Man its nice to know I ain't alone
I have massive anxiety, intrusive thoughts (really weird, and I hope my guardian demon ain't reading them cuz they're pretty weird), suffer from solipsism syndrome, cannot enjoy anything (depression, I cannot even enjoy my favorite hobbies anymore or get excited at all, I feel very numb), weird phobias of lights and sounds, no one understands me in my family and the only one I got who's going to help me is me. My own dad said he didn't care if I committed suicide so whatever...
So yeah life's pretty shitty and I can't believe I'm still going.
I've had this shit since 12 years old and I'm 19 now and I wish power meditations get me better, but God I wish I had some help right now.
I'm with you, you're not alone. Let's still keep fighting eh? The reptilians did this to us, so I guess we owe them some payback ey?
Btw I've noticed a pattern.... That is that feminine personalities suffer from more mental illnesses than masculine ones. Maybe this has something to do with the enemy trying to suppress the feminine? Idk, just a thought.