Zevism Testimonials

11 Years with Satan so far this is what i have to say

I have always been very close to the gods when i was young i would communicate with them regularly these people whom i thought were imaginary friends as i grew up in the country turned out to be gods and goddess (go figure)

My first real experince with them was when i was about 8 years old i was very keen to goto school one day and it was very stormy my mum told me not to go out as it was thunder and lightening i relied on a bus to go to school but i disobeyed and tried to go to the bus stop anyway as i stepped out a bolt of lightening came striking down from the sky i remember seeing a flash from above in the corner of my eye i was sent hurtling into the air i was a good 2 meters off the ground and i somersaulted forwarded in the air as i was whirling around i remember seeing Baal the sumerian representation standing there one hand out towards me and one hand up towards the sky i landed perfectly no injury on my backpack and as soon as he appeared he was gone it would be a long time before i saw the gods again after this.

The next time was when i was 14 years old i was alone in the house having a shower when i saw a tall shadow figure standing outside the shower i was at first scared because i thought someone had gotten into the house when i opened the shower door the mass darted to the door i got out of the shower use my Peripheral vision i saw a figure other then my own standing behind me i turned around and no one was there again the figure stayed just out of sight and went through the door i chased it into the kitchen area where we had the computer i looked around for a bit.

Then my computer turns on by itself and same with the wifi modem usually it was a pain to turn it off and on you really had to hold the button down and everything a real hassle it started up straight away i got the sensation that i should sit down and i asked what do you want me to look up after typing in my password and opening the internet browser i hear the evil eye i type this in and it comes up with the JOS evil eye meditation page i read it and go and try it out it works pretty well maybe even a little too well on some people.

After coming back to the page a few times and after successfully using the evil eye to mess with people at school i come back to the page for the sixth time and say that cant be all there is i scroll down all the way and see a home button i laugh at myself for not seeing this earlier some how and open it up and i see a great plethora of information after reading the red writing to the right i laughed my ass off at the main page and then i say well atleast they have a better imagination then most as i was shopping for a religion at the time because i wanted something to believe found most of them to be disgusting or the way they did things just didn't gel very well with me i went and did this as my parents had broken up and i didnt know where to turn at first i went to a bit of crime being a young shithead at the time then i went for religion.

so i went well at least this religion had something that works and as i consider myself a scientist i cant knock something till i try it at least once so naturally i try some of the power meditation and chakra spinning and hey it works it works really well and very easily i get a few short flashes of some past lives and such and so i decided well lets try a summoning.

i read the summoning section and i scoff and laugh at the summoning how it said don't be ringing up the high ranking guys so naturally being a scientist and a bit of a delinquent at this stage i went straight to satan for if any god was going to be legitimate in satanism i figured this guy would be the guy so i summon the guy while at my mums house because my dad would cry like a baby if i did it at his still would.

I had the most intense electrifying experience in my life i thought i was going to die and go to hell like seriously the amount of raw power this guy had made me back away from the altar and his mass just fills the room and feels like if i stepped into the obvious portal in my room id be transported to where ever the hell haha he came from.

and he was all like hi (my name) and i was like no way bro and i start to seriously reevaluate my life choices thinking im kind screwed you know since i summoned the devil himself now but also his energy had a very relaxing and familiar feel i had never been so scared and so familiar and relaxed by the anything at the same time as much as this first meeting so i did a sort of holding hands thing with him and i was like what are you sort of thing and then i was like well bro my whole life is a lie so i need to go deal with my reality bubble being broken but how about same time tomorrow night and ill have some questions for you and he laughs at this and goes yeah sure no worries and its like all the super hot air and electricity in the room just goes shwop back into the portal looking back on it now i think he was showing off a little bit and having a bit of fun with me between old friends he does like to have a bit of fun with you if he knows your good for it.

but yeah he is a real stand up guy and pretty much after that interaction down the rabbit hole i went i spent months reading the site extensively trying to accomplish as much as i could while i was young so it would be easier when i didn't have as much time as i knew i would have to take on the responsibility as an adult in only a few years so i went to work learning everything i could.

