Yeye95
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Today on this day I have decided to capture a life experience.
This experience is because of a third person's pain, as such what I learned was through a loved one.
Today the vanity of women seems to be out of control, so much so that some men have also opted for these aesthetic measures. Here we are talking about Vanity and not self-love.
It is a Vanity taken to intolerable extremes of pain, a vanity that can self-destruct you both mentally, bodily, and in the way you view life.
While the Gods and the community have taught me to respect, to respect the decisions of others, and much emphasis is placed on the freedom of each one, the freedom to make decisions. Today, on this day, I realized that a decision can affect a family or friendship.
Before giving those I learned, I will comment something of the situation I have lived and I want to share with you.
In my family we are three sisters, all women, one of them is very distant from the two of us, so the communication with her or the emotional bond is not very strong.
My younger sister and I are very close, we share a very close bond, we have forged this bond over the years and with Spiritual Satanism this bond became much more important.
For me, she is everything in this life, so to speak, as I have no one else, and that is literally, she became the only family link I have on a physical level.
Over the years I have watched her grow and have helped her as much as I can, and have even seen first hand, how the Gods manifest themselves in those people we really care about.
I have respected her decisions, and I value her word very much, however a few months ago she told me that she wanted to have cosmetic surgery to shape her figure and have a rhinoplasty.
I tried to persuade her to say that it had much more value to work for her ideal body, to have discipline and she was going to enjoy the process, maybe not at the beginning but with time she would like it.
My sister in her Natal chart has a lot of vanity, extreme vanity and this vanity led her to make such decisions, I was talking to her a lot for a long time, however she did not seem to listen, or if she did listen she did not give in to her decision.
I decided to respect the decision and told her that if it was what she wanted that was fine, I did not agree with it but that she will count on me for aftercare since as I said, it is the two of us.
Loyalty to me is important and even when we disagree, well I must respect and do what is necessary to show my loyalty and love for her.
During the surgery, I did not think much about what was coming next, I was clear about what my role was and what I had to do to take proper care of her and make her process more pleasant.
Yes, maybe even if I disagreed I could have left and not reciprocated, but as I said, loyalty and love.
I think she did not reach to dimension all that entails a decision like this, she thought this would be easy, painless and immediate results, YES, the results were immediate but the pain to which she is subjected is something indescribable, you can not imagine the procedure of these things as it affects the body, nor can you imagine how my thinking and my way of seeing life changed with this close experience.
These procedures are very painful, very risky and I feel from the depths of my soul that our body does not deserve such action, although I am on this path and I know how I should treat my body and how to reach my ideal body with effort and sacrifice, I realized the susceptibility of people outside this path, how they are influenced by such things in addition to the aspects of your chart.
Guys, sincerely it is an experience that I do not wish to anyone, to see your sister suffer, out of ignorance, because for me this is a lot of ignorance but also stupidity.
During this painful process, for both of us, her with her surgery and my emotional pain of seeing her like this, I learned a lot of things.
During these processes, Astarte and Satan were with me, I felt firsthand their kindness and love, and I write this still crying because for the first time in a long time I could feel firsthand their guidance so palpable.
It has been four days since the operation but for me they have been eternal, during the first day, I focused on making her pain process more pleasant, with the emotional and spiritual support due, however I asked Astarte what can I do to take away this pain in her?
She answered me very wisely "Remember that we are free, we have absolute freedom to make decisions, to decide according to our spiritual and emotional state what is good and bad. Your role is to respect, respect what she did and make her process more enjoyable, your role is to take care of her, to take care of you in this process."
When she told me this, for me it was something so true, from that moment there was a change and I focused on her care, yes, there were moments of worry, of pain, of anguish but this was discarded.
These four days I have focused on what he said, and out of that I have focused much more on meditation, these days I have held on to it so tightly, as if nothing else existed.
So the first lesson I learned was "Respect the decision of others, but if necessary support in that process and create a better space for others."
This led to the second lesson, focus on creating, worry, anguish, doubts only wear you down, focus on doing what is in your hands, grab what you have and in the process get better and only get better.
