Ah well...For a minute, just remove the word 'meditation'.
Now close your eyes and do what you would do when you were meditating before today.
Like, did you use to spin chakras?
If so, remove the word 'meditation' from your mind, close your eyes and just spin it.
My point is to be just be yourself and be comfortable yourself before you do stuff using your mind.
For now, just remove the word 'meditation'.
And do stuff using mind.
We humans easily attach words with one another. Therefore, just sit down,relax and start doing stuff stress free and carefree.