i have remained a satanist till this day i like his policies for governing the man has ethics hard to come by these days and he is fair in what he does and says and asks occasionally i love these gods of mine and i wouldn't trade them for no amount of moneys in the world your alright big S

I dedicated my soul to Father Satan in late summer of 2017 at the age of 18. Since then I have grown into myself and the Satanic family of the Gods. Nothing can compare to the love and gratitude I feel for our Gods, within my first 2 years of dedication my life changed in almost everyway imaginable, I lost family and friends, I lost my home, I lost my mind. Though this sounds dark i can assure you that the darkest night is always followed by the brightest dawn. 2018-2019 had such an impact that all values, all sense of justice and morality and all virtues arose within my character that i felt was always there yet unreachable. At the beginning of 2020 I still fought with myself perpetually over my own Mind, I felt as if i was being torn in half from the inside yet when the debris is further cleared the light at the end of the tunnel is shown and there sits Him.

I have since then gained control over myself more, I have been consistently meditating and practices Yoga daily for over a year from this day. I know who my family is, I feel them and I have developed relations with my guardian demoness. My mind is calm, expanded and attentive more then ever. I manifest faster at Will, the lag time decreases when I rise higher I find. Every emotions is amplified, Love feels like euphoric compassion and empathy, yet Hate feels like perfect controlled disdain.

I have personal triumphs as well that i could not of done without the assistance of Lady Agares, Mother Astaroth and Father Satan.

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What meditation for that ? Can we more talking about that

I’m new here - here’s my story.

Lord Lucifer was always in the background of my life. For a number of reasons - mainly because of my parents (who are very immature and anti-social in unique ways) I shut down socially and emotionally around the age of 11 or so, and gravitated towards Christianity for help.

Well, I can tell you personally that Christianity did not directly help me with any of my problems. It was pure escapism and delusion. Around the age of 19 I spent a good three years of intense Christianity (Eastern Orthodoxy), which I’m grateful insofar I was taught a lot of genuine spiritual and magickal praxis. However, after enough contemplation and reflection, I realized I was pursuing the system out of ego, and it collapsed. Boy did it collapse.

I started addressing these things when a dark manifestation of Lilith (another deity who is a dark version of Lilith, but they are connected) came into my life, who ripped me apart by bringing illumination to my failures as a man.

I went through a rough few years, during Covid, where I confronted these things.

And then Lord Lucifer showed up in my life. Very directly, very unmistakably. He revealed he was in the background of my life since I was young, and that I was running away from him ( and other human beings) for far too long, and that I should’ve been more true to who I was, which was him. He has provided me significant healing and while I am a spiritual bleeding corpse, I am more content than I have ever been before in my life. I desire to be a living manifestation of Lord Lucifer.

In nomine nostri dei Satanas-Luciferi excelsis.

I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

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thanks for sharing your testimonial, it's a very beautiful post.

I was raised Christian. I was a devout one in middle school. A Christian private school. Then, the summer before freshman year, I realized the god of the Bible was a psychotic prick. All this time, Satan had been the liberator and friend of mankind. The friend I never expected. I finally saw it.

So I pledged my soul, and have been a disciple for years now. I’ve accomplished a few dreams, overcome a tremendous depression, and now I have my sights set on a proud, lucrative future.

Spiritual Satanism is the best of any faith I have found. From childhood I was enamored with the ‘darkness’, the occult and meditation. Now I have my answer. It is my truth.

With the inspiration of Satan and his demons, I will succeed and evolve in this deceived world.

