I am deathly afraid of asking for even the tiniest of help, every time I feel like I need clarification or assistance with/for something, regardless of what it may be, I almost always feel as if I'm just a complete bumbling retard whose unable to understand basic instructions. It's either that...

I agree with this 100%, we are meant to be serious organization where people actually accomplish things, not the /x/ board of some chan website where some pillow humping loser thinks that sacrificing animals in the name of Lilith will get him/her an anime waifu.

Quite frankly, i'm speechless, and not in a good way. Reading this makes me feel nothing but utter despair at the thought that you allowed your delusions to ruin not one, but two great chances of a proper relationship. No "Ty" did not make you reject this Eric fellow, you did, "Ty" did not make...

The audacity of some people...