On the second day, my doubts and fear began to surface, that day I did not feel the Gods and for me it was a trial by fire in matters of trust and loyalty. Uncertainty swept over me at times. Here I realized that I have a lot of willpower and determination, when I felt full of all these unpleasant emotions, I said to myself "I trust, I trust that they are here, I trust that they are watching all this, I trust Astarte".
Don't believe, it may seem like a no-brainer but when you face your emotions, when you face yourself, it seems like a battlefield, however that day I won trust and loyalty.
In order not to make this so long, I will tell you what I have learned that has been full of knowledge.
1. Focusing on the positive will keep your mind afloat, keep you serene and calm. Keeping your mind in the present and solving or taking the best attitude towards these things or situations will make all the difference.
2. Our body is sacred, I realized the value of my body, how much I love it and that I don't want to see it suffer the way my sister did. It opened a door of an awakened consciousness in front of my body.
3. The "easy solutions" will not be the best, these things sometimes seem easy but the reality is that it is totally different, I realized the value of effort, sacrifice, victory.
4. The trust of the Gods is of vital importance, remember them in moments where you feel that everything falls and trust, is what makes us grow, loyalty is of a very high value here.
5. There are decisions that can affect third parties, I realized the value of a decision, YES, there are times that these decisions will affect others, it is inevitable, however many times we can think of our close core. How will these decisions affect the most important people in my life? Aristotle said it " What is good for the collective, is good for man".
6. I am much more aware that humanity needs us, needs people like us SS, people with high consciousness, empathy and love for humanity but also for oneself. I learned the value of this SS path.
7. I realized my purpose, I realized what my love language is, I learned to know myself a little more. This experience gave me a purpose.
8. I realized that mental clarity in times of stress or worry is VERY VERY important. Having a calm mind will allow you to handle pressure situations.
9. I became more aware of the level of trust I have in Gods and how it has grown in me.
On the other hand my sister learned through pain that:
1. she must work on herself more.
2. She recognized that she has Vanity issues.
3. She learned that she must work if she wants something, that the easiest solution the world offers is not always the best.
4. She realized that she has self-esteem and self-esteem problems.
5. and most importantly, she realized that she has a spiritual void.
Above all, I made the decision to get out of it and work on it more and recognized that it needs a spiritual part, that money is not everything in life, that money alone is nothing if it is not linked to some higher purpose.
Guys, sometimes pain comes to our door, either by third parties or to ourselves, however the attitude we take in front of situations is what will make the difference.
When we meditate constantly we realize that we have a much higher adaptive level, that we can easily adapt to the situation and make the best of it no matter how painful it is.
Pain shakes, questions, changes you, gives you opportunities for growth that nothing can match.
When you learn to navigate painful waters, you will learn of the incalculable value of learning, YES, it will hurt, YES, you will worry and a lot of things will come up but having a good attitude will help with everything.
I am not saying that you embrace the pain and turn it into something constant, what I am saying is that when it comes to your door, face it, know how to handle it, keep your mind calm and in these moments is where your gaze should be even more focused on the Gods, it is in these moments where you should be stronger, here everything about you is tested, everything you have built for a certain time, here it is tested and you see how resistant it is.
Seeing someone you want to suffer because of ignorance, vanity or whatever, can be painful for you too, take these other people's experiences and turn them into growth.
The process of others is different from yours and sometimes these things are committed, do not judge or criticize, just respect and let them live their way, if you will accompany them or not is your decision.
I am not saying "live and let live", of course not, but in this case where I talked for weeks and wanted to persuade but it did not happen, is where there is nothing left to do and let the course of life take its course.
Do the best that is in your hands, adapt to what is in front of you and move forward. Just move forward.
Last and not least, I would like to refer to all women and men SS or perhaps people who see us that do not belong to this path, believe me, it is not worth undergoing so much pain, you can not imagine what the body suffers in these processes, the pressure to which you are subjected both physically and mentally, not only you will suffer, the people who are with you will suffer when they see you like this. If this thought has crossed your mind, it is better to discard it, take the natural way, exercise, have a good diet etc.. But this solution may only create traumas in you because of the pain you will feel and maybe you will need to go to therapy afterwards.
A special thanks to Our Lady Astarte for her teachings, her accompaniment and her love in all of this.
Thanks also to Father Satan, because he was also here with me, giving his advice and guidance, always supporting me.
HAIL ASTARTE!
