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Henu the Great said:
BioElektrik said:
...Is it recommended I retake the dedication ritual? I haven't practiced any religion apart from a little non-theistic Hinduism. I can feel Satan's warm presence and believe I'm still connected, therefore I think I'm okay there. Thanks you guys!
Cool!

You don't need to as you never really left the path, or anything. You simply wandered off for a bit. ;)

That's a relief to hear. I'm currently living with Christians and it would be a bit awkward to get caught outside with a black candle lighting stuff up lol. Thanks so much. :lol:
 
It was in the summer of 2018 that I dedicated my soul to Satan. I admit I procrastinated my participation for the past 3 years. A lot of bad luck has happened, but I'm sure it is not Satan and the gods punishing me. It all seemed more like the work of the enemy. The enemy was sure trying their hardest to discourage me from living the lifestyle I desire most. Even before I dedicated my soul, I always had a rightful skepticism of the falsehoods of the Abrahamic religions. It never made sense to me that Satan Lucifer was humanity's adversary.

It all began with me speculating that Lucifer will someday attain redemption in the eyes of the Abrahamic god... But then I did a lot of online research over the past decade. Based on my findings, I figured out the world has always been essentially "Pagan" or pantheistic. I always "knew" reincarnation was very much a true possibility. I always knew there is a greater truth than what these stupid monotheistic religions tried to convince everyone of. I am glad to say I am getting ever closer to the truth.

Since March 26, 2021, I have done the Final Ritual a few times now. I have never felt so light as a feather, and my depressive fog seems to have faded away. I suddenly ended up being very productive with my chores. I actually enjoy doing the chanting, just need to practice memorizing everything by heart. As a wordsmith, I find it amazing how some modern slang/cuss words resemble the words in the Ritual. :mrgreen: Also! When I went to sleep after doing the Ritual for the first time, I had a brief third eye vision of blue fire in my laundry room. I was actually feeling paranoid that there was a grey alien in the dark laundry room. But then after I fell asleep and briefly woke up, I believe it was Satan burning the entity for me. I noticed the blue flames and I said, "Satan...?!" But then it disappeared. Today I felt very positive, and I am so grateful for the Ritual.

This is a poem I wrote for Father Satan in the same year I dedicated my soul:
"Phosphorus"
Haunting
How Ye say my name.
Faintly,
Always I hear your voice.
You know me
As well as I used to know Thee.
Only now
Am I remembering
How we are bound eternally.
For Ye are truly
Not who made mine soul,
But the One
Who helped me become
A whole person of my own making.
Our souls always existed,
But it is You
Who have shaped us
Into who our souls are to this day.
From here on forth,
I shall always feel at peace
When I speak Thy name.
Your Divine flame
Shall someday free me
From this cage.

HAIL SATAN AND THE GODS!
 
I want to add two things to this amazing thread.

1.) I didn't mention, after departing from meditations/satanism I became agnostic, not knowing what to believe. I remember there was a night I woke up at 3 AM or something, looked up and saw a glowing figure at the foot of my bed. He had medium-long blonde parted hair wearing a low-cut (v-neck shaped) white shirt with no sleeves (sort of like a muscle shirt), which seemed very bright. He was smiling at me and all I could think was how comforting (and attractive) this man was. He vanished shortly thereafter leaving me the question "was it Satan or an angel?" At that time I didn't know what Satan's form actually looked like. Someone here has a signature with "Lucifer/Satan" and his picture. That blew me away.

I think Satan knew I'd always be on his side. It took learning about conspiracies theories and aliens to understand the physical aspect of Satan, that of which I previously had a confirmation bias toward. Growing up with Christians I felt any higher being had to be spiritual/etherial in nature. The only religion that connects spirituality with physical science is Satanism.
I think he knew I'd always be a Satanist and perhaps wanted to give me a nod that he would always be there.

