TruthAgainstTheWorld
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- Sep 11, 2022
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Given after everything going on in my family. You know I've learned to love my family but hate the fact they follow enemy programs. I tried to understand it once before, I suffered from nightmares every night. I realized one thing someone pointed out . Judeo-Christianity and Islam and whatever the likes get their hands on make everything simple. Minded. Why do people fall into this trap? Lazy. I admit I have made mistakes but no matter what. Satan always snapped me back in line and when I finally for the last time had enough of the bullshit, my nightmares stopped and my dreams started changing to healing dreams.
What I've learned about myself in my ups and downs in Satanism. My heart never ever turned against Satan and the gods, I would also get pissed if one bad mouthing witches and warlocks or anyone who identified with a magical practitioner. I've learned I'm wired for complexity. My mind definitely is a strong one, I won't settle for something too simple. If I ever just gave up in meditation it's because I'm impatient because I been at it for so long and I'm like "fuck it". So I find new ways to meditate that's not necessarily on JoS page, meaning I make my own with guidance from Satan or one of the Daemons.
Toward the end of 2022 of this year. The past two years been fucking hell. But I did notice a few good things happen this year from what's about to come.
I'm thankful to be here with other SS. I'm white and have a rich Celtic heritage and I love it. Knowing where you come from is a blessing. You know when I was a kid, I was drawn to era of Chivalry, knights and dragons. I didn't have the good vs evil mentality. I never saw Dragons as evil as what most xians believed. But I didn't understand in my younger mind of the significance of dragons. I use to dream of them all the time. I occasionally do. But now I mostly dream of crows and usually the crows is from a goddess named Morrighan in my dreams. For some reason when it comes to her she always brings me back to "myself" and guides me.
I do wonder does Morrighan even have a place in SS I've read some stuff on here that people think she's negative or "evil". If I'm not mistaken I did find information elsewhere she was an aryan goddess aka Irish..
She has been on my mind but that's because Samhain is almost here and in myth Morrighan is associated with Samhain.
Any information on here would be appreciated.
What I've learned about myself in my ups and downs in Satanism. My heart never ever turned against Satan and the gods, I would also get pissed if one bad mouthing witches and warlocks or anyone who identified with a magical practitioner. I've learned I'm wired for complexity. My mind definitely is a strong one, I won't settle for something too simple. If I ever just gave up in meditation it's because I'm impatient because I been at it for so long and I'm like "fuck it". So I find new ways to meditate that's not necessarily on JoS page, meaning I make my own with guidance from Satan or one of the Daemons.
Toward the end of 2022 of this year. The past two years been fucking hell. But I did notice a few good things happen this year from what's about to come.
I'm thankful to be here with other SS. I'm white and have a rich Celtic heritage and I love it. Knowing where you come from is a blessing. You know when I was a kid, I was drawn to era of Chivalry, knights and dragons. I didn't have the good vs evil mentality. I never saw Dragons as evil as what most xians believed. But I didn't understand in my younger mind of the significance of dragons. I use to dream of them all the time. I occasionally do. But now I mostly dream of crows and usually the crows is from a goddess named Morrighan in my dreams. For some reason when it comes to her she always brings me back to "myself" and guides me.
I do wonder does Morrighan even have a place in SS I've read some stuff on here that people think she's negative or "evil". If I'm not mistaken I did find information elsewhere she was an aryan goddess aka Irish..
She has been on my mind but that's because Samhain is almost here and in myth Morrighan is associated with Samhain.
Any information on here would be appreciated.