HAIL SATAN!!!
This experience is because of a third person's pain, as such what I learned was through a loved one.
Today the vanity of women seems to be out of control, so much so that some men have also opted for these aesthetic measures. Here we are talking about Vanity and not self-love.
It is a Vanity taken to intolerable extremes of pain, a vanity that can self-destruct you both mentally, bodily, and in the way you view life.
While the Gods and the community have taught me to respect, to respect the decisions of others, and much emphasis is placed on the freedom of each one, the freedom to make decisions. Today, on this day, I realized that a decision can affect a family or friendship.
Before giving those I learned, I will comment something of the situation I have lived and I want to share with you.
In my family we are three sisters, all women, one of them is very distant from the two of us, so the communication with her or the emotional bond is not very strong.
My younger sister and I are very close, we share a very close bond, we have forged this bond over the years and with Spiritual Satanism this bond became much more important.
For me, she is everything in this life, so to speak, as I have no one else, and that is literally, she became the only family link I have on a physical level.
Over the years I have watched her grow and have helped her as much as I can, and have even seen first hand, how the Gods manifest themselves in those people we really care about.
I have respected her decisions, and I value her word very much, however a few months ago she told me that she wanted to have cosmetic surgery to shape her figure and have a rhinoplasty.
I tried to persuade her to say that it had much more value to work for her ideal body, to have discipline and she was going to enjoy the process, maybe not at the beginning but with time she would like it.
My sister in her Natal chart has a lot of vanity, extreme vanity and this vanity led her to make such decisions, I was talking to her a lot for a long time, however she did not seem to listen, or if she did listen she did not give in to her decision.
I decided to respect the decision and told her that if it was what she wanted that was fine, I did not agree with it but that she will count on me for aftercare since as I said, it is the two of us.
Loyalty to me is important and even when we disagree, well I must respect and do what is necessary to show my loyalty and love for her.
During the surgery, I did not think much about what was coming next, I was clear about what my role was and what I had to do to take proper care of her and make her process more pleasant.
Yes, maybe even if I disagreed I could have left and not reciprocated, but as I said, loyalty and love.
I think she did not reach to dimension all that entails a decision like this, she thought this would be easy, painless and immediate results, YES, the results were immediate but the pain to which she is subjected is something indescribable, you can not imagine the procedure of these things as it affects the body, nor can you imagine how my thinking and my way of seeing life changed with this close experience.
These procedures are very painful, very risky and I feel from the depths of my soul that our body does not deserve such action, although I am on this path and I know how I should treat my body and how to reach my ideal body with effort and sacrifice, I realized the susceptibility of people outside this path, how they are influenced by such things in addition to the aspects of your chart.
Guys, sincerely it is an experience that I do not wish to anyone, to see your sister suffer, out of ignorance, because for me this is a lot of ignorance but also stupidity.
During this painful process, for both of us, her with her surgery and my emotional pain of seeing her like this, I learned a lot of things.
During these processes, Astarte and Satan were with me, I felt firsthand their kindness and love, and I write this still crying because for the first time in a long time I could feel firsthand their guidance so palpable.
It has been four days since the operation but for me they have been eternal, during the first day, I focused on making her pain process more pleasant, with the emotional and spiritual support due, however I asked Astarte what can I do to take away this pain in her?
She answered me very wisely "Remember that we are free, we have absolute freedom to make decisions, to decide according to our spiritual and emotional state what is good and bad. Your role is to respect, respect what she did and make her process more enjoyable, your role is to take care of her, to take care of you in this process."
When she told me this, for me it was something so true, from that moment there was a change and I focused on her care, yes, there were moments of worry, of pain, of anguish but this was discarded.
These four days I have focused on what he said, and out of that I have focused much more on meditation, these days I have held on to it so tightly, as if nothing else existed.
So the first lesson I learned was "Respect the decision of others, but if necessary support in that process and create a better space for others."
This led to the second lesson, focus on creating, worry, anguish, doubts only wear you down, focus on doing what is in your hands, grab what you have and in the process get better and only get better.
On the second day, my doubts and fear began to surface, that day I did not feel the Gods and for me it was a trial by fire in matters of trust and loyalty. Uncertainty swept over me at times. Here I realized that I have a lot of willpower and determination, when I felt full of all these unpleasant emotions, I said to myself "I trust, I trust that they are here, I trust that they are watching all this, I trust Astarte".