2.) This is more recent and I hope it inspires some of you. I've been serious about meditation lately, having opened my third eye and sixth chakra, meditating on them for about a month period now. I've felt somewhat discouraged because I want to see auras yet I haven't gotten there yet. I imagine certain aspects of chakras may take longer to master than others, depending on the person.
I had a couple interesting experiences. I was in the kitchen one day taking a step backwards towards a closing cupboard. My roommate said "Look out". At the "L-" part (a milisecond after moving backwards) I immediatly felt something in my bubble (aura) and ducked, and the "out" part was spoken right after the cupboard closed. My roomate had a very suprised, almosed scared look to her and I simply said "thanks". She's very Christian and doesn't believe in the psychics or their ability, so maybe she thinks I'm possessed? LOL. xD
The second experience I was in the kitchen (again) and my roommate's 5-year-old boy was watching Youtube in the living room across from me. It was a WWE trivia video with 3 multiple choice answers (each with a name) and the top parts of wrestler's heads for clues. Believe me, I don't know any wrestler other than the Rock. I thought I would guess for the fun of it and I got 5 in a row correct! At that point he changed it because obviously he can't read well yet. I'm poor at math but I think the chances of that happening are slim. (1/15?)

So the takeaway? I've learned that any work we do has amazing results, they just may not be perceptible yet. The key is to continue believing in yourself and your progress.
The other thing I've been learning is spiritual work is a lot like jumping of a diving board. You have to let go. NO fear and NO inhibitions. Just accept it as a natural part of yourself. When you experience sensations don't dwell on them and think (woah, I did something), KEEP GOING and accept what is occuring as natural.

I'm terrified of roller coasters so this was a huge learning curb for me. Always remember, Satan is there protecting and guiding us so we have nothing to fear.

If you read this far thanks for reading! And sorry for such a wordy post. I'm a very wordy person... ^_^

Hail Satan!
 
DreamWeaver said:

I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers leads me to believe it is the enemy and not him at all. I would greatly appreciate any information you have about him. That isn't already on the JoS website, of course. Thank you.
 
Charlotte61903 said:
DreamWeaver said:

I apologize for interrupting the testimonial thread, but I merely wanted to ask a question. In your signature you mention Hours. Would you be willing to tell me some things about him? I have been trying to communicate with him for a year now, however, stopped because recent misleading answers leads me to believe it is the enemy and not him at all. I would greatly appreciate any information you have about him. That isn't already on the JoS website, of course. Thank you.

I suppose it's alright to change the subject a bit, because Zevism are aware of the reality of the other pantheons of gods.

Several years ago, I received a wooden statue of Horus in full animal form from a former friend. It was a souvenir from Egypt. Although perhaps it was just a nice decorative gift for tourists, I immediately regarded it as Horus.

I am yet to fully astrally hear the gods and I intend to get to work on my power meditations soon. But there's always reassurance in my subconscious of precisely why I am currently incarnated on Earth.

Horus in Egyptian mythology represents having the courage and strength to live in accordance of the will of Osiris and Isis. I interpret this as being true to one's Self and our ancestral lineage. What the gods taught us long, long ago has been distorted into us being forced to respect people who demand respect, while disrespecting us. But most of the time it may not be the fault of those souls we know, because they were raised under one of the Abrahamic faiths and never questioned if there's a darker side to these faiths.

I have also been successfully protected by Horus. I feel safe wherever I take the wooden statue. Ancient Egyptians are also slowly being discovered as having once visited the American continents, so I strongly suspect my distant ancestors met them.
 
I'm new here in the forums, but first came across JoS about 8 years ago when I was searching for some Satanic material for something, which I can't remember now. I remember the Yahoo e-groups, which were firey and rowdy compared to the forums now. I came and left many times, but never really accepted the truth about Father Satan and the Demon Gods that JoS teaches; probably because of my Xian upbringing, which has taken me a lot of time to deprogram from. I was also in a long-term relationship with a Xian, and that held me back too.

The reason I have come here is that I got to the point where I just couldn't ignore the truth anymore, which was eating away at me. I did some really deep soul searching and finally realized that I was moving along this path all along, but just wouldn't face up to it.

I have dedicated to Satan, and I'm applying spiritual knowledge and meditation with Father Satan and the Demon Gods of Elysium on my path to Godhead.

Hail Satan | Lucifer
 
so late 2015 early 2016 absurd things started happening at my workplace with my coworkers; they did certain things and said certain things relating to my past. So much so that i thought the adl and the media and my family were doing something to me because of my reputation with the jos. i stopped meditating and went crazy and was in pain, intense pain; i even saw the face of a gray everytime i closed my eyes and had something akin to nightmares every night and this lasted for 5 years (today i just realized i was being tortured by a gray.) Last october the pain vanished and the nightmares stopped and i was at peace. i began meditating about a month ago and im doing so much better. Hail Satan Hail Earth
 
I dedicated in 2017, at 18 years old. I am now almost 23; it has been 4 years since the ritual, and 2 years of consistent practice. My life was horrendously chaotic(especially after I learned the truth), but Father Satan even in my paramount ignorance never left me.

