When I was new to satanism the first and foremost thing I learned was to deprogram from the christian/catholic upbringing I was raised in, to learn a new way of thinking, and being truly independent and responsible for my mentality. In Christianity, the people are always looking for someone to tell them what to do next. There’s obviously a lot of shit going on but it’s important to continue personal growth and remembering square one. I thought I had deprogrammed myself completely at one point, I joined when I was 12, over 10 years ago. There’s ALOT I didn’t recognize then, about life in general and the way things would effect me further out in my life. I’m still growing and learning about myself every day. Don’t forget to focus on you and enjoy life and the beautiful parts of satanism