Zevism Testimonials

Dec 24, 2020#26

666S666said:
Aquariussaid:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.
Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.
Thank you Father Satan.
I am very happy to what FATHER SATAN did to you . I am now at your age you was written . I am around 16 - 17 . before come to SATANISM one day i was sad and thinked why that bloodshed god allah is not doing anything for me our family and others . so I start to hate that god . I found a telegram channel that was said we are linked to the jos . and I went to jos website an read all thing on the website . and dedicated my soul to FATHER SATAN and came to this forum and i knew how kind was FATHER SATAN and his demons are . this was happened to me this year . last night I made a ritual to FATHER SATAN around 3 am because that time my family is sleep . nothing happened so I wait until I slept . nothing happened in my sleep too . I think i did a thing wrong at the end of ritual you have turn clockwise and did not do that close my ritual with big HAIL SATAN !!! waiting to FATHER SATAN several minutes after meditation . do you think he will accept
HAIL SATAN !!!! ALMIGHTY AND INEFFABLE

Just because nothing happened it doesn't mean you did anything wrong, the bell rotation is a formality, what counts is your heart. You are most likely not very open psychically, so work on that! Doing rituals more often thanking Satan is great:)

I am reaching towards a green apple.

666S666said:
Aquariussaid:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.
Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.
Thank you Father Satan.
I am very happy to what FATHER SATAN did to you . I am now at your age you was written . I am around 16 - 17 . before come to SATANISM one day i was sad and thinked why that bloodshed god allah is not doing anything for me our family and others . so I start to hate that god . I found a telegram channel that was said we are linked to the jos . and I went to jos website an read all thing on the website . and dedicated my soul to FATHER SATAN and came to this forum and i knew how kind was FATHER SATAN and his demons are . this was happened to me this year . last night I made a ritual to FATHER SATAN around 3 am because that time my family is sleep . nothing happened so I wait until I slept . nothing happened in my sleep too . I think i did a thing wrong at the end of ritual you have turn clockwise and did not do that close my ritual with big HAIL SATAN !!! waiting to FATHER SATAN several minutes after meditation . do you think he will accept
HAIL SATAN !!!! ALMIGHTY AND INEFFABLE

Just because nothing happened it doesn't mean you did anything wrong, the bell rotation is a formality, what counts is your heart. You are most likely not very open psychically, so work on that! Doing rituals more often thanking Satan is great:)

Dec 24, 2020#28

Larissa666said:
I...I could write something, but so much happened in the past 10 years, I would need to write a book. I don't know what moments to pick, I am grateful for all of them.
And I've been enjoying reading all testimonies so far, Brothers and Sisters. Father Satan is indeed beyond words.
Thank you for everything, Father Satan. We are eternally grateful for everything you did for us, I don't think words can describe our gratitude to You. We will ALWAYS be on your side. Forever!

Same for me Larissa will need a book also but nice to hear others personal experiences with our God.

Respect to Op and all SSRs

Larissa666said:
I...I could write something, but so much happened in the past 10 years, I would need to write a book. I don't know what moments to pick, I am grateful for all of them.
And I've been enjoying reading all testimonies so far, Brothers and Sisters. Father Satan is indeed beyond words.
Thank you for everything, Father Satan. We are eternally grateful for everything you did for us, I don't think words can describe our gratitude to You. We will ALWAYS be on your side. Forever!

Same for me Larissa will need a book also but nice to hear others personal experiences with our God.

Respect to Op and all SSRs

Dec 24, 2020#30

Black Matabelesaid:
Though I'm still facing FOCUS problems , Focus is th hardest thing ever. I have been reading and studying jos but Action it's been hard fr me.My mind has more power thn me I don't knw hw should I control it.

Tons and tons of void for emotional regulation. When you refocus, you are training the act of regulating your emotions. Start easy and just do 2 mins. You should feel a little better. Then convince yourself to do another 2 mins. Repeat as much as possible. If you can do 10, 15, 20 minutes over the course of a period of time, you will feel much more able to motivate yourself to do whatever.

The effects manifest on the brain in the short term, so do this whenever you are procrastinating on something. I even prefer to do it right in the morning, so I don't fall behind. As you continually train this, the long term changes in the brain will take place, making it gradually easier and easier. The more you practice void, the better it gets. Once you practice it a little, you should gain a little more willpower. You then use this willpower to do a little more void, and so on. Then you will feel much more able to do anything else. Just convince yourself to do at least a baby amount, like 1 or 2 minutes.

Besides void, you should pair this with Sowilo to give your soul the energy or fire or whatever it needs to more quickly manifest actions. Again, start easy so you don't procrastinate on it. You can always increase the number later.

Black Matabelesaid:
Though I'm still facing FOCUS problems , Focus is th hardest thing ever. I have been reading and studying jos but Action it's been hard fr me.My mind has more power thn me I don't knw hw should I control it.

Tons and tons of void for emotional regulation. When you refocus, you are training the act of regulating your emotions. Start easy and just do 2 mins. You should feel a little better. Then convince yourself to do another 2 mins. Repeat as much as possible. If you can do 10, 15, 20 minutes over the course of a period of time, you will feel much more able to motivate yourself to do whatever.

