I'm scared

[moon light]

18 . I am on the 18th day of the 40-day meditation. I just asked the Devil Father to give me information about who my guardian demon is and someone said Astarte as if it was a voice inside me. I researched who Astarte was and it was Aphrodite and then I visualized her seal in front of my eyes and after the moment I said Aphrodite Beautiful Goddess are you my guardian, I saw a woman with blonde hair with my 3rd eye and I was so scared that I was so scared with my 3rd eye, she had blonde lush and long hair, her face was so bright that I could not see her nose, her face, her eyes, her face was white and I was directly scared and opened my eyes.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

She is the protector goddess of Humanity and Nature, and life on Earth. She might not be your main guardian, but she still might want to help you.

 

[moon light]

She is the protector goddess of Humanity and Nature, and life on Earth. She might not be your main guardian, but she still might want to help you.

What was it I saw? That's what I want to ask.

 

[Havoc]

She’s a good one to have your very lucky! The Demons know what they’re doing, they wouldn’t show themselves to you right after you asked the question if it wasn’t her.

Not everyone is able to see things so quickly so perhaps in the past you’ve been Satanic before, you’ve time studying astrology may have made you better at this too.

Have you explored spirituality in the past before becoming a Satanist?

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

You think you saw Astarte? You probably did.

 

[Viego]

You have nothing to fear about.

I know it might be too much to comprehend and understand in the begging but do not fear at all, Our Gods are here to protect us and guide us to enlightenment .
After all we are all one big family.

 

[DarkAries]

Dont be scared. I know it might not seems like that, but its a very good news for you.

You very likely to truly saw Astarte. When your third eye is not fully open and strong enough you usually saw like this, only some facial parts. When you get stronger(and not "if you get stronger") you will be able to see Her crystal clear.

Good luck for that.

 

[moon light]

She’s a good one to have your very lucky! The Demons know what they’re doing, they wouldn’t show themselves to you right after you asked the question if it wasn’t her.

Not everyone is able to see things so quickly so perhaps in the past you’ve been Satanic before, you’ve time studying astrology may have made you better at this too.

Have you explored spirituality in the past before becoming a Satanist?

Thank youmm I have never heard of it before, I only know that I was SS in a past life. Can you really tell us what it's like and how to find out?

 

[moon light]

You have nothing to fear about.

I know it might be too much to comprehend and understand in the begging but do not fear at all, Our Gods are here to protect us and guide us to enlightenment .
After all we are all one big family.

Yeah, so Leydy Astarte wouldn't be mad at me for my first reaction, right?

 

[moon light]

You think you saw Astarte? You probably did.

Yessss

 

[Viego]

Yeah, so Leydy Astarte wouldn't be mad at me for my first reaction, right?

Of course not. Why would she? The Gods are very understandable and tolerant , wise and many many more things so don't worry

 

[Havoc]

Thank youmm I have never heard of it before, I only know that I was SS in a past life. Can you really tell us what it's like and how to find out?

The way to find out for sure would be to improve your astral senses enough to the point you can talk to Demons directly. That’s my current goal right not and is the most important advancement you can make, once you do that you’ll have direct access to the best teachers possible.

I’ll sometimes have dreams about my Guardian or see them in a trance state it’s kinda like my brain is having a dream but I haven’t fallen to sleep, it’s hard to remember what transpired during those trances though.

Sometimes they’ll be another voice in my inner monologue talking to me and I feel vary strong emotions like I’m with them and being shown affection and they say things that are helpful but I don’t consider that official communication.

Satanism is supposed to be a personal journey so nobody can or should tell you who your Guardian Demon is or isn’t but I can say off of what you’ve described it sounds vary likely it’s her.

 

[moon light]

The way to find out for sure would be to improve your astral senses enough to the point you can talk to Demons directly. That’s my current goal right not and is the most important advancement you can make, once you do that you’ll have direct access to the best teachers possible.

I’ll sometimes have dreams about my Guardian or see them in a trance state it’s kinda like my brain is having a dream but I haven’t fallen to sleep, it’s hard to remember what transpired during those trances though.

Sometimes they’ll be another voice in my inner monologue talking to me and I feel vary strong emotions like I’m with them and being shown affection and they say things that are helpful but I don’t consider that official communication.

Satanism is supposed to be a personal journey so nobody can or should tell you who your Guardian Demon is or isn’t but I can say off of what you’ve described it sounds vary likely it’s her.

Thank you ..

 

[NinRick]

Scared for seeing her? That's stupid why would you be scared? Don't be scared because you are allied to her, the Demons are our friends! Ok? Next time you say stupid stuff like this i will beat that shit out of you

Usually when people of Satan interact with the Demons like mentioned here, they get a rush of Energy, which is very blissful and calming.

However, some people can just freak out when they experience anything „supernatural“ out of the blue, or even willingly.

This means while he is blissed with the ability to be able to see Astarte quite early (much likely because she helped him here to experience this), he need to work on getting rid of this fear of the occult experiences.

 

[Catalincata94]

Usually when people of Satan interact with the Demons like mentioned here, they get a rush of Energy, which is very blissful and calming.

However, some people can just freak out when they experience anything „supernatural“ out of the blue, or even willingly.

This means while he is blissed with the ability to be able to see Astarte quite early (much likely because she helped him here to experience this), he need to work on getting rid of this fear of the occult experiences.

I see hmm is this because of subcounscious programs? (You know like subliminal programs in movies, songs etc.) I also had some experiences but not by seeing. I don't say i have fear of those, i think it's the opposite, it's just that its hard to believe what they say sometimes, and i look stuff up of course about what they are saying, and it's true. Some weeks back, someone came to me it was so great and we agreed to something that is still on, i'm doing my part and the Demon is doing her part after some time. And i agree with the bliss part XD
Bro she knows so much, when i asked information about like the color of her candle, animal etc. all where corect and other stuff as well like health informations but yeah she wasn't alone in this, i mean not every body is a doctor... it was great... and it's still is...