Don't believe, it may seem like a no-brainer but when you face your emotions, when you face yourself, it seems like a battlefield, however that day I won trust and loyalty.
In order not to make this so long, I will tell you what I have learned that has been full of knowledge.
1. Focusing on the positive will keep your mind afloat, keep you serene and calm. Keeping your mind in the present and solving or taking the best attitude towards these things or situations will make all the difference.
2. Our body is sacred, I realized the value of my body, how much I love it and that I don't want to see it suffer the way my sister did. It opened a door of an awakened consciousness in front of my body.
3. The "easy solutions" will not be the best, these things sometimes seem easy but the reality is that it is totally different, I realized the value of effort, sacrifice, victory.
4. The trust of the Gods is of vital importance, remember them in moments where you feel that everything falls and trust, is what makes us grow, loyalty is of a very high value here.
5. There are decisions that can affect third parties, I realized the value of a decision, YES, there are times that these decisions will affect others, it is inevitable, however many times we can think of our close core. How will these decisions affect the most important people in my life? Aristotle said it " What is good for the collective, is good for man".
6. I am much more aware that humanity needs us, needs people like us SS, people with high consciousness, empathy and love for humanity but also for oneself. I learned the value of this SS path.
7. I realized my purpose, I realized what my love language is, I learned to know myself a little more. This experience gave me a purpose.
8. I realized that mental clarity in times of stress or worry is VERY VERY important. Having a calm mind will allow you to handle pressure situations.
9. I became more aware of the level of trust I have in Gods and how it has grown in me.
On the other hand my sister learned through pain that:
1. she must work on herself more.
2. She recognized that she has Vanity issues.
3. She learned that she must work if she wants something, that the easiest solution the world offers is not always the best.
4. She realized that she has self-esteem and self-esteem problems.
5. and most importantly, she realized that she has a spiritual void.
Above all, I made the decision to get out of it and work on it more and recognized that it needs a spiritual part, that money is not everything in life, that money alone is nothing if it is not linked to some higher purpose.
Guys, sometimes pain comes to our door, either by third parties or to ourselves, however the attitude we take in front of situations is what will make the difference.
When we meditate constantly we realize that we have a much higher adaptive level, that we can easily adapt to the situation and make the best of it no matter how painful it is.
Pain shakes, questions, changes you, gives you opportunities for growth that nothing can match.
When you learn to navigate painful waters, you will learn of the incalculable value of learning, YES, it will hurt, YES, you will worry and a lot of things will come up but having a good attitude will help with everything.
I am not saying that you embrace the pain and turn it into something constant, what I am saying is that when it comes to your door, face it, know how to handle it, keep your mind calm and in these moments is where your gaze should be even more focused on the Gods, it is in these moments where you should be stronger, here everything about you is tested, everything you have built for a certain time, here it is tested and you see how resistant it is.
Seeing someone you want to suffer because of ignorance, vanity or whatever, can be painful for you too, take these other people's experiences and turn them into growth.
The process of others is different from yours and sometimes these things are committed, do not judge or criticize, just respect and let them live their way, if you will accompany them or not is your decision.
I am not saying "live and let live", of course not, but in this case where I talked for weeks and wanted to persuade but it did not happen, is where there is nothing left to do and let the course of life take its course.
Do the best that is in your hands, adapt to what is in front of you and move forward. Just move forward.
Last and not least, I would like to refer to all women and men SS or perhaps people who see us that do not belong to this path, believe me, it is not worth undergoing so much pain, you can not imagine what the body suffers in these processes, the pressure to which you are subjected both physically and mentally, not only you will suffer, the people who are with you will suffer when they see you like this. If this thought has crossed your mind, it is better to discard it, take the natural way, exercise, have a good diet etc.. But this solution may only create traumas in you because of the pain you will feel and maybe you will need to go to therapy afterwards.
A special thanks to Our Lady Astarte for her teachings, her accompaniment and her love in all of this.
Thanks also to Father Satan, because he was also here with me, giving his advice and guidance, always supporting me.
HAIL ASTARTE!
HAIL SATAN!!!