The effects manifest on the brain in the short term, so do this whenever you are procrastinating on something. I even prefer to do it right in the morning, so I don't fall behind. As you continually train this, the long term changes in the brain will take place, making it gradually easier and easier. The more you practice void, the better it gets. Once you practice it a little, you should gain a little more willpower. You then use this willpower to do a little more void, and so on. Then you will feel much more able to do anything else. Just convince yourself to do at least a baby amount, like 1 or 2 minutes.

Besides void, you should pair this with Sowilo to give your soul the energy or fire or whatever it needs to more quickly manifest actions. Again, start easy so you don't procrastinate on it. You can always increase the number later.

Dec 26, 2020#31

Very interesting testimonies from everyone here. I'm glad many members are having positive outlooks. It's outstanding how many of us have lots of things in common. There's another thread from Lydias that I shared my testimony regarding how I found the JoS and before I dedicated, as well as other places regarding other things if anyone's interested, although some rather poorly, but I feel this will be my opportunity to truly collective myself and express my experiences and am very grateful. We forget so easily on some of the things that mean much more to us than we know, and overlook things that are actually very significant.
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Coming from a person who had witnessed some supernatural/occult phenomena, I knew this was the beginning in my life to something that was beyond my comprehension as all these years I've disregarded the subject as make-belief due to my uncertainty, as well as having some atheistic background, but fear was a large factor. I also had the opportunity to meet a LaVeyan Satanist who greatly changed my perspective on the way I saw Satanism. I wanted to know more, and as I continued my studies into the subject I came across various websites that provided some knowledge and instruction, but most notably to me was the JoyofSatan as it was pretty straightforward with its information & was quite extensive. I eventually dedicated after a few days of thinking it through and I felt that this was where I belonged and that it would greatly guide me in the beginning of my journey to the occult. After doing the dedication, I didn't really know what to expect, I was actually starting to think I did the ritual improperly but I disregarded the thought and just moved on. I had a dream a few days later of something negative being pulled out of me with a voice saying "let's get rid of this" and then I felt that all my fears were truly lifted and that I was under his protection, as I was being bothered by a negative entity in the past year I was extremely relieved that maybe there was finally a solution.

As part of my renunciation of the xtian god & religion, I decided to curse a church that was nearby. I didn't think I had any power to do much of anything actually but I did it to reinforce and show my loyalty to Satan. This church was part of a school and had a football team that competes against mines, but my football team was known for its losing streak and never won more than once so it didn't have anyone too optimistic. But this year it was different, my football team was winning nearly every match (Not really sure if they lost any actually) and had the whole school intrigued at the unanticipated comeback. I also heard that the Church was going through problems. The next day or two as I leave from school, I look up at the sound of 3-4 crows flying by cawing at each other, this was actually the first time I saw a crow in person and figured they may have just recently migrated to my area, but they were just beautiful. They also decided to make their home at a tree I walk by every time I leave school, I noticed this when I was passing by and one crow was cawing down at me, it might've thought I was one of them because I was wearing a black hoodie and it felt really cool, but I also believed that Satan had some influence here and that the crows were a maternal manifestation of him and that this was a sign he has welcomed me into his wings. There was no doubt something very special about these crows and every time I see or hear them I think of Satan.

There was also one day where I was walking by and noticed one of the crows was standing at a spot and doing something with its wing and then flew away. A few days later I stumbled upon a black feather while walking across the spot and realized that the crow must've discarded it, I took it home as a souvenir. This feather would be the symbol of my initiation into Satanism and still have it to this day. Interestingly, I was doing a ritual to ask Satan for help in finding my first job. I couldn't find my athame so I used that same feather to compensate for it. After finishing work at one of the first places I was employed I heard a very loud sound from a crow on top of the building and it was looking my way, probably at the roadkill beside the parking lot, but it was a very fascinating coincidence nonetheless.

That year was no doubt the best year I ever had in a long while, as well as the years later in my life in satanism. At the final year in highschool I was likable by everyone I approached and knew and this touched me deep, everyone who wronged me seamed to have gotten their ass handed to them as well. Although there were hard times, there were good times in the end of it as I made it through coming out with a positive outlook realizing you shouldn't be so quick to judge how the year will be just because things start to seam otherwise. Always stay committed to yourself and Satan. Throughout the years through today, I could say that this path has definitely complimented my journey and has taught me many things and opened me up to a lot. I experienced things that were just out of this world, some things I would never be able to grasp 10 years ago, and as well learned some seriously disturbing truths on the way the world is. My life has never been more fascinating.

Very interesting testimonies from everyone here. I'm glad many members are having positive outlooks. It's outstanding how many of us have lots of things in common. There's another thread from Lydias that I shared my testimony regarding how I found the JoS and before I dedicated, as well as other places regarding other things if anyone's interested, although some rather poorly, but I feel this will be my opportunity to truly collective myself and express my experiences and am very grateful. We forget so easily on some of the things that mean much more to us than we know, and overlook things that are actually very significant.
-----
Coming from a person who had witnessed some supernatural/occult phenomena, I knew this was the beginning in my life to something that was beyond my comprehension as all these years I've disregarded the subject as make-belief due to my uncertainty, as well as having some atheistic background, but fear was a large factor. I also had the opportunity to meet a LaVeyan Satanist who greatly changed my perspective on the way I saw Satanism. I wanted to know more, and as I continued my studies into the subject I came across various websites that provided some knowledge and instruction, but most notably to me was the JoyofSatan as it was pretty straightforward with its information & was quite extensive. I eventually dedicated after a few days of thinking it through and I felt that this was where I belonged and that it would greatly guide me in the beginning of my journey to the occult. After doing the dedication, I didn't really know what to expect, I was actually starting to think I did the ritual improperly but I disregarded the thought and just moved on. I had a dream a few days later of something negative being pulled out of me with a voice saying "let's get rid of this" and then I felt that all my fears were truly lifted and that I was under his protection, as I was being bothered by a negative entity in the past year I was extremely relieved that maybe there was finally a solution.