Since coming to Satan, I have victories of self-overcoming in consistent strides. I am still to a lesser degree, and then, plagued with obstacles; yet Satan has showed me that in order to succeed, you must fail. Anything worth value in Nature is challenging and complex. Without the limitations that exist, there can be no triumph over such; if it not for my own limitation, I would stagnant. The Wolf climbing the hill, is always hungrier than the Wolf atop the hill. Always be that wolf climbing the hill.

Without diving into too much detail, I was torturing myself daily through many facets of Self Harm: emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and even physically. I was delusional in respect to many sensitive self reflections; however, when I truly gave my life to Satan he worked with me to establish redemption.

I am now a completely different person than I was when I first found Father. I have development in all areas of life and being; furthermore, I am truly seeing His light and love. Yes, Father Satan loves his children, all of his worthy descendants.

I saw Satan himself on May 2nd. Something terrible happened between my biological Father and I, and I was afraid to tell my girlfriend; although, he appeared in my room, as tall as the ceiling, and said "Tell her, I will protect you." Sure enough I was honest with her, and everything turned out well.

I feel Self-liberation, and a sense of True individuality not obscured by Societal Dogma.

I have a lot more to say, but I should reserve it for a novel as it would be that long.

HAIL SATAN
 
I started Satanism at the age of 11, that was last year. Before dedicating myself I did yogic breathing, just to feel "the best".
After I did the dedication in the astral I felt a tingling, it was very good.

After that I did the fundamental meditation, I felt the energy, at this time I felt very happy, I went on to do other meditations like the void meditation, it was perfect, I had never felt so good.

I am evolving a lot, I have already opened all my chakras, I am strengthening the laryngeal one to cure my hypothyroidism.
I ask Aim and Phenex for help before I go to sleep to have more privacy to meditate.

When I did Kundalini Yoga for the first time I felt the vril, from that day on I have been doing it every day so that my nadis are completely open for the kundalini to ascend smoothly.
 
I found the JoS main website on the internet exactly 6 months after my neurologist decided that I no longer need to take the anti-psychotic medications that I had been taking for 3 years after having epileptic seizures quite a few times. I dedicated myself on the 3rd april 2019 which was a week after finding the JoS, and started the 40 day meditation program 3 days later. On the morning of 7th day of the program, my therapist called me to tell me that they had found a donor whose kidneys could be a match with me and that I had to come to the hospital so that I could receive the transplantation. I was immeasurably happy and thankful to the gods and my ancestors after hearing and on the night of the same day, it was confirmed that the kidney of the donor matched with me and I received the transplantation. I'd like to address my gratitude to the donor, the gods, my guardian, and everyone who supported me and stayed by my side if they are reading this. The gods looked out for me and were giving me hints everytime I had doubts on this path. One example would be when I was new, I couldn't persist with the Rituals and everytime I had doubts with them, there were ALWAYS posts by HP Zevios Metathronos or other advanced members related to them and how they affected the life and the soul of the performer of the Rituals. My guardian is lady Agares, which I found out thanks to this guide.
https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=41191&p=165227#p165227
One of her planets is the ruler of my zodiac sign while the other is the co-ruler of my ascendant and her animal is my birth-year in the Chinese zodiac. She is of the element air and air is not only my favorite element, it also played an important role throughout my whole life. My parents are both aviation engineers, my older brother is a pilot, and my favorite subjects are history and language, both of them are of the element air. I'm a translator and its stated on the JoS that she teaches all languages. Even her sigil emphasizes on the sacral chakra, and my sacral chakra's been weakened and damaged due to a long history of kidney and urological problems. The gods will always look out for us and some events in my life make me believe they looked out for me even before coming here. Everytime me and my family were in danger and in dire situations, we ALWAYS encountered skilled shaman occultists RANDOMLY out of nowhere. They were no regular shamans, some of them made predictions that later became true in our lives. Two of the most recent cases were in 2011 and in 2013. In 2011, my father was fired from his job after months of an ongoing work dispute with the CEO of the Mongolian Airlines, the company my parents worked for. It was the day after me and my mom got off the plane in Berlin, Germany so I could undergo the regular checkups at the local clinic there. Then at the place of a friend of my parents, who runs a company that shipped air-cargo from Berlin to Mongolia, we met a mongolian shaman who was a customer there and was travelling in europe. He told us that our family is in a dire situation, and he revealed that the boss of the Mongolian Airlines had someone place a death curse on my father for 2 weeks in germany and for a month after returning to Mongolia, he helped us reversing these curses placed on my father and in the court case for the unjust firing of my father. Another case was in 2013, my health situation deteriorated and was admitted at intensive care at the local children's hospital in Ulaanbaatar, Mongolia. After I gout out, the friend of my mother, who had recently became a shaman, came to us with her master(shamanism in Mongolia is practiced with the well known teacher-student tradition like taoism in China). Her master told us that upon seeing my photo, she realized that I was possessed by an entity which is damaging my sacral chakra which was the source of my health problems, and we did a banishing and exorcised him out of me for some time. Our earliest encounter with an actual shaman was the late friend of my grandpa(of the maternal side), who helped him and my mom renew the worship of our family deity, which had been forgot during the communist rule in Mongolia. He helped us another time by prolonging the life of our late paternal grandpa for three years, whose liver cancer had been uncurable. He said he can maintain our grandpa alive for three years, which is exactly what he did. We also met a chinese doctor who had immigrated to Mongolia, who maintained our grandpa alive for another six months before grandpa passed away. This was the most important event that made us realize that the occult and science are two sides of the main coin, as stated by my father. All these events make me believe that the gods looked out for me and my family before I came here and the time I around I found the JoS ministries and received my kidney transplantation make me believe that the gods knew when and where to introduce me to this path and that I may have been with the gods in a previous life. I have my guesses as to when that may have been, I think it was around the age of the rise of Genghis Khan and the Mongol Empire. The Mongol Empire has been a shamanic occult empire until the grandchildren of Genghis Khan converted to the enemy programs and divided the empire in four minor dynasties which led to the downfall of the empire a century later.
The knowledge and the abilities of our gods are immeasurable.
Hail Satan
Hail Agares
 
