I was talking to 'judge' dredd. Not defending my crimes. I deserve death, and am seeking a better way home. I am aware that I need to cleanse myself, I can understand why you would attack me back on accident. You can probably feel my decay.

I made this a separate post deliberately. I don't care for recognition, but I figure this improves my exposure. 'judge'. What a fucking joke. You hear me, and those others like you. You claim hoodedcobra charlatan, yet, I don't see you in his seat. Have you seen any of the actually condemned? Or...

I think that was the most simple mechanical explanation I could manage. But, "Master" here has presented an opportunity for me to use an active energetic. And yet, you are still here... His first assumption starts here, and he is correct. For both of us. Me and him both need a stronger...

I also found I did not belong in that space. I "fedposted". Even though my query was born of my position in life, it was quickly purged. I did not wait for a judgement, I made one more post saying good luck to them, before moving on. A quick physics lesson, bear with me here, it can help...

Don't denigrate yourself so. Even if we don't agree with the reasons, we are still Satan's children. Maxine talked about using your Satanic Eye. A step above merely reading between the lines. hooded cobra had a post recently insisting on Sovereignty. For me, when someone else tells me what I...

I had made a post in this thread https://www.ancient-forums.com/threads/meditation-and-change-share-your-zevist-experience.304832/#post-1173226, about my experience. Cleaning your soul is good, but not enough. Besides the obvious push from me here to just return to meditating, I am trying to...

I literally reviewed and attempted simple applications recommended by Mantak Chia, from some youtube videos. The articles you posted were blacked out, probably for some payment, but I found worthwhile content elswhere of his. I am no advanced meditator by any means, but I found the advice Mantak...

Personal experience here, and I think Maxine said this, but someone feel free to correct me, sexuality for the sexual, celibacy for the celibate. We are meant to manage our feelings, and maybe at one point we grow out of sexual need, but I have found for myself considerable emotional growth...

Even just utilizing the basic mechanics introduced in the 40 day program, alongside my Dedication and haphazard half-effort, I have found considerable foundational restructuring into a better future for myself and those around me. Still highly inept myself, I have found the blessings of the Gods...

I have tried to learn well enough of my saturn. I learned enough of my past lives, and I was terrible. Yes saturn is punishment, but is it space to be reconciled? or space to be avoided? My saturn placement makes community minded things a failure. Not just for me, but the environment I connect...

In no way. I am nothing. There was content in my message that was relevant to the original post however. And since we are sharing opinions, I shared mine.

Yes multiple people usually build things faster. The Yehuborim are no shining example of community. A cabal, fully interested in backstabbing one another, but simultaneously committed to decay, is not a community. I commented because I felt as though emotions were too involved, and maybe critical...

This feels like a mixed bag of preconceptual perspective that you brothers are throwing at one another. I don't care for clubs myself, I find no personal need to be a part of it, and only found my life and growth disrupted paying any attention to it. Maybe there is an internalized sentiment that...

As the weakest of this Temple, let me give you a tip. You will get nowhere without respect, sincerity, and adaptability. Maybe look for a sermon on such. You are nobody here. You found yourself defensive, but retaliated against literal common sense? I don't believe the Gods would give someone...

The same as before? In my experience, yes. They follow the same natural law, they make an accretion of themselves through their actions. Same as everyone else, by my understanding. Sadistic Inhibitions: Yes. Similiar to a base instinct. It is the first concieved way to solve any problem for one...