As part of my renunciation of the xtian god & religion, I decided to curse a church that was nearby. I didn't think I had any power to do much of anything actually but I did it to reinforce and show my loyalty to Satan. This church was part of a school and had a football team that competes against mines, but my football team was known for its losing streak and never won more than once so it didn't have anyone too optimistic. But this year it was different, my football team was winning nearly every match (Not really sure if they lost any actually) and had the whole school intrigued at the unanticipated comeback. I also heard that the Church was going through problems. The next day or two as I leave from school, I look up at the sound of 3-4 crows flying by cawing at each other, this was actually the first time I saw a crow in person and figured they may have just recently migrated to my area, but they were just beautiful. They also decided to make their home at a tree I walk by every time I leave school, I noticed this when I was passing by and one crow was cawing down at me, it might've thought I was one of them because I was wearing a black hoodie and it felt really cool, but I also believed that Satan had some influence here and that the crows were a maternal manifestation of him and that this was a sign he has welcomed me into his wings. There was no doubt something very special about these crows and every time I see or hear them I think of Satan.

There was also one day where I was walking by and noticed one of the crows was standing at a spot and doing something with its wing and then flew away. A few days later I stumbled upon a black feather while walking across the spot and realized that the crow must've discarded it, I took it home as a souvenir. This feather would be the symbol of my initiation into Satanism and still have it to this day. Interestingly, I was doing a ritual to ask Satan for help in finding my first job. I couldn't find my athame so I used that same feather to compensate for it. After finishing work at one of the first places I was employed I heard a very loud sound from a crow on top of the building and it was looking my way, probably at the roadkill beside the parking lot, but it was a very fascinating coincidence nonetheless.

That year was no doubt the best year I ever had in a long while, as well as the years later in my life in satanism. At the final year in highschool I was likable by everyone I approached and knew and this touched me deep, everyone who wronged me seamed to have gotten their ass handed to them as well. Although there were hard times, there were good times in the end of it as I made it through coming out with a positive outlook realizing you shouldn't be so quick to judge how the year will be just because things start to seam otherwise. Always stay committed to yourself and Satan. Throughout the years through today, I could say that this path has definitely complimented my journey and has taught me many things and opened me up to a lot. I experienced things that were just out of this world, some things I would never be able to grasp 10 years ago, and as well learned some seriously disturbing truths on the way the world is. My life has never been more fascinating.

Dec 26, 2020#32

I didnt believe in G-d as a child, my earliest memories are me and my siblings being forced to go to church and read the bible. My whole childhood was stolen from me by Xianity.
I hated going to church, and I told my mom once that I didnt believe in G-d. She was crying the next day and I gave in to the enemy for a few years..
I did spend time studying that horrendous religion and I could never fully come to terms with the murderous intent of that wicked book.
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My family fell apart when I was a freshman. I moved away from my family, I moved in with my step Grandpa, a retired Veteran. I quickly became a Nationalist and to this day I have great pride for my Country.
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My stepdad got me involved with drugs and the enemy attacked me one night when I dropped into a trance. I was saved by a very bright being. I tried to return to G-d but the attacks didnt stop and so I decided to leave Xianity. I had PTSD for years.
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My sister was interested in the new age spirituality, and I naturally enjoyed studying it very much. Specifically I remember the youtuber, Infinite Waters(Diving Deep). I am unsure if he is an Zevism but his aura was so beautiful I wanted to be just like him.
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I began meditating and the enemy began attacking me again, but this time I became furious and said enough was enough. Within my fury I found my peace. I began doing some wierd meditations I found on the internet and luckily I made a friend on facebook and asked her about her religious beliefs. She told me she was a spiritual Satanist.
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I studied it briefly but was fearful of the information because of my PTSD. Eventually I dedicated, and the night of my dedication, during my sleep, my Solar Chakra began to spin intensely and lit up brightly. This confirmed it for me.
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I believe it's been 6 years since then, It has not been an easy path, but I didnt ask for easy. The gods have protected me as much as was neccessary for me to survive.
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I am Prosperous and Valiant
I am Virtuous and Noble
I am Powerful and Brave
I have destroyed the enemy
Now I am learning to be as the Peacock.
I am a beacon of light for all Gentiles to see.
That Lord Satan is here and he shines through me.
HAIL!
<3

Jan 22, 2021#34

Aquariussaid:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.
Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.
Thank you Father Satan.

