What should I do?

[epicgamerboz]

I used to be Christian for a short while when I was 13, and then I stopped praying and reading the Bible and went back and forth between repenting and leaving the faith, then after a while when I was living in other peoples houses I did the initiation ritual and was trying to sell my soul so I could get money so me and my family wouldn't be poor anymore, at that time I didn't know that the initiation ritual was from this website, and I found this website two months ago, I'm 15 now, and I've read up on some things here, so I came here to ask for advice on what I should do.

 

[RespectExistence]

Keep an open mind, read different things and try to explain them in your own words. You will understand yourself, you will find your own path.