Question #3423: sorry but I need a little be of help

[AskSatanOperator]

After I moved away from home, I haven't been doing the meditations properly, but I've taken part in the rituals with the effort I'd saved up. It's all been strange and I'm physically very weak and I'll probably start to get psychologically weak soon. I feel bad because I'm not speaking properly to Father Satan or my guardian, but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't remember them with love and I always try to send a message of love. I love Father Satan and I've always told him that no matter what I go through or anything, I'll never forget him or the gods. But I'm starting to get that feeling of guilt and that they're not with me anymore, I don't feel him anymore. I think I can hear him quite well mentally but I'm not sure because it might be my created mind. I never wanted or felt like leaving dad Satan or here, I am his daughter and always will be no matter what, but I don't know if he still wants me. I was reluctant to write this and send it but I'm exhausted

 

[BlackOnyx8 [JG]]

After I moved away from home, I haven't been doing the meditations properly, but I've taken part in the rituals with the effort I'd saved up. It's all been strange and I'm physically very weak and I'll probably start to get psychologically weak soon. I feel bad because I'm not speaking properly to Father Satan or my guardian, but there isn't a day that goes by that I don't remember them with love and I always try to send a message of love. I love Father Satan and I've always told him that no matter what I go through or anything, I'll never forget him or the gods. But I'm starting to get that feeling of guilt and that they're not with me anymore, I don't feel him anymore. I think I can hear him quite well mentally but I'm not sure because it might be my created mind. I never wanted or felt like leaving dad Satan or here, I am his daughter and always will be no matter what, but I don't know if he still wants me. I was reluctant to write this and send it but I'm exhausted

When we don't meditate every day, our soul begins to close and atrophy, so it is expected that communication with the Gods is hindered to some extent, depending on your background. Telepathic communication is advanced, so chances are these are your own thoughts, especially considering you have been stagnated for a while.

The Gods are always there for us, and if you put in more effort towards self-development, you will gradually find it easier to feel the Gods in your life, as your soul opens up to them.

You need to be more compassionate and understanding towards yourself, and allow yourself to heal and move on. Renew your efforts and begin meditating every day. You have been feeling weak and depressed because your energy levels are low.

Start small by doing a bit of yoga every day. Make sure to cleanse your aura and chakras, as well as building an aura of protection around yourself. Do this every day, from there, you can gradually build up.

Self-hypnosis is also a good way to get into the right mindset:

When one encounters problems and obstacles, one should go to the bottom of this and every night before going to sleep, affirm 20-30 times when relaxed, for example: "I have perfect concentration."

Other affirmations for example- "I am always highly motivated and I always meditate every day", “I always have time to do quality meditations", “I am able to enter deep trances easily" you get the general idea. Remember, affirmations should always be in the present tense because the subconscious mind and soul do not have a time frame such as in the future tense "will" happen. Always make your affirmations in the present tense.

Before sleeping, affirmations should be done some 25-30 times for 40 days straight.