Just as the title says, I cursed him and now I'm partially responsible for his death because I heavily wished it on him. This was before the liturgical terms updates and my understanding of living according to Maat. I had so much hate in my heart and I let it out on him as target practice. I...

I'm already thinking about leaving this path because of this. I'm so sick of it. Throughout my entire journey, I've been having dreams—vivid, prophetic, and vile ones—I'm so fed up with it. I just want to lie down and rest like before, see pleasant, incoherent things that linger like a gentle...

Hello. I recently did the Lakshmi Money Square. As far as I know, I did everything correctly, on the right date and at the right time. At the end, I repeated the affirmation in the example six times and visualized my aura in a bright gold color, adding that my aura attracts huge sums of easy and...

I listened to High Priest HoodedCobra666's sermon, and frankly, it amazed me, but also left me deeply confused. I might be confused, so correct me if I'm wrong: there are good Yehuborim, but very few of them, if any, can practice zevist practices? What about the Cohen gene, their soul structure, the...

Should I destroy the souls of people who offended and harmed me?

Please tell me what I'm doing wrong or why this is happening. Why doesn't runic protection always help? I affirm that, for example, the energy armor of the Algiz rune protects me from injury and illness, but I can still fall hard or get hurt. I also affirm that this armor protects me from bad...

I have the opportunity to meet such a Zevist-girl, and I want to become her support and emotional support (stroke her, listen to her and hug her). But at the same time, I have my own girlfriend, who is now very far away, and we have an agreement not to communicate with others, except in business...

What's the best contraceptive you think that can help both protect against pregnancy (I don't include condoms here) and also help regulate hormones? I have a lot of hormonal fluctuations and this kills me every month. A moon square is very rare for me to be able to do and wait for the results...

I need urgent guidance. What rituals can I do to move to another country? I do not feel safe in my country. I want safety. I have very few physical friends. My dad keeps me stuck in my country. He is very much a sadist.

My dream was strange. I lived in a city with interesting architecture; I was a child. I had no parents, but I was adopted by the high priest Cobra. We talked, and he wanted me to stay and study with him, but I wanted to go to the capital and study, and the dream ended. Also, when I woke up last...

Hello, brothers and sisters in Zeus. I'm sorry, but I don't speak English well. I understand that this may not seem important, but it still concerns me. I have a problem: I've been living in the same room with my roommate Arina for six months, but next week she wants to move to a different wing...

This happens during open eyed void meditation and the dot meditation. I can't keep my eyes focused on 1 point - they jerk left and right nonstop (even if Im not having vertigo. I used to have it but now it doesnt happen). The movement is small but it never stops. I began noticing I do this in...

I was planning to upload 8-9 songs at once. Doing this during Mercury retrograde might cause the songs to get fewer listens. Or is it not a very good idea, but will it have even a slight impact? Or is it something I should avoid? The songs are finished, only the upload is left. I didn't...

This probably gets asked about a lot here. I'm a relatively young adult male if it's important. My issue with sex and porn is an addiction that leans towards a compulsion, and it has a serious negative impact on my will, confidence, and self image. It's rooted in emotional issues and traumatic...