Zevism Testimonials

[Aquarius]

I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.

 

[Ayleth [TG]]

Let’s add bits of my story too.
I found JOS through through an adjacent website, after a ‘weird’ incident at school and me questioning reality. For one year I didn’t meditated at all, just reading things from the website ..
then I began with the easy meditations and some of the spiritual group workings back then. (I was so happy when the schedule with the past rituals came because I remembered how I did them and what a difference I felt from then vs now)
As per usual.. I didn’t have a lot of private time and I would stay late to do the mediations and rituals, no regrets lol
There were struggles and feelings of “is this worth it?” But keep going! One more day. One more week. One more year. Two years, three! Then you’ll see you can’t stop. You’ll see improvements.

At times it felt weird to have this “double persona” and tried my best to not get overwhelmed with the behaviour and thinking of other people and my need of screaming in their face that life isn’t just parties alcohol and drugs or feeling like a victim, or oh so sorry for themselves but not doing anything at all :roll: I got out of that environment and even if it felt lonely keep in mind that it’s going to be better and what we are doing isn’t worthless. Read and search more if you’re not convinced.

Question for everyone: how many of you remember the “edgy phase” of “ I’m totally fine on my own I don’t need anyone, keep going for a few years and then it’s over, that’s simple” ? )
Yeah .. no. It’s not like that. Welcome to adulthood
Since my day of dedication I learned: (and practiced too! )
• what balance is
• true stuff about me and what needs improvement ( how many people nowadays truly know themselves? How awesome is that? )
• that it’s ok to feel things and actually understand their meaning
• controlling the majority of my emotions
• that humans aren’t garbage and our potential is wonderful
• patience and meaning
• about being healthy
I didn’t want this to look like a cheap commercial prompt :lol: ...but it’s a no brainer why it is called the TRUTH path, that’s how we’re supposed to live and grow and experience things.
...Damn you guys are amazing. We are
At this point the spiritual ‘superpowers’ will be an extra (a very welcome one ofc), there’s so much more in this path that I can’t describe how excited I am. I bet you’re too!
I basically grew up with being a Zevism. I can’t imagine what version of me there would be without this.


Hail Satan!

 

[Truth4ever]

I too dedicated when I was a teenager and I'm in my thirties now. Father Satan has been by me in one way or another thru my many ups and downs. He has helped me with several mental issues and when I was homeless for a short time.
For the longest time-and I still have issues with it to this day-I've had a hollow chest a physical feeling of a void in my chest. When I dedicated to him was the first time in my life I had ever felt anything in my chest.
I have my times where I don't feel worthy of his love but I've had way too many positive things go on in my life to ever go anywhere else. Father Satan is such a loving father that it's hard to believe at times and with my biological father having been an absolute nut job it's hard to trust men. What makes things good is that he doesn't push he is fine with keeping an eye on someone and wait for them to come around. He doesn't leave you behind or throw you into the dark. He leaves a lit candle at your side and waits for you to pick it up. It's odd but nice. He respects each child for being their own being and is ready to help each one of us out. Long as we help others with their candles he's good. Like the Al ju wah points out-yes I know I misspelled it- he lets us be ourselves as long as we don't go against his teaching-yes I'm paraphrasing- .
While for me it's hard to say that I love Father Satan-good old heart chakra issues-I can say I respect him and though I may not be the best warrior I know I will never leave his side and shall always be dedicated to him for the rest of my life and beyond.
Thank you so much Father Satan for all you have done for me. I hope to be a better warrior by this time next year.

Come on guys tell everyone in this thread what Father Satan has done for you!!!! Lets show these idiot lurkers how great our Father Satan is! THE ONE TRUE CREATOR GOD OF THIS WORLD OUR FATHER SATAN.

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOR ALL ETERNITY.

 

[Ferret Man]

I don't know the exact date that I dedicated. I am new to the forums but not to spiritual satanism. Ive been some form of occultist all my life. When I was young I intuitionally had a spiritual practice that involved martial arts and yoga and even 'spells'.

I am much more proficient now. I have my own techniques and my own name 'Ferreter' because I ferret things out.

