Wow Father you really are there for us all.

[Dalovey_wolf]

I am in a hotel and its not ass bad as it may look once I tell you why I am there. My parents, I live with them, wanted to buy a house and we had everthing in motion untill the lady sold the house. Now the thing about that was befor my mother even told me what happen the moment the phone rings I get a bad pain in my head. Now I know when I am getting a normal headache because I get them all the time and this one was head on and out of thin air. I didnt get the dizzy feeling like I do and all I need is a nap no I got a head on pain that had me thinking right when it happen that it was not right and something was up. My connection with my mother is so good the even when I was a child I always new when my mom came home. Sometime and only sometimes do I not notice shes home and it cause I am doing something that needs every part of my mind. This pain got bad as the day when on and more so when she was cryin. I even had a voice in my head like I always did tellin me what to do for her. It told me to hold her and let her talk so she can move on and get things done. At first I was like no but the voice kept talkin and I did as it said and it worked. Now I was not scared of anything at that time. Not even being without a home. I just new father new what was going on and I would get help cause it was out of my control. Then there was another house same price and rooms. I thought it was father who understood and wanted to help us and we went to look. The house was eww. one room hade no windows.Lets just say shit is not fathers style. Then we ended up in the hotel and with a family memeber who can be trusted as a real estate agent. This is a good thing cause the room has a kitchen and it was even half price for the first month. I am also not as unhappy as I thought I would be. We will be saving up alot of money and I think I have finally found a job. All I needed was someone to be there for me. Then Joseph shows up again. He never said good bye when he went missing. He was working his ass off because he says his soul needs me and I have to say it sounds odd but I felt so good knowing he was back and he was only gone for 2 weeks it was like this, everytime I thought of something my mind would go back to Joseph and I am not one to trust or give a damn about most people but I am a good person. He is also atheist and likes many things I do. I hope we will fall in love even more then we are and he will love father as much as I do. I also have to say that he is coming to see me asap and even set a date. My school bills are going to start being paid in good time again. I am seeing so many things come around each turn I get in my life I even have all As and Bs in school like I told father I would get but even he knows I can do better and so I know it. I had all Bs on my report from school and something just kept sayin you can do better. So maybe with all this going on my life has gone up into the best places and also I have found a place or more like was told a good place to do my meditations and Hells Training. I have it made right now and I hope I get this job. I also pray that father helps me keep my power and sbility to move threw life like I would threw a church. With my head high and knowing father is on my side. I hope he gave me joseph. I did ask for love because I needed someone I truly always felt alone and my mom shes become more of a jew loving bitch then befor. She thinks Satan was a lie and that Jesus was a religious prophet of god. I felt like I needed it more then anything but the more I go I see that I dont and then I get Joseph. Its like wow for me at the moment. I live in a bible orgy fuckin location and yes that means I think they all fuck a bible now an again with how they love it. I dont know how I feel I just know that I am a little scared to see Joseph cause I have never been in love or had a person in the place that he is in my life. I am shocked bacuse every day I go I find more and more love left for me by father. I also have to say I am starting to love myself more. When all the drama started going I felt the change in me how fear was not there actually the attacks were trying to get me to fear that I was an non emotion having bitch. Then I notice how happy I was and safe I felt.

I posted all this bacause I said that I would. I also felt that I should. I remember not knowing how to thank father when I asked him and my GDs to help me and this was one of the things to come to mind. I remember how I was talking to them more then ever at that time and how I know that I need to work hard on my art work so I can make some art for all Fathers children to have and look at. I also know that animation is not what I am on this world for but its for fun. I really dont want a job but more to be a stay at home mom that has something she can do from home. I have grown up around babies and young children maybe when all this stuff goes down and fahter gets what is his back I am to help the children that think they are alone. I am to open and Orphanage because all my life I have cared for children having an orphanage makes me feel like I can help fahter save his children who have been throw into the worst because these people think like Christians and not like people of satan. I understand a child thats parents died but there are children whos parents had money and just didnt want them.

Anyway thats how I will give back. Thats how I will show my thanks and they are things I knew I had to do when I was a child and I had forgot it.

Now here are my questians. This is hard for me so please dont make fun of me lol. Can some one tell me what sex is like I mean I dont really understand it? I know all about it but it looks like it hurts so I never gave it a thought befor. I have to say I did think about it growing up but I think I am close to no longer being a virgin and I have no clue what to think. I can ask my fam because they will go into all this shit from their god and how its good that I dont have sex for the reasons they are givin in their jewish path. What is it to a satanist. What should I read? Is it really as powerful as people say cause I think I saw a post on it from this group in my email once.


Thank you all for your time .

Satan is my Father, my Teacher, and MY GOD!
His demons are my friends and teachers and Guardians.

p.s. are demons like our brothers and sister just like anyother satanist?

sorry for any miss spelled words.

 

[Allison P]

That's awesome Sister! Well, sex is different for different people. I
mean, everyone experiences sex differently. As Spiritual Satanists, we
know that sex is good and beneficial to us, not only physically but
spiritually. Not only is it good to be that close to another person,
but it helps benefit the kundalini as well. And yes, it does hurt,
but that doesn't last long and if your lover is careful, it won't
hurt very much. To me, sex is about connecting with the person I
love and physically expressing that love. Sorry if I'm not explaining
it very well, but it's kinda hard to put into words. I myself have
recently lost my virginity when I met my lover (whom I firmly
believe Father Satan led me to). He's not a Satanist either, but he
understands and respects my beliefs and my relationship with Satan.
And yes, I do consider the Daemons to be our brethren, as they
are all under Satan. They are our family. I hope that helped
somewhat. Hail Satan, our true Father!