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Aquarius said:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.


Glad to hear this. Hope it continues well for you.
 
Aldrick said:
Aquarius said:
I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.


Glad to hear this. Hope it continues well for you.
It can only go well, when your will is in the right place. Thank you.
 
Bakura Kane said:
Take this as you Will. I am Bakarakhan and my brother is Greccoelos. These are my True Names. I am Lucifer. I am Satan. This is my vessel. I am born Mason Word, the Mason Word of the Free Masons. I have recently finished the Great Work for my own self in this, my prime vessel. I have so many of the answers that you, my dear children seek and I would love to share more with those that have an ear to hear my story, our story. Any here who are able to contact my demons can get for your own self the confirmation of my identity by the True Names I have given here.

My reason for coming here today specifically is because I have a new poem of my own, as Lucifer, that I want on the main Joy of Satan website. I am Cain. I am Alexander the Great. I am Taliesin the great poet. I am Hermes Trismegistus.

Even the Christian Bible, which is a book of my own Black Magick to those that are able to truly see it for what it says, states in the book of Revelation that Jesus is the morning star. As Lucifer, I am Jesus. The enemy has always been the State that has sought to take away the freedom that I bring to my children.

Here is the poem:

Quietus Opposition

The Destroyer is the Creator
The Defiler is the Purifier
The Father of Lies is the Giver of Truth
The Temptress is the Teacher
The Trickster and the Swindler give by taking away
The Thief wants you to be prosperous
The Dealer of Death is the Giver of Renewed Life
The End is the Beginning
To Love is to Lose
To Deny is to Embrace
To Think is to escape the moment
Thoughtless and in Silence I travail
Myriad echoes usher forth the resonance of my glory
All that Know Unknowingly seek after my ways
I am Unholy Holy
I am the Bringer of Light
I am the Ancient of Days
Thank you for polluting this beautiful thread.
 
I think this topic should be cleared of zombie comments and off-topic comments.
 
Aquarius said:
Bakura Kane said:
Take this as you Will. I am Bakarakhan and my brother is Greccoelos. These are my True Names. I am Lucifer. I am Satan. This is my vessel. I am born Mason Word, the Mason Word of the Free Masons. I have recently finished the Great Work for my own self in this, my prime vessel. I have so many of the answers that you, my dear children seek and I would love to share more with those that have an ear to hear my story, our story. Any here who are able to contact my demons can get for your own self the confirmation of my identity by the True Names I have given here.

My reason for coming here today specifically is because I have a new poem of my own, as Lucifer, that I want on the main Joy of Satan website. I am Cain. I am Alexander the Great. I am Taliesin the great poet. I am Hermes Trismegistus.