Father Satan truely lives up to his name. While my biological father has failed, Father Satan has been there for me after I jumped off the Weber Creek Bridge in April 2020. I jumped 150 feet or 15 stories. I landed on my feet and when I tried to drag myself after I woke up on the bottom, I just felt numb. I still can't walk. Astaroth has also been there for me, always. She gives me assistance in my wheelchair by making my hands move without my input. She guides me to things. I will be able to walk again.

Hail Astaroth!

 

[Sundara]

Hail Satan, the true father of humanity. The day I dedicated was the day my life changed forever. This was a while ago, but I’ll never forget his energy and assistance in facilitating the changes I needed to make to my life. I went from being on the verge of suicide to truly loving life and swearing off all suicidal ideology. I practiced meditation and learned to thrive in a cold world. Satan has watched out over me through my adolescence and into adulthood, giving me every experience and power to face any challenge life could have to throw at me. Whether someone is a complete modernist and spiritual denialist, Satan’s presence does not go unnoticed to those who give him proper acknowledgment and respect. The positive spiritual experiences from the Gods of Elysium can never be rivaled by any other false organization with low blow magical claims. The Gods teach us all things from logic, healing, spiritual ability, and more. They deserve to be acknowledged by all people from all perspectives of spirituality as literal beings who are not so far off from us. Not as nonsensical and improperly analyzed allegories nor used for personal gain.

 

[shekeb]

I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.

I am very happy to what FATHER SATAN did to you . I am now at your age you was written . I am around 16 - 17 . before come to SATANISM one day i was sad and thinked why that bloodshed god allah is not doing anything for me our family and others . so I start to hate that god . I found a telegram channel that was said we are linked to the jos . and I went to jos website an read all thing on the website . and dedicated my soul to FATHER SATAN and came to this forum and i knew how kind was FATHER SATAN and his demons are . this was happened to me this year . last night I made a ritual to FATHER SATAN around 3 am because that time my family is sleep . nothing happened so I wait until I slept . nothing happened in my sleep too . I think i did a thing wrong at the end of ritual you have turn clockwise and did not do that close my ritual with big HAIL SATAN !!! waiting to FATHER SATAN several minutes after meditation . do you think he will accept

HAIL SATAN !!!! ALMIGHTY AND INEFFABLE

 

[ManofZeus]

I won't start typing all over in details. But being with Satan and living the satanic is supernatural, I have achieved and had just mental wishes come through. I have bigger goals now, time to go big.
I choose the Satanic path forever. I have bigger changes to make due to understanding and wisdom gotten from actively being in this path.
I Hail Satan, Gods of Elysium and my Guardian Demon forever.

 

[ShadowTheRaven]

It all goes back to the Summer of 2010. I was 13 when I came across the site in a hacking forum. I was searching for deeper meaning to everything and an answer to why things were, and I found it. I dedicated months later, and began meditating.

There were highs and lows, struggles and blessings, but without the Gods to help me keep going who knows where I'd be? I can say with utmost honesty and sincerity that I've grown a lot within the past 10 years, and that I'm in a very good position now even though this pandemic. The Gods have literally saved my life time and time again, and without them would've remained in a pitiful existence, or perhaps dead. As the years go by, I've witnessed proof that the supernatural is real and that magick works. I don't know how to describe this in detail, but as long as I, among others, have the energy and focus we can make anything happen. I've taken up challenges with varying degrees of success, but if I've proven anything at all as years go by, it's that I'm loyal.

I've both discovered a better outlook on life, and the things we could do if we work at it. I've learned what love is, after living without it, and love is our Father.

Thank you, Father Satan, for giving us the guidance to become stronger and better than we were before!

 

[Sisyphus]

Im glad to hear that buddy! That's a good habit to develop New year's Resolution.

Personally I've had some good achievements in sales this year I'm grateful for Dantalion he has allowed me to understand people very well which is needed in the negotiations leadership skills as well. (The company uses my Training manual and I own 3 districts in California with 17 people under me and i get a cut of them) i owe it to Dantalion Satan and my Guardian.

Marbas and Ose have helped me greatly as well. honestly, I have not been sick in over a decade since I dedicated.