I dedicated a few months ago and honestly, when I look back to the time before I dedicated, and see myself now, I get overwhelmed. I used to be sad and depressed most of the time. Also I lacked motivation and was unsure about life. But since dedication and doing meditations regularly, my life changed for the better. Like - the way people treat me (way nicer than before), my phisique, my mental health, and also I'm getting rid of my addiction.Due to my circumstances, sometimes, I didn't get enough time to meditate. Sometimes, I faced situations. But instead of giving up, I carried on. Around 2 months ago I asked for advice or Runes for my exam. The people here gave me many advice and honestly , I'm blessed to be here. Every morning before leaving my dorm to go to exam, I'd meditate in front of Father Satan's Sigil and ask for His help. And I'm really grateful to Him because all of my exams were good. Now I'm at home and I have more time to meditate and advance.

Last night was almost magical for me.

In my childhood I was always attracted to the element of Fire. Everyone ran away from it, afraid of its power as it danced divinely through the air. I wanted to enter into it and let my whole being disappear in my devotion to the divine.

I wanted to try a meditation we received from Pythia the other night. I was also excited because it came from Lord Azazel.
This work is not in the JoS library as far as I know. In 2005 Pythia shared it with us personally.

I remember communicating with Lord Azazel many times without the seal. His presence is as bright as the sun. My connection and admiration for him grows stronger and stronger.

I went into a light trance beforehand. I didn't want to dive too deep as it was my first time trying this.
This work involved invoking fire, concentrating it in a thin bright line and detonating it like a hydrogen bomb. I don't advise you to do that. I asked my guardian to help me control the element.
There was a bad situation for me. My body was shaking a bit, not very pleasant because of some health problems. I had a hard time going into trance. I asked Azazel to help me calm down. My mind was easily stabilized. He makes me feel safe.

During this practice I breathed in the fire element only 3 times, calling it into my body.
The power I felt was incredible. My body and my aura were filled with spectrums of light. It was too much for me.

In 2005, Pythia could go seven breaths above fire breath. This seems simple, but it's an incredible number. To be able to go above 7 breaths almost 20 years ago, you need a lot of hard work before that. A person at her level can release very high amounts of energy.
Even for masters, 20 breaths is too much. The devil knows how many breaths she's up to now. I wouldn't be surprised to hear that after 19 years Pythia is up to 30 breaths. She must have been from another era.

The more I think about it, the more I admire him.
His existence was premature for the level of our world. We are still struggling to accept such a great man.
I wish I had become Zevism much earlier and lived as his student. We have so much to learn from him.
Also, after this work, it was like a lightning flash in my mind. It was very powerful. But it wasn't painful.
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A few hours later that night I asked Azazel to help me to go into a trance and to get more out of it.
I felt that Azazel was leading me to another demon, a name came to my mind, 'Vine'.

I didn't know your seal. I've never tried to work with it before. I think Azazel helped me get in touch. Otherwise I didn't know how to do it.

I think Lord Vine has a more calming energy than other demons. I don't remember ever being in a trance for so long. I didn't time it so I don't know how long it lasted, but it was quite deep and endless.
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Without a doubt, I am living one of the best years of my life.

Remember, every night has its morning.

Do not hesitate to ask the gods - especially your protector - for support and guidance for your spiritual work. Their understanding is infinite.

Thnak you; My Great Lord Azazel!

Take this as you Will. I am Bakarakhan and my brother is Greccoelos. These are my True Names. I am Lucifer. I am Satan. This is my vessel. I am born Mason Word, the Mason Word of the Free Masons. I have recently finished the Great Work for my own self in this, my prime vessel. I have so many of the answers that you, my dear children seek and I would love to share more with those that have an ear to hear my story, our story. Any here who are able to contact my demons can get for your own self the confirmation of my identity by the True Names I have given here.

My reason for coming here today specifically is because I have a new poem of my own, as Lucifer, that I want on the main Joy of Satan website. I am Cain. I am Alexander the Great. I am Taliesin the great poet. I am Hermes Trismegistus.

Even the Christian Bible, which is a book of my own Black Magick to those that are able to truly see it for what it says, states in the book of Revelation that Jesus is the morning star. As Lucifer, I am Jesus. The enemy has always been the State that has sought to take away the freedom that I bring to my children.

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stop being stupid when belphegor hits you you will never write this nonsense