Hey Yoyo,
You seem really strong and empowered spiritually, but what are you doing to further Father Satan's cause? You do not have to raise your kundalini first to fight for Father. Many of us have not raised our kundalini yet, but we can still fight for Father.
You can go on Myspace/Yahoo/Facebook xian/jewish/muslim groups and fight them, argue with them, pick apart their arguments. (Just know that you might be banned in SOME, not all, know the patterns of the moderator, or have lots of junk email accounts to use.) If you are well-read and have done a lot of research on these religions, you can pick them apart. Even just responding and arguing for an hour or two every day (time does fly when you're on the PC, it's really not that long of a time!) makes a difference.
You can do destruction rituals towards the Pope, towards churches in your area, any high-profile xians, muslims, jews, etc. You can do destruction rituals to people who are blaspheming Father.
Pictures of them help.
There's anti-tracts on
www.luciferianliberationfront.org, as well as in the Files section of this group and others.
Print them out, cut them out, and leave them wherever you go (restraunts, phone booths, bathrooms in public places, etc.) Every little bit counts.
I was told when I was starting out in Satanism, that the more you do for Father Satan, the more He does for you. "He does not waste His love on ingrates", I was told from a sister friend who is very close to Him and the Gods.
As for the laziness, I hear you too, I do that a lot, and I seem to have a problem with utilizing my time, which is SUCH a bad thing. I plan out my day, and I try and keep to it. Manage your time well, you can get more done.
You don't have to sit on the computer for 8 hours. Or meditate for 8 hours! Break up the computer sessions, x hours in the morning, and meditate in the morning, then x hours in the afternoon, and meditate in the afternoon for 1 hour. Do something different each time. Chakra cleansing and strengthening for one meditation session. The next meditation session, even if for 20 minutes, you can do working on your pineal gland. In the evening, after dinner and bath, you can work on achieving your Godhead before you go to sleep. (And check your email too after meditating. =)
Give yourself little incentives, or encouragement. For example, I managed to lie down (it works for me, but not for all) for 1.5 hours to do breathing exercises and some meditations. Afterwards, as a reward, I checked my email and went on the JoS groups. Had a small yogurt too because I was hungry. I was so proud of myself for doing this! Imagine how proud and happy you will be!
It's the summertime, we both have time, everyone has 24 hours in a day!
We can make more time for Father, to meditate, to do things in fighting.
Even just putting aside 1 hour a day to fight for Father (see above for ideas) helps. You can do more, after you manage your time well.
You say you are on the computer for a long time, why not do this? What's your strong area in fighting for Father?
Friend, Father is here on Earth with His children. He is HERE, and He will walk among us. Pull yourself together, the fight does NOT stop, and will NOT wait for us to catch up. We must do what we CAN, no matter what level we are at spiritually.
Hail Satan!
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[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "Yoyo" <kung_fukistas@ wrote:
My chakras are fully opened,and energized.From Minor,to Main.All Chakras.
My soul has Wings,and i recently got down one knot out of the three.
I do meditate daily.
My Routine is.
1.Full chakra meditation
2.Full chakra meditation with cobra breath
3.Chakra breathing
4.Ascending energy meditation
5.Twin Serpent meditation
6.Chakra Spinning
7.Aura/Chakra Cleaning (x4 times a day)
8.I absorb Satanic Energy to my chakras/soul/aura
9.Azazel's Hearth Chakra meditation
I do rituals to Father,once a week.I've been dedicated for 1 year.
Father Satan is the center of my life.I always thank Him and i Adore Him.Reverence and Respect.
I haven't found a way to fight the enemy...Because i think i should raise my kundalini first,so it can tell me.
I am lazy.I got to admit that.And i need to know how i can change that.
Why do i fucking preferre to sit on my pc for 8 hours,insted of meditating for 8 hours?
Is there any way to banish lazyness?
HAIL SATAN!
