I was talking to 'judge' dredd. Not defending my crimes. I deserve death, and am seeking a better way home. I am aware that I need to cleanse myself, I can understand why you would attack me back on accident. You can probably feel my decay.

I made this a separate post deliberately. I don't care for recognition, but I figure this improves my exposure. 'judge'. What a fucking joke. You hear me, and those others like you. You claim Zevios charlatan, yet, I don't see you in his seat. Have you seen any of the actually condemned? Or did...

I think that was the most simple mechanical explanation I could manage. But, "Master" here has presented an opportunity for me to use an active energetic. And yet, you are still here... His first assumption starts here, and he is correct. For both of us. Me and him both need a stronger...

I also found I did not belong in that space. I "fedposted". Even though my query was born of my position in life, it was quickly purged. I did not wait for a judgement, I made one more post saying good luck to them, before moving on. A quick physics lesson, bear with me here, it can help...

Don't denigrate yourself so. Even if we don't agree with the reasons, we are still Satan's children. Pythia talked about using your Satanic Eye. A step above merely reading between the lines. Zevios Metathronos had a post recently insisting on Sovereignty. For me, when someone else tells me what...

I had made a post in this thread https://www.ancient-forums.com/threads/meditation-and-change-share-your-zevist-experience.304832/#post-1173226, about my experience. Cleaning your soul is good, but not enough. Besides the obvious push from me here to just return to meditating, I am trying to...

I literally reviewed and attempted simple applications recommended by Mantak Chia, from some youtube videos. The articles you posted were blacked out, probably for some payment, but I found worthwhile content elswhere of his. I am no advanced meditator by any means, but I found the advice Mantak...

Personal experience here, and I think Pythia said this, but someone feel free to correct me, sexuality for the sexual, celibacy for the celibate. We are meant to manage our feelings, and maybe at one point we grow out of sexual need, but I have found for myself considerable emotional growth...

Even just utilizing the basic mechanics introduced in the 40 day program, alongside my Dedication and haphazard half-effort, I have found considerable foundational restructuring into a better future for myself and those around me. Still highly inept myself, I have found the blessings of the Gods...

In no way. I am nothing. There was content in my message that was relevant to the original post however. And since we are sharing opinions, I shared mine.

This feels like a mixed bag of preconceptual perspective that you brothers are throwing at one another. I don't care for clubs myself, I find no personal need to be a part of it, and only found my life and growth disrupted paying any attention to it. Maybe there is an internalized sentiment that...

As the weakest of this Temple, let me give you a tip. You will get nowhere without respect, sincerity, and adaptability. Maybe look for a sermon on such. You are nobody here. You found yourself defensive, but retaliated against literal common sense? I don't believe the Gods would give someone...

I found something. A bit down the road, just in time, in proper measure. I was never ready for a Succubus. I couldn't even take care of myself. But I am in a relationship now. She is everything I asked for, and everything I needed. Despite my lacking effort throughout these years. I have done...

Thanks again. This was what I needed to hear. I saw your reply that same morning you posted, but couldn't get to making a reply. I think more than anything I needed to write that out just to help me weed out some insecurities. I was rather distraught, crying as I wrote the thing, so I apologize...

This will be rather long, and will likely be confusing, so feel free to skip on this if you don't have the time. I've gone back and forth between committing to Satanism, and not over the years. I've done the 40 day empowerment program 4 times now, but only during / upon the most recent attempt...