I have been doing a lot of work with them experimenting with biokinesis its been chaotic lots of ups and downs and confusion but I'm seeing results after years of meditation specializing on it.

I still act like a degenerate haha its in my nature being a scorpio.

hopefully i can start a new chapter in my growth this year that would be a good resolution to keep.

WIsh all the best

Hail satan

 

[Satanic Path]

I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.

I love reading these kind of things, they are inspiring. And we really need to be inspired.
Thanks for sharing! Great blessings to you.
Hail Satan!
Hail all Us!

 

[High Priest Zevios Metathronos]

This can become such a wonderful thread, and I can make this in a webpage in the frontpage of our Website. I think the Testimonials were understated. If anyone has a nice link with previous ones, please do share.

 

[GoldenxChild]

I dedicated my soul to Father Satan in late summer of 2017 at the age of 18. Since then I have grown into myself and the Satanic family of the Gods. Nothing can compare to the love and gratitude I feel for our Gods, within my first 2 years of dedication my life changed in almost everyway imaginable, I lost family and friends, I lost my home, I lost my mind. Though this sounds dark i can assure you that the darkest night is always followed by the brightest dawn. 2018-2019 had such an impact that all values, all sense of justice and morality and all virtues arose within my character that i felt was always there yet unreachable. At the beginning of 2020 I still fought with myself perpetually over my own Mind, I felt as if i was being torn in half from the inside yet when the debris is further cleared the light at the end of the tunnel is shown and there sits Him.

I have since then gained control over myself more, I have been consistently meditating and practices Yoga daily for over a year from this day. I know who my family is, I feel them and I have developed relations with my guardian demoness. My mind is calm, expanded and attentive more then ever. I manifest faster at Will, the lag time decreases when I rise higher I find. Every emotions is amplified, Love feels like euphoric compassion and empathy, yet Hate feels like perfect controlled disdain.

I have personal triumphs as well that i could not of done without the assistance of Lady Agares, Mother Astaroth and Father Satan.

Hail The Gods of Elysium Eternally
HAIL SATAN

 

[MeyuChan]

I dedicated last year when I was 15. I always hated christianity and all this other shit since a very young age and saw through it and just knew that something is wrong.
One day I just randomly searched satanism on google and the jos was the very first result. So I read a lot on this site and the next day I dedicated my soul to father satan. I didn’t even had a specific reason, I just felt called to it.

Back then (well actually not that long ago lol) I was in a terrible place because I lived alone with my father and brother and our father abused us. And because I was in this bad place I wasn’t able to really do anything because I had almost no privacy. But one day I did the Ritual. And right after I was done with it I randomly found twenty bucks (I had no money at all so it almost saved my life lmao) and my mother called me and told me that she will get us out of there.

I cried so hard because of both these things because I just knew that father satan did this. I could really feel warm energy and so much love. I will never forget this. Thank you dear satan.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

This can become such a wonderful thread, and I can make this in a webpage in the frontpage of our Website. I think the Testimonials were understated. If anyone has a nice link with previous ones, please do share.

There are some good long-term testimonials in Lydia's thread "A Decade".

 

[Desdemona_666]

I...I could write something, but so much happened in the past 10 years, I would need to write a book. I don't know what moments to pick, I am grateful for all of them.


And I've been enjoying reading all testimonies so far, Brothers and Sisters. Father Satan is indeed beyond words.



Thank you for everything, Father Satan. We are eternally grateful for everything you did for us, I don't think words can describe our gratitude to You. We will ALWAYS be on your side. Forever!

 

[Bawulf]

I was brought up in a strict Christian household with both my parents having backgrounds in missionary - my mother was part of the Brethren for those that know protestant denominations. I described myself as a Christian until around age 14 where I started to realise that I wasn't heterosexual. I spent a couple of months trying to figure out how I can relate these two things but came to the conclusion that I couldn't and I didn't want to be part of a religion that demonised me for something I couldn't help or choose. Fast forward a couple of years my parents find out I'm dating a guy and life takes a turn for the worse. They start hitting me a bunch and threating to kick me out the house - they locked me out on multiple occasions. Anyway my boyfriend slowly introduced the idea of meditating to me especially cleaning your aura and aura of protection. It was pretty much an overnight change, although my relationship with my family was and to this day is still icy they don't hit me anymore or threaten to kick me out. Few months after that he introduces JoS to me and although sceptical at first something about the information just rang true with me. Took me a couple of months but I dedicated around November 2019 and started doing Rituals. Haven't always been the most dedicated but I never once felt like my guardian demon or Satan abandoned me. Hope the next year brings success for all who are serious in following this path. And for those consider to take up this path, do, it is one of the best and most important things you'll ever do. Truly found a cause worth fighting for.

