Then, try to move on. Like said above, you can meditate to program yourself to be freed from these feelings. Say "I'm not attracted to [girl]" and vibrate Ansuz + breathe dark energy. Do this everyday until you no longer dream about her.

You are in love, my dear. Be brave and try to date her :)

I can relate : It's hard to find the limit between safety and paranoia. But these fears tend to disappear eventually as knowledge is accumulated. Your amount of "justified paranoia" depends on what are you trying to do on the internet. - If you are not doing anything illegal, and you simply...

How are you brother ? Are you still in your nation, or did you moved (I would totally understand if you were abroad right now, even if staying is even more brave) ? Personally, I would be glad to participate in a group ritual to weaken the russian troops. I'm sure if enough powerful Zevists do...

I must say I never used I2P. I only know it exists and basically how it works. How your experience there was ?

About TOR, I often hear these two statements : - It is technically possible to "break" the network and de-anonymize several users at the same time. - 100% of black markets admins, dealers... Who used TOR only got caught because of a human error. Anyway, TOR stays way too slow for daily...

Low effort kid-ramble, don't feed :)

Oh, excuse me, I'm dumb.

A good alternative to TAILS is Whonix (whonix.org) basically it's a virtual machine that comes out of the box with softwares to protect you. Similarly to TAILS, all the traffic transits via TOR.

I am already registered in Revolt. How do I join the task force please ?

Yes, I won't learn that to you : Magic is concentration of will. When we practice meditation, we connect with our subconscious to change it in order to modify our perception of the world. Pain, for example, is a perception. And like other perceptions, pain is subjective, and therefore easily...

40 days program done. 5 months in the 6 months program. Current goal : Astral projection.

Welcome brother ! The Path require some work, but it definitely worth it. When you start to lose motivation, remember you can live again such powerful, paranormal experiences, if you really want to.

A little late, I join the others to congratulate you. We are giving birth to a new generation of spiritually enlightened people. The next era will be wonderful 🙏

UPDATE : I finally had my surgery. It was delayed multiple times for work-related reasons. I must say it always pleased me, because I was scared to live the pain again . But at the end of the day, some trials can't be escaped. So, during this year of waiting, what did I do to prepare ? With...