Even the Christian Bible, which is a book of my own Black Magick to those that are able to truly see it for what it says, states in the book of Revelation that Jesus is the morning star. As Lucifer, I am Jesus. The enemy has always been the State that has sought to take away the freedom that I bring to my children.

Here is the poem:

Quietus Opposition

The Destroyer is the Creator
The Defiler is the Purifier
The Father of Lies is the Giver of Truth
The Temptress is the Teacher
The Trickster and the Swindler give by taking away
The Thief wants you to be prosperous
The Dealer of Death is the Giver of Renewed Life
The End is the Beginning
To Love is to Lose
To Deny is to Embrace
To Think is to escape the moment
Thoughtless and in Silence I travail
Myriad echoes usher forth the resonance of my glory
All that Know Unknowingly seek after my ways
I am Unholy Holy
I am the Bringer of Light
I am the Ancient of Days
Thank you for polluting this beautiful thread.

This is so insane and awful to see :lol: :lol:
 
Hello I need u r help so pls tell me from where can I join satanist to whom I have to contact for joining pls help me
Hail Satan
Hail Satan
Hail Satan
 
i would like to share my experience, too. i dedicated on Easter day, in 2014. Since then i had high and lows, some periods i did 4-5 Ritual at day, some periods nothing at all. And honestly this "as above so below" thing is how i would describe my journey, and what I mean by that is that i feel I gained something, for sure, but i lost something too. I'm not bragging, sometimes i get really surprised by the manifestation of my thoughts, due to the obvious effects on meditation. An example, last week i was just starting a work to get money, simple affirmations, no real rituals, and as i got out of my house a complete stranger gave me 100 Euro, for no reason at all. Another thing is that, believe it or not, apparently i just dont age. Not only that, its like my whole body started aging backwards, which is kinda weird, since i am 27 and i look 15😅. Anyway, right now i feel like the "darkside" of it all make it look like its honestly (almost) not worth it. I completely changed as a person, to the point that i simply don't know who I am anymore. And that is alienating, to say the least. I feel powerful (when i'm not totally depressed), but at the same time empty. It may be a symptom of the awakening trauma, or the fact that the closer i look to life, the meaningless it seems. I don't really know why that is, i just feel it. This is something I would really like to hear other experience about it: the trauma. Am I the only one who suffered LIKE HELL (and still do), finding out that everything i was told is a lie, finding out the most absurd shit a person could possibly imagine about this world, having to learn again to live, basically backwards? If I'm not, i would really like to hear your story, how you guys reacted, and how you got over it. thanks for your time, and sorry for my awful English. CheerZ
 
Hello, for transparency reasons I decided to use my name given at birth, Kevin Hernandez Femat (I'm Mexican and quite possibly related to Hernán Cortez, but I am most definitely Mayan and Aztec descent) because I wanted to be able to tell my testimony about how great Satan is and how from the very beginning, from birth he was going to create a great story out of his greatness in my life (and still is).

I didn't have the best childhood, nor am I the best human being, and have a whole bunch of issues, nor am I asking for sympathy. I come from a Catholic background, and always was surrounded by bad luck and constantly unable to make friends and have very parasitic behavior and I always end up alone and isolated, and at first I thought church and the Judeo-Christian machine (which back then i called god) was going to help me, but it made my life worse, and my relationship with my family and how I treated them was downright disgusting. I wasted so much time, money and energy into something that after coming to Satan, was an extremely painful battle trying to get my life back together, and especially trying to heal the damage I caused and the problem I helped create, and to this day, still am fixing my life. Having a personal relationship with Satan, and able to be as honest and open as I possibly can, and reconnecting with my Satanic roots, I can confidently say that Satan is going to be given glory and praise in my life.
 
SOL/LUNA said:
Kevin Hernandez said:
Hello, for transparency reasons I decided to use my name given at birth, Kevin Hernandez Femat (I'm Mexican and quite possibly related to Hernán Cortez, but I am most definitely Mayan and Aztec descent) because I wanted to be able to tell my testimony about how great Satan is and how from the very beginning, from birth he was going to create a great story out of his greatness in my life (and still is).