Hail Satan!

 

[Tyrone1978]

I too dedicated when I was a teenager and I'm in my thirties now. Father Satan has been by me in one way or another thru my many ups and downs. He has helped me with several mental issues and when I was homeless for a short time.
For the longest time-and I still have issues with it to this day-I've had a hollow chest a physical feeling of a void in my chest. When I dedicated to him was the first time in my life I had ever felt anything in my chest.
I have my times where I don't feel worthy of his love but I've had way too many positive things go on in my life to ever go anywhere else. Father Satan is such a loving father that it's hard to believe at times and with my biological father having been an absolute nut job it's hard to trust men. What makes things good is that he doesn't push he is fine with keeping an eye on someone and wait for them to come around. He doesn't leave you behind or throw you into the dark. He leaves a lit candle at your side and waits for you to pick it up. It's odd but nice. He respects each child for being their own being and is ready to help each one of us out. Long as we help others with their candles he's good. Like the Al ju wah points out-yes I know I misspelled it- he lets us be ourselves as long as we don't go against his teaching-yes I'm paraphrasing- .
While for me it's hard to say that I love Father Satan-good old heart chakra issues-I can say I respect him and though I may not be the best warrior I know I will never leave his side and shall always be dedicated to him for the rest of my life and beyond.
Thank you so much Father Satan for all you have done for me. I hope to be a better warrior by this time next year.

Come on guys tell everyone in this thread what Father Satan has done for you!!!! Lets show these idiot lurkers how great our Father Satan is! THE ONE TRUE CREATOR GOD OF THIS WORLD OUR FATHER SATAN.

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOR ALL ETERNITY.

He also helped me when I was homeless. I was rock bottom and broken. Totally washed up without work or a home to go to.

I knew there were forces behind the scenes helping cause suffering and hardship for us Gentiles in this world.

I was never an alcoholic or substance abuser. I've always been of sober habits and a person really can....Just an ordinary person through circumstances can land up in a situation like homelessness.

That was really a shocking revelation that I a hard working person of sober habits could for real land up in a situation of homelessness. It's not only necessarily from lifestyle choices like in the case of substance abusers.

Anyway I lay on my stomach on the ground and read the 72 names reversal from a piece of paper that I kept folded up on my person. I did that for a couple nights in a row.

I was totally drained from the stress of the circumstances I found myself in. I could have died not having anyone to call on. I was South African born on an ancestral Visa in the UK. And I was on my knees without a job and nowhere to go and no one to call on. It was dire. I could have died.

As drained and exhausted as I was I read out the 72 names. And rolled over onto my back to sleep.

As soon as I did that. I heard crystal clear. Loud and clear this very warm voice in my head.

It was a strong voice. But it was oozing with personality. It was such a kind and loving voice. It was only for a moment. And the voice reminded me to do more protection because I was only doing the vibrations and no cleaning.

I was left with a very positive energy buzz. And knew it was either Father Satan or my Guardian Demon coming to tell me that they observed my warfare and are with me.

It gave me purpose. Spirtual Satanism is what keeps me sane in an insane world.

And I landed up being lucky thereafter. I survived and now have steady and secure permanent employment. And my own home.

I've truly been looked after and blessed (for lack of a better word).

I may not put the energy into meditating on empowerment or awakening with my busy schedule. But I've kept my spiritual warfare and cleaning up. That's like the air that I breathe. My part of the deal and my main purpose in life.

The Gods meet you more than half way if you're serious and put in the effort.

Hail Satan!

