opening other people's eyes or what white magick I can do to improve relationships and behaviors between family members? I do not want to banish anyone but I would like to see them strengthen their own ability to help themselves, to see their own self...

Hi, maybe my eyes didn't see it, but I'd like to get clarification on when we can optimally start this. I am working on dissolving Obstacles before my first working (yay! So my goal will not be hindered by dross) and would like to know what factors I need to look for when I'm ready to start...

Wow thank you so much!!!

Hi there, I have downloaded Chronos and set it to Los Angeles, CA, USA time. Is this correct times or a glich as well? I have cross referenced it with this site and the numbers were different for me. Thank you so much!! https://planetaryhours.net/

Hi there, I will be starting this working and want to confirm the dates. I was able to download the Chronos app, thank you so much for linking it! These are the dates I have for the soonest I can begin this: September 6 (Full Moon in Pisces, -its a Saturday though-, starting at 8:54 PST)...

Hello Zevists, I am eager to start a working and planetary square. I've been trying to figure it out on my own with where to start, but I've been thinking about this so much I can't see what would be optimal anymore! These are relationship based. I've given the options I've come up with at the...

Oh I am so excited for you! It was very exciting when I dedicated myself, this is an amazing path to take. I wrote my name when I wrote the prayer, then I wrote it again in blood at the end after I pricked my finger. It gave me comfort that the ritual said "Do not worry if the Ritual does not...

Thank you *so much* for clearing that up! I will feel a lot more confident at my next session. My mind tends to over complicate simple things unnecessarily. Perhaps there is a working I can for that soon, I will take a look at the calendar to figure out when would be an optimal time. Have a...

Hi HPS Lydia, I know this is an old post but my own overthinking has me confused about Raum. For the Raum mantra for aura cleansing, which one below are you referring to? 1. https://templeofzeus.org/RAUM_Meditation.php (the Raum meditation is different than the mantra, right?) 2...

Hello, I am confused and a bit overwhelmed which is causing a mild paralysis with decision making. I finished my 40 day meditation program and it was great. I have been trying to make my own meditation program like the site suggests but each time I get overwhelmed and revert back to what I was...

I have been working on finding what is holding me back in this life, my challenges or weaknesses, blind spots. I have some ideas from self reflection and my chart which I have been working on, but I still seem riddled with getting where I desire to be. I was talking to a trusted friend about my...