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What were your experiences with Lord Satan? What has He said to you?

magus.immortalis1

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I guess I am just curious with what others have experienced.

I will start off with my experience. It was about a year ago, I was sitting in the bathtub, ready to cut open my wrist and end it all. Lord Satan came to me and gently pulled me (I think, or I got the urge to get up) out of the bathtub. His presence was full of light, compassion, kindness and love. It filled the entire bathroom, I felt the energy remain even when He left, when I later had to shower.

I went to my room and knelt down and started crying in front of the altar I made for Him. I never cried like that before, as if all my sorrows and sadness and hopelessness were being pushed out of my pores.
He stood beside me, I felt Him. He is tall, but somehow made it that He fit in my room (my ceilings are a little over 6'.) He told me:
"You are not alone. I am always with you."
I listened to some music that reminded me of Him.

I was praying to Him this morning, and it struck me that I should share this. Afterwards, I found a more recent post that another member made about suicide, and it only confirmed what I had been contemplating, yet again. It was probably recent enemy attacks, but I have committed suicide in past lives, so it has remained in my soul and only now, is my kundalini serpent (Hail Satan!) cleaning it out of me, these wants and needs to end my life whenever I fail at something or feel worthless.

Lord Satan never leaves us.
 
When i was new, ight of stuff. Mainly attacks. Jaw broken, felt all left out and lonely. I even cried, and back then, i never cried, never, i was surprised that i could, but when things got worse. I was in the romm of some facilty, i couldnt stay home, and on the wall i read the words. " I have not forgot about you". Till this day i new it was father satan speaking to me, and he was right. Right now, my life could not be more better than it was back then. To actually be happy, to feel good, and to do some of the things i always wanted (like growing my hair out LOL), but seriously, after that, my life began anew

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I guess I am just curious with what others have experienced.

I will start off with my experience. It was about a year ago, I was sitting in the bathtub, ready to cut open my wrist and end it all. Lord Satan came to me and gently pulled me (I think, or I got the urge to get up) out of the bathtub. His presence was full of light, compassion, kindness and love. It filled the entire bathroom, I felt the energy remain even when He left, when I later had to shower.

I went to my room and knelt down and started crying in front of the altar I made for Him. I never cried like that before, as if all my sorrows and sadness and hopelessness were being pushed out of my pores.
He stood beside me, I felt Him. He is tall, but somehow made it that He fit in my room (my ceilings are a little over 6'.) He told me:
"You are not alone. I am always with you."
I listened to some music that reminded me of Him.

I was praying to Him this morning, and it struck me that I should share this. Afterwards, I found a more recent post that another member made about suicide, and it only confirmed what I had been contemplating, yet again. It was probably recent enemy attacks, but I have committed suicide in past lives, so it has remained in my soul and only now, is my kundalini serpent (Hail Satan!) cleaning it out of me, these wants and needs to end my life whenever I fail at something or feel worthless.

Lord Satan never leaves us.
 
I curious to know anyway its just I received too much messages I need I can say something casual..
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westleyply <westleyply@... wrote:

When i was new, ight of stuff. Mainly attacks. Jaw broken, felt all left out and lonely. I even cried, and back then, i never cried, never, i was surprised that i could, but when things got worse. I was in the romm of some facilty, i couldnt stay home, and on the wall i read the words. " I have not forgot about you". Till this day i new it was father satan speaking to me, and he was right. Right now, my life could not be more better than it was back then. To actually be happy, to feel good, and to do some of the things i always wanted (like growing my hair out LOL), but seriously, after that, my life began anew

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I guess I am just curious with what others have experienced.

I will start off with my experience. It was about a year ago, I was sitting in the bathtub, ready to cut open my wrist and end it all. Lord Satan came to me and gently pulled me (I think, or I got the urge to get up) out of the bathtub. His presence was full of light, compassion, kindness and love. It filled the entire bathroom, I felt the energy remain even when He left, when I later had to shower.

I went to my room and knelt down and started crying in front of the altar I made for Him. I never cried like that before, as if all my sorrows and sadness and hopelessness were being pushed out of my pores.
He stood beside me, I felt Him. He is tall, but somehow made it that He fit in my room (my ceilings are a little over 6'.) He told me:
"You are not alone. I am always with you."
I listened to some music that reminded me of Him.

I was praying to Him this morning, and it struck me that I should share this. Afterwards, I found a more recent post that another member made about suicide, and it only confirmed what I had been contemplating, yet again. It was probably recent enemy attacks, but I have committed suicide in past lives, so it has remained in my soul and only now, is my kundalini serpent (Hail Satan!) cleaning it out of me, these wants and needs to end my life whenever I fail at something or feel worthless.

Lord Satan never leaves us.
 
I am depressed and a lot of problem going on through me at this moment everyday I wake up in the same pain I just don't know what I m suppose to do plz help me
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westleyply <westleyply@... wrote:

When i was new, ight of stuff. Mainly attacks. Jaw broken, felt all left out and lonely. I even cried, and back then, i never cried, never, i was surprised that i could, but when things got worse. I was in the romm of some facilty, i couldnt stay home, and on the wall i read the words. " I have not forgot about you". Till this day i new it was father satan speaking to me, and he was right. Right now, my life could not be more better than it was back then. To actually be happy, to feel good, and to do some of the things i always wanted (like growing my hair out LOL), but seriously, after that, my life began anew

--- In [url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url], "magus.immortalis" <magus.immortalis@... wrote:

I guess I am just curious with what others have experienced.

I will start off with my experience. It was about a year ago, I was sitting in the bathtub, ready to cut open my wrist and end it all. Lord Satan came to me and gently pulled me (I think, or I got the urge to get up) out of the bathtub. His presence was full of light, compassion, kindness and love. It filled the entire bathroom, I felt the energy remain even when He left, when I later had to shower.

I went to my room and knelt down and started crying in front of the altar I made for Him. I never cried like that before, as if all my sorrows and sadness and hopelessness were being pushed out of my pores.
He stood beside me, I felt Him. He is tall, but somehow made it that He fit in my room (my ceilings are a little over 6'.) He told me:
"You are not alone. I am always with you."
I listened to some music that reminded me of Him.

I was praying to Him this morning, and it struck me that I should share this. Afterwards, I found a more recent post that another member made about suicide, and it only confirmed what I had been contemplating, yet again. It was probably recent enemy attacks, but I have committed suicide in past lives, so it has remained in my soul and only now, is my kundalini serpent (Hail Satan!) cleaning it out of me, these wants and needs to end my life whenever I fail at something or feel worthless.

Lord Satan never leaves us.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Shaitan

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