The Phantom Stranger
Member
Hey I'm sorry guys but the depression and anxiety is too much to handle with
Like I've been doing the power meditations and now my subconscious stress seems to be bubbling out from where its been buried deep after I've suppressed so much emotion for so long.
So I guess I'll be ditching 40 days power meditation and simply sticking with Void meditation because its simple.
Void meditation really does have an effect upon me so I'll continue doing it.
Things with my parents aren't any great as they don't understand my situation and just won't listen to me. My dad simply thinks I'm wasting time and being lazy whereas I'm really stressed and lacking energy due to anxiety and stress.
On the brightside I did get accepted into my desired university and will soon get a Physics degree(I am aware that most of it will be Jewish brainwashing, so I'll still keep this website as my primary source of truth regarding the nature of the world)
(I personally think most of what Einstein and Feynman wrote are filled with half truths as they are both Jews)
I wonder if I could get direct knowledge of the true and real science (physics) and not Jewish nonsense, from some demon or God maybe ? Maybe Hephaestus or Satan can teach me ?
Like I've been doing the power meditations and now my subconscious stress seems to be bubbling out from where its been buried deep after I've suppressed so much emotion for so long.
So I guess I'll be ditching 40 days power meditation and simply sticking with Void meditation because its simple.
Void meditation really does have an effect upon me so I'll continue doing it.
Things with my parents aren't any great as they don't understand my situation and just won't listen to me. My dad simply thinks I'm wasting time and being lazy whereas I'm really stressed and lacking energy due to anxiety and stress.
On the brightside I did get accepted into my desired university and will soon get a Physics degree(I am aware that most of it will be Jewish brainwashing, so I'll still keep this website as my primary source of truth regarding the nature of the world)
(I personally think most of what Einstein and Feynman wrote are filled with half truths as they are both Jews)
I wonder if I could get direct knowledge of the true and real science (physics) and not Jewish nonsense, from some demon or God maybe ? Maybe Hephaestus or Satan can teach me ?