BlackHogan69
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- Nov 18, 2022
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Hail, Satan, black hogan 69 here I’ve come to write another blog, and I’m proud to announce that I have relieved myself of my PST (public school trauma) you see not only was I emotionally abused at home but it got worse when I went to school because the first thing people wanted to do was pick on me and bully me all throughout middle school and high school. It got a little bit better when I started showing my faith as a former exoteric Christian and being able to share some of that with some of my public school friends, who happen to be Christian, but we still kept it secular because after all, it wasn’t a Christian school the school that I went to in Philadelphia were filled with people of different religions, ethnic backgrounds and cultures, so I had no choice but to respect people of different religions, and I can admit as a former exoteric Christian on the outside I was happy, but on the inside, I felt like something was missing. I felt as though I should be learning more spiritual knowledge than what I was raised to learn and eventually I broke out of it. I plan on writing an autobiography about my life, and I’m definitely going to include Satan/Lucifer in my book, because without him, I wouldn’t have gotten this far especially being here with all of you when you leave Christianity people start changing and turning on you because you don’t believe in what they believe in and they even have scriptures to back that up which is sad but I’m glad I don’t have to tolerate religious ignorance, religious privilege and religious prejudice from people that i’m no longer in school with. Last week I told everybody from my public school that I would be leaving the Facebook alumni group after somebody that I went to school with who used to bully me heavy back in middle school was trying to put it down my throat by asking me why is it so hard not for you to have a relationship with Jesus Christ Without all the back-and-forth, I said well doesn’t your Bible say that if a person doesn’t believe in what you believe in they are unequally yoked, and that you should not associate with them? She said I was right and from there we never talked again, and it was funny because she bullied me and when I found out why she was bullying me. I ended up liking her because I found out she liked me, but when I had left Christianity and I told her I did, she didn’t want to talk to me anymore. It made me realize how harmful external religion is, and the only reason why I left religion was to not only find myself Through the God of the multi-verse, who are now aware of which is Lucifer and the rest of the gods, but I also wanted to connect with the Divine feminine via Ashet & the Demi Goddess of the underworld, GODDESS Lilith I’m very happy that I was able to set myself free from the European aspect of the Christian religion through black Christianity, which technically is and I’m going to write a book exposing black Christianity and the black church coming in the near future. I’m just very happy and glad to be around people that have the same spiritual views as me when I first came here and I started sharing my point of use some of you criticized me, but when I can never ignore or deny, is that the love you had for me, the love in winch, you would be willing to teach me your ways as a spiritual Satanist and for that I can’t thank you enough I know I can only say a few names but to those that love me and except me beyond my disability, and you see me as an individual and a human being I’m forever grateful and thankful I want to save from the center of my soul and heart chakra that I love each and everyone of you and I thank our Lord Lucifer, for y’all, giving me open arms and unconditional love regardless of my disability I was crying a few moments ago because after I came home from the food marts, I realized who another part of my soul family is yes, I love my African centered, spiritual family, and I will always be there for them like they are for me, but I have other people who have the same thoughts, and the same feelings as me when learning about the occult I’m glad I have a second spiritual family and that’s you all the spiritual Satanist again I don’t know how to stretch it even more I just love you all and I thank you for caring about me when exoteric Christians really didn’t. I’m glad I joined the joy of satan ministries to those who criticized me thank you for your opinions even if I felt it was negative for those who behind the scenes showed me love and emotional support I think you and I hope to continue to carry on this information the best way I can and yes, not only do I want to still be an ancient Egyptian modern-day king and priest, I still would like to be the first physically, disabled spiritual satanic priest, and I will do whatever it takes to achieve that goal the best way possible in anyway that I can thank you and I love each and everyone of you and I mean that with all my soul, heart, spirit, and strength, hail Satan hail, beeelzebul Hail Ausar Hail Ashet hail Heru and Het Heru Hail Set and Apep & wadjet thank y’all from all your divine an infinite love towards me thank you all and I hope to be superhuman just like you are and again to the ministry. Thank you for having me thank you for loving me. Thank you for the very little support that you do give me I’m very grateful. Thank you Hail Lucifer Hail great mother Lilith… I just thank you thank you all. And I love you all.