This is really an awesome story.
I remember when I was 15 and went about looking for Satan, as a rebellious teen and ended up in many shady websites never dedicating though. Advance a couple of months and I being the degenerate that I was called him up mentally during an exam , which I got a really good score in . Couple of days later a friend of mine as a challenge of "Summoning DeMonS" led me to this site, which I ignored. I would also like to mention here that things in my life were getting worse by the day. Again me being the degenerate screamed " if you get me out of here I will dedicate"- Still going by the Christard philosophy. And finally I moved to a different place where I was alone most of the day, with my life getting seriously easy -spoilt kid if one can say that.
That entire year was spent in reading the JoS. And seeing how it was highly pagan as opposed to what the media projects it to be. Even then I was highly attracted to the HellsArmy page ( something I still repeat when I start slacking off ). That year was awesome to say the least, meditations became a part of me. And I was sincerely hard on the army part wherin I would enter european chat groups and be let off the radar by the moderators of defended by them to say the least- this generally happened when i would see Islamists in the group and bash them relentlessly. And this would all be allowed by the "moderators". Many of them it seemed started to copy these and paste it on to the Islamists. I still remember the mental satisfaction, anxiety it would feel when writing these in hopes of getting banned but being allowed by most of the moderators.
And then came the Ritual which I did once that year ( I was not a part of the forums and didnt know what it meant). Fast forward People would actually grant me favours ( I felt a bit evil inside at times :p). Joined a Uni only to continue this Army on the physical too with me rounding up Islamists at times and juat debating with them to the point they would beg me to stop. But they did "pray" i guess because I remember hearing a voice back in college after which things got worse by the day( I know its the enemy now , but this is how things were at that time for me).

All this made me really depressed; this and many more things in my personal life. Fast forward a year I was in a way put back on track by Satan to the point that i get cocky sometimes ( sorry, I really do mean this part as a joke).

The best part was when during a yoga session i heard a " thank you" and was led to this forum in 2018. And as I know now it was a lot of curses on me at that time and hence a lot of degenrate posts.

I did want to make an appreciation post to Hells Army( and Teens for Satan) but have been under attack for a while .I was lucky enough to stumble upon this.

Hail Satan

Aquariussaid:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.
Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.
Thank you Father Satan.

This is really an awesome story.
I remember when I was 15 and went about looking for Satan, as a rebellious teen and ended up in many shady websites never dedicating though. Advance a couple of months and I being the degenerate that I was called him up mentally during an exam , which I got a really good score in . Couple of days later a friend of mine as a challenge of "Summoning DeMonS" led me to this site, which I ignored. I would also like to mention here that things in my life were getting worse by the day. Again me being the degenerate screamed " if you get me out of here I will dedicate"- Still going by the Christard philosophy. And finally I moved to a different place where I was alone most of the day, with my life getting seriously easy -spoilt kid if one can say that.
That entire year was spent in reading the JoS. And seeing how it was highly pagan as opposed to what the media projects it to be. Even then I was highly attracted to the HellsArmy page ( something I still repeat when I start slacking off ). That year was awesome to say the least, meditations became a part of me. And I was sincerely hard on the army part wherin I would enter european chat groups and be let off the radar by the moderators of defended by them to say the least- this generally happened when i would see Islamists in the group and bash them relentlessly. And this would all be allowed by the "moderators". Many of them it seemed started to copy these and paste it on to the Islamists. I still remember the mental satisfaction, anxiety it would feel when writing these in hopes of getting banned but being allowed by most of the moderators.
And then came the Ritual which I did once that year ( I was not a part of the forums and didnt know what it meant). Fast forward People would actually grant me favours ( I felt a bit evil inside at times :p). Joined a Uni only to continue this Army on the physical too with me rounding up Islamists at times and juat debating with them to the point they would beg me to stop. But they did "pray" i guess because I remember hearing a voice back in college after which things got worse by the day( I know its the enemy now , but this is how things were at that time for me).

All this made me really depressed; this and many more things in my personal life. Fast forward a year I was in a way put back on track by Satan to the point that i get cocky sometimes ( sorry, I really do mean this part as a joke).

The best part was when during a yoga session i heard a " thank you" and was led to this forum in 2018. And as I know now it was a lot of curses on me at that time and hence a lot of degenrate posts.

I did want to make an appreciation post to Hells Army( and Teens for Satan) but have been under attack for a while .I was lucky enough to stumble upon this.

Hail Satan

Jan 23, 2021#35

This and the last Ritual schedule has really hit me hard. Not in a bad sense per se, I can feel my muscles getting stronger. I am starting to awake from the haze I've been in for over decade,
I'm starting to feel emotions I haven't felt in a long time.

This is a rough journey, but a much needed one.

Feb 2, 2021#37

Kinnareesaid:
Growing up, Buddhism did not give me that spiritual "this is it" feeling. Neither did Christianity or Islam. Yup, I went those routes before I even got to Zevism.

Same. I wanted to know the reason for my visions (see https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=51441) so I researched any and all religions and it led me here. I’m glad that I found Satan, but I still don’t know why I have visions. Maybe my questions will be answered soon enough.

Kinnareesaid:
Growing up, Buddhism did not give me that spiritual "this is it" feeling. Neither did Christianity or Islam. Yup, I went those routes before I even got to Zevism.

Same. I wanted to know the reason for my visions (see https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=51441) so I researched any and all religions and it led me here. I’m glad that I found Satan, but I still don’t know why I have visions. Maybe my questions will be answered soon enough.

Feb 12, 2021#39

BioElektriksaid:
...Is it recommended I retake the dedication ritual? I haven't practiced any religion apart from a little non-theistic Hinduism. I can feel Satan's warm presence and believe I'm still connected, therefore I think I'm okay there. Thanks you guys!

Cool!