 

[Einheri666]

I dedicated myself on 3rd april 2019, started the 40 day meditation program and on the 7th day, my doc called me for a transplantation i was waiting for years, and also i had discovered the jos ministry a year after stopping the anti-psychotic medications for seizures despite being absorbed in occult and mythologies ever since i learnt reading. And every time i had a doubt in this path, there were posts by HP Zevios Metathronos-sama and other clergy members clearing things up, be it the Rituals, spiritual warfare schedules and or precisions and additions for workings and meditations. As for the enemy, i always had my thoughts abt them who was aspired in history and politics as much as with mythologies since learning how to read, but as always, the insights of the clergy were more precise and far-sighted. As for my GD, i still haven't made any effort to finding them yet, and i'm rn on the last month of the 6 month program, i always was someone who made things in my own pace and adapted slower to new things(As for many earth people). Now when i look back at how i came into this path today it all makes so much sense that i don't really know where or how to explain, the same with the current events. Everytime i remember the quote "I lead to the straight path without a revealed book" from the Al Jilwah.

 

[Pan_Shaman]

Just writing to add my voice to you all

I was a drug abuser four years before Satanism and looking for a meaning in my life for a 3d time. Luckily this time it wasn't a theosophical cult but the real thing.

Hail Satan
May we grow more and become even stronger

 

[SSGrim88]

I dedicated 5 years ago when I was a teenager sometime in November and it’s surprising how much one’s life can change in a short period of time under the guidance of the gods. Before then I always hated xianity like a lot of people here, I hated the church for what they have done and whenever I tried to ask for help from “G-d”, it never helped me and maybe even made my life worse every time I tried. I got fed up and directly said “If you aren’t going to help me then maybe Satan will” I courageously looked up Satanism and found myself on JoS. JoS was also a familiar site to me as well since I used to as a kid look up magic and demons and I’d always end up on the site so I decided to read more about it and found it to be very interesting. Back then I was also a very edgy kid who wanted power, so it honestly didn’t take me that much convincing or much material for me to decide I was going to dedicate, it was almost an instant click. The more material I read the more it made sense over the years and I’ve become a lot less edgy which is good.

Although I do not exactly have those 5 years of experience under my belt, it’s more like 3 years because the first 2 years were very bad, I’ve come to the conclusion back during those first 2 years that the enemy really disliked that I had dedicated and tried their best to keep me from advancing on the path which unfortunately happened. I ended up dropping out of high school, started smoking weed, got kicked out of my place and became homeless living in shelters. My family wasn’t all too close at the time either and it was all very chaotic. Though I never once blamed Satan for this misfortune, I just lacked the very basic means of protecting myself as I didn’t really know what I was doing in regards to advancing myself and I didn’t know of the forums until mid-2017 a couple months before the solar eclipse.

In 2017 I felt a strong urge to actually get on my feet and take meditation seriously as throughout the first two years I was off and on meditating. I contacted the gods and asked for guidance on what I needed to do and they led me to all the necessary information I needed as well as the forums. To thank for the information I promised I’d join in on the spiritual warfare and fight for Father Satan and Humanity. At the time though I was still doubtful that Satan was real so I asked him for a sign and he did on multiple occasions and I knew from then on how real this all was.

My life then flipped rather quickly and I was able to advance, issues in my life slowly started to disappear, I was able to heal from family trauma and mental problems, I stopped smoking, I went back to school, mended bonds with people I love and I am no longer homeless. My family and I are close and I’m genuinely happy. I’ve matured and learned a lot of lessons these past few years and I believe I’m on track with advancement. I will loyally and faithfully continue on this path no matter what comes my way. This is all thanks to the gods (shout out to Horus and Anubis, they are wonderful gods) and especially Father Satan, they’ve helped me so much on this path, got me through the lows and kept encouraging me. Without Father and the Gods I wouldn’t be alive now and I can’t thank them enough.

 

[Aquarius]

I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.

