FuckYu_666
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If they are toxic people towards you then abandon them, if that reptile (tell me if it isn't) really made you sick then throw a curse on them, in case he is jew use the 3 in 1 FRTR on him, it will literally explode .thebigcheesesixmillion said:I found a girl about my age, 3 years older. And she's from a really powerful and well connected family. She has great beauty but she reminds me in the subtlest way of a reptilian that appeared to me before. I chock it up to one simple tiny bad trait. Only a few millimeters too big not noticeable enough to a normal person. Anyways she says all the right things to me. Makes me promises, tells me of my beauty and says she wants to take care of me, give me a life of dreams etc. And I'm going through a tough situation in my life, with myself my future and the enemy are relentless. And today she goes too far with her fantasies she tells me. and I end up asking what kind of soul her family has, and she tells me the 10 blessings sefirot. And I ask her if she knows my feelings on the matter, and she tells me yes but that she wanted to spare my feelings, she tells me I am trash and I am powerless to fight her and I must serve her and all these things. Attacking my insecurities and such. She tells me basically I need to give up and sell myself if I want to survive.
I never would have thought that there were such awakened jews in the world with so much material power who thought this way and worked these games. I gave her the benefit of the doubt and I thought I had a stroke of amazing luck, that I wouldn't be sleeping in the dirt. And I had also found a lover who was beautiful and compatible with me.
I was a hair away from flying out and accepting her offer, why wouldn't she just lie to me and trap me? Why would she expose her intentions and plans to literally destroy me. I feel like my will is broken and I feel a bit numb.
I have nobody in my life who would listen to this and I don't think I really know what I should do. I'm being taken care of by a youth association so I have food and a good place to stay for a while.
My greatest paranoia literally came true, I read apollos rule of only seeing the best in everybody, I laughed and said "that'll get me fucking killed". Now all the slight bad genes I see in the 2 friends I have. I don't know if I even have 1 friend. Does anyone have wisdom for me? I don't expect anyone to reply, I know my posts get flamed pretty hard, but I need some perspective. Thanks.
From what I know there are magical processes to find a partner or friend, you can take them into consideration.