On 6/29/10, Dalovey_wolf <dharris791@... wrote:
I am in a hotel and its not ass bad as it may look once I tell you why I am
there. My parents, I live with them, wanted to buy a house and we had
everthing in motion untill the lady sold the house. Now the thing about that
was befor my mother even told me what happen the moment the phone rings I
get a bad pain in my head. Now I know when I am getting a normal headache
because I get them all the time and this one was head on and out of thin
air. I didnt get the dizzy feeling like I do and all I need is a nap no I
got a head on pain that had me thinking right when it happen that it was not
right and something was up. My connection with my mother is so good the even
when I was a child I always new when my mom came home. Sometime and only
sometimes do I not notice shes home and it cause I am doing something that
needs every part of my mind. This pain got bad as the day when on and more
so when she was cryin. I even had a voice in my head like I always did
tellin me what to do for her. It told me to hold her and let her talk so she
can move on and get things done. At first I was like no but the voice kept
talkin and I did as it said and it worked. Now I was not scared of anything
at that time. Not even being without a home. I just new father new what was
going on and I would get help cause it was out of my control. Then there was
another house same price and rooms. I thought it was father who understood
and wanted to help us and we went to look. The house was eww. one room hade
no windows.Lets just say shit is not fathers style. Then we ended up in the
hotel and with a family memeber who can be trusted as a real estate agent.
This is a good thing cause the room has a kitchen and it was even half price
for the first month. I am also not as unhappy as I thought I would be. We
will be saving up alot of money and I think I have finally found a job. All
I needed was someone to be there for me. Then Joseph shows up again. He
never said good bye when he went missing. He was working his ass off because
he says his soul needs me and I have to say it sounds odd but I felt so good
knowing he was back and he was only gone for 2 weeks it was like this,
everytime I thought of something my mind would go back to Joseph and I am
not one to trust or give a damn about most people but I am a good person. He
is also atheist and likes many things I do. I hope we will fall in love even
more then we are and he will love father as much as I do. I also have to say
that he is coming to see me asap and even set a date. My school bills are
going to start being paid in good time again. I am seeing so many things
come around each turn I get in my life I even have all As and Bs in school
like I told father I would get but even he knows I can do better and so I
know it. I had all Bs on my report from school and something just kept sayin
you can do better. So maybe with all this going on my life has gone up into
the best places and also I have found a place or more like was told a good
place to do my meditations and Hells Training. I have it made right now and
I hope I get this job. I also pray that father helps me keep my power and
sbility to move threw life like I would threw a church. With my head high
and knowing father is on my side. I hope he gave me joseph. I did ask for
love because I needed someone I truly always felt alone and my mom shes
become more of a jew loving bitch then befor. She thinks Satan was a lie and
that Jesus was a religious prophet of god. I felt like I needed it more then
anything but the more I go I see that I dont and then I get Joseph. Its like
wow for me at the moment. I live in a bible orgy fuckin location and yes
that means I think they all fuck a bible now an again with how they love it.
I dont know how I feel I just know that I am a little scared to see Joseph
cause I have never been in love or had a person in the place that he is in
my life. I am shocked bacuse every day I go I find more and more love left
for me by father. I also have to say I am starting to love myself more. When
all the drama started going I felt the change in me how fear was not there
actually the attacks were trying to get me to fear that I was an non emotion
having bitch. Then I notice how happy I was and safe I felt.

I posted all this bacause I said that I would. I also felt that I should. I
remember not knowing how to thank father when I asked him and my GDs to help
me and this was one of the things to come to mind. I remember how I was
talking to them more then ever at that time and how I know that I need to
work hard on my art work so I can make some art for all Fathers children to
have and look at. I also know that animation is not what I am on this world
for but its for fun. I really dont want a job but more to be a stay at home
mom that has something she can do from home. I have grown up around babies
and young children maybe when all this stuff goes down and fahter gets what
is his back I am to help the children that think they are alone. I am to
open and Orphanage because all my life I have cared for children having an
orphanage makes me feel like I can help fahter save his children who have
been throw into the worst because these people think like Christians and not
like people of satan. I understand a child thats parents died but there are
children whos parents had money and just didnt want them.

Anyway thats how I will give back. Thats how I will show my thanks and they
are things I knew I had to do when I was a child and I had forgot it.

Now here are my questians. This is hard for me so please dont make fun of me
lol. Can some one tell me what sex is like I mean I dont really understand
it? I know all about it but it looks like it hurts so I never gave it a
thought befor. I have to say I did think about it growing up but I think I
am close to no longer being a virgin and I have no clue what to think. I can
ask my fam because they will go into all this shit from their god and how
its good that I dont have sex for the reasons they are givin in their jewish
path. What is it to a satanist. What should I read? Is it really as powerful
as people say cause I think I saw a post on it from this group in my email
once.


Thank you all for your time .

Satan is my Father, my Teacher, and MY GOD!
His demons are my friends and teachers and Guardians.

p.s. are demons like our brothers and sister just like anyother satanist?

sorry for any miss spelled words.