I am very happy to what FATHER SATAN did to you . I am now at your age you was written . I am around 16 - 17 . before come to SATANISM one day i was sad and thinked why that bloodshed god allah is not doing anything for me our family and others . so I start to hate that god . I found a telegram channel that was said we are linked to the jos . and I went to jos website an read all thing on the website . and dedicated my soul to FATHER SATAN and came to this forum and i knew how kind was FATHER SATAN and his demons are . this was happened to me this year . last night I made a ritual to FATHER SATAN around 3 am because that time my family is sleep . nothing happened so I wait until I slept . nothing happened in my sleep too . I think i did a thing wrong at the end of ritual you have turn clockwise and did not do that close my ritual with big HAIL SATAN !!! waiting to FATHER SATAN several minutes after meditation . do you think he will accept

HAIL SATAN !!!! ALMIGHTY AND INEFFABLE

Just because nothing happened it doesn't mean you did anything wrong, the bell rotation is a formality, what counts is your heart. You are most likely not very open psychically, so work on that! Doing rituals more often thanking Satan is great

 

[EnkiUK]

I...I could write something, but so much happened in the past 10 years, I would need to write a book. I don't know what moments to pick, I am grateful for all of them.


And I've been enjoying reading all testimonies so far, Brothers and Sisters. Father Satan is indeed beyond words.



Thank you for everything, Father Satan. We are eternally grateful for everything you did for us, I don't think words can describe our gratitude to You. We will ALWAYS be on your side. Forever!

Same for me Larissa will need a book also but nice to hear others personal experiences with our God.

Respect to Op and all SSRs

 

[Head Guardian Blitzkreig]

Though I'm still facing FOCUS problems , Focus is th hardest thing ever. I have been reading and studying jos but Action it's been hard fr me.My mind has more power thn me I don't knw hw should I control it.

Tons and tons of void for emotional regulation. When you refocus, you are training the act of regulating your emotions. Start easy and just do 2 mins. You should feel a little better. Then convince yourself to do another 2 mins. Repeat as much as possible. If you can do 10, 15, 20 minutes over the course of a period of time, you will feel much more able to motivate yourself to do whatever.

The effects manifest on the brain in the short term, so do this whenever you are procrastinating on something. I even prefer to do it right in the morning, so I don't fall behind. As you continually train this, the long term changes in the brain will take place, making it gradually easier and easier. The more you practice void, the better it gets. Once you practice it a little, you should gain a little more willpower. You then use this willpower to do a little more void, and so on. Then you will feel much more able to do anything else. Just convince yourself to do at least a baby amount, like 1 or 2 minutes.

Besides void, you should pair this with Sowilo to give your soul the energy or fire or whatever it needs to more quickly manifest actions. Again, start easy so you don't procrastinate on it. You can always increase the number later.

 

[Specter]

Very interesting testimonies from everyone here. I'm glad many members are having positive outlooks. It's outstanding how many of us have lots of things in common. There's another thread from Lydias that I shared my testimony regarding how I found the JoS and before I dedicated, as well as other places regarding other things if anyone's interested, although some rather poorly, but I feel this will be my opportunity to truly collective myself and express my experiences and am very grateful. We forget so easily on some of the things that mean much more to us than we know, and overlook things that are actually very significant.
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Coming from a person who had witnessed some supernatural/occult phenomena, I knew this was the beginning in my life to something that was beyond my comprehension as all these years I've disregarded the subject as make-belief due to my uncertainty, as well as having some atheistic background, but fear was a large factor. I also had the opportunity to meet a LaVeyan Satanist who greatly changed my perspective on the way I saw Satanism. I wanted to know more, and as I continued my studies into the subject I came across various websites that provided some knowledge and instruction, but most notably to me was the JoyofSatan as it was pretty straightforward with its information & was quite extensive. I eventually dedicated after a few days of thinking it through and I felt that this was where I belonged and that it would greatly guide me in the beginning of my journey to the occult. After doing the dedication, I didn't really know what to expect, I was actually starting to think I did the ritual improperly but I disregarded the thought and just moved on. I had a dream a few days later of something negative being pulled out of me with a voice saying "let's get rid of this" and then I felt that all my fears were truly lifted and that I was under his protection, as I was being bothered by a negative entity in the past year I was extremely relieved that maybe there was finally a solution.

