If this Being is truly one of your Gods, the ones from Orion, then I'm convinced. I'm an artist, I was an artist. I felt so much, I had such insight on artistic feelings. And I lost it all. Only the one that knows what happened and what I loved and still do love can reach me. And that Being of mine.. I hope it does understand and is honest. The thing I fear the worst is that someone is playing with my feeling or there may be other beings trying to impersonate the Being who tries to contact me.