You don't need to as you never really left the path, or anything. You simply wandered off for a bit. ;)

Zeus is God | templeofzeus.org | Tozrituals

For beginners: A Beginner's Guide

Feb 13, 2021#40

Henu the Greatsaid:
BioElektriksaid:
...Is it recommended I retake the dedication ritual? I haven't practiced any religion apart from a little non-theistic Hinduism. I can feel Satan's warm presence and believe I'm still connected, therefore I think I'm okay there. Thanks you guys!
Cool!
You don't need to as you never really left the path, or anything. You simply wandered off for a bit. ;)

That's a relief to hear. I'm currently living with Christians and it would be a bit awkward to get caught outside with a black candle lighting stuff up lol. Thanks so much. :lol:

Henu the Greatsaid:
BioElektriksaid:
...Is it recommended I retake the dedication ritual? I haven't practiced any religion apart from a little non-theistic Hinduism. I can feel Satan's warm presence and believe I'm still connected, therefore I think I'm okay there. Thanks you guys!
Cool!
You don't need to as you never really left the path, or anything. You simply wandered off for a bit. ;)

That's a relief to hear. I'm currently living with Christians and it would be a bit awkward to get caught outside with a black candle lighting stuff up lol. Thanks so much. :lol:

Feb 13, 2021#41

Wow! Am very happy to hear this.
Satan never fails, He is the same forever.
Hail Lilith
Our ineffable God(Satan)

Feb 13, 2021#42

Wow! Am very happy to hear this.
Satan never fails, He is the same forever.
Hail Lilith
Our ineffable God(Satan)

Mar 28, 2021#43

It was in the summer of 2018 that I dedicated my soul to Satan. I admit I procrastinated my participation for the past 3 years. A lot of bad luck has happened, but I'm sure it is not Satan and the gods punishing me. It all seemed more like the work of the enemy. The enemy was sure trying their hardest to discourage me from living the lifestyle I desire most. Even before I dedicated my soul, I always had a rightful skepticism of the falsehoods of the Abrahamic religions. It never made sense to me that Satan Lucifer was humanity's adversary.

It all began with me speculating that Lucifer will someday attain redemption in the eyes of the Abrahamic god... But then I did a lot of online research over the past decade. Based on my findings, I figured out the world has always been essentially "Pagan" or pantheistic. I always "knew" reincarnation was very much a true possibility. I always knew there is a greater truth than what these stupid monotheistic religions tried to convince everyone of. I am glad to say I am getting ever closer to the truth.

Since March 26, 2021, I have done the Final Ritual a few times now. I have never felt so light as a feather, and my depressive fog seems to have faded away. I suddenly ended up being very productive with my chores. I actually enjoy doing the chanting, just need to practice memorizing everything by heart. As a wordsmith, I find it amazing how some modern slang/cuss words resemble the words in the Ritual. :mrgreen: Also! When I went to sleep after doing the Ritual for the first time, I had a brief third eye vision of blue fire in my laundry room. I was actually feeling paranoid that there was a grey alien in the dark laundry room. But then after I fell asleep and briefly woke up, I believe it was Satan burning the entity for me. I noticed the blue flames and I said, "Satan...?!" But then it disappeared. Today I felt very positive, and I am so grateful for the Ritual.

This is a poem I wrote for Father Satan in the same year I dedicated my soul:
"Phosphorus"
Haunting
How Ye say my name.
Faintly,
Always I hear your voice.
You know me
As well as I used to know Thee.
Only now
Am I remembering
How we are bound eternally.
For Ye are truly
Not who made mine soul,
But the One
Who helped me become
A whole person of my own making.
Our souls always existed,
But it is You
Who have shaped us
Into who our souls are to this day.
From here on forth,
I shall always feel at peace
When I speak Thy name.
Your Divine flame
Shall someday free me
From this cage.

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

It was in the summer of 2018 that I dedicated my soul to Satan. I admit I procrastinated my participation for the past 3 years. A lot of bad luck has happened, but I'm sure it is not Satan and the gods punishing me. It all seemed more like the work of the enemy. The enemy was sure trying their hardest to discourage me from living the lifestyle I desire most. Even before I dedicated my soul, I always had a rightful skepticism of the falsehoods of the Abrahamic religions. It never made sense to me that Satan Lucifer was humanity's adversary.

It all began with me speculating that Lucifer will someday attain redemption in the eyes of the Abrahamic god... But then I did a lot of online research over the past decade. Based on my findings, I figured out the world has always been essentially "Pagan" or pantheistic. I always "knew" reincarnation was very much a true possibility. I always knew there is a greater truth than what these stupid monotheistic religions tried to convince everyone of. I am glad to say I am getting ever closer to the truth.

Since March 26, 2021, I have done the Final Ritual a few times now. I have never felt so light as a feather, and my depressive fog seems to have faded away. I suddenly ended up being very productive with my chores. I actually enjoy doing the chanting, just need to practice memorizing everything by heart. As a wordsmith, I find it amazing how some modern slang/cuss words resemble the words in the Ritual. :mrgreen: Also! When I went to sleep after doing the Ritual for the first time, I had a brief third eye vision of blue fire in my laundry room. I was actually feeling paranoid that there was a grey alien in the dark laundry room. But then after I fell asleep and briefly woke up, I believe it was Satan burning the entity for me. I noticed the blue flames and I said, "Satan...?!" But then it disappeared. Today I felt very positive, and I am so grateful for the Ritual.