As part of my renunciation of the xtian god & religion, I decided to curse a church that was nearby. I didn't think I had any power to do much of anything actually but I did it to reinforce and show my loyalty to Satan. This church was part of a school and had a football team that competes against mines, but my football team was known for its losing streak and never won more than once so it didn't have anyone too optimistic. But this year it was different, my football team was winning nearly every match (Not really sure if they lost any actually) and had the whole school intrigued at the unanticipated comeback. I also heard that the Church was going through problems. The next day or two as I leave from school, I look up at the sound of 3-4 crows flying by cawing at each other, this was actually the first time I saw a crow in person and figured they may have just recently migrated to my area, but they were just beautiful. They also decided to make their home at a tree I walk by every time I leave school, I noticed this when I was passing by and one crow was cawing down at me, it might've thought I was one of them because I was wearing a black hoodie and it felt really cool, but I also believed that Satan had some influence here and that the crows were a maternal manifestation of him and that this was a sign he has welcomed me into his wings. There was no doubt something very special about these crows and every time I see or hear them I think of Satan.

There was also one day where I was walking by and noticed one of the crows was standing at a spot and doing something with its wing and then flew away. A few days later I stumbled upon a black feather while walking across the spot and realized that the crow must've discarded it, I took it home as a souvenir. This feather would be the symbol of my initiation into Satanism and still have it to this day. Interestingly, I was doing a ritual to ask Satan for help in finding my first job. I couldn't find my athame so I used that same feather to compensate for it. After finishing work at one of the first places I was employed I heard a very loud sound from a crow on top of the building and it was looking my way, probably at the roadkill beside the parking lot, but it was a very fascinating coincidence nonetheless.

That year was no doubt the best year I ever had in a long while, as well as the years later in my life in satanism. At the final year in highschool I was likable by everyone I approached and knew and this touched me deep, everyone who wronged me seamed to have gotten their ass handed to them as well. Although there were hard times, there were good times in the end of it as I made it through coming out with a positive outlook realizing you shouldn't be so quick to judge how the year will be just because things start to seam otherwise. Always stay committed to yourself and Satan. Throughout the years through today, I could say that this path has definitely complimented my journey and has taught me many things and opened me up to a lot. I experienced things that were just out of this world, some things I would never be able to grasp 10 years ago, and as well learned some seriously disturbing truths on the way the world is. My life has never been more fascinating.

 

[Bravera]

I didnt believe in G-d as a child, my earliest memories are me and my siblings being forced to go to church and read the bible. My whole childhood was stolen from me by Xianity.
I hated going to church, and I told my mom once that I didnt believe in G-d. She was crying the next day and I gave in to the enemy for a few years..
I did spend time studying that horrendous religion and I could never fully come to terms with the murderous intent of that wicked book.
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My family fell apart when I was a freshman. I moved away from my family, I moved in with my step Grandpa, a retired Veteran. I quickly became a Nationalist and to this day I have great pride for my Country.
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My stepdad got me involved with drugs and the enemy attacked me one night when I dropped into a trance. I was saved by a very bright being. I tried to return to G-d but the attacks didnt stop and so I decided to leave Xianity. I had PTSD for years.
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My sister was interested in the new age spirituality, and I naturally enjoyed studying it very much. Specifically I remember the youtuber, Infinite Waters(Diving Deep). I am unsure if he is an Zevism but his aura was so beautiful I wanted to be just like him.
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I began meditating and the enemy began attacking me again, but this time I became furious and said enough was enough. Within my fury I found my peace. I began doing some wierd meditations I found on the internet and luckily I made a friend on facebook and asked her about her religious beliefs. She told me she was a spiritual Satanist.
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I studied it briefly but was fearful of the information because of my PTSD. Eventually I dedicated, and the night of my dedication, during my sleep, my Solar Chakra began to spin intensely and lit up brightly. This confirmed it for me.
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I believe it's been 6 years since then, It has not been an easy path, but I didnt ask for easy. The gods have protected me as much as was neccessary for me to survive.
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I am Prosperous and Valiant
I am Virtuous and Noble
I am Powerful and Brave
I have destroyed the enemy
Now I am learning to be as the Peacock.
I am a beacon of light for all Gentiles to see.
That Lord Satan is here and he shines through me.
HAIL!
<3

 

[Usthepeople666]

I have dedicated when I was 15, at the time I still acted like the typical teenager and behaved like a degenerate, I hated xianity with passion though. When I found JoS it was like a lighting, because from that day my life has changed forever, I remember I asked Satan for proof that he exists, and along with a beautiful feeling I got just that moment I was guided later to a giant Snake, I've never seen a Snake in that place, that was pretty cool as a sign.

