You know, this is very hard for me. I was born and raised in a family where religion revolves between xstians, Mormon, catholic, pentecostal, jehova's witnesses, ect... There is a lot of religious confusion in my head, to the point where its hard to process things. Doubting things. I currently...

I've been living a very difficult like recently. I met a Wiccan man, who is very understanding with my beliefs. But I've been struggling with wanting to learn more about Wicca and having my Spiritual Satanism beliefs around too. I mean, they also have similar holidays that we may celebrate...

I have the things ready to dedicate. However, I have a few questions that aren't answered in the JoS site. Since there aren't stores that sell black, red nor blue candles, can I use white instead? If I don't have an empty pen/a pen that no longer writes, is there something else I could use to...

Im not good with poems. But the day I decided to search more and learn about Father gave me the urge to write this poem. Key words: Not Good At Poeming XD I just wanted to share this too <3 "Get to your knees, Pray to your god, Waste your time, On that mighty fraud. Prayers unanswered, Tears...

Wow.. You have a way of writing. As the previous person posted, you have a link to where you can read about the afterlife. And from what I've learned/read in both the website and experiences from people in this group, Father Enki knows everything about us. He knows what we think and what we will...

I am a lost child. I am trying my best to study about Father Enki and let go of this fear within me. I cannot do any rituals, because I'm afraid of the consequences, by that I mean...having problems with the enemy. Yes, I'm afraid of the enemy, and I'm afraid that I won't be strong enough to...

I made an account on http://josministries.prophpbb.com/ And..I suddenly got banned permanently. All I've done there was ask a few things.. And then..poof! I was banned. I don't understand :( Do some do that on purpose? Just to not deal with newbies?

SATANACHIA  Rank: COMMANDER IN CHIEF Satanachia has profound knowledge of all the planets He has power over all women and girls and he provides animal familiars. His subordinate Demons are: Prulas, Amon and Barbatos. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... _13211.gif...

Do dreams give you clues also?

I feel like I'm stuck. I'm new to this, and I've read a few things from joyofsatan.orgI've also printed a few things to read at home.. I've been wanting to dedicate to Father, but..I feel like I'm not worthy enough. There's always something in my way, something interrupting. I can't meditate, I...

I've been wanting to find out which is the real Satanic Bible.. LaVey's Satanic Bible depicts Satan in a awful way and thats not what I'm looking for.. What is the Real Satanic Bible? Is it The Al Jilwah?

I've been reading from the joyofsatan.org site as well as topics here on this group. I feel a bit more confident about joining Father Enki's lovely family. I haven't dedicated yet because I want to be worthy of Father's time, and not waste it and feel useless about it. I've prayed to him. I've...

I'm new to all of this and wish to learn more about it. I felt so uncomfortable when attending church, to the point where I've felt dizzy and/or felt very uneasy. Its as if I didn't belong, you know? So I stopped going. I found interest in Spirituality and being able to learn about Father and...