This is a poem I wrote for Father Satan in the same year I dedicated my soul:
"Phosphorus"
Haunting
How Ye say my name.
Faintly,
Always I hear your voice.
You know me
As well as I used to know Thee.
Only now
Am I remembering
How we are bound eternally.
For Ye are truly
Not who made mine soul,
But the One
Who helped me become
A whole person of my own making.
Our souls always existed,
But it is You
Who have shaped us
Into who our souls are to this day.
From here on forth,
I shall always feel at peace
When I speak Thy name.
Your Divine flame
Shall someday free me
From this cage.

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!

Apr 6, 2021#44

I want to add two things to this amazing thread.

1.) I didn't mention, after departing from meditations/satanism I became agnostic, not knowing what to believe. I remember there was a night I woke up at 3 AM or something, looked up and saw a glowing figure at the foot of my bed. He had medium-long blonde parted hair wearing a low-cut (v-neck shaped) white shirt with no sleeves (sort of like a muscle shirt), which seemed very bright. He was smiling at me and all I could think was how comforting (and attractive) this man was. He vanished shortly thereafter leaving me the question "was it Satan or an angel?" At that time I didn't know what Satan's form actually looked like. Someone here has a signature with "Lucifer/Satan" and his picture. That blew me away.

I think Satan knew I'd always be on his side. It took learning about conspiracies theories and aliens to understand the physical aspect of Satan, that of which I previously had a confirmation bias toward. Growing up with Christians I felt any higher being had to be spiritual/etherial in nature. The only religion that connects spirituality with physical science is Satanism.
I think he knew I'd always be a Satanist and perhaps wanted to give me a nod that he would always be there.

2.) This is more recent and I hope it inspires some of you. I've been serious about meditation lately, having opened my third eye and sixth chakra, meditating on them for about a month period now. I've felt somewhat discouraged because I want to see auras yet I haven't gotten there yet. I imagine certain aspects of chakras may take longer to master than others, depending on the person.
I had a couple interesting experiences. I was in the kitchen one day taking a step backwards towards a closing cupboard. My roommate said "Look out". At the "L-" part (a milisecond after moving backwards) I immediatly felt something in my bubble (aura) and ducked, and the "out" part was spoken right after the cupboard closed. My roomate had a very suprised, almosed scared look to her and I simply said "thanks". She's very Christian and doesn't believe in the psychics or their ability, so maybe she thinks I'm possessed? LOL. xD
The second experience I was in the kitchen (again) and my roommate's 5-year-old boy was watching Youtube in the living room across from me. It was a WWE trivia video with 3 multiple choice answers (each with a name) and the top parts of wrestler's heads for clues. Believe me, I don't know any wrestler other than the Rock. I thought I would guess for the fun of it and I got 5 in a row correct! At that point he changed it because obviously he can't read well yet. I'm poor at math but I think the chances of that happening are slim. (1/15?)

So the takeaway? I've learned that any work we do has amazing results, they just may not be perceptible yet. The key is to continue believing in yourself and your progress.
The other thing I've been learning is spiritual work is a lot like jumping of a diving board. You have to let go. NO fear and NO inhibitions. Just accept it as a natural part of yourself. When you experience sensations don't dwell on them and think (woah, I did something), KEEP GOING and accept what is occuring as natural.

I'm terrified of roller coasters so this was a huge learning curb for me. Always remember, Satan is there protecting and guiding us so we have nothing to fear.

If you read this far thanks for reading! And sorry for such a wordy post. I'm a very wordy person... ^_^

Hail Satan!

I want to add two things to this amazing thread.

1.) I didn't mention, after departing from meditations/satanism I became agnostic, not knowing what to believe. I remember there was a night I woke up at 3 AM or something, looked up and saw a glowing figure at the foot of my bed. He had medium-long blonde parted hair wearing a low-cut (v-neck shaped) white shirt with no sleeves (sort of like a muscle shirt), which seemed very bright. He was smiling at me and all I could think was how comforting (and attractive) this man was. He vanished shortly thereafter leaving me the question "was it Satan or an angel?" At that time I didn't know what Satan's form actually looked like. Someone here has a signature with "Lucifer/Satan" and his picture. That blew me away.

I think Satan knew I'd always be on his side. It took learning about conspiracies theories and aliens to understand the physical aspect of Satan, that of which I previously had a confirmation bias toward. Growing up with Christians I felt any higher being had to be spiritual/etherial in nature. The only religion that connects spirituality with physical science is Satanism.
I think he knew I'd always be a Satanist and perhaps wanted to give me a nod that he would always be there.

2.) This is more recent and I hope it inspires some of you. I've been serious about meditation lately, having opened my third eye and sixth chakra, meditating on them for about a month period now. I've felt somewhat discouraged because I want to see auras yet I haven't gotten there yet. I imagine certain aspects of chakras may take longer to master than others, depending on the person.
I had a couple interesting experiences. I was in the kitchen one day taking a step backwards towards a closing cupboard. My roommate said "Look out". At the "L-" part (a milisecond after moving backwards) I immediatly felt something in my bubble (aura) and ducked, and the "out" part was spoken right after the cupboard closed. My roomate had a very suprised, almosed scared look to her and I simply said "thanks". She's very Christian and doesn't believe in the psychics or their ability, so maybe she thinks I'm possessed? LOL. xD
The second experience I was in the kitchen (again) and my roommate's 5-year-old boy was watching Youtube in the living room across from me. It was a WWE trivia video with 3 multiple choice answers (each with a name) and the top parts of wrestler's heads for clues. Believe me, I don't know any wrestler other than the Rock. I thought I would guess for the fun of it and I got 5 in a row correct! At that point he changed it because obviously he can't read well yet. I'm poor at math but I think the chances of that happening are slim. (1/15?)