Fast forward some years, most of my problems are gone, I have a deeper understanding of reality, I am guided towards my advancement by the Best Father one can think of, Father Satan, the most High of the Gods, every month it feels like I have advanced mentally and spiritually although there are still highs and lows(but you just have to get up!). This year especially I have advanced a lot, and have set the base for even more advancement next year! What was different this year was that I set my personal resolutions with Satan, and I asked him to guide me towards them, he did, as a loving Father would. This was my best year so far in my life, I am actually satisfied about it, never was I satisfied about how life went until now.

Thank you Father Satan.

I hope others too can share their achievements in Satanism and how awesome Satan and the Gods are, but especially Satan, of course.

This is really an awesome story.
I remember when I was 15 and went about looking for Satan, as a rebellious teen and ended up in many shady websites never dedicating though. Advance a couple of months and I being the degenerate that I was called him up mentally during an exam , which I got a really good score in . Couple of days later a friend of mine as a challenge of "Summoning DeMonS" led me to this site, which I ignored. I would also like to mention here that things in my life were getting worse by the day. Again me being the degenerate screamed " if you get me out of here I will dedicate"- Still going by the Christard philosophy. And finally I moved to a different place where I was alone most of the day, with my life getting seriously easy -spoilt kid if one can say that.
That entire year was spent in reading the JoS. And seeing how it was highly pagan as opposed to what the media projects it to be. Even then I was highly attracted to the HellsArmy page ( something I still repeat when I start slacking off ). That year was awesome to say the least, meditations became a part of me. And I was sincerely hard on the army part wherin I would enter european chat groups and be let off the radar by the moderators of defended by them to say the least- this generally happened when i would see Islamists in the group and bash them relentlessly. And this would all be allowed by the "moderators". Many of them it seemed started to copy these and paste it on to the Islamists. I still remember the mental satisfaction, anxiety it would feel when writing these in hopes of getting banned but being allowed by most of the moderators.
And then came the Ritual which I did once that year ( I was not a part of the forums and didnt know what it meant). Fast forward People would actually grant me favours ( I felt a bit evil inside at times ). Joined a Uni only to continue this Army on the physical too with me rounding up Islamists at times and juat debating with them to the point they would beg me to stop. But they did "pray" i guess because I remember hearing a voice back in college after which things got worse by the day( I know its the enemy now , but this is how things were at that time for me).

All this made me really depressed; this and many more things in my personal life. Fast forward a year I was in a way put back on track by Satan to the point that i get cocky sometimes ( sorry, I really do mean this part as a joke).


The best part was when during a yoga session i heard a " thank you" and was led to this forum in 2018. And as I know now it was a lot of curses on me at that time and hence a lot of degenrate posts.


I did want to make an appreciation post to Hells Army( and Teens for Satan) but have been under attack for a while .I was lucky enough to stumble upon this.

Hail Satan

 

[StraitShot47]

This and the last Ritual schedule has really hit me hard. Not in a bad sense per se, I can feel my muscles getting stronger. I am starting to awake from the haze I've been in for over decade,
I'm starting to feel emotions I haven't felt in a long time.

This is a rough journey, but a much needed one.

 

[Iamperson98]

Growing up, Buddhism did not give me that spiritual "this is it" feeling. Neither did Christianity or Islam. Yup, I went those routes before I even got to Zevism.

Same. I wanted to know the reason for my visions (see https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=51441) so I researched any and all religions and it led me here. I’m glad that I found Satan, but I still don’t know why I have visions. Maybe my questions will be answered soon enough.

 

[Henu the Great]

...Is it recommended I retake the dedication ritual? I haven't practiced any religion apart from a little non-theistic Hinduism. I can feel Satan's warm presence and believe I'm still connected, therefore I think I'm okay there. Thanks you guys!

Cool!

You don't need to as you never really left the path, or anything. You simply wandered off for a bit.