One Wire Phenomenon said:
I have tried about 5 times now including yesterday to stop posting on the forums due to me imbarresting myself. I tell myself okay now im done for good and im no longer going to post but then the next day i always end up posting agian. I have an addictive personally and joy of satan is addictive. If im at work or at home im always wondering about whats going on the forums and who has quoted me or whatever. Its annoying. Its the same with playing pc games or PlayStation if i start i difficult for me to stop.
Its probability not a bad thing but it is affecting me a little.
It is certainly possible to spend too much time here, especially in one sitting. Consider some sort of working. I would start with working on self-discipline or willpower more than removing yourself from the forums, since this is a safer direction. This would also help with other addictive items.
Also, don't tell yourself you have an addictive personality. This is not good for your subconscious to hear. You may be predisposed, but as you meditate and advance it eventually ceases and heals, like all things.
The moon is waning now, but also in pisces. You can use this for ending anything pertaining to laziness, addictions, escapism, for example. Source for below working: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=54768&p=249025&hilit=aum+yamaya#p249025
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Working To Free Yourself From Laziness and Lethargy
START: Waning moon in Pisces, Scorpio or Capricorn. Never start this working during a void of course moon.
1. Raise your energies: https://archive.fo/nLuwC
2. Vibrate MUNKA, URUZ, ANSUZ, RAIDHO, JERA or SOWILO 40 times, 100 times or 216 times.
3. Engulf yourself in white-gold light like the sun and affirm 9 times:
“In a positive and healthy way for me, I am totally and completely free from any and all laziness and lethargy.”
Do this everyday for 40 days, 80 days or 90 days.
How to pronounce MUNKA: https://archive.is/87FxL
How to pronounce URUZ, ANSUZ, RAIDHO, JERA, or SOWILO: https://mega.nz/file/KB8y2bzJ#4cTLSB26DB09-HfBhhXXZNjsDsb7y2Ac6WWYJqn5LXI
https://www.dropbox.com/s/hbw62qry8yi37vo/Runic%20Kabalah%20Audio%20CD.zip?dl=0 "
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Alternatively, the next esbat will be in scorpio, so this is another good time for a willpower working, such as with sowilo or nauthiz. Also eihwaz or aum yamaya nama/svaha, since these are plutonian based mantras, and the next esbat is a pluto-ruled sign.