I didn't have the best childhood, nor am I the best human being, and have a whole bunch of issues, nor am I asking for sympathy. I come from a Catholic background, and always was surrounded by bad luck and constantly unable to make friends and have very parasitic behavior and I always end up alone and isolated, and at first I thought church and the Judeo-Christian machine (which back then i called god) was going to help me, but it made my life worse, and my relationship with my family and how I treated them was downright disgusting. I wasted so much time, money and energy into something that after coming to Satan, was an extremely painful battle trying to get my life back together, and especially trying to heal the damage I caused and the problem I helped create, and to this day, still am fixing my life. Having a personal relationship with Satan, and able to be as honest and open as I possibly can, and reconnecting with my Satanic roots, I can confidently say that Satan is going to be given glory and praise in my life.

:roll: Since you are a Spanish speaker like me, I will answer you in Spanish.

No es necesario exponerte de esta manera, publicando información personal.
Podrian hacerte daño.(encerrarte en la cárcel, etc)
Cambie inmediatamente el nombre de usuario.
También puede pedir que se elimine su cuenta, y hacer una nueva(obviamente con otro nombre)
Cuídate!

Salvé SATÁN!

🇦🇷
💪 :twisted:

No hay problema. Satanás es más poderoso que qual quien persona que quiere hacerme daño, y yo sé defenderme. La razón porque puedo ser honesto y abierto con ustedes es porque faltan 225 días Venusianas antes de Marzo 29, 2022 cuando La Luna, Marte, Venus y Saturno Conjunta en Capricornio/Aquario. Satanás ganó la batalla y la guerra!
 
my first encounter with satan was when i was around 12 or 13, my mom is Christian as shit ahd forced that on me and my isster growing up so hard. i never ever felt comfortable in church and she would always get mad at me cause i couldnt fucking stand her making me go. when i was 13 or 14 i started refusing to go telling her it wasnt for me and i felt a deeper calling to the darker side of life. i began using drugs and drinking and going out with older boys never really knowing why but i always just wanted to be bad. but what is bad? who gets to choose what is right and wrong? why is me feeling like satan is the one who calls me and the only mother fucking thing ill ever answer to?? i feel such deep darkness inside me and hatred alot of the time and im just trying to find somewhere to talk about how i truly have always felt satans calling and nobody around me understands or even wants to TRY to understand this. its something i was born with and somethng ill die with.
 
I have always belonged to Father Satan, I have never been a xian, and I could not even force myself. Only recently did I discover that I still read everything carefully every day.I dedicate my soul yestrday,and aftet I meditate, I got a picture of my father coming with demons accompanied, although I couldn't see anyone's face clearly, there is simply no character, but the energy is too strong, and like many of us he stands and watches his father approach and he hugs me and says, you are finally me came back again, I don't know what he meant by that, and then he told me that he would personally guide me for a while until I relaxed a bit. I sincerely hope I didn't imagine this, I want to believe that my father spoke to me. I've been full of life since yesterday, but something wonderful. I can't describe it to you. Even today I manage to find big black candles, I was so happy about it. I would like some of you to tell me something about my experience from yesterday.
 
When I was a kid I was really into star wars and magic tricks and all that and had a vivid dream about Haures. She barely said anything but just listened to me talk about my life. I asked her if she was my girlfriend, lol. Then she inferred I wouldn't know if it was a dream and I feel kind of guilty for forgetting but so glad I can still remember that. If that's a "false memory", I still described her appearance, color and demeanor the same as Pythia. I didn't do a ritual until I was a teenager or really commit fully until a bit later but I think that's when it really started for me.
 
Well, my testimony is that I’ve always been very fascinated with anything to do with Satan, the Demons, the ancient world and the Occult ever since I was very little but since I was adopted at the age of 3 by evangelical Xtains, my mind was filled up with their shit starting at the age of 6 which led me down a very long path of me being brainwashed and abused by them and their friends. Of course you all can probably guess what that all did to me as a person. That shit did nothing to destroy my life but now here I am reading everything that I can because I, as a person, cannot stand anymore lies and evil people/beings destroying my life farther. So please, those of you whom are doubting who and what I am, stop and realize that I don’t even know whom and what I truly am yet. Thank you!
 
I've had improvements with my telepathy since I've dedicated to Satan. The messages I've got beforehand were very distorted, and I also thought I was going crazy. Most of the distortion issues were internal due to lack of meditation combined with addictions and xanity leftovers, but there was some of it that was external and had to be dealt with in the astral. My telepathy still needs a lot of work, but it's more reliable than what it was before.

A song I wanted to post, it's metal but I don't know which type:
In Flames - Jotun
https://youtu.be/hW21agr_hxU
 

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