Will Satan forgive me?

[grauer_hans]

Okay so Im basically studying abroad away from my family and those who I am forced to go to church with, but they keep hounding me about going to church even though Im on my own. They keep checking in on me, and if I dont go to church, there will be no way to hide it. Im a terrible liar due to still recovering from years of xtian brainwashing nd my body language will give it away every single time. And besides people I am with will report whether i have been going to church or not.

If I were to come out of the closet or even admit that I DONT beleive in Jewsus, even if i dont mention being a spiritual satanist, I run the risk of loosing my college education! i could literally be thrown out of the house! no shit!

So my question is - will Satan forgive me if I, for the sake of my existence, MASQUERADE outwardly as a christian even though my heart is loyal to him? Like I said, the xtians keep a tight leash on me and there is no wy to hide it from them if i dont go to church, and they will seriously destroy my life if I stop! I have been threatened with it more than once for even being SUSPECTED of not being 100% as devout as others think I should be!

 

[claudius]

Brother Father Satan is a understanding beign he will surely forgive you .hail Satan Sent from my BlackBerry wireless device from MTNFrom: "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... Sender: [email protected] Date: Sun, 07 Apr 2013 10:50:12 -0000To: <[email protected]ReplyTo: [email protected] Subject: [JoyofSatan666] Will Satan forgive me?
  Okay so Im basically studying abroad away from my family and those who I am forced to go to church with, but they keep hounding me about going to church even though Im on my own. They keep checking in on me, and if I dont go to church, there will be no way to hide it. Im a terrible liar due to still recovering from years of xtian brainwashing nd my body language will give it away every single time. And besides people I am with will report whether i have been going to church or not.

If I were to come out of the closet or even admit that I DONT beleive in Jewsus, even if i dont mention being a spiritual satanist, I run the risk of loosing my college education! i could literally be thrown out of the house! no shit!

So my question is - will Satan forgive me if I, for the sake of my existence, MASQUERADE outwardly as a christian even though my heart is loyal to him? Like I said, the xtians keep a tight leash on me and there is no wy to hide it from them if i dont go to church, and they will seriously destroy my life if I stop! I have been threatened with it more than once for even being SUSPECTED of not being 100% as devout as others think I should be!

 

[egon_88_666]

No need for forgiveness because you're not doing a wrong thing. As the Satanic Adagio says, "Silence is Golden" and, more important, Satan tell us in the Al-Jilwah "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
Satan is not the one who desires you to the lions for saying aloud to the forur winds that you are a Satanist. Keep Satan in your heart, I grant you that He is not happy with your acctual situation. Soon or late he will give you idependence to practice Satanism, as He gave it to me.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@... wrote:

Okay so Im basically studying abroad away from my family and those who I am forced to go to church with, but they keep hounding me about going to church even though Im on my own. They keep checking in on me, and if I dont go to church, there will be no way to hide it. Im a terrible liar due to still recovering from years of xtian brainwashing nd my body language will give it away every single time. And besides people I am with will report whether i have been going to church or not.

If I were to come out of the closet or even admit that I DONT beleive in Jewsus, even if i dont mention being a spiritual satanist, I run the risk of loosing my college education! i could literally be thrown out of the house! no shit!

So my question is - will Satan forgive me if I, for the sake of my existence, MASQUERADE outwardly as a christian even though my heart is loyal to him? Like I said, the xtians keep a tight leash on me and there is no wy to hide it from them if i dont go to church, and they will seriously destroy my life if I stop! I have been threatened with it more than once for even being SUSPECTED of not being 100% as devout as others think I should be!

 

[Aquarian Clown]

Our Father wants us to do the right thing, what is best for all of us. He might even be happy with you being at some peace with your family by going to the xian bullshit place.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "egon_88_666" <egon88@... wrote:

No need for forgiveness because you're not doing a wrong thing. As the Satanic Adagio says, "Silence is Golden" and, more important, Satan tell us in the Al-Jilwah "Do not mention my name nor my attributes, lest ye regret it; for ye do not know what those who are without may do."
Satan is not the one who desires you to the lions for saying aloud to the forur winds that you are a Satanist. Keep Satan in your heart, I grant you that He is not happy with your acctual situation. Soon or late he will give you idependence to practice Satanism, as He gave it to me.

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "grauer_hans" <anakinskywalker629@ wrote:

Okay so Im basically studying abroad away from my family and those who I am forced to go to church with, but they keep hounding me about going to church even though Im on my own. They keep checking in on me, and if I dont go to church, there will be no way to hide it. Im a terrible liar due to still recovering from years of xtian brainwashing nd my body language will give it away every single time. And besides people I am with will report whether i have been going to church or not.

If I were to come out of the closet or even admit that I DONT beleive in Jewsus, even if i dont mention being a spiritual satanist, I run the risk of loosing my college education! i could literally be thrown out of the house! no shit!

So my question is - will Satan forgive me if I, for the sake of my existence, MASQUERADE outwardly as a christian even though my heart is loyal to him? Like I said, the xtians keep a tight leash on me and there is no wy to hide it from them if i dont go to church, and they will seriously destroy my life if I stop! I have been threatened with it more than once for even being SUSPECTED of not being 100% as devout as others think I should be!