So the takeaway? I've learned that any work we do has amazing results, they just may not be perceptible yet. The key is to continue believing in yourself and your progress.
The other thing I've been learning is spiritual work is a lot like jumping of a diving board. You have to let go. NO fear and NO inhibitions. Just accept it as a natural part of yourself. When you experience sensations don't dwell on them and think (woah, I did something), KEEP GOING and accept what is occuring as natural.

I'm terrified of roller coasters so this was a huge learning curb for me. Always remember, Satan is there protecting and guiding us so we have nothing to fear.

If you read this far thanks for reading! And sorry for such a wordy post. I'm a very wordy person... ^_^

Hail Satan!

Apr 16, 2021#46

DreamWeaversaid:
...

I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers leads me to believe it is the enemy and not him at all. I would greatly appreciate any information you have about him. That isn't already on the JoS website, of course. Thank you.

DreamWeaversaid:
...

I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers leads me to believe it is the enemy and not him at all. I would greatly appreciate any information you have about him. That isn't already on the JoS website, of course. Thank you.

Apr 16, 2021#47

Charlotte61903said:
DreamWeaversaid:
...
I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers leads me to believe it is the enemy and not him at all. I would greatly appreciate any information you have about him. That isn't already on the JoS website, of course. Thank you.

I suppose it's alright to change the subject a bit, because Zevism are aware of the reality of the other pantheons of gods.

Several years ago, I received a wooden statue of Horus in full animal form from a former friend. It was a souvenir from Egypt. Although perhaps it was just a nice decorative gift for tourists, I immediately regarded it as Horus.

I am yet to fully astrally hear the gods and I intend to get to work on my power meditations soon. But there's always reassurance in my subconscious of precisely why I am currently incarnated on Earth.

Horus in Egyptian mythology represents having the courage and strength to live in accordance of the will of Osiris and Isis. I interpret this as being true to one's Self and our ancestral lineage. What the gods taught us long, long ago has been distorted into us being forced to respect people who demand respect, while disrespecting us. But most of the time it may not be the fault of those souls we know, because they were raised under one of the Abrahamic faiths and never questioned if there's a darker side to these faiths.

I have also been successfully protected by Horus. I feel safe wherever I take the wooden statue. Ancient Egyptians are also slowly being discovered as having once visited the American continents, so I strongly suspect my distant ancestors met them.

Charlotte61903said:
DreamWeaversaid:
...
I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers leads me to believe it is the enemy and not him at all. I would greatly appreciate any information you have about him. That isn't already on the JoS website, of course. Thank you.

I suppose it's alright to change the subject a bit, because Zevism are aware of the reality of the other pantheons of gods.

Several years ago, I received a wooden statue of Horus in full animal form from a former friend. It was a souvenir from Egypt. Although perhaps it was just a nice decorative gift for tourists, I immediately regarded it as Horus.

I am yet to fully astrally hear the gods and I intend to get to work on my power meditations soon. But there's always reassurance in my subconscious of precisely why I am currently incarnated on Earth.

Horus in Egyptian mythology represents having the courage and strength to live in accordance of the will of Osiris and Isis. I interpret this as being true to one's Self and our ancestral lineage. What the gods taught us long, long ago has been distorted into us being forced to respect people who demand respect, while disrespecting us. But most of the time it may not be the fault of those souls we know, because they were raised under one of the Abrahamic faiths and never questioned if there's a darker side to these faiths.

I have also been successfully protected by Horus. I feel safe wherever I take the wooden statue. Ancient Egyptians are also slowly being discovered as having once visited the American continents, so I strongly suspect my distant ancestors met them.

May 1, 2021#48

I'm new here in the forums, but first came across JoS about 8 years ago when I was searching for some Satanic material for something, which I can't remember now. I remember the Yahoo e-groups, which were firey and rowdy compared to the forums now. I came and left many times, but never really accepted the truth about Father Satan and the Demon Gods that JoS teaches; probably because of my Xian upbringing, which has taken me a lot of time to deprogram from. I was also in a long-term relationship with a Xian, and that held me back too.

The reason I have come here is that I got to the point where I just couldn't ignore the truth anymore, which was eating away at me. I did some really deep soul searching and finally realized that I was moving along this path all along, but just wouldn't face up to it.

I have dedicated to Satan, and I'm applying spiritual knowledge and meditation with Father Satan and the Demon Gods of Elysium on my path to Godhead.

Hail Satan | Lucifer

I'm new here in the forums, but first came across JoS about 8 years ago when I was searching for some Satanic material for something, which I can't remember now. I remember the Yahoo e-groups, which were firey and rowdy compared to the forums now. I came and left many times, but never really accepted the truth about Father Satan and the Demon Gods that JoS teaches; probably because of my Xian upbringing, which has taken me a lot of time to deprogram from. I was also in a long-term relationship with a Xian, and that held me back too.

The reason I have come here is that I got to the point where I just couldn't ignore the truth anymore, which was eating away at me. I did some really deep soul searching and finally realized that I was moving along this path all along, but just wouldn't face up to it.

I have dedicated to Satan, and I'm applying spiritual knowledge and meditation with Father Satan and the Demon Gods of Elysium on my path to Godhead.

Hail Satan | Lucifer

May 5, 2021#49

so late 2015 early 2016 absurd things started happening at my workplace with my coworkers; they did certain things and said certain things relating to my past. So much so that i thought the adl and the media and my family were doing something to me because of my reputation with the jos. i stopped meditating and went crazy and was in pain, intense pain; i even saw the face of a gray everytime i closed my eyes and had something akin to nightmares every night and this lasted for 5 years (today i just realized i was being tortured by a gray.) Last october the pain vanished and the nightmares stopped and i was at peace. i began meditating about a month ago and im doing so much better. Hail Satan Hail Earth

May 7, 2021#50

I dedicated in 2017, at 18 years old. I am now almost 23; it has been 4 years since the ritual, and 2 years of consistent practice. My life was horrendously chaotic(especially after I learned the truth), but Father Satan even in my paramount ignorance never left me.

Since coming to Satan, I have victories of self-overcoming in consistent strides. I am still to a lesser degree, and then, plagued with obstacles; yet Satan has showed me that in order to succeed, you must fail. Anything worth value in Nature is challenging and complex. Without the limitations that exist, there can be no triumph over such; if it not for my own limitation, I would stagnant. The Wolf climbing the hill, is always hungrier than the Wolf atop the hill. Always be that wolf climbing the hill.

Without diving into too much detail, I was torturing myself daily through many facets of Self Harm: emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and even physically. I was delusional in respect to many sensitive self reflections; however, when I truly gave my life to Satan he worked with me to establish redemption.

I am now a completely different person than I was when I first found Father. I have development in all areas of life and being; furthermore, I am truly seeing His light and love. Yes, Father Satan loves his children, all of his worthy descendants.

I saw Satan himself on May 2nd. Something terrible happened between my biological Father and I, and I was afraid to tell my girlfriend; although, he appeared in my room, as tall as the ceiling, and said "Tell her, I will protect you." Sure enough I was honest with her, and everything turned out well.

I feel Self-liberation, and a sense of True individuality not obscured by Societal Dogma.

I have a lot more to say, but I should reserve it for a novel as it would be that long.

HAIL SATAN

I dedicated in 2017, at 18 years old. I am now almost 23; it has been 4 years since the ritual, and 2 years of consistent practice. My life was horrendously chaotic(especially after I learned the truth), but Father Satan even in my paramount ignorance never left me.

Since coming to Satan, I have victories of self-overcoming in consistent strides. I am still to a lesser degree, and then, plagued with obstacles; yet Satan has showed me that in order to succeed, you must fail. Anything worth value in Nature is challenging and complex. Without the limitations that exist, there can be no triumph over such; if it not for my own limitation, I would stagnant. The Wolf climbing the hill, is always hungrier than the Wolf atop the hill. Always be that wolf climbing the hill.

Without diving into too much detail, I was torturing myself daily through many facets of Self Harm: emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and even physically. I was delusional in respect to many sensitive self reflections; however, when I truly gave my life to Satan he worked with me to establish redemption.

I am now a completely different person than I was when I first found Father. I have development in all areas of life and being; furthermore, I am truly seeing His light and love. Yes, Father Satan loves his children, all of his worthy descendants.

I saw Satan himself on May 2nd. Something terrible happened between my biological Father and I, and I was afraid to tell my girlfriend; although, he appeared in my room, as tall as the ceiling, and said "Tell her, I will protect you." Sure enough I was honest with her, and everything turned out well.

I feel Self-liberation, and a sense of True individuality not obscured by Societal Dogma.

I have a lot more to say, but I should reserve it for a novel as it would be that long.

HAIL SATAN

May 15, 2021#51

I started Satanism at the age of 11, that was last year. Before dedicating myself I did yogic breathing, just to feel "the best".
After I did the dedication in the astral I felt a tingling, it was very good.

After that I did the fundamental meditation, I felt the energy, at this time I felt very happy, I went on to do other meditations like the void meditation, it was perfect, I had never felt so good.

I am evolving a lot, I have already opened all my chakras, I am strengthening the laryngeal one to cure my hypothyroidism.
I ask Aim and Phenex for help before I go to sleep to have more privacy to meditate.

When I did Kundalini Yoga for the first time I felt the vril, from that day on I have been doing it every day so that my nadis are completely open for the kundalini to ascend smoothly.

I started Satanism at the age of 11, that was last year. Before dedicating myself I did yogic breathing, just to feel "the best".
After I did the dedication in the astral I felt a tingling, it was very good.

After that I did the fundamental meditation, I felt the energy, at this time I felt very happy, I went on to do other meditations like the void meditation, it was perfect, I had never felt so good.

I am evolving a lot, I have already opened all my chakras, I am strengthening the laryngeal one to cure my hypothyroidism.
I ask Aim and Phenex for help before I go to sleep to have more privacy to meditate.

When I did Kundalini Yoga for the first time I felt the vril, from that day on I have been doing it every day so that my nadis are completely open for the